Superhuman Delusional – Are You Able to Live a Daily Life？ 140

Chapter 140 – My Embarrassing Secret (★)

◈-Elsie SIDE

After finishing my talk with Rent, I returned to my room.

“What should I do, what should I do! When I do it with Rent tomorrow… Ah, what kind of setting would be good!”

Overjoyed, I started jumping around as soon as I closed the door.

But I was truly happy.

For Rent to suggest we make love while deciding on a role.

“A captured princess? Or a childhood friend who has harbored feelings for the hero, a hero and a saintess? A destined couple chosen by God is also a good setting!”

My heart pounded, and various settings sprang to mind.

I’ve always wanted to go on an adventure while reading stories… but I also wanted to become like the saintess or princess in those stories.

To be connected with my hero, Rent… and to see Rent’s heroic figure today.

To make such a promise with Rent!

I’m so happy!

But suddenly, I had another thought.

Tomorrow, I will make love as Rent’s saintess… but today, Noah is Rent’s…

“Haaah…!”

There it is again.

Again… just thinking about Rent making love with Noah, Tina, Ninya… and Miranda… or even just seeing them express affection, my body heats up.

My chest feels hot, and my lower abdomen throbs.

Why have I become like this…?

I know what this feeling is.

I know what this sensation is.

When I made love with Rent along with Noah…

The identity was already clear.

I was pained when I saw Rent making love with other women.

But that pain arose because I loved Rent.

After realizing that, my love for Rent started to evoke pleasant pleasure.

Having experienced pain and pleasure alternately…

I realized the nature of that pain and pleasure, and swept away by the atmosphere, I mixed my body with Rent’s, and over a long time, I became so accustomed to the pain and pleasure that they blended into one…

Eventually, I started to feel pleasure at the same time as I felt pain.

Every time I felt pain, I felt pleasure along with my love for Rent.

That pleasure reminded me of the memories of making love with Rent, further increasing the pleasure.

When I first realized it, I thought it was okay because it was proof of my love for Rent, even with my hazy mind…

But when I thought about it calmly the next day, my phenomenon of feeling this pleasure was nothing short of perverted.

It’s natural to be distressed when the person you love is getting along with another woman.

But to enjoy it as proof of love is strange.

By the time I realized that fact, my body had already changed.

When Noah and Ninya clung to Rent.

When Rent smiled kindly at Tina.

Even when I lost at rock-paper-scissors and only I did the stretching while Noah and Ninya hugged Rent.

My chest ached, but I felt that pain was pleasant.

My face flushed, and my lower abdomen heated up, to the point where I couldn’t help but let out a small moan.

And… every time that happened, I could feel my vulva, which I had set to be invisible, reacting.

When Ninya re-engraved my vulva, she said.

A succubus’s vulva can be made invisible at will…

But when the person who has it engraved gets excited, it reacts accordingly, and the person who has it engraved can also feel that reaction.

That reaction was a subtle heat emanating from the engraved vulva shape.

And I… every time I saw Rent getting along with other women,

Every time I imagined that scene, my lower abdomen throbbed, and at the same time, I felt heat from my vulva.

Especially… when I heard the news that he had been with Miranda this morning…

I was feeling pleasure to the point where my underwear was slightly wet.

I’m completely perverted.

As a follower of Solishin, these feelings might not be wrong.

But… personally, I was so ashamed of myself.

Why have I become like this…?

Moreover, I had already done something perverted.

I could accept that I masturbated while watching Noah and Rent make love because Noah did the same thing.

I could somehow accept it.

But what happened yesterday was not.

Yesterday evening… the day it was Miranda’s turn.

The day Miranda was with Rent.

After finishing my conversation with Rent, I went downstairs because I was thirsty.

I encountered Miranda, who was wrapped in a blanket, going up the stairs.

“Oh… Elsie, what’s wrong?”

“Ah… I, I’m thirsty…”

“I see. There are a few water bottles in the kitchen. Oh, shall I bring you one?”

“No, I’ll go get it myself. Um… Miranda, you’re going to…”

Miranda smiled gently and nodded.

“Yes. I’m going to Rent now.”

“Haaah…”

The moment I heard those words, my chest and lower abdomen throbbed at the same time.

“Elsie? Are you okay?”

“Yes, yes! I’m fine. I, I’m going downstairs to get some water. Um, Miranda… please… have a good time with Rent… Ugh…!”

Even though I was saying it myself, I felt pain and pleasure at the same time.

“Hehe, thank you, Elsie.”

Miranda thanked me and went upstairs, and I went to the kitchen on the first floor to get some water.

“Gulp, gulp, haa… haa…”

As soon as I went downstairs, I hurriedly went to the kitchen and gulped down the water in the water bottle.

I felt like my heated body wouldn’t cool down if I didn’t drink quickly.

But no matter how much water I drank, my body, which had once felt pleasure, didn’t calm down easily.

Rather…

“Miranda is… with Rent…”

The thought that Miranda was about to make love with Rent wouldn’t leave my mind, my chest was pounding, and my vulva continued to send out heat.

After drinking water, I returned to my room.

As soon as I returned, I lay down on the bed and immediately… tried to sleep.

Thump, thump, thump, thump, thump.

“My heart… won’t stop.”

But the pounding of my heart wouldn’t let me sleep easily.

“Right now, Rent is with Miranda… Haaah!”

My heated body wouldn’t calm down easily.

I knew how to calm this heat.

But I was too embarrassed to do it.

“Rent…”

My beloved hero.

I tried to calm my mind by thinking of Rent, but soon, the image of Miranda trying to make love with Rent… with Rent, flashed through my mind.

“Haaah!”

The throbbing of my heart and the heat of my vulva.

And the throbbing in my lower abdomen became even more intense.

“Haa… haa…”

I couldn’t take it anymore.

My room was right next to Rent’s.

Just that fact alone made it impossible to erase the thought that Rent was doing it with Miranda right next door.

But the Fox’s Rest was a very soundproof building.

As proof of that… I couldn’t hear any sound when Noah spent her first night with Rent…

Noah’s moans were definitely not quiet when we did it together.

Since I couldn’t hear those moans… even though it was right next door, I couldn’t hear the sounds of Rent and Miranda making love.

Because I couldn’t hear it… my mind was imagining Rent and Miranda’s actions on its own.

Would they be facing each other like when I did it for the first time…?

Or would it be from behind like when he did it with Noah…?

“Haa… haa… haaah! Ah…”

When I came to my senses…

My hand was already inside my skirt, directly caressing my pussy.

“Ah… I’m doing it again…”

I felt self-loathing, but my hand, which had already started, wouldn’t stop easily.

“Haaah! Aah! Rent…! Rent! Haaah! Hmmm!”

Without putting my fingers inside, I only caressed the area around the entrance…

I masturbated while imagining Rent and Miranda.

The more I masturbated, the greater the pleasure, and my body heated up.

But no matter how much I moved my hand, my body only heated up and wasn’t satisfied.

Having already tasted the pleasure of my experience with Rent… my body wasn’t satisfied with just caressing it.

“Gulp…”

Swallowing the saliva that had gathered, I moved my hand a little higher.

“Haaah! Haaah!”

I touched my clitoris.

My clitoris, which had become slightly hard in its heated state, gave me a tingling sensation that was incomparable to before, just by touching it lightly.

Ah, Miranda must be… sharing even more pleasant pleasure with Rent than what I’m feeling right now…

“Haaah! Aah! Haa…! Haaah!”

The more the pleasure increased, the more those thoughts filled my mind.

“Rent…! Rent! Haaah! Aaaah! Haaah!”

And the heat in my body subsided for a moment only after I had come… from masturbating.

“Haa… haa… ugh… what am I…”

As the excitement subsided for a moment, self-loathing rushed in again.

I was truly perverted… and had become a lewd woman.

Would Rent despise or dislike me for being like this?

I even started to think about such anxieties.

But…

“Haaah…! Haaah! Aaaah!”

Even while feeling such anxiety, I started masturbating again… while caressing my clitoris.

“Ren…t…! Hmmm!”

Because I thought that my hero was making love with another woman right now.

Because it was clear that they were actually making love right now.

My body, which had come once, heated up again.

And I took off my skirt and masturbated while my underwear became soaked with my fluids.

My room was filled with the scent of my fluids, which had changed to a peach scent.

In the end… I spent the whole night masturbating while imagining Rent and Miranda making love.

I only fell asleep after I had come several times… and was exhausted.

When I woke up in the early morning, I was so ashamed that I felt like I was going crazy.

First, I changed my soaked underwear.

Perhaps it was because I had released too much fluid.

I was very thirsty when I woke up.

I left my room to go down to the kitchen on the first floor to drink water from the water bottle again, and I saw Rent’s door.

My footsteps stopped in front of Rent’s door.

What kind of scene would unfold if I opened this door now?

And what would happen to me when I saw the scene after opening the door?

As curiosity and hesitation made my hand reach out and retract repeatedly, Rent’s voice was heard from behind.

Was it fortunate, or was it a pity?

According to Rent, Miranda had already gone down to the kitchen.

And I was able to enter Rent’s room and lie on the same bed with Rent for a while.

That short time was incredibly happy.

Perhaps it was even more heart-warming and filled with happiness than when I first connected with Rent.

Holding Rent’s hand was the peak of happiness.

It was as if I was being rewarded for the moments of pain and pleasure I had suffered yesterday.

A sense of relief spread throughout my body, and all the tension in my body was released, and I fell asleep at that time.

This is what happened from last night to this morning.

It was something that couldn’t be excused even if you called me completely perverted.

Even thinking about it again, I was so ashamed that I felt like I was going crazy.

I should be planning a fun and happy love-making setting with Rent for tomorrow, but as soon as I think that Noah will be with Rent today, my body heats up.

Moreover, perhaps right now, Tina is in Rent’s room, engaging in an act of love called massage…

“Haaah!”

I reflexively let out a small moan again.

I was much better when I was in the dungeon…

As soon as I returned to the Fox’s Rest, I was like this again.

It was a gut feeling, but I had a premonition that my perverted excitement wouldn’t get better.

But I couldn’t do this every night every time I came to the Fox’s Rest.

There was a chance that Rent might find out about me like this.

That was… that was scary and I didn’t want it.

I think that Rent would accept me even like this, but… even if there was a slight chance that Rent would feel awkward or uncomfortable seeing me like this, it would break my heart.

That’s why I couldn’t leave this state as it was.

Even if it didn’t get better… I had to find another way to relieve this excitement.

There was only one person I knew in this area who seemed to know the most about this and who I could trust.

I left my room and headed left, past Noah’s room…

I stood in front of Ninya’s room.