Chapter 132 – Intercourse Dreams (2)
I carefully passed the threshold and approached Jung Ha-yeon. Originally, you should bow according to the procedure, but in the dream, young Jeong Ha-yeon was staring blankly at the empty space. The woman who was presumed to be Mrs. Jang had disappeared before she knew it.
I called Jeong Ha-yeon.
“Ha Yeon-ah.”
“…….”
When I called her name her, she turned to me for a moment, but it seemed she was just responding to the voice her. The unfocused eyes were not looking at me properly.
I bit my lip because it felt like rain water was filling up in my heart. Even though the basement was closed on all sides, it seemed like I could hear the sound of rain and lightning outside. But even I couldn’t let go, so I grabbed the young Jeong Ha-yeon by the shoulder her and shook her.
“Ha Yeon-ah! It’s me!”
“… Joo-hwan?”
Shaking it vigorously brought the focus back to his eyes her. Jung Ha-yeon, who saw me, called my name her with a look that looked like she was about to cry.
“Joo Hwan-ah.”
“Yes. Ha Yeon-ah, I am here.”
“Mom is dead. But people don’t come. What if my mom is lonely?”
I was out of breath for a moment. There is no one in this place except Jeong Ha-yeon and me. There were no chatty women outside the threshold, and Mrs. Jang, who was next to Jeong Ha-yeon, also disappeared.
‘I wonder if there were no people in the past.’
I’m guessing there really wasn’t one like this. A woman named Mr. Jang must have been by Ha-yeon’s side, and she must have had some people who came from time to time.
However, judging from the situation in the dream, the number of those people was very small, and even they must have left immediately. There must have been no one to rely on in the seat next to Hayeon.
It is said that dreams are influenced by memory and mind. I was experiencing indirectly the terrible sense of loss and loneliness that Ha-yeon must have felt on this day.
‘Was it like this even after I died?’
I thought that there would be no people like this even after I died before the instantaneous return. The relationship he made was severed due to misfortune, and the relationship that came later was cut off, and before he died, he lived a disconnected life locked in a room writing only, so there was no one to come.
Is that why? The portrait of Ha-yeon’s mother looked as if it were mine. At the resident seat, it seemed like I could see my parents and younger brother crying, asking what to do because my son and brother were lonely.
‘That man… Ha-yeon must be the father, right?’
The moment I remembered her face of her, I became angry. There must be some reason for not coming inside. In fact, I could guess the situation to some extent. However, regardless of the reason, it is wrong to leave a child of only middle school age alone. At least not as a father.
I hugged Jung Ha-yeon, who was crying again with a bewildered expression. She patted the back of the little girl and continued.
“I will be by your side. I won’t go home and I’ll stay by your side. I will stay by your side until the end.”
The emotion I feel now is pity, not love. I don’t know if that compassion is for Jung Ha-yeon or for herself before returning. Maybe it was both.
Jeong Ha-yeon’s body trembled in her arms. Soon she felt her shoulders lift and her sobs came out.
“Black. Whoa… Thank you, Joo-hwan.”
“…….”
The words I heard when we parted come to me with a different meaning. I wanted to slap my cheek, which I wasn’t covering my ears at the time. At that time, what did I feel when I said thank you?
‘I said we should be friends….’
Jeong Ha-yeon was just as bad at human relationships as I was. She felt grateful that the person who gave her affection had not left.
I hugged her even tighter. But no one was already in my arms. Startled, she looked around and was already back in the classroom. The difference is that instead of the 3-7 signs, there are signs 1-3.
I was sitting in a chair, and I saw 17-year-old Jeong Ha-yeon right behind me. She was reading a book with a white face and no expression.
“Hayeon… “
Suddenly, the loud voice of the girls rang in my ears.
“I heard Jung Ha-yeon is an out-of-wedlock child?”
“How did he suddenly get into our school?”
“Your father is from the Unsung Group.”
“Ah, is it Seokchan? Why did you take care of a child like that?”
“Was your mother a prostitute? She stuck with a family man.”
I turned my head in the direction where the last words had been heard.
“This shit… !”
But before he had finished speaking, the scene changed. Before I knew it, I and Jung Ha-yeon were standing behind the school building, not a classroom. Besides that, there were two other men who looked like her brothers, and they approached Jeong Ha-yeon and started talking.
“I heard your mother was a prostitute? How much do you pay for it?”
“You know what my parents are doing? Tell me roughly I will give you plenty.”
They giggled while Jeong scanning Ha-yeon’s body her with unlucky eyes. The moment I got mad and was about to run out, there was someone who ran out before me. Lee Seok-chan threw a fist at one guy’s face and got entangled.
“Fucking bastards! Ugh! Aww!”
Lee Seok-chan beat one guy hard and was beaten by another guy who jumped in from the side.
“Bastards!”
I jumped in in an instant and blew away one thrush.
Fuck!
I was about to punch again, leaving behind the heavy hand taste, but the scene changed once more. Lee Seok-chan and the two bastards both shattered like glass before returning to the classroom.
But this time, there was an obvious difference. Instead of the swearing girls and the laughing brothers, I, Lee Seok-chan, Yoo Ji-kyung, and Jang Deok-hun were all around Jeong Ha-yeon.
“Ah.”
Unlike before, Jeong Ha-yeon’s bright smile caught my eye. This is what Hayeon wanted. You wanted to hang out with her friends and laugh together.
Suddenly, Jeong Ha-yeon looked at me, and she held out her hand to come quickly. I hurried out and grabbed his hand her. She didn’t expect to catch it, but she was started and smiled lightly through her sullen face.
Jeong Ha-yeon held my hand and said.
“Juhwan-ah, can we still be friends? The other kids are fine, but when I see you, I can’t control my expression. Honestly, do you think you’re going to die of awkwardness?”
“…….”
“I don’t want to pretend I don’t know, but I don’t know what to do either…….”
Before I knew it, Jeong Ha-yeon was leaning against me in my arms. The place was also a familiar space, not a classroom, but it was her room that she visited occasionally when they were dating. Her attire her was also comfortable, wearing dolphin pants with string thongs that hadn’t been seen recently.
She said while Jeong Ha-yeon was fiddling with my hand.
“Didn’t I just say never to break up? Would it have been okay if we had talked and matched?”
“… Well.”
“Sorry. In fact, I think it would have been worse if it had stayed the same. Dating again now… It makes no sense.”
“Why?”
“If we break up again, it’s over.”
“… Do you want to?”
“Yes. I don’t have the confidence to see you.”
Is it because it’s in a dream? Jeong Ha-yeon said the words inside her without hiding them. She feels the filter is gone.
“Hey. Didn’t you do a lot when we were dating?”
“… Is it not?”
“Honestly, what kind of real doll was I then? Did I cry sometimes because I felt like that?”
“…….”
I was speechless. Even if you have ten mouths, you have nothing to say. This is the situation. Because of the sins I had committed, only sweat was pouring out.
At that time, Jung Ha-yeon smiled and continued her words.
“But that wasn’t the only reason I asked to break up. To be honest, I felt good too. It was so good that it was absurd to be depressed after enjoying it together.”
“Well, then what is it for?”
“Actually, I already told you.”
My head was spinning furiously trying to find a memory. Have you ever said when did you say After a while, I found the correct answer and murmured.
“It feels like a worse relationship than when we were friends… ?”
Jeong Ha-yeon nodded her head.
“Right. She wanted to be more than a friend, but she felt like less than a friend. I thought we would be less than friends if we kept dating.”
“Is that why you said we should go back to being friends?”
“… Yes. Sorry. I said it and acted awkwardly.”
I sighed. It was only a word in a dream, but that’s because there was no more addition or subtraction.
“It’s not something you’re sorry about.”
“Puh. Do you think you’re wrong again?”
“No, just… Of course. I think it’s a matter that time will solve.”
Jung Ha-yeon nodded her head slightly.
Then I heard Lucy’s voice in her.
[Master, Jeong Ha-yeon is about to wake up. If you don’t get into a relationship now, it will happen soon.]
‘… What if I get into a relationship?’
[Drunken in a dream, it will be maintained more. If Jeong Ha-yeon is satisfied with her current situation, her place and time her will not change any more.]
At that, I inadvertently raised my hand and lowered it again.
[Master?]
I could hear Lucy’s voice, but I just quietly hugged Jung Ha-yeon. The name of the item that allowed me to enter the dream was ‘interacting dream’, but apart from the ability of the item, how to use it was completely in my mind. Haven’t you already failed once?
‘It’s not a problem that can be solved by doing something in a dream.’
She came in to relieve fatigue, but in fact the excuse was correct. I just wanted to mix her body with Jeong Ha-yeon, even in my dreams, since the opportunity had come.
But now that mindset is gone.
‘Let’s not try to use items.’
It was enough to ruin a relationship by mistake. I wanted to resolve my current relationship with Jung Ha-yeon without items.
The moment I made that decision, the world in my dream gradually became hazy.
[Jung Ha-yeon is about to wake up. Return to reality in one minute.]
*
Jung Ha-yeon, who was sleeping on her stomach her, trembled greatly.
Rattle!
“Huh?!”
She raised herself up and looked around her. She came so many times that it was immediately apparent that she was Seo Ju-hwan’s room in her. Soon, seeing the print on the table brought her completely back to her senses of her.
“Oh, I was studying… Crazy, crazy bitch. What was I dreaming of…!”
In an instant, Jeong Ha-yeon’s face turned bright red. The sparse scenes passing through her mind flooded her with shame and shame.
‘Kyaaaaak! Crazy boy! No, wow!’
I wanted to open my mouth and scream, but I couldn’t because Seo Joo-hwan was sleeping right next to me. She screamed frantically inwardly. Even though I didn’t remember all of her dreams of her. She couldn’t even keep her head up in some scenes.
Jung Ha-yeon turned red as if it was about to burst and glared at Seo Joo-hwan who was sleeping.
‘I’ll turn… Do I still like him? Not really. Shouldn’t be… Ahh I’m going crazy, really.’
Then the blanket wrapped around her shoulders she fell off. Jeong Ha-yeon looked at him and let out a sigh. And she looked at Seo Ju-hwan with drooping eyes.
“What am I supposed to do…….”
I can’t even date her, and I want to be her friend her, but I can’t do it right. But I hate pretending not to know.
Jung Ha-yeon thought that she was a bitch, even thinking about it herself, so she sighed.
“Eh. Now you cover it and sleep.”
She murmured and put the fallen blanket over his shoulder her.
At that moment, the tattoo on the back of Seo Ju-hwan’s hand shone brightly. At the same time, his eyes flashed open, and her body swayed as much as she did a moment ago.
Rattle!
“Huh?!”
Udangtang!
“Oops!”
Seo Ju-hwan woke up and looked up with dreamy eyes. As soon as he opened his eyes, his body toppled over her and he hit the back of his head on the ground.
“Ugh. What… Hayeon?”
When I opened my eyes, Jung Ha-yeon’s face was close enough to touch. When she came to her senses her, Jeong Ha-yeon was in the position of riding on top of her own body her. She said, blushing in embarrassment.
“Uh, uh, sorry! I’ll get out of the way now!”
Then the tattoo on the back of my hand flashed again,
Rattle!
“Hick!”
Slippery!
Jung Ha-yeon, caught in the statue, slipped and fell completely face down on Seo Ju-hwan’s body in her.
Side.
At an angle where the lips meet exquisitely.
