Chapter 34 – #13_Collapse
One.
I had a dream.
A small sparrow pecked an ant crawling on the floor.
A kite snatched up a sparrow that was flying while screaming happily.
Sharp claws tore through the tiny body.
The kite was eaten by the snake.
The body was wrapped around the body, and the bones of the whole body were crushed and died.
The snake was eaten by a hungry dog.
The snake, swallowed headfirst, became the daily food of stray dogs.
The dog was eaten by a large bear.
The dog, thrown off by its huge front paws, died without a groan.
The bear was eaten by a hunter.
No matter how thick the leather was, it couldn’t stop the lead bullets.
And that hunter was eaten by someone.
I couldn’t remember who it was.
I only remember that it was the same person with a very ominous laugh.
It was a somewhat pedantic and meaningful dream, but I know the truth.
When you wake up, you will be brushed off and forgotten as if nothing happened.
2.
Naye stood up.
How many hours do you sleep?
My whole body was more sore than the day after I went to sleep after swimming all day.
“Haaam…”
A stretched yawn came out.
Come to think of it, it’s been a long time since I’ve yawned like this.
In the meantime, I couldn’t even yawn comfortably because my whole body was so tense from being caught by the teacher and being mistreated.
I don’t know why, but it doesn’t bother me anymore.
It wasn’t even scary.
Everything felt like the other side of a distant dream.
Reality was more like a dream than a dream.
Naye found herself left alone on a queen-size bed.
I don’t have the leather belts I’ve always worn around my wrists and ankles.
The chain, which had been thumping and making a terrifying sound, had disappeared somewhere.
Somehow, it feels like they are still tied, so I carefully touch my wrists and ankles.
There was a bandage wrapped around the wound from the previous skin scrape.
Just before going to sleep, the teacher carefully dressing the wound and bandaged it.
“Teacher.”
Looking around, there is no teacher.
Naye felt her heart sink.
Somehow, I felt like I was left alone in this world.
Naye, who was hurriedly rummaging through the sheets, confirmed that the bedroom door was open and walked slowly.
“Aww…!”
I’m not sure because my notion of time has collapsed, but I think I slept soundly for at least 20 hours.
It is awkward to push on the floor by stepping one step with one’s own foot.
I haven’t walked for long enough to feel that way.
“Uh?”
When you are walking slowly like a baby walking for the first time.
Naye confirmed that her body was covered with clothes.
These are animal pajamas that I often wore during my elementary and middle school days.
It is such a pajama that looks like a doll’s clothes with an integrated top and bottom, so that all the buttons on the top are unbuttoned and the legs are inserted.
I really liked the soft feel.
I also like the cute cow-patterned polka dots.
I remember sleeping naked.
It must have been given by the teacher.
Thinking nothing of it, Naye cautiously left the bedroom.
The sunlight shining through the living room from the window stings my eyes.
Naye opened her eyes and looked for Yuchan.
Yu-chan was standing in front of the counter, cutting something with a knife.
Next to it is a large pot bubbling with bubbling.
“Good morning. What a sleepy girl you are.”
“Good morning. How long have I slept?”
“Let’s see… I think I slept almost all day? Did you sleep for about 20 hours?”
“Wow, I don’t think I’ve slept that long since I was a newborn.”
She felt her heart pounding just by looking at his back as she was cooking.
I felt like crying.
While walking on a tightrope with his bare body, a feeling of relief as if he had put on a safety device covers his whole body.
At the same time, I felt dizzy from looking down from the roof of a tall building.
I was a little dizzy.
“Can I go next to you?”
“Then~”
Naye, who smiled bashfully, rubbed her eyes and slowly moved towards him.
The teacher was trimming her salmon with her knife.
The light pink salmon was being sliced with a single-edged hoe knife to make it easy to eat.
The bones and flesh are separated by three stitches, and only one side is carefully knitted.
It was very pleasant to hear the sound crossing between the thick layers of fat.
Naye smirked beside him, her eyes shining in wonder.
“What are you making? Is there anything I can do to help?”
“Yes there is. I’m boiling some rice. Would you like to see some liver? It’s been a long time since I haven’t eaten anything. I’m making mieum with beef.”
Was that why it was so dizzy?
I thought it was because I slept too long, but I thought it might be because my blood sugar level was low.
I was hungry.
When I smell the food, my stomach quivers.
“Sorry for bothering you. Even if I get sleep, I have to cook for myself.”
“No, it’s okay, so try it.”
The teacher began to plate the sliced salmon beautifully and shred the onion to eat together.
However, Naye seldom left and stood idly by his side.
“Why?”
“… I don’t have a good sleeping habit. You didn’t sleep well because of me, did you?”
I look at him with worried eyes.
It is so lively that it is unbelievable that not long ago, he was imprisoned, tortured, and terrified.
He gave up his resistance and reestablished his new identity and relationship with Yu-chan.
She has no way of knowing how far she’s thinking, but she probably doesn’t question her actions herself.
Brainwashing is like that.
“It’s me.”
It was a soft voice, but the weight contained in it was different.
Naye’s eyes were filled with worry as she lifted her head up in anger without knowing why.
“If you want to help, you have to move her hand. Are you saying I’m okay?”
“Yes… Yes… I’m sorry… I’m sorry…”
Naye’s body trembled.
She genuinely cares about her Yu-Chan and has spoken to her, but if her teacher is offended by that, it is absolutely her own fault.
It bothered me so much that I went against his heart without even noticing.
What if you’re angry?
It was the teacher who accepted the worthless Choi Na-ye and personally taught her.
She didn’t want to be hated by him.
“Wow..!”
My head suddenly throbbed.
Naye picked up her ladle and tasted Mieum’s liver little by little.
The subtle smell of sesame oil stimulates an empty stomach.
Even so, he continued to stare at the teacher’s back with a sidelong glance.
I care so much.
However, he carelessly shredded onions and started making sauce.
3 T mayonnaise
1T honey
2 T chopped onion
Some pepper
A bit of parsley
Lemon juice
It’s a recipe I’ve seen somewhere.
Thinly slice the creamy mayonnaise-based sauce and toss with the onion, which has been de-spicy with ice water.
A meal of great quality that will not be inferior even if it is served in a store is completed.
“Is your liver okay?”
“Yes, it is so delicious.”
“I’m glad.”
Fortunately, his voice didn’t sound so angry.
3.
11 o’ clock.
It’s a late breakfast.
Yuchan prepared the food, but Naye set the table.
Rice topped with salmon onion salad and furikake is served on the table, and Mieum is also served in a small bowl.
Her food was in a dog bowl, on the floor right next to the table.
Naye did it herself.
“It’s me, pick up the bowl and come up.”
At that word, Naye jumped up.
“I… I feel more comfortable here! How can I eat at the same table as you?”
While quietly crouching on the floor, Naye was blowing softly.
It’s still hot, so steam rises.
She really thought so.
Because Naye is a lecherous woman who carelessly makes fun of her body despite having a 0-point pussy, and the teacher is strict with Naye but is a benefactor who shows endless love.
“Ugh…”
As before, a headache hit her head.
Is the lack of sugar a problem?
The teacher raised Naye’s arm as she tilted her head.
“Come on, ah~”
Yu-chan forced her Na-Ye to sit on her chair, put her Mi-Yin on her spoon, blew her wind to cool it, and brought it near her Na-Ye’s mouth.
Naye was very confused.
This, she thinks, is against her manners.
In ordinary terms, it’s no better than putting your feet on the table and eating because her body hurts.
However, the teacher is considerate of himself and puts up with such rudeness, even scooping porridge and feeding it himself.
“Aang, whoops.”
Naye had no choice but to take a bite of the spoon the teacher held out.
It feels like the taste buds that have been dormant for a long time cheer all at once.
Saliva gushed out of her mouth as if she had eaten a whole lemon.
Naye shook her body.
“What’s the matter? Hurt?”
“Sobbing…”
As if her body was broken, tears came out involuntarily.
I don’t know why, but it’s probably because I was moved by the teacher’s kindness.
“Too… Too much to drink… “
Naye, unable to properly swallow the porridge in her mouth and soaked in her tears, dripped transparent dew onto the table.
“Naye… I don’t know how to do anything… I’m a pathetic bitch who only bothers the teacher…”
Headache again
“It’s okay. At times like this, it’s okay to be foolish.”
The face of Yu-chan, who spoke with a bright smile in front of her, looked strangely distorted.
Even her voice is faintly muffled, as if hearing the echoes of a wide common.
It won’t be a star.
Maybe it’s because of the tears
Wiping away tears, Naye ate bitterly.
It was the first time I had such a delicious meal in my life.
4.
After her meal, Naye’s eyes were swollen.
Her headache got worse.
But it wasn’t because of the headache that she cried.
I was just moved by his actions.
“I will wash the dishes.”
“Okay then can you help me a little bit?”
Approaching Yu-chan, Na-ye involuntarily sniffed.
As he gets closer, his body odor makes his head happy.
It wasn’t long after I woke up that I felt the numbness of my sexuality warming up.
As the teacher said
How can you not be a slut when you can get horny like this just by smelling the teacher?
“Somehow, they look like newlyweds. Because they are washing dishes side by side like this.”
I mustered up the courage to make a somewhat bold statement.
Right after that, she regretted it.
It’s because it was too presumptuous to think about it after three seconds.
It was a huge insult to Miss Rani, between herself and her husband, who were nothing more than her pets.
“So? If the teacher gets married to me too, I think I will be truly happy.”
The end of the words stuttered like a stretched tape.
“Really?”
“Yes, treating Naye as her pet was all a sign of my love. I marked the piercings on my nipples as mine.”
Pleased.
How happy is it that someone loves you?
Naye inadvertently touched her nipples that stood out over her own clothes.
Her nipples, which would normally have been gently squeezed, had piercings like fruit cores.
When I first did this, I was very frustrated.
Thinking that this is a proof of love with the teacher, I thought it was very precious.
Naye mustered up her courage and walked up close to her teacher.
She unbuttoned her pajamas.
Massive yet soft breasts protrude through the open hem of her dress.
Yu-chan smiled brightly and squeezed it.
Endorphins seemed to cascade through her brain every time her teacher’s chunky fingers gripped her breasts.
“Ugh!”
“It’s okay? Do you still have a lot of headaches? Shall I give you an injection?”
Yuchan gently hugged Naye.
I felt like crying again.
She didn’t want the teacher to find out that she was such a crybaby.
Come to think of it, she remembers that she had a lot of tears since she was a child.
Naye took off her pajamas.
Her rolled up pajamas are caught between her thighs.
As if to show off, she stuck her hips out to the teacher and cupped her hips with both of her hands.
“Doctor, can you give me an injection here too?”
She goes first with men and flirts like a prostitute.
I am very ashamed.
But she could do anything in front of him.
She probably has her ass, her flesh splayed from side to side, and her own slutty hole protruding like a butterfly.
“If you do well… You said you would give me nice sex… “
Wiggling her ass like a lewd bitch, she seduced him.
It’s already soaked to the inside.
If you just insert…
But Yu-chan didn’t answer anything.
Naye glanced behind her with a surge of uneasiness.
Could it be that I spoke too much like an order to the teacher?
“…Teacher?”
Silence flows.
“Teacher?”
The pot that was bubbling and boiling is cold.
There was no chopping board, plate, or salmon he had left behind.
On the empty table, only Naye’s leftover porridge was lying around.
Naye hesitantly approached and touched the bowl of porridge with her hand.
As if it was made a long time ago.
It’s very cold.
“Huh…!!”
Naye staggered, wringing his head from an overpowering headache, and placed his hand on the countertop.
It seems as if the wastes that were blocking the pipes are flowing backwards all at once.
What the hell is going on?
Why I love him
Had I been mistaken?
Thanks?
What the hell are you thankful for?
My eyesight turns.
It’s very dizzy.
The interior of the room, which had been shining brilliantly with the sunlight that warmly embraced the world until just now, is seen in achromatic colors.
It seemed that the world had gone mad.
In a world where everything is wrong,
I was breaking down alone.
