Chapter 42 – 4. At the Mouth of Despair (2)
“I thought that the guy who was locked in a small room and messed around became a pretty useful eye, but he didn’t even know the subject, he wandered around and came back. Because of this stupid bitch, I came back as a half asshole.”
Kwajik! Beatrix stepped on Elizabeth. I crushed her ankle with my black shoe. Even though he was a person who had lost his mind and collapsed, he made him flinch without even being able to scream.
“You are my fiancé. It means a man who will become a spouse. Harming you like that is like challenging me. If that’s the case, why are you even doing that?”
After all, I was going to shout that it was okay because I was treated like this. However, the queen stopped beating Elizabeth, glanced at me, and stretched out her hand. He grabbed me by the collar and slapped me again.
Whoops!
“Even if you did something rude, I didn’t carelessly touch you. The mistake you made today is so great.”
Whoops!
“You are my everything.”
Whoops!
“The significance of this insignificant world only exists because you exist. It means nothing without you.”
Whoops!
“It is acceptable to try to take my place or harm me. Everyone has dreams that come true. But no one can touch my fiancé. You can touch it and not be safe.”
Life took my breath away.
“Nobody.”
Beatrix’s hair was injured. The calm eyes shone viciously, and a color reaction occurred on the skin due to the condensation of magic power. The queen, infinitely close to the absolute, could not control her anger and shed all her power.
“Nobody.”
Multi-colored mana ran through my head. Then, as if he had changed his position, he developed the situation. As it was said, I forcibly understood the sight of me, who had been confined to a small room, returning as a half-assed man not even a few days after I came out, by substituting it into the case of the dead Victoria.
“Today I will teach you an unforgettable lesson. I will correct you once more, as I did in your hometown and Partenope. I will imprint it in my brain so that I will never use my body recklessly again.”
“Kuh…… !”
Sick. Dizzy. A magic power that is so delicate that it cannot be compared to drugs penetrates my brain.
“Hurt…….”
The mind regresses He holds his head and cries like a newborn baby. I don’t even have the awareness that I’m ugly. As if washing a bone marrow, the overflowing magical energy wets the brain cells and instills the fact that one must never fight against the queen.
It feels like being an idiot. It’s as if the soul is being tortured. Anyone is fine, so get me out of this hell. The moment of time feels infinitely long. It’s not that it isn’t, it really is. Beatrix tampered with my brain.
Are you trying to erase my memory again?
― Jungwoo, if I die…….
Victoria? I see Victoria in front of me.
– I’ll ask for cecchili.
But I couldn’t even protect Cecilia the day you died.
― And if you can’t even protect Cecchili and only you survive…….
The pain subsides Consciousness flies. As if out of body, the mind and body are separated. In an unknown place, he shows the wife he has been dreaming of. Show daughter It shows the days I spent with my family like that.
– Don’t run away.
This memory, this memory…… !
– Fight back.
Finally everything is coming back!
—Here, as a man with the legitimate right to succeed to the throne of Bernhard.
I vowed to kill the Queen.
―I will leave this sacred object to you.
Beatrix’s magic touches my brain. I knew it was to erase the memory. He even asked if he was trying to erase my memory again.
By the way, what else?
“Ouch, ooh…….”
Victoria was second in the line of succession to royalty. Except for her dead sister, she was the legitimate heir to the old kingdom of Bernhardt. From her, I heard her secret stories about her other world, and I also inherited her arrangements for her future.
“Ouch…… !”
It feels like hundreds of people are screaming into your ears at the same time. An overwhelming amount of information flows into my brain. Beatrix’s multi-colored mana was faster than the speed at which he could pierce his brain. Faster than bleaching.
– It’s okay…….
Comes to mind everything is clear I woke up banging my fist on the floor. While holding back her tears, she glared at the proudly standing queen as if to kill her.
“…… !”
Then she opened her mouth. Opened up and criticized.
―I don’t resent you, I don’t…….
Yes, to that devil who made me this way.
“It was all you.”
Beatrix was silent. I withdrew his hand that had been stretched out to hand over his mana, and quietly listened to what I was saying with his arms crossed.
“Fuck, now I remember.”
“…….”
“How can that be? You can manipulate people’s memories as you please, change me to your liking…….”
I recalled my memories of Partenope. It wasn’t Beatrix who killed Victoria the day Campania was invaded. It wasn’t even Bernhard’s strongest elite, the so-called Iron Cross, that was her special muster.
– Kill it
That was me
– Kill that girl and prove that I am the female you have chosen as your match-mate.
It was I who succumbed to the brusque threat and killed here Bernhard, the legitimate heir to the royal family. He was a piece of trash who didn’t even deserve to be called a husband. I begged for my life and Cecilia’s with it. And in the end, I was the only one who survived.
―Don’t you want to save the child?
Trampled country.
―Aiman, Aiman said he would save you!
In wretched words.
―I swear, Beatrix!
An oath written in blood and soul.
– Cheolwan died, and Venus and Gwanghwi also suffered.
The promise to spare Cecchilie was a lie.
― Your Excellency.
What is an eagle owl
―You must erase the memories of Youngbugun.
A man who comes back to life no matter what dies.
―The hatred that this person harbors will be more than a threat to your Excellency’s seat of power.
I am the Führer’s male prostitute. There couldn’t be a more fitting nickname than that. He is an idiot who stabbed his beloved wife from behind and couldn’t even protect her daughter. Even if that’s what her Victoria intended, it never changes the fact that I killed her.
“It was I who killed Victoria.”
Unfortunately, hot, sticky tears of blood flowed down my face. As if to erase her memories, the queen’s magical powers that invaded my brain must have caused a blood vessel to burst somewhere.
“I killed her and begged for her life from her Che Chili. But you killed him by stepping on him. And me, who was trying to make friends with your men at that sight…….”
“Yes, the memory was sealed.”
Beatrix meekly admitted.
“You were infinitely strong and yet weak. I always took care of my surroundings even though I was barely taking care of myself. It was selfless to the point of being foolish. When the left cheek is slapped, the right cheek is turned out, and when the right cheek is slapped, the left cheek is turned out again.”
Furthermore, I spat it out as if pouring out along with the wrath that was still inside me.
“If you eat your back, there must be a reason for that. I was bound to get angry once in a while for no reason, but I always believed that I had to see the truth with my own two eyes and moved on. Thanks to you, all you have left is a body full of scars, but you never tried to change that personality.”
“It was the way I lived.”
“And that way made you who you are today. What you need to know is that all of this happened because of you. Where would I want to mercilessly put the cheek of the one I love? Do you want to mess with your hair and edit your memories?”
I faced Beatrix with clenched fists. I swung it, not wanting to hear her bullshit anymore. It would be a fist that could not be slower than that for a queen who avoided even Elizabeth’s sword, but she did not avoid it.
On the contrary, it was hit intact and did not blink an eye, realizing the gap.
“It is my affection that I have not given to anyone else. You really deserved it.”
“Your affection is twisted.”
“Yes, but be honest.”
Beatrix squeezed my wrist. Both. Just like that, in front of the other employees, he pushed me against the wall and coveted my lips. Even though Elizabeth was dying over there, I focused on coveting my body as if I didn’t care.
“Look, I can covet you anytime. The ways are endless. Violence or whatever, you can’t stand me. If I had hoped for that, you would already be at my feet. He must have gasped like a dog and rubbed his face for his cock to be stroked.”
“…… A shallow year.”
“I could have made you love me, just as I manipulated your memories. It could have been distorted by putting me in Victoria and Cecilia’s place. But I didn’t. Why do you think that is Is it because I don’t love you that much?”
It gave me goosebumps. A long tongue like a snake licked my body. Still, all I could do was close my eyes tightly and tremble helplessly.
“Because I respected your free will.”
“If you really did, you wouldn’t have touched my memory.”
“Is it really so? If that’s true, I wouldn’t let you recall your memories. I would have completely erased it from my head and left no possibility at all like now.”
“You mean you brought it back?”
“You really think I tried to erase your memories?”
I stopped breathing. I looked at the queen with trembling eyes. Then Beatrix withdrew her agitated expression and whispered in her ear.
“I don’t know since when the words correct and imprint became synonymous with erase.”
“Why did you do that…… !”
“I told you. I respect your free will.”
Scary. It is a body that has overcome even the fear of Giselle’s madness. The chaos inherent in the queen was not something an ordinary person like me could possibly understand.
Amman even if it is packaged in the form of affection.
“Even if you weren’t prepared for death, there was nothing to touch that memory. Actually, even in this situation, I gave you the truth back. I borrowed it for a while for you, and it clearly proved that it was not robbed. Will you still deny me and deny my affection?”
Beatrix Adler, the great Fuhrer and mad dictator.
“You must have thought that I had ruined Mittemayor, right? You’re welcome! I didn’t break that vulgar bitch, I saved my dear lover. You’re the kind of person who would do the same thing again unless it’s a drug like this. Even after throwing away my body like that, as long as the surroundings are fine, I’m a good person.”
And the woman who loves me
“Be strong, live up to my eyes! You have the qualities You too will someday be reborn as an absolute like me. If you just throw away that thorn-like personality.”
“I will not change…….”
“There is nothing as foolish as refusing change, and nothing as meaningless as being afraid of it.”
“Don’t be ridiculous, I will definitely admit you’re wrong the way I am…….”
“Then why are you so embarrassed? I saved my dying lover and held him in my arms, but you have no choice but to watch as your lover cools down.”
Know. Beatrix even saw through the relationship between me and Elizabeth. Even though it’s been a few days, it penetrates the inside.
“Respect comes out of fear.”
Before long, the queen took my lips.
“I will kill Mittemeyer from now on.”
The thick rose flower threatened me with its dizzying scent.
“What are you going to do?”
“Anything of her, whatever she is, as long as it can save her.”
Smiling, she pushed me away and pointed at her floor. She gave short orders to humiliate her while everyone watched.
“Take it off.”
Several employees around were visibly agitated. Some, including Adele, succeeded in hiding their feelings, but others, including Helga, did not.
“Where do you pray?”
I took off the clothes I was wearing one layer at a time. With dozens of women watching, he began to take off his clothes, befitting the name of a male prostitute. In the end, he knelt in front of the queen as a naked body without a single thread.
“Queen.”
Endured humiliation.
“I was wrong.”
He bent over and put his head on the floor. The vibration was loud enough to reverberate around the front door. Blood flowed from my torn forehead and my bone pain buzzed, but I did not stop this humiliating salutation. As if she would rather die like this than lose the woman who gave her whole body for me, constantly.
“Elizabeth.”
Thud.
“Help me.”
Thud.
“Elizabeth.”
Thud.
“Help me.”
Thud.
“Elizabeth.”
Thud.
“Help me.”
…… Thud.
