Chapter 14 – 1. The Man Who Comes Back to Life Even After Dying (4)
The outside, seen through the window, was bluish. The night sky here around the world is free of pollution, so you can enjoy the beautiful stars to your heart’s content without having to find a special spot to observe them. Not to mention the dreamy blue full moon.
Scratching, writing a diary on a notebook, I searched for memories of my hometown. In fact, the night sky seen there was not very clear. The air polluted with fine dust made even such a brilliant celestial body look blurry.
But yes. Even so, sometimes I missed the sky of the earth. Every time something bad happened there, I was comforted in the holy month. Even though it was thin, they played the songs of their favorite composers in the lighted performance room. Then the empty mind was greatly calmed.
Why, isn’t there a saying that humans are different animals day and night?
The presence or absence of sunlight has a huge influence on us. The secretion of slightly different hormones makes them more rational animals during the day and more emotional animals at night.
“Jeongwoo-gong, are you there?”
Smart, someone knocked on the door. I calmly closed the notebook despite the sudden visit. Of course, there were contents written in it that Beatrix or her followers would not benefit from knowing, but the diary was thoroughly written in Korean, and my attitude toward handling it was now more daring.
“Yes, come in.”
“Excuse me.”
“Miss Mittemeyer.”
After Elizabeth Mi Tema, she, well over two meters tall, came into her room. It was new to me, but I thought she was really tall. At first glance, I was very impressed with the stylish short hair that seemed untidy, and the charm of the horns growing in between.
“Were you reading?”
“Yeah, what’s going on in my room anyway?”
A woman who was a knight of the old royal family. She was a bodyguard whom Beatrix found useful and attached to her. And a well-intentioned helper who risked her to stand up to her for her day.
― If there is a chance, let’s be friends next time.
A crush comes from a very trivial occasion. The attitude Elizabeth had shown me in her past life was nothing short of being her friend.
If Adele had a calm charm and Helga had a lovely charm, then the woman striding up to my desk did. Contrary to the impression given by the tribe of the dream horse, it was not messy and upright.
She had a cool charm like mint.
“His Excellency just returned home.”
“Yes.”
“I was told to come up to my room in exactly 30 minutes, so I came to deliver that message.”
What is to come has come.
Even if it wasn’t so, Otto asked me to entrust the army. It will take a considerable amount of time to recruit personnel from the rigid military. And if there is any mission that has been given to me in the meantime, it can be said that it is to obtain freedom here in the official residence.
So, this is an opportunity. I have to get freedom from that queen who is waiting for me by any means.
“All right. Get ready and go up. You can stop and go.”
“Excuse me.”
“…… ?”
“There was a request to bring the ball with special care so that it does not leak anywhere.”
Then it is. She had a reason for sending Elisabeth over to Adele, whose job it was to wait on. I wanted to make sure I didn’t break my promise and sneak out. That’s why, in her case of need, she chose the one who could use her force.
Thank you, Beatrix.
Thanks to your obsession, you realize something important. My present address is so miserable. But contrary to what you think, there is no breakthrough. Elizabeth is not such a tight-fisted woman. Yes, even though she has a single personality, she has her own history.
“You mean you’re going to keep waiting here until I’m ready?”
“I’m sorry, but it is.”
“Not only do I have to wash in the bathroom, I also have to change my clothes.”
“I will help you.”
Fascinating, I can see the pupils engraved with the unique pattern of the dream horse. Around this time Elisabeth said she had permission to charm me. So, the fact that her Beatrix sent her must have this meaning.
If he rebels against you, bring him back even if you are charmed.
“All right. What is the city?”
But Elizabeth isn’t like that. She is so willing to go back the hard way that she let go of the easy way. And maybe it’s because they respect my wishes.
“Don’t stand at the entrance like that, come inside.”
You should not look down on this woman because you are obsessed with her origin and composition, her smooth appearance, and her prejudice given by the succubus. If it was the Atlantic United States, it would be rare for a demon like her to be treated well here in her Bernhardt.
Even if she is not confined to a concentration camp as a target of relief, the fact that she, who was labeled as inferior, works in the official residence of the Führer like this means that she is quite a positional person.
“I’ll wash up, so please get an ultramarine blue gown from the closet over there.”
“Yes, I understand.”
“Put these clothes in the basket over there.”
In front of Elizabeth, I took off her top and handed it to her without hesitation. If it was seduction, it would have been a really cheap cheap method, but that was not the intention.
We were having a silent conversation now. They were rolling their heads, looking at each other’s gazes and reactions. Even though the desire for the body is intense, it volatilizes quickly, and a truly deep relationship comes from a mental bond.
And I had to look at Elisabeth Mittemeyer for what she was and see if she was worthy of that bond.
“I am embarrassed, but you are surprisingly in good shape.”
“If I had heard from another employee, I would have been pretty embarrassed.”
“Sorry. Because my job is my job, I don’t know how to decorate.”
“No, I like you quite a bit. I don’t know how you are.”
Elizabeth scratched her head as if embarrassed. Her arms were raised like that, so the slightly peeking abs were really impressive. It seems to show that true health beauty is like this.
“I just happened to see you working out. He was good at lifting weights that even men couldn’t lift.”
“It’s an overstatement.”
“Do you have any tips?”
“Just because you’re heavy doesn’t necessarily mean you’re good at exercising. When it comes to training, I know that you have achieved achievements comparable to mine. It’s not easy to do high reps with low weights to the limit every day.”
Certainly, even after being locked up in a small room, I did not forget to train every day. Thirty is the age at which physical skills decline. It took a lot of hard work to maintain peak performance for as long as possible.
“Did you ever serve in the military in your hometown?”
“That’s right.”
Again, that’s a formidable insight.
“He made infiltration, infiltration, and scouting his profession.”
“How?”
“There aren’t many positions where a colleague’s betrayal can be felt.”
I was stupid. I guess I didn’t even need to see it.
“All people with the trauma of betrayal are like that. In order to hide my pain, I pretend to be innocent and look up at the other person.”
Just because you’re naive doesn’t mean you’re clumsy. This woman Mittemeyer was real.
“I don’t know why such a considerate ball would try to seduce me, but I understand.”
“…… I should hand you an apology.”
It was clear that she should be kept close as a friend, not an enemy.
* * *
She finished taking a bath I adjusted her posture. I went upstairs with Elisabeth, wearing only one ultramarine blue gown over her naked body. It was for the relationship with Jeolsaek, where the moon hides and flowers are ashamed.
“Your Excellency, this is Mite Meyer.”
“Come in.”
Elizabeth opened the tightly closed door for me. It was a very disciplined movement, probably because he was from the knights of the old kingdom. It could have been that she was already accustomed to such behavior, but it was also impressive that she wasn’t particularly nervous in front of Beatrix.
“Come in.”
As expected, as soon as the opportunity arrives, I must enlist this woman on my side. I don’t know how great the powerlessness she possesses, but this indifferent courage will come in handy someday.
“Jeong Woo.”
“Beatrix.”
Is there anywhere to be so embarrassed? Surprisingly, Beatrix came out to greet me at the door. And that, too, in a rather manly outfit for a country’s president to wear.
“It’s been a while.”
“What are you talking about even during the day?”
“Seeing you in this room, at this time of day.”
Shiny hair, as if stained with blood, red rose petals are in full bloom. Even though she didn’t wear anything special and only had her hair hanging down, she couldn’t help but stare at her.
“Have you washed up?”
“Yes, just.”
“I really like the smell of perfume.”
A bewitching voice pierced my ears. The splendid beauty is multiplied by a friendly attitude. Above all, that negligee woven with silk thread adds red lust to the perfect body. It makes it impossible for anyone to endure without feeling sexual desire.
Damn, I was prepared to be possessed to some extent, but I never dreamed it would be this far.
“I like that gown too. I feel more and more that she was good at doing your favor.”
“It was a dress that you gave me as a gift one day saying you made it yourself.”
“I thought I had thrown it away because I never wore it.”
“I wouldn’t throw away a gift that was so well thought out. No matter how much I hate you.”
“Lovely thing, you were that kind of guy.”
Every single word takes my mind away. The nurturing armed with a height deeper than usual hit the brain directly. I urge you to quickly let go of reason and get comfortable.
“Do you like it?”
Beatrix asked sarcastically. The way he smiled uncharacteristically seemed like a mockery of me. I mean, you’re a guy who doesn’t even deviate from expectations.
“These are the underwear I gave you.”
“Yes, that’s what you begged me to wear.”
“I didn’t even beg!”
“A strong negative equals a positive.”
I know. That such a hot-tempered attitude was not good for his wife. But back then we were different from today.
There was no way to disappoint each other, and we loved each other passionately, hoping that each moment would last forever.
“Are you ready to mend your relationship?”
“It depends on your attitude.”
“Sounds like you’re about to break a promise.”
Certainly. If the relationship now was like then, this would be betrayal.
But Beatrix, unfortunately, you gave priority to the position of infant independence over my affection. There will be no one to stand next to you who chose to be extremely honorable alone.
“Because you have changed.”
“I have always been me.”
The dignity that has not faded even in the midst of kindness becomes sharp again.
“No, you have changed. Ever since the events of Partenope.”
“Not like that.”
To make matters worse, even though he has made up his mind, he begins to be dazzled. That red negligee that shows through the inside keeps attracting my attention. It reveals the hidden sexuality of the fearsome Führer and makes you want to run into it right away.
Increasingly irresistible.
“You discussed what happened at Partenope. The little girl Victoria and…….”
“Daddy? Did you say you were a concubine?”
Victoria was my wife.
“She was a widow.”
“Victoria was my wife, and Cecilia was my daughter.”
“She was a registered daughter. Above all, Victoria was a red molecule. She said that the reason she approached you was for the sake of the organization I belonged to.”
It is felt. Beatrix’s voice grew colder. This is her resentment for bringing a messy past into a night she should have spent romantically.
“You have always been like that. I insisted that I changed after the incident of that day.”
“Isn’t it?”
“No.”
“Why?”
“Because what changed after that day was you, not me.”
Tight, I bit my lip. Enough to bleed.
“Victoria and Cecilia are just excuses. I have always been me It was you who changed. Still, I gave myself to you. You, who has the name Seo Jeong-woo, has three characters. Even if you change, the essence of you is always the same. Because I loved you.”
“You really don’t force yourself.”
“What are you talking about? You, who couldn’t even catch the mosquito that was sucking my blood, sternly shot the unarmed Rolfe. To say that it has changed is to say that it has truly changed.”
You knew. Well, it would be weird not knowing.
“You asked me to disregard what happened in the detached building. I did. I don’t know what the plan was, but I didn’t ask and didn’t argue. Even if you planned to confront me there, you wouldn’t be questioned. Because that was your request.”
Yes. This was my request. It was something I soon started doing. I didn’t want to admit it, but Beatrix’s words quickly cooled my overheated head.
“Even if you reverse the deal you made with me and leave this room, my heart won’t change. I will still love you more than anyone else. Do you know why?”
“…… Why?”
“Because it was always you who changed. Because I am not.”
It was an obvious provocation, but it didn’t go over. Having managed to regain my senses, I am armed with calmness. After that, I paid attention to what I saw.
For example, Elisabeth, who has been unable to find the time to step back and has been fidgeting.
Or the presence of someone who has been felt through the door ever since.
“If you want to leave, leave. If you have no desire to fulfill the contract, so be it. Because that doesn’t change anything. It just disappears from the need to fulfill your condition.”
“You are very nice. Because I can stand above others like that every time.”
“If you can conquer me like that, you must be truly good.”
Dog sound. Are you a person who will be conquered just because you are trying to conquer?
“I haven’t changed.”
“Change is not necessarily a bad thing.”
“Even if it changes, it won’t be in the form you want.”
“You’ll know when you see it.”
“Even though the subtle rhetoric brings up the subject of change and clearly intends to keep this night from breaking up.”
Even though I don’t know if I even calculated the reaction to him and induced it to go my way.
“I don’t want to be the one who breaks promises. So I’ll do whatever you want.”
“Then confess your love.”
The lofty queen casts a wicked spell. It must be punishment for ruining the atmosphere.
“…… Love it.”
“By giving it a name.”
“I love you, Beatrix.”
Good night. I’ll whisper about that kind of love. I will peek into gaps and poke holes I didn’t even think of. Today’s confession will be nothing more than a bridgehead for that.
“Beg me to sleep with you.”
“I want to do it with you.”
“Your head is still stiff.”
I am a male prostitute. Should a man who uses his body as a weapon be ashamed of this kind of flattery?
“Please sleep with me.”
“Then pray, like a vulgar male dog.”
If I could kill you, I’d take on even the humblest stigma in the world.
“Please, be kind to my humble cock head.”
He suppressed his shame and bowed his head. I closed my eyes, putting words I had never uttered in my entire life. With such vulgar words and actions, he humiliated himself and sacrificed himself.
“Please.”
Finally, the queen’s wrath slowly subsided. She comes over to me with a satisfied expression and grabs her chin and plucks her lips. Even so, he sticks his teeth in as a warning to this male prostitute who does not easily allow trespassing.
Carefully and carefully, her front teeth savagely tear my lips apart. He licked the sticky flow of her blood and flicked her tongue as if he wanted more pain.
Without a doubt, I helplessly allow myself.
“Don’t look down.”
The battle in the bedroom is about to begin. Winning or losing is already decided.
But my wrath will quietly boil even in that deep image.
“Come in. With Mitte Meyer.”
…… Certainly!
