Chapter 394 – 71. Double Date
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… Ha.
It’s annoying.
Opportunities like this don’t come around often, so I wish I had done a little better.
In the end, I ended up blowing away the image I had built up.
Rain, which was expected with a low probability from around lunchtime, is still in progress.
After arriving home, I looked at the clock and saw that it was only 2 PM.
After finishing my short schedule, I took off my rain-soaked T-shirt and headed to bed.
Since some of my hair and clothes got wet from the rain, it would have been better to take a quick shower and get out.
This is because I was tired and wanted to rest.
“Whoa…”
I don’t think it was a bad thing to pretend to be kind for show.
In fact, she might have hated Seol Da-bin, but she never showed such signs.
If we had just parted ways with a smile, today would have been a perfect day.
But in the end, she made a big mistake when she urgently caught Seol Da-bin, who was about to slip and fall in the rain.
I should have seen where her hand would land and held it, but in the worst way.
Because I grabbed her by holding her lower breasts up.
Since I already have the image of Seol Da-bin as a ‘woman-crazy bastard,’ I should have been more careful about things like this.
When I think back to the extremely awkward atmosphere that followed, I can only sigh.
When heading to the large convenience store that Seol Da-bin talked about.
The first time I got the umbrella that I had lied about and said I had none left, it was too easy.
When heading to the subway to go home.
Finally, we shared an umbrella with each other until we got off at another station.
I had a few words with Seol Da-bin.
What remains in my memory is,
I found a convenience store. Take care.
Just two words.
Before we arrived at the pasta shop, didn’t we walk around talking about various things?
I looked back on her memories one by one and slowly got up from my bed.
Because I know now that regretting the past is of no use.
Rather than doing something stupid like this, it would be a much more reasonable thing to do to prepare for what’s to come.
“… I don’t know. I have no choice but to do better tomorrow.”
If you show that you are good to Lee Ha-yoon, you will be able to revive the image that has been ruined to the bottom today.
For a moment, I think of the awkward atmosphere that became so awkward that I even felt reluctant to breathe after I was caught from falling.
I scratched my hair nervously and headed to the bathroom.
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She was scolded by her mother for not taking an umbrella.
She heard her mother nagging her, saying it wasn’t a waste of money to buy a cheap plastic umbrella.
I heard her nagging her mom, asking why her shoes were so wet again.
… But, that.
I couldn’t hear it well.
Because it’s the same nagging thing I always hear on bad days…, Rather than.
There’s one thing that bothers me for no reason.
“…”
The nagging that makes my ears sting ends here.
After returning to the room, escorted by my father who was passing by, I just took off my socks and fell flat on the bed.
Since some parts are wet from the rain, it would be better to take a quick shower and get out.
As I said before, there was one thing that bothered me for no reason.
… So, when I slipped in front of the store earlier and was pulled by Seo Woo Jin.
Something that briefly touched me through my pants.
Right?
That?
“… I think that’s right.”
An object that is placed between a man’s thighs and has that same tactile feel.
First of all, the only thing that came to mind was genitals.
It’s the same when you watch a pornographic video, because that’s all there is to it.
Of course, I am not a child who is just starting to open my eyes to sex, and I am not the type of person who blushes when I touch a man.
I held hands with Baek Ji-ho several times, but he couldn’t have blushed every time.
But the reason why I keep thinking about what just happened is,
As expected.
“… Hmm.”
Size.
What I felt when I touched it,
Because of its strange size.
“So…”
I think it was roughly this size.
I was lying face down on the bed like a toy whose batteries had run out. I moved my still hand and placed it next to my hips.
If I were to relive the feeling I had when I touched Seo Woo Jin’s body earlier…, … Roughly like this.
I fumbled with my hips to make it feel the same as what I had just felt, then removed my hand to check.
Then what I see is my left hand with the middle finger and thumb spread apart.
In terms of length, my left hand is only slightly wider than the length of my middle finger.
But something is strange.
Looking at it this way, unlike how I felt it was huge when I touched it earlier, it doesn’t feel like it’s huge even though it’s not small…
“…”
Still, here’s the size of Seo Woo-jin’s erection, which Hayoon briefly explained while she was drunk.
On her boyfriend’s birthday, he…
I heard it was shriveled… The size when it is.
If we substitute the size when it is completely hardened…
…
… Roughly, over there.
At least twice that of Baek Ji-ho… To some extent…
The thickness definitely seems to be completely different…
“… No, comparing it to Baek Ji-ho… Why not…”
… What on earth are you imagining as someone else’s boyfriend? Really.
Anyway. Even though I can’t 100% trust Hayun’s words, I think it’s a big deal.
Thinking about the size, which must have been exaggerated to accept without question, I clenched her open hand and dropped it onto her bed.
A faint vibration along with a popping sound hit my cheek as I lay face down on the bedsheets.
In the chest that was pressed down.
It is transmitted to the lower abdomen.
“…”
… I don’t know.
Let’s take a shower first.
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Was it because he said, “I decided to go on a double date with a friend tomorrow.”
After lunch, we ate outside until dinner.
The reason is quite unexpected, but…, I think that’s because my parents enjoyed eating out on the weekends even if there was no reason.
To put it simply, it could have been because it was the weekend, and he wanted to rest instead of cooking.
After that, it was already 8 PM when I returned home separately from my parents, who headed toward the park, leaving behind the words, “I’ll come back after a walk to help with digestion.”
It’s summer, so the sun sets very late – I returned to the room with idle thoughts and first put the wired charger on my cell phone.
Because I went out often, I didn’t have time to recharge the battery.
Then I changed into my pajamas and tried to get some rest…
“…”
As always.
Because my parents aren’t there at the moment.
I closed the door, came back, and put on my earphones.
… So that I can hear my parents coming back.
Keep the sound down to 1.
“… Tsk…”
It’s a shameful story, but there are rules when it comes to masturbation.
One. Avoid spending time with your parents as much as possible.
It’s obvious, but in my case, I have to be a little more careful.
The space between Baek Ji-ho’s room and my room across this wall seems to be somewhat soundproof, but the soundproofing between this and the living room was quite poor.
It wasn’t like I was just talking, I was having a normal phone call with a friend, so I said everything because it seemed like everything outside could be heard.
Two. Be sure to put a towel on the bed.
In the past, when I made a mistake for the first time, I chose the lesser option of pretending I made a mistake while I was sleeping.
Because I don’t have the confidence to overcome the embarrassment of saying I made another mistake at this age.
I’m worried whether my mom will believe me.
Lastly, three.
… This is a new rule that was created a few months ago.
“… Yes, … Ugh… Huh…”
Rather than things like the appearance of the person in the video or the size of the genitals.
I tend to simply choose things that sound obscene.
Especially this…
… What should I say?
It’s also good to have a good voice.
It’s good that the conversation is dirty.
It’s good if the moaning sound is erotic.
The thing to choose with more care than anything else is…
When having sex, bang, bang… The sound of violent clashing is extremely erotic, such a video.
The reason why I choose these types of sounds and masturbate while listening to them.
“Yeah… Ha, ugh…”
I know it’s a visual pleasure.
If you fall in love with something like that.
… Because you may not be satisfied with reality.
“… Ugh…”
I got used to dicks that I only saw in pornographic cartoons.
I got used to dicks that I only saw in pornographic videos.
… Because you may inadvertently, truly inadvertently, react strangely.
Why are you so small?
… Yes, I didn’t say it.
Whether it’s facial expressions or something. Whether it’s a reaction.
Because there’s no way you wouldn’t know.
Since Baek Ji-ho also understood, it ended without incident.
But like this,
As if you were the only one.
As if it’s just you and me.
The sound of sex with the lower abdomen hitting the buttocks as if mating between animals is,
… Even if your dick is a little small.
If you just move your waist hard,
Because I can pay.
Paang, paang, paang.
I move my fingers while listening to the sound of a man I don’t know and a woman I don’t know having intense sex.
… Between her thighs, where her thighs are trembling.
I drop the embarrassing water that leaks out uncontrollably onto the towel,
Rub your clit until you are completely satisfied.
Even if it’s a little small like this.
Even if it was small and couldn’t climax.
… You can be satisfied somehow.
Isn’t it?
“Huh… Huh?! … Huh…”
So, that thing that arrived during the day.
I hope it doesn’t keep popping up in my head.
“Ah, ugh, … Ugh, … Haa…”
Just like Hayun said, it was bigger than I thought, and I was just surprised.
Didn’t Hayun and Jiyoon feel pain while having sex? She only had the same delusion for a moment.
“…! … Hi…”
From the moment I touched it,
Stop by the convenience store,
Even in the subway,
Even after arriving home,
Even when showering under cold water,
Even when having dinner outside with my parents,
Even when I return home alone,
… On the way back, when I made plans to masturbate until my parents arrived,
Even when you’re really masturbating,
Like this, even before the climax,
Don’t keep trying to keep it in your head,
Please.
“… Haaa…, Ha… Haa… Hehe…”
In my head,
… I wish you would leave.
“… Just one more time…”
A video like that featuring a man like ‘you’.
I haven’t seen my boyfriend since I made a mistake on his birthday…,
Because several months have passed.
