Chapter 115 – WORN-459 (10)
“A girlfriend? You know. I’m in love with a very pretty girl.”
Ryu In-ah’s expression suddenly darkened at my firm answer.
There was also a tendency to answer more firmly to deliberately gauge her reaction.
She put down the fork she was holding and spoke gloomily.
“… I see. For some reason, it seemed like it was there.”
I laughed heartily as I watched her reaction.
“Haha. Why? Aren’t you interested in men with girlfriends?”
Then she smiles bitterly, pretending to be okay.
Her pitiful face was so pitiful that she immediately added her words.
“Hmm. Actually, to be exact, it’s not an ordinary relationship.”
As I slowly prayed, a slight ray of hope appeared in her pupils.
She asked me with deep anticipation.
“… What does that mean?”
I calmly cut the steak and explained the details.
It was already mentioned once anyway, so there was no need to keep it a secret.
“I told you yesterday, right? I meet quite a few women out there.”
She answered, nodding her head hesitantly as if she remembered her.
“… Yes. Ugh. A bit of a dirty massage. That’s what you do. Yes. I remember.”
“That’s right. Emotional massage. Women especially like it. However, because they seek sexual pleasure, some lewd feelings arise during the procedure. Whether on my side or the other person’s side.”
“… That, that word.”
“Yes. I sleep with most of my customers. My girlfriend knows about it. We even enjoy it together sometimes. That’s why I said it’s not an ordinary relationship.”
“…”
Like any other partner, Ryu In-ah also looked shocked at the shocking fact.
A moral hazard that I cannot understand as a modern civilized person.
This would have been even more shocking for a virgin idol who valued purity.
“Are you disappointed? This kind of person?”
“…”
She had no answer.
Fortunately, there were no feelings of disgust or hatred, but it seemed like the shock was not enough.
I quietly continued with her meal while she came out of her confusion.
Ryuin-a looks at me like that with her strange eyes.
Finally she opened her lips again.
“Well, then… Was the massage you gave me like that? That dirty thing.”
“Emotional massage?”
“… Yes. Emotional massage. Is that what you intended?”
I decided to answer her question honestly.
I wanted to give her at least some choice.
“That’s right. That’s what I meant. I wanted Ina to feel something special after my massage. I also wanted to see her sexually aroused.”
“…”
“Actually, there is no need to say it was intentional. As a male, it is instinctive to covet a beautiful woman like In-ah. But I did not want to hurt anyone. That is why I am speaking honestly like this. So that In-ah can hear and judge for herself.”〈 Br〉
“… Judgment?”
“Yes. Ina, you also felt it. My massage was special. And it was very ecstatic. Isn’t that why you are here?”
“… That, that.”
“You don’t have to make excuses. Ina, just answer honestly. Did you like my massage? Sexually.”
“…”
As expected, Ryu In-ah couldn’t answer.
I guess there wasn’t enough time yet to open up.
I decided to wait slowly without pressing for an answer.
“Well, I’m not asking you to answer right away. Ina has respect, so she won’t admit it easily. She’s still an idol. But if you feel physically distressed, please contact me at any time. I provide services for that as well.”
She purses her lips and looks at the floor.
It must be burdensome for her, who is still a virgin, to discuss such services.
The silence continued like that for a long time.
Before long, she opened her lips again.
“Can I just… Ask one rude question?”
“Huh? What is it?”
“Teacher… Do you love your girlfriend?”
She asks with a serious expression.
I smiled with a slightly tired face.
“What else can I say? Of course, I love you.”
“But… Why is the other woman…”
“Hmm. This is a bit difficult to explain. Shall we have a glass of wine?”
I adjusted the speed so as not to rush.
Even though her throat was starting to burn, she nodded and held out her glass.
─Squeak
As soon as I fill her glass, she gulps down her wine.
I don’t know if it was alcohol, but it seemed like he needed some kind of alcohol.
I also wet my lips appropriately and continued explaining.
“Mr. Ina, I think so. Both men and women live suppressing their desires. Because the other person does not want them. Because social turmoil arises. Because they criticize each other and get hurt. That is why everyone lives suppressing their own desires. .”
“But… Teacher…”
“That’s right. I don’t hold back. I live according to my instincts. Even though I have a girlfriend, I hang out with other women and don’t feel any guilt. And I eat like this with Ina. I keep my sinister intentions hidden.”
“…”
“I think this is a male instinct. To sleep with as many women as possible and to conquer beautiful women. Of course, society has tabooed this, but if it is done with mutual consent, is there any problem with that?”
“Of course it’s a problem… Morally…”
“No. Morality is just an illusion. It’s just a minimum social safety measure. That’s how the system runs smoothly. That’s how accidents don’t happen. That’s why crimes don’t happen. We teach it as if it’s natural.”
“… So you’re saying it’s okay to cheat?”
“Oh, of course cheating is bad. It’s deceiving the other person. But I’m not cheating, right? I get permission to do it all, so how can that be cheating?”
“… Sigh. That’s sophistry. If your lover were to be with another man, would you still be cool with it?”
Ryu In-ah hits the nail on the head.
As she said, in the end, the point is that she wants to meet only me freely.
If the woman was hanging out with another man, I was definitely going to cut it off.
“I probably won’t be able to get over it coolly.”
“… Look. It’s sophistry.”
“Haha. It’s not sophistry. If you really want to ask, isn’t that an abuse of power? I’m not the one you regret, so I’ll meet you without any hesitation. If you don’t like it, break up. This is my motto. Well, if you criticize me for being selfish, I have nothing to say. In the first place, dating is the one who regrets. It’s the law.”
At those words, her eyebrows furrowed for the first time.
He seemed disappointed by my irresponsible attitude.
“… I didn’t know you were this kind of person. If you want to keep seeing me, just be patient. I’ll meet everyone as I want. You shouldn’t. That’s it.”
“Yes, that’s right. That’s exactly it.”
When I shamelessly admit it, she lets out a sigh of relief.
“… Is that love? You don’t treat the other person with respect at all?”
“No, I treat you very well. I serve you with all my heart when you want. I do everything you ask me to do. Furthermore, I’m even thinking about getting married these days.”
“I… I just don’t understand. The teacher. That woman. And the other people I’m seeing.”
I guess this reaction is normal.
There is absolutely no reason for modern women to date while being treated like this.
But she still had no idea why I could abuse her.
That thrilling binding force that cannot be explained in words.
“It’s natural that I don’t understand. Ina has never slept with me yet. Why do those women try to stay by my side even though they are treated so harshly? Why do they fawn so much and make such regretful noises? Why do they sleep with me? Ina cannot help but wonder why she is so hung up on it all at once.”
When I answered that slightly dismissively, Ryu In-ah got angry and started questioning me.
It seemed like her mouth had relaxed after arguing with me.
“Ha! So you’re saying we can’t break up just because of sleeping together? Because if she breaks up, she can’t sleep with you?”
“Exactly. You understood correctly.”
“That! Do you think that makes sense? You’re not a slave to some kind of sexual desire!”
“Well, Ina has also experienced it a little bit. How important is her sexual satisfaction.”
She also called me because she had frigidity after receiving my message.
Isn’t she the one who shed her tears because of her heartbreaking fear?
Her face turned red as she remembered Ryuin Adoi.
She protested, stuttering her words.
“Well, well, that! It’s not satisfaction, it’s fear of illness! I thought I was sick!”
“Aha. Is that so? Then, should we change Saturday’s schedule to a regular meridian massage? Originally, I was planning to give an emotional massage and something a little more erotic.”
“…”
She quickly closed her grumbling mouth.
She couldn’t say that she was tired because it reminded her of the ecstatic memories of the past.
Her lips were pouting, and she seemed to be in a lot of conflict.
I burst out laughing at that sight.
“Now you understand, right? Why is everyone being affected by my abuse of power? In-ah has already been taken in. You can’t even feel it unless I touch it. Why are you being so angry?”
I reached under the table and viciously swept Ryu In-ah’s calf.
She shivered at the cold touch of her shoes.
More precisely, it would have been a feeling of thrilling pleasure.
“… Ugh♥︎”
“If you don’t like me, Ina, just cancel your reservation. It won’t be difficult, right? There are many masseuses in the world besides me. There are good-looking men, rich men, and kind men. Is there any reason to entrust your body to an animal like me?”〈 Br〉
─Saaaaak
“… Hmm♥︎”
She bit her lip with a somewhat annoyed look on her face.
She tried to get up from her seat several times, but her fists were shaking.
Ryu In-ah never got up from her seat.
She was the only one who said the right things.
In the end, I couldn’t deny the pleasure it gave me.
“Yes. That’s how you are a good boy. As a reward, I’ll give you a very special massage this Saturday. You can look forward to it.”
She closes her eyes tightly and her body trembles in shame.
But at the same time, her cheeks heated up as she felt a certain sense of immorality.
As expected, her body was honest.
