Chapter 185 – 185. Dopamine (6)
Joohyuk wasn’t angry with me.
After hearing what I had done on my own, I sighed a little, patted his head lightly, told him I would be late, and quickly went to the gym.
In the end, I spent the day left alone at home like it was the weekend, and I couldn’t ask anything of Joo-hyuk, who came home from work with a tired face.
All we do is sleep together often.
… No matter how much I thought about it, I thought the problem was that I played too rough with Hinami at the pension, but I looked too mentally exhausted to say it out loud.
It must be incredibly stressful to have your name mentioned by so many people you don’t even know.
Right now, when I was in school, I was fed up with all kinds of boys secretly criticizing my breasts.
The good news was that the political issue exploded the next day, and the idol dating rumors, which were unclear whether they were true, were buried overnight.
As if such a story had never happened.
The media company that posted the scathing article issued a correction and even apologized, but no one except Gianna Hinami fans looked for it.
In the end, all that was left after this absurd incident was that the fact that I was dating Joo-hyuk was spread on the Internet.
There was a mix of comments saying that the two looked good together and comments saying they would cancel their subscription, and in fact, thanks to the issue, perhaps it was noise marketing, the number of subscribers actually increased.
As a bonus, on Instagram, where there were already a lot of people posting work, men with lots of muscles kept sending me DMs, and surprisingly, the number of women who were also attached to Joo-hyuk also increased.
There are tons of women who wear tight-fitting clothes and show off with retouched photos, saying they’ve been fans for a long time or that they miss them.
There was even a woman who openly took pictures of her breasts to tempt her.
Just like there’s a guy who takes pictures of his dick and sends it to me.
“… “Doesn’t this woman have pretty breasts?”
“Are you the only one who will do it?”
Joo-hyuk, who had decided to take a day off because he had been bothered by nonsense all day at the gym, pretended not to be curious and took his cell phone out of my hand.
Then, while staring at the photo sent in DM, she suddenly lifted up my tank top, compared the sizes, and laughed.
“… If you want this to be just you, you have to make it twice as big in Photoshop.”
“You acted so tired yesterday.”
“I was actually tired. “I thought I was searching.”
“Are you okay today?”
“More than yesterday.”
I grab Joo-hyuk’s wrist, who naturally treats me rudely but also praises me, and places it on my chest, helping me touch it however I want.
Then, Joo-hyuk continued his earlier smile with an even more innocent smile, sat down on the sofa, placed me on his lap, and started massaging me in earnest.
It’s not much different from simply touching flesh, but it’s a touch that feels oddly strange but also gives a sense of security.
Is it because the lump of fat that was supposed to sag because I wasn’t wearing a bra became lighter when I held it up with a thick hand?
Or maybe it’s because Joo-hyuk won’t leave my side while he touches this.
Maybe both.
“… “What did I do because I missed this over the weekend?”
“If you don’t have watermelon, just eat an apple.”
“Isn’t he a little bigger than an apple?”
“It means it’s sour. … “You’re kind of sweet.”
It seemed like it would be more appropriate to say it was fresh rather than sour, but I didn’t necessarily say it out loud.
Because that was the only thing I lost to him.
I kept my weaknesses hidden and continued to show my strengths while gently rubbing Joo-hyuk’s thighs to cheer him up.
Since they are both wearing shorts, their skin is touching so it will be effective.
“Don’t you like eating sweet things?”
“I like sweet things.”
“How much?”
“Enough to eat and not get tired of.”
The subject freaked out at the sight of dessert, and I was offended that he was talking like that without even putting saliva on his lips, so I covered his mouth with saliva instead.
Just turn your body slightly, very lightly without inserting your tongue.
Then he chuckled again and squeezed my breast, then took his left hand out from under his flowing tank top, picked up his cell phone, and looked again at the DM he had checked earlier.
“… “I got a little sick of eating this.”
“What?”
“It’s a girl I met before. … Go for the third time, go for the fourth time. This is the person I cut off contact with because I heard she had a boyfriend. Maybe you remembered it after reading the article. Before I got hurt, even after I had a boyfriend, I would sometimes send pictures like that.”
“… Really?”
A story about his past that I didn’t necessarily want to hear.
… But his story is so curious that it drives me crazy.
“… Then who was the first one?”
“Was he about 8 years older than me? The limbs his were elongated. My chest his his his was small. My skin his was good. The face of her…, She wasn’t that pretty, but she was attractive with makeup. Ah, I was a little young at the time, so I was led around a lot.”
“You?”
“Because I was your younger brother’s age at that time. “If it were me, I would have done well from the beginning.”
“Hmm…”
It was his old private life that I didn’t care about, but I really liked the fact that he wasn’t afraid to talk about it and told me everything.
Unlike men, women are creatures that can get over the rules of the past.
Of course, there are people who don’t… , I say so.
On the other hand, if I break up with Joo-hyuk and meet another man and tell Joo-hyuk the story, he will act like nothing has happened on the outside but his affection for me will fall.
I can tell when I see people leaving comments that make them feel betrayed by me, even though they don’t know me very well.
So I want to be owned by him even more.
No matter what kind of man I meet in the future, I can’t be tied to him more strongly than the one who imprinted everything on me from the beginning.
“Then who is the second one?”
“… “I don’t really remember.”
“What, why are you prevaricating now?”
“No, I really don’t remember. I had a bit of a mental breakdown when I was cut off by a girl I first met. “I met a similar woman, slept with her a few times, and broke up, so it’s a long time.”
“Didn’t you say that we met only by looking at each other’s bodies?”
“… At first, he met me just by looking at my body her her her her. After that, we only met each other by looking at each other.”
“I don’t think she met this woman just by looking at your body her her her her? “I see her dripping with regret.”
The DM from earlier, which I thought was just a flirtation, after listening to the background and reading it carefully, turned out to be like a love letter.
Because I liked you in the past, it metaphorically means that we will meet again.
Just like his first woman he approached him just by looking at his her body her her her, but it wasn’t Joo-hyuk.
I thought he approached this woman just by looking at her her her her body her her her, but I guess she wasn’t the one for him.
When I thought about it that way, I felt a little sorry for her, who wooed her by exposing her breasts through DM.
… I can be loved even if I don’t do those things.
On the contrary, he was anxious to do something like that to me.
Even if it’s not a young and pretty idol like Hinami,
Even when I was unemployed in the corner of my room, he wanted me.
… Puheup.
“No. It’s true that I met this woman just by looking at my body her her her. “I heard you met a boyfriend while you were meeting me.”
“Well, wasn’t that kind of taste? Joohyuk, you have a bit of that taste too. … “I get more excited when I fuck a famous woman.”
“…”
While caring Joo-hyuk, whose mouth was tightly closed at the slightest hint, I took his cell phone from him and searched my name his.
Unlike before, while holding the image tab plastered with my photos in front of my eyes, I clasped the back of his hand and quietly shifted its position his, while only touching the surrounding area and not touching the exact center.
“… “I’m pretty famous now.”
“… Still, aren’t you less famous than me?”
“That’s right, you’re the first baseball player in the world to be rumored to be dating an idol despite his retirement.”
“It won’t be the first in the world.”
“Am I probably the first person to retire at age 26?”
“… “That’s not touching.”
My fingerprints lightly brush against the protrusion, and I smile at him as he clutches his chest in slight anger, and slowly take off my dolphin pants.
When I heard the sound of his elastic band his his being placed on his buttocks his, then coming over and hitting his thighs his, he put down his cell phone that was still in his hand his and lightly placed his fingers on my underwear.
“Why? … Are you going to fuck me like you used to?”
“It’s not like it used to be.” “You and me.”
“… “Because it was rape back then?”
“… Uh.”
… The answer is not only honest and honest, but also stupidly honest.
What if I suddenly come to my senses and report this using these words as evidence?
Ah, now that I think about it, it doesn’t matter.
There’s already plenty of evidence worthy of prosecution on his computer.
There must still be a video of me getting drunk and tearing my hymen while burying my face in the pillow.
For committing such a terrible crime, he had to stay by my side as punishment until he died.
Because I didn’t want to become a woman who was thrown away.
… Like my mother.
“Then do you want to rape me again today? … YouTube is something that comes to mind for me these days too. Look at this. If you search for me, a lot of things come up these days? Don’t you think these people are just too anxious to fuck me?”
“There won’t be a man who doesn’t think that way when he sees you.”
“Yeah, right. Maybe that’s why everyone who commented criticized you. What is the world blah blah, what is society blah blah. I guess I’m jealous of you and looking for you. … But do you want to see this? Are women secretly jealous of me? Joo Hyuk, you’re not very handsome, but you’re in demand, right? My body feels good.”
“… It’s not that these people are past of you, they’re giving you and me a boost because it turned out that I was the one responsible for the scandal with your younger brother. “I’m trying to sarcastically play the role of the kids who were chewing on your younger brother.”
“… Really?”
To get him a little more excited, I showed him a post where women were making a fuss and saying they were jealous of us, but strangely, he had a cool-headed expression and simply interpreted the comment.
These people aren’t interested in us, they’re interested in Seo Ji-ah and Hinami.
I’m not complimenting you because you and I get along well, but I’m being sarcastic about the bitches who attack normal people with strange rumors.
It sounded plausible, but I felt a bit sorry for him as he couldn’t take people’s reactions straight away.
… Of course, there are some aspects of self-employment.
“So what. … “I admit that you’re good, but well.”
“… “What’s so good about it?”
“It’s neat. Good body. Diligent. Responsible. … Instead, I look like crap in bed.”
“I’m not a very diligent person.”
“I went to work yesterday too.”
“I’m off today.”
“I’m just taking a break. Do you know that you cleaned all day today?”
“That’s what we do in the first place.”
I wanted him to be more accepting of people’s favors, so I turned around, hugged him tightly, and told him all kinds of sugar-sweetened things.
It’s clean, but dirty on the bed.
I’m in good shape, but my shoulder is actually broken.
Although he is diligent, he was unemployed before he met me.
There is a sense of responsibility, but the thought of taking responsibility for just one person is dead and will never wake up.
To the trash in my house.
“… Eight.”
“Hey, what are you doing?”
“Making a mess of the house.”
Acting very foolishly, he kicked the tumbler that was on the table and started a water feast on the clean floor.
“Are you a kid?”
“If you look anywhere, you see… Because you looked at my breasts? “By looking at your face?”
Looking at him with slightly veined forehead, laughing at him with a very playful expression.
“… Come down. “Let me wipe the water.”
“It hurts. Joo-hyuk makes more money than you, so why should I listen to you? , Evil… !”
“Come down, please.”
I was trying so hard to get scolded by whining as if I was 10 years younger.
It was only after teeth marks were left on his shoulder that I stopped throwing a tantrum and sat down on the sofa to watch him mop the floor.
… Really, don’t you do this?
What on earth did you do at the pension over the weekend? .
“… “Go in, change your clothes, and wait.”
“… “Puhup.”
… But in the end, thanks to Joo Hyuk who couldn’t hold back and showed his true colors, I couldn’t hold back my laughter and let out a giggle.
The moment when I tried to get up from the sofa while I was mopping the floor, thinking about what clothes I should wear if he would like me or whether he would get so angry and scold me.
“…”
On TV.
I saw my name and picture passing by on the cable news I was watching inertia.
“No, … “Sit down.”
“… Why?”
“… Lie down.”
Watching a short piece of gossip pass by in less than 10 seconds.
He roughly threw away the toilet paper he was using to wipe the floor, then lifted me up and made me lie face down on the sofa.
I left the half-naked dolphin pants alone and gently pulled on the underwear that had been removed.
I also picked up the cell phone I threw away.
… Probably looking up my name.
