Chapter 112 – 112. Weaknesses (4)
Quite a late evening.
As I am in a position of managing someone for the first time in my life, I definitely feel a lot of difficulties.
The most troublesome thing is, of course, using people.
“I’d like to ask for a deadline. “I’m going.”
“Yes. Thank you for your hard work. Brother. Thank you for your hard work, Ha-eun.”
“Yes. Good luck there too.”
“Yes.”
My original plan was to leave work early around 6 or 7, leave the rest to my close friends, and have some free personal time.
Since this was where my money went, I was anxious and couldn’t go home until the membership was full.
Just like me, Ha-eun stayed at the gym until 9 o’clock.
Thanks to that, business is going well, but it is very ambiguous.
It might be better to change the time.
If it’s okay with Su-ah, I’ll push Ha-eun to the front and push her to dinner time…
“What are you doing. Let’s go. Quickly.”
“Oh yeah. Let’s go.”
As she was preoccupied with work on the way down, Ha-eun nudged me and grabbed her wrist.
… If you think about it, it must be difficult. Because he sleeps a lot in the morning.
I think it would be best to leave work an hour or two early once things settle down.
It would be better to eat dinner at home.
“… Ha-eun.”
“Huh?”
“Aren’t you tired from working until 9 o’clock?”
“I’m tired.”
“Do you want to go in first and rest?”
“… Then I feel like such trash.”
As a last resort, I thought about letting Ha-eun leave work first, but I didn’t think she would listen even if I told her.
Now I really hate being home alone.
… Although it is burdensome.
I don’t hate it, though.
“… Joo Hyuk. Should I buy you a drink?”
“Alcohol?”
While walking down the street at night, Ha-eun points to her convenience store and for some reason she brings up her drinking.
It’s alcohol.
It’s a holiday tomorrow, so it’s okay to drink.
It’s been a while since we two…
“Huh. Alcohol. … “He likes drinking too.”
Ah.
For a moment, Ha-eun’s words bring her back to her senses, and she remembers Hinami’s presence her her waiting for her at home.
… When it comes to being busy, he’s probably several times busier than us, but I forgot.
She must have been mentally exhausted because she fought with that girl during the day.
She automatically feels like she needs to come to her senses.
There’s a woman holding a knife and trying to kill me right now.
It’s something that shouldn’t fall apart just because you’re a little busy.
“Let’s go buy it. Well, something with a moderately low alcohol content.”
“Yes.”
I put my hand around her waist as she walks at the same pace as me, and I trudge her steps into the convenience store.
It would have been a bit awkward if it had been the convenience store I always stopped by, but this is a different place.
Part-time job that doesn’t know us.
In that person’s eyes, we will look like ordinary lovers.
It’s different from the convenience store part-time job that bothered us a few times.
“What should I buy for snacks?” Ha-eun.”
“Well, it’s still entertainment… Hmm. Because you shouldn’t gain weight. The same goes for sweets. About cheese?”
“Cheese is also high in calories.”
“Oh, I don’t know. I just want to eat. … If he says he won’t eat it, I’ll at least order raw fish.”
“I hate raw fish.”
“Oh really? … “Why didn’t I know?”
“I guess it’s because I’ve never ordered it or cooked it before.”
Unlike back then.
Just chatting purely without any intention or purpose.
This moment of weighing the sliced cheese and cubed cheese on the shelf.
… It was very awkward because it wasn’t like me at all.
“Is it? But, you eat poke well.”
“That’s salmon.”
“Salmon is also a fish. Uncle.”
“If you call someone the same age as ‘uncle’, you…”
“… “If you tell me, you will die.”
“Why, lady?”
“…”
While exchanging words that are not poetic.
No matter how I look at it, I put cheese on top of the beer can, which doesn’t look like it would make me fatter than snacks, and walk to the checkout.
If you stretch out your arms, you can embrace them without moving away.
Strangely enough.
Even while looking at that lewd body.
Without thinking anything particularly dirty.
“Please calculate.”
“Yes.”
I look at the part-time worker who looks indifferently at the barcode and pays the bill.
… To the girl next to her who looks up at me.
For no reason, I put my arms around her and hug her waist.
“…”
I’m not excited particularly.
Not ashamed.
It’s not even dirty.
Rather,
This feeling of relief.
… But.
It’s not bad as it is.
A life like this,
I don’t want to lose it either.
“Do you want to pay with cash or card?”
“A card.”
“Yes, card… Yes. Thank you.”
“Good luck.”
We hand the card to the part-time worker who looks at us with ordinary eyes, finish payment, and head out the door.
… It was a very frivolous day in the morning.
Why do I feel like I lived honestly just because I worked a little?
Even while she was working, she seemed to be endlessly imagining how she could destroy that woman.
Why does this time feel so peaceful?
“…”
Even though I didn’t put much effort into her arms, I was able to support her well as she leaned against me.
I wordlessly shake the envelope in her hand across from her in time with her steps, and take a long breath from her.
… When I get back, I have to play with Hinami.
Busy kid, it’s been a while since I’ve had time.
They left us alone for a few hours because we were busy.
I have to hang out as long as I can until tomorrow.
Definitely
Even if it’s not a dirty thing.
**
… My head hurts.
I clutch my forehead that feels like it’s about to break, and rummage around under the blanket naked with only my underwear on.
“Yes…”
The thing lying next to me.
… Ha-eun is very soft and soft.
Just like me.
All I wore was panties.
Here.
Probably my sister’s room.
“Yeah, that’s right… Go…”
Perhaps because she was rubbing her body, my older sister was talking in her sleep and whining,
The faint smell of alcohol comes from her mouth, and she hugs me tightly.
“Hehe…”
… A very unpleasant laugh.
In contrast,
It’s soft and feels good.
My sister’s skin.
… I don’t really have that kind of taste.
It’s human nature to like things that are soft and fluffy.
“Hmm… Why have you become so soft, you…”
I carefully move away the arms of my sister who is hugging me while saying perverted things and get out of the bed.
… The time is 2 am.
Apparently, my brother and sister came back shortly before 9:30.
The three of us shared the four cans of beer we had bought, but it wasn’t enough, so we drank some vodka and cola from the freezer.
… Doing dirty things.
I don’t remember very well.
It was definitely the same with the way I dressed.
I don’t remember the details.
“…”
I carefully exit the dark room and look outside the living room, where only moonlight comes in.
A beautiful night view from a high place.
… I’m sure I saw a similar scene at my house.
Why are my impressions different?
“Ha…”
After standing in silence, drunk with early morning emotions, I stopped by the bathroom for a moment.
Washing her hands thoroughly and holding a glass of water to quench her thirst.
I step into another room, looking for someone who must have been among us.
“… Are you sleeping?”
“…”
… Lonely.
Joo-hyuk is sleeping soundly alone in his room.
Why am I sleeping alone?
Although the bed is too narrow for three people to lie down.
It would have been okay if it had stuck well.
“… Joo-hyuk oppa.”
In a dark room.
Looking at my brother’s skeleton, illuminated only by the faint moonlight.
I slowly climb onto the bed and sneak under the blanket that my brother is covering.
“Umm… Haeun… ?”
“… “It’s Hinamin.”
… Talking in your sleep.
Mentioning women other than me first.
Bad man.
“Ah… Okay. Why…”
“… Let’s sleep together.”
“Okay…Here…”
… On that topic.
Even in the midst of a half-asleep state.
So that I can stretch out his arms and be embraced by him.
They care about me.
Bad man.
“… “Oppa.”
“Uh…”
“… “I love you.”
“Huh… , Me too…”
… Even though a top idol confesses this sincerely.
So carelessly.
There is someone I like more.
… Don’t bother answering.
Bad man.
“… When you wake up, please eat a lot more.”
“Okay…”
In the arms of such an older brother.
While being held tightly.
Smelling his scent his his his.
Feeling his body temperature
“…”
Remains a blur in my memory.
Recalling the kiss I enjoyed while drunk.
It gradually emerges clearly.
Remembering the sex my brother had with me while I was drunk.
Before,
… Without my sister’s knowledge.
Having my brother all to myself for a little while.
Immerse yourself in that happiness.
Eyes accustomed to darkness are pushed into even greater darkness.
Even if I wake up today.
Because it’s a day when no one is looking for me.
Not everyone’s,
… Because it’s a day that doesn’t matter if it’s his.
**
… Ah, my arm hurts.
I woke up with a tingling sensation and opened my eyes in a room bathed in the faint sunlight of dawn.
A white, soft lump was pressing down on my forearm with the happiest expression in the world.
Since her seat seemed small, Ha-eun moved out of the way of the bed.
You even followed me to my room, this guy.
Haeun also sleeps separately except on days when she has sex.
“Hmm… What…”
She felt a little offended, but when she heard her talking in her sleep, all her random thoughts flew away.
… There are people who really make sounds like this when they sleep.
Listen to the sight that looks cuter than you can imagine,
“Lol…”
Only her private parts were covered with black underwear.
Hinami’s appearance her her her, revealing all her her pale skin her her her, is clearly captured through her eyes her her her.
… I must have removed all my makeup.
With those long eyelashes.
The small face and slender shoulders capture my newly awakened heart.
… Well, I feel like trash too.
I had such solid thoughts on my way back yesterday.
When you see his face, you feel full of lust.
“… Hey.”
Anyway, it’s obvious that Ha-eun will be angry if she sees this.
He puts his hand on her delicate skin and shakes her awake.
“Ugh, brother…”
Every time I shake it, that voice grumbles as befits my age.
It was so cute that it was a bit serious.
… You didn’t become successful as an idol for nothing.
Because he often shows majo-like words and actions.
But she almost forgot.
“Wake up. Hinami.”
“Yes…”
“Get up. “A little.”
“…”
I tried to wake her up by gradually increasing the intensity of her shaking her.
Hinami put her face down on the pillow and tried to ignore my touch her her her her.
“What will you say when Ha-eun comes? To you.”
“… Kiss.”
… To be precise,
Pretend to ignore it.
“What?”
She secretly turns her lips, hidden by her pillow, and shows them to me.
She gently removed the blanket, exposing her pale breasts buried under it to me.
“… “If you kiss me without my sister knowing, I will wake up.”
… From the morning.
She is me.
I have been tempting you.
“… “I’ll brush your teeth.”
“… Put the cock in her mouth and stand. That doesn’t matter.”
Desire me endlessly,
Coveting my affection,
So, with the girl I don’t want to lose,
With a slightly different taste.
“It’s the perfect occasion to give a morning kiss to an idol. … “Isn’t it a waste?”
… I,
Or all of the others.
To make you long for sleep.
Make me want to have it.
“… Ruler. Hurry. … Before I got caught by my sister.”
Her lips appealing to herself.
Gently.
“… Huh…”
… I make it mine.
Cover the removed cloth again, under the same blanket.
With her hand she swept down the skin that was whiter and softer than the blanket.
Put her hand into the only remaining piece of cloth.
A soft butt,
While holding tightly.
“… Pha. … Hehe…”
With mischievous eyes.
Day.
Her staring at her facing her
“…”
I am.
A feeling that even she never wants to lose.
I have no conscience, but I end up feeling it.
No matter how much you criticize it for being trash.
… That woman,
No matter how hard you try to break this relationship.
Definitely
So much so that I feel like I want to protect it.
