Chapter 119 – Chapter 02: The Gold Half Is the Hero, the Half Is XXX
A girl who prays for her own happiness as she is held in her arms and survives until the end, even as she slowly turns to ashes and disperses.
Every word the girl said was melting the ice in Eugene’s heart that had not yet been resolved.
The corpse of Im Ma-mang-ryang, who is already dead and lying around, is Eugene’s revenge proven through him.
And now that revenge was over, Eugene belatedly began to look back on the past and envision the future, and only then did he once again remember what he had lost to get to this place.
“Girl… , I will leave you with one last word.”
“Please… ! Please… !”
“You paid the right price for taking the girl’s life and your virginity, right?”
And soon, until the very end, Snow Woman completely turns to ashes and scatters, leaving behind an unforgettable smile in Eugene’s memory.
Eugene came to understand what she meant to him in the second unbearable emptiness of his life, which he only realized after Snow Nyeo turned to ashes in his arms.
“Why… , Why… ! Why on earth… ! I didn’t mean to do this… ! I didn’t mean to do this… ! Just… , Just liquidation… ! I’m trying to resolve this feeling in order to move forward… !”
But when she came to her senses, she realized that she was paying for her future happiness in order to get rid of her past.
And only after she lost everything without even realizing it herself was she able to understand that she had lost it again like an idiot.
“If this happens… ! If this continues, she won’t know how to live from now on… ! Why did you last until the end… ! Why on earth… !”
She was hurt because she had completely melted. It was an irreparable wound on par with losing her parents.
… And Eugene, who fully understood that it was because of her own foolishness and not anyone else’s, was there, shedding tears she had never shed many times in her life, and regretting it.
Her profound regret, which she realized only much later, that she had let her first love go through her own foolishness.
… And starting with that regret, she finally despaired even more as she recalled the relationships with those who had sacrificed for her.
In a city that has become such a devastated ruin, a revenge demon has thrown everything away for revenge and has now turned into white ashes.
And it is said that only the corpse of a gigantic youma, whose life was soon ended by the vengeful spirit, was present in the falling dust.
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“… “This should have been enough.”
Worst memory. Eugene was repeatedly experiencing the traumatic memory in the hallucinatory world as many as five times.
In that hallucinatory world, Eugene was unable to move his own body. Even though he repeatedly experienced the trauma vividly through his five senses, Eugene’s body rejected his will.
The only goal was to repeatedly imprint the hell of that day on him by repeating only the lines from the trauma, as if forcing him to do so, and break his spirit through it.
… Therefore, it is a statement that cannot be made in the first place. The fact that Eugene uttered a line that Eugene had never uttered in that traumatic memory could be said to be an obvious anomaly.
“…”
Therefore, the dying body of the snow woman, who was supposed to utter traumatized lines to Eugene, suddenly froze.
As if pausing a video, the moment Eugene suddenly spoke out a line that did not exist in memory, the world in the hallucination stopped for everyone except Eugene.
… And in that world, Eugene, a young man with black hair and dark eyes who had begun to move alone, who looked like he did when he was on Earth, stood up with a calm gaze.
“This is enough.”
Yes, I stood up. Even though his legs and arms were blown off due to a blood clot with Lee Mae-mang-ryang, Eugene, who had recovered his limbs in good condition, stood up from his seat.
Then, with a completely different expression than the Eugene in her memories, Eugene opened her mouth, looking down at the dying snow girl with a pitiful gaze.
“It’s been a while since I saw a face I’ve missed so I delayed a little.”
“…”
“What should I say… Should I start off by complaining? You came into a person’s heart at will and then left at will? Or should I just respond that I’m sick of your stalking skills that have taken me to another level?”
Eugene, who smiled bitterly as he recalled the Boss Enemy created by the resignation of Snow Nyeo, who met Yeonhwa, who was not her, and had a fight with her, soon opened her mouth.
“… No, since I got to see you like this, I should tell you this first. … “Thank you. If you hadn’t sacrificed for me back then, I wouldn’t have survived.”
Eugene, who had suddenly recovered from his position, carefully knelt down on his knees and stroked the frozen snow woman’s cheek as she continued her words.
“Thanks to your sacrifice, I was able to survive. And like you said, it’s a little late, but I’m able to live happily ever after. … Well, like you said, I couldn’t completely forget you.”
Eugene just looks down at her with a pitiful gaze as she carefully strokes her snow girl’s cheek.
“Nevertheless, I was able to be where I am today because you sacrificed yourself for me back then. So, I am what I am now because of your sacrifice… , And I just want to say thank you for the love.”
Thanks to that, Eugene was able to survive. As a revenge demon, she was able to survive and create a future for herself, rather than being sidelined with her revenge partner.
“… Yes, because of your sacrifice and love, I was able to realize what love is. Well, when I found out, you, the person I was dealing with, were no longer in the world.”
Nevertheless, because of the experience of being aware of her feelings of affection, Eugene was able to decide on her determination to live now.
“So I just want to thank you. … Well, no matter how much you say that, it’s not enough to forgive you for arbitrarily confining me and raping me.”
Eugene, who was conveying her words to the snow woman with a slight joking tone, soon turned to face the snow woman with a serious expression and spoke.
“… I can’t tell you that I love you. “Because right now I’m not in love with you, but with another woman.”
The person Eugene loves now is not Seolnyeo. After she was possessed in this world, she was the elf Cheonma, Yeonhwa, who had been spending time with her.
“But still, I wanted to tell you this. … The courtship you sent me clearly had meaning. That’s because I succeeded in melting the heart of a revenge demon who was crazy about revenge and hostile to all things called monsters as well as monsters.”
Before her death, Snow Woman was disappointed that she had not been able to completely melt Eugene’s heart, but that was not the case.
The moment Snow Nyeo died, it’s a sad story, but Eugene’s heart completely melted because of her death.
“Right now I’m just a monster… , I am not hostile towards you. And it’s definitely possible because of your influence. Yes, not now, but the moment you died for me, I was definitely ‘in love’ with you.”
Yes, Eugene had no intention of denying it. That this beautiful pure white girl dying before her eyes was her own first love.
“You are the first woman I ever loved in my life. And even if he loves another woman now, she is also the woman he will live with buried in her heart forever. … “She just wanted to get the word out.”
With those words, Eugene, who had been looking at the snow woman for a moment with eyes filled with all kinds of emotions, gave her the last words he wanted to say to her.
“… At first I thought meeting you was unfortunate, but now I can say for sure. “Meeting you was the greatest luck of my life.”
So, please, Eugene placed his hand on her own heart, praying that her soul, which had already returned to the cycle of reincarnation, would be able to meet a man who truly made her happy, not an ugly man like him, in the afterlife.
Wooooo much
Then his planet appears in Eugene’s hands. And Eugene grabbed the planet that appeared and immediately converted it into a cannon blade. And…
“… Warrant activated, burn to death, scream.”
Grrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!
… Eugene made the gap between hallucination and reality clearer by properly activating a mind object containing temporary power that he did not possess on Earth.
As he began his spiritual maneuver, he began to focus his attention on the cannon blade, which began to emit killing flames, and the screaming sound.
Slam! Slam! Slam! Slam!
And as he concentrates his thoughts, he continuously pulls the trigger that is already fully loaded and starts firing bullets.
Then, before the start of the warrant maneuver, the roar that was just a massive unirut burst out, but now it starts to blaze with a deadly flame that has the power to set everything on fire.
Good luck! Good luck! Grumble!
Every time Eugene pulled the trigger, the momentum increased explosively, and it seemed as if it would burst out of the sword body at any moment.
However, through his intention, Eugene silently suppresses the deadly flames inside the sword body, and then skillfully shapes the flames into the shape of a sharp sword and looks down at the snow woman in front of him.
“… I won’t say goodbye. “Contrary to your will, I have no intention of forgetting you.”
“…”
Then, after leaving her last words, Eugene closed her eyes for a moment, opened them, then gritted her teeth and slashed her sword down with all her might.
‘Really… !’
Sigh… ! Grrrr!
Because the ultra-high-density fire flame was condensed and wrapped around the body of the sword in the shape of a sword, the cannon blade that Eugene wielded cut down the snow maiden in front of her without any resistance.
… No, it cuts not only the snow girl, but the hallucinatory world surrounding Eugene itself, and then begins to burn everything from the cut part at the same time!
“…”
At the point when the very dark red flame began to burn all the hallucinations centered on the snow woman, Eugene could not help but widen his eyes without realizing it.
“You…”
This is because the hallucination of the snow woman who was cut down by Eugene was burned away with a wide smile that did not exist in her own trauma.
… Unknowingly, Eugene was trying to come up with several hypotheses about this impossible phenomenon.
Yeonhwa’s zodiac, connected to her current mental world. The hypothesis is that Shiroyuki’s thoughts remaining inside may have interfered.
… However, Eugene soon realized that her hypothesis had no meaning in this situation, and she smiled as sincerely as she did before and truly conveyed her last words.
“… “Thank you.”
It is said that in this way, Eugene burned down the hallucinatory world in which she had trapped herself and buried the woman who was her first love so completely in her heart.
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“… Is it over?”
“Yes, thank you for helping me.”
“The main lady didn’t really help me in any way. “Isn’t it all about the sky and the sky in the first place?”
“Still, if Yeon-mae hadn’t been watching, I might have been repeating the hallucination world about five times without realizing it.”
After her completely hallucinatory world burned down, Eugene was suddenly standing in her own mental world in the form of her desert.
And on one side of that mental world, she has been watching since Eugene fell into her hallucination, and he feels her presence and returns her answer to her words.
