Chapter 315 – Volume 63 – Trinity (5)
“Viriditas…”
The sight of Viriditas attacking Albedo quite harshly.
The girl who was watching the cartoon was a little embarrassed and her hands were shaking.
Now that Albedo’s mental state was improving, I couldn’t believe he would suddenly say something like that.
Because she had no idea.
“I’m weak, and I can’t imagine being of any help. “I can’t shine as brightly as other kids.”
“…That’s right. I am that kind of person. Unlike you. “I’m a person who has nothing.”
“I’m not talking about you.”
“What…?”
“Huh?”
As things unfolded differently than expected.
The girl scrolled down with some doubt.
“I am beyond ordinary. “I was a person who didn’t get along well with others.”
She had good grades, but she only went so far.
The type of person who has no friends and cannot blend in like a loner.
That was Viriditas before becoming an incarnation.
“I just thought you and I were so different that we couldn’t mix.”
But she thought so and accepted herself.
She recognized me as a natural ally.
Slowly, her thoughts changed.
“I understand, so do I. “I’m just pouring out dark stories like this right now, right?”
“Well, something like that…”
“I have a really bad personality? So to my kids, who I just like. “When you do something naughty, you get tormented as much as you want.”
But.
Even if I am like that, if I am truly loved.
If there is someone who wants that kind of person.
“For that alone, I think it’s worth it.”
The original value, beauty, etc. Are all good.
Even though they are so beautiful themselves that they mistake me for being beautiful.
Because I can become a part of those children’s light and shine, even if only in a small way.
“Some of them… But instead of making me happy, I made everyone unhappy.”
“Maybe so.”
Even if it wasn’t intended.
That can be seen as a fact that is not wrong.
“But, is that why you’re just going to cause trouble and leave me alone?”
“Uh…?”
“As much as I hurt you, I have to repay you by making you happy. Are you planning to run away with debt?”
Because of her own bad personality, she perverted and did bad things to her children.
She never quit so that the children could feel just as good.
Rather, it would be running away from responsibility.
“Rubedo said so. “In the time you spend worrying about such useless things, please do something that makes you feel good.”
“Ah…”
Albedo was also one of the people who was victimized by Viriditas.
It’s not that he doesn’t understand that feeling at all.
She felt her heart lighten a little.
“I’m not saying you’re beautiful.”
Next to something inherently beautiful, there has to be something messy as well.
Because that makes beautiful things more bright.
So, don’t run away.
“Even if everyone gets hurt because of that?”
“Because it is also the light of the children you create. I just think it’s worth it. No, I decided to believe that.”
Looking at Albedo, whose eyes were much clearer and more relaxed than before.
Viriditas smiles a little and leaves Albedo’s heart.
I opened my eyes in the real world.
“Whew…”
Then, he stroked Albedo’s stigmata, which were partially covered in green.
It seems like it’s a relief to ease Albedo’s feelings even a little.
I smiled a little brighter.
“Whew, that’s good too.”
Although she was taken aback by the development being a little different from what she expected.
Rather, it was because of this that Albedo was able to relax.
“Okay, let’s run to the end.”
It’s not that I didn’t feel a little disappointed.
So much so that she somehow managed to put up with the latest episodes and put them together.
I planned to proceed from now on and watch the final episode, which is scheduled to be uploaded soon, all at once.
Well, rather than intentionally saving it.
Because I’ve been so busy with work recently, I was forced to postpone it.
I was watching it on the first day of my vacation as soon as work was finished, but…
“It looks like we succeeded safely.”
“Am I the only one left?”
“Yes, they say the current numbers are very good. “Finish it and bring it to me.”
“Okay, don’t worry.”
The last remaining Rubedo smiled and pressed his stomach against Albedo, as if telling him not to worry.
Even after waking up in a world that seems difficult to understand.
She was not embarrassed at all and tapped Albedo on the shoulder with her smiling face.
“A long time?”
“Rube too…”
“That’s a complicated expression. “It’s really difficult to live.”
「…」
“Aren’t you worrying about too many things?”
“Well, the consequences of my actions are causing problems…”
“Hmm.”
Rubedo frowned for a moment after seeing Albedo like that.
He lifted her up as she laughed.
“Huh!?”
“Hold on tight.”
Rubedo said that while placing her Albedo on her shoulder.
She was running around at a speed that could be said to be crazy.
Albedo barely clung to her and broke out in a cold sweat until her Rubedo stopped.
「Huh, huh…」
“It’s better now. After all, it’s better to live without thinking about anything.”
“Heartless…”
“I’m worried about what to do. Just live the way you want and do what feels good. Do something fun. That’s how it is.”
There is no reason to question whether it is right or bad.
She just has to choose what she wants to do, based on her own mood.
“I think that’s good. “The important thing is to do what you really want to do.”
“What I really want to do…”
What passed through her mind at that moment.
It was a very unremarkable scene where everyone was having a normal tea time together.
But she really wanted that time back.
“Forget the little things.”
That’s enough, so why worry so much?
Are there any problems in between?
In that case, you can enjoy the problem as part of the process.
“What I’ve realized recently is, well, that’s about it.”
Nigredo says that Albedo is pretty and spits out her honest feelings.
Because Albedo presented the possibility of a perspective that was contrary to her opinion that she was dirty.
Albedo could see that her appearance did not just look dirty.
Chitrinitas said that becoming a prostitute was actually the starting point of liberation from her constraints.
She said that she was actually grateful for Albedo’s previous behavior, and she was positive about it.
She knew that her actions did not necessarily lead to bad results.
She also believes that even though her true self is dirty and ugly.
As Viriditas said, she should rather be by his side.
She also knew that with just that, she could protect and shine those beautiful things.
When asked what Rubedo really wants to do.
Not things that are scary, scary, or unpleasant.
She was able to really think of what she wanted to have and keep.
“Ah?”
Rubedo, who gave her all her heart, opens her eyes in reality.
And standing next to my waiting colleagues with a prayerful feeling.
We prayed for Albedo’s recovery together.
“This…”
She wondered if light was really flowing from the screen she was watching the cartoon on.
I have such an embarrassing illusion.
A variety of dreamlike colors flowed from Albedo’s side, undulating and dancing.
Once before, Albedo had awakened with all of her rainbow light.
Accept the contract with all gods, far beyond the ordinary level.
She has never been as strong as the enormous weight she carries.
“Different…”
But this time was a little different.
Rather, the enormous weight of the white light halo.
The various colors support it and make it light.
The iridescent color that seemed a little intense has now become a pale and soft pastel color rather than iridescent.
The shape of the stigmata was previously very intense and threatening.
Rather, it changed to a stable and soft feeling.
It’s close to white, but it’s actually further away from white.
The appearance of being completely free from restrictions seemed somehow sacred.
“Ah…”
And the prayers of countless people supporting that light are blurred out on the screen.
A work called Hwashin Baekhwa.
The ending has been reached.
『In a world where erotic comics are legal』
“I’m so sad. I guess it’s because I put in a lot of effort and time.”
“I guess it’s because it’s a series that has been drawn for a long time.”
“Huh.”
“Peekaboo…”
“Oh, okay. Dad will take care of it.”
“Ehehe…”
The cute princess, who wouldn’t tolerate me chatting with her mother, had no intention of coming down from my arms.
Although it is not the time to speak properly yet.
I can use words like “Mom” And “Dad” And express my thoughts.
I like the fact that he obeys both his mom and dad because he is so kind.
Since my mom and dad have separate jobs, she can’t be with me for a long time.
Still, I am grateful that he is growing up so kindly.
“Whoaam…”
“Nike, if you’re sleepy, would you like to sleep?”
Judging by the way he shakes his head, it looks like he just wants to do this.
Even if you say that, you’ll fall asleep, so you don’t have to worry too much.
“I fell asleep.”
“Well, at this age you get tired quickly.”
Perhaps, if it grew just a little bit, it would fly with stamina that would overwhelm us.
…Honestly, when Nike runs around randomly while I’m working on a comic.
It seemed like it would be a little difficult.
Well, it’s not a boy, it’s a girl.
I’m going to make such a mess.
…I guess not?
“Don’t worry too much about Nike. Now that I’m graduating, I can focus more on Nike.”
“Huh.”
As for the game I’m working on, I just have to handle the updates from now on.
It would be less busy than now.
“It’s a shame. I also want to invest some time in Nike.”
“Have a good time writing your thesis.”
“Ahaha…”
I recently finished all the work on Hwashin Baekhwa.
After that, thanks to the time I had, I was able to take a break like this.
In the end, it was obvious that if I spent time researching new works and papers, I would get busy again.
‘It’s not a topic that can be touched lightly.’
Depending on people’s expectations, magical power and aura can create new phenomena.
This is an incredible discovery that overturns existing common sense.
In keeping with the severity of the topic, I also have to deal with it sincerely.
