Chapter 431 – Part 2 1. Out of Reach (11)
Part 2 1. Out of reach (11)
“Kyaaaaah!”
“Ouch!”
I must have fallen asleep without realizing it while worrying over and over again. Well, I didn’t feel it because of the mental burden, because my whole body was tired. I was asleep on the bed and woke up to a familiar scream.
“You!!!!!!!!”
“Ouch!”
While I couldn’t see well because of the snow mucus, the person who screamed ran to me and threw me onto the bed and hugged me. It would be more accurate to say that he just threw himself. Thanks to that, my upper body, which I woke up in surprise, was crushed by my mother and I lay down on the bed again.
“You! Junhyung Lee! I know how worried your mother was!”
“Uh… Mom, it’s been a while.”
“You!!!!!!”
Mom hugged me and started crying. It’s salty to see her mum crying out loud. But at the same time, it hugs me so tightly that I feel an inappropriate touch in my upper body.
As the skinship between family members, which had been reduced since puberty, is reproduced, the unfamiliar feeling is a little awkward. Her neck hurts a bit thanks to her mother’s arms that hold her tightly as if strangling her and at the same time, the feeling of her breasts tightly pressed against her is burdensome and pleasant.
“Uh, Mom. Stop, stop My neck hurts.”
“Huh. Huh… Are you hurt anywhere? Did you go to the army?”
“Training camp, to be exact. I am in the public interest.”
“Yes, yes. Yes. Are you okay? Are you not hurt anywhere?”
Repeat the same question I nodded and said it was okay. Instead of hugging me now, my mother faced me from the front, stroking my cheek with her hand, and checking every nook and cranny to see if there was a scar somewhere on her face. Then, as if he suddenly had a strange idea, he grabbed my arm and checked my wrist.
“Why are you looking there? Because I don’t do that.”
“Sorry. But… Just in case you were worried.”
The sad expression on her mother’s face stings at her guilt. Really, I smiled slightly as I promised myself that I would never disappear or disappear without a word again.
“Are you okay. I was supposed to go anyway, but I took this opportunity to just go… To clear my mind. From tomorrow, I have to do public service.”
“Huh. Really… Are you okay?”
“…”
Sorry mom To be honest, it’s not okay. It’s not okay because of Chae-kyung, it’s not okay because of Mom. She’s the hell she’s a mom she knows what she’s doing she knows how she’s going to be okay. I’m worried that the source of that tingly feeling I just felt is scattered all over the internet, but how can I be okay? But I nodded her head to reassure her mother. Only then did the mother, who had barely wiped away her tears, smile slightly.
“Did you eat well there? What do you want to eat? Mom will do everything for you today. If you want to buy something, let’s talk.”
“Is that so? First of all, when Junhee comes, let’s talk together and decide. I’m a bit sleepy, yet.”
“Ah! Okay. I was sleeping. Sigh again. Mom will wake you up when Junhee comes.”
I told her to sleep, but my mother still held my hand. I don’t want to get out of bed while kneading my hands, which had blisters and calluses in my army. It is awkward. Mother kneading her wrists and arms, it must be because she was worried about me and relieved when she finally came home, but I ended up watching some of her mother’s videos, and I was embarrassed because I kept remembering her mother’s touch that she had felt just a moment ago. Still, since she is guilty of running away (?) At will, she should just wait without saying anything until her mother leaves first.
“This… This.. Lee Junhyung!!!!!!”
“Ahh!”
I woke up from a deep sleep and was playing a game, but this time Junhee rushed at me. With one hand on the mouse and the other on the keyboard, Junhee grabbed me by the hair.
“Are you insane!?”
“Hey, hey. For a moment. I have to hit this…”
“Are you crazy!!!!”
“Aaaaagh!”
Hold your head with both hands and rock it back and forth. Whether my mother, who was startled by my screams, saw it from the doorway or not, Junhee said quietly as she pulled my hair out.
“If I do this one more time… Then I’m sure I’ll die.”
Junhee is not the type to talk a lot. He is not the type to openly reveal his feelings. It’s not common for people to express their honest feelings like this because they tend to express their meaning quietly and subtly.
“Ah Okay. So let go of your head.”
“…”
After a while, Junhee removed her hand from my head and lightly tapped the back of my head to see if she was still angry.
“I know how worried your mother is.”
“Know. Anyway, sorry.”
“If you are having a hard time, you should think about consulting with your family. What are you doing, really?”
“I got it. Sorry.”
Even then, I can still feel Junhee’s stinging gaze on the back of my head, as if my anger hasn’t been resolved.
“Is it Junhee? Mom will buy you something delicious today instead, so stop being angry now.”
“…My brother is gone.”
“Brother, where is your money?”
“He has a lot of money left behind. What you earned while working part-time was left over.”
That’s true… I don’t know if Chaekyung has 100,000 won left after spending it as a gift or a date.
“Mom will buy it for you. Junhee, what do you want to eat?”
“Hmm…”
My eyes are still on the monitor, but all my nerves are on Junhee. The game is already ruined, and to be honest, I’m not interested. It was more important whether Junhee would get angry, whether I would buy dinner, and what the menu would be.
“…Chicken.”
“Is it chicken again?”
“What I want to eat.”
“Me too.”
Yes, chicken. I wanted to eat. Fried chicken gangjeong was served one day at the training center, and it was very tasty for a jjambab, but it was true that it fell short compared to that of society.
“Where can I turn it off?”
“I want to choose!”
Junhee finally leaves my room. Suddenly, a chicken question arises.
“Grandpa? Grandpa doesn’t eat chicken.”
“You went to work. You should come next week.”
“Oh~”
Somehow I thought you weren’t home. Unlike my mother and Junhee, my grandfather is still awkward even when he gets older. He was a little worried about how he would treat his grandson who ran away from home when he became an adult, so he would rather not be at home now.
“Then Junhee, you do it. Mom will send you money.”
“Huh.”
I smile naturally at the conversation similar to usual that I hear behind my back. Still, the wounds I received from Chae-kyung have not healed, and I have new worries about her mother, but still, this is my home, the most comfortable place for me. Let’s worry about tomorrow and let’s rest our body and mind for now.
[Match]
“You got it, fuck.”
“Regenerate…”
After apologizing with the penis in her mouth, Yoon-jung sucked Lee Yul’s stuff hard again. Like Junhyung, Yul Lee was sitting in front of the computer, one hand on the mouse and the other on the keyboard, playing the same game. However, unlike Junhyung, who was grabbed by his hair by his younger sister, the difference was that he was being served by an older woman.
Yi-yul, who was in a bad mood after receiving her sudden contact from Jun-hyung, called Yoon-jeong, the easiest of all the women she came into her hands, to her house. Jun-hyung’s intention to upset him in order to hide the fact that the woman in the video was her mother worked, and Lee-yul greeted Yoon-jeong in a rather dirty mood. Unfortunately, Junhyung’s efforts were futile, so Yiyul was already well aware of the fact that Heejoo had filmed such a video.
As soon as she entered Yi-yul’s house, Yoon-jeong took off her clothes and treated him roughly enough to be considered rape. Instead of resisting Lee-yul, Yoon-jeong just accepted his violence with her whole body. In recent years, Lee Yul played with her to the point of being abusive to her, but Yoon-jung just did everything he told him to do. She is now fed up with being abandoned by men. ‘I’m fed up’, that might be too easy to express. She was practically on the precipice of her self-esteem.
Needless to say more about the problems she was already having. Even though she was the one who cheated on Jun-hyung and helped make his end, it was Yun-jeong who suffered a greater lack of affection due to the severance of her relationship with him. As an accomplice and victim, she needed someone to cling to, and Jun-hyung, who gave her what could be called love at least on a rational level, was no longer by her side. All that remains of her is Lee Yi-yul, who throws her out to any man and treats her as if she were using a comfortable masturbation device when she wants. Even though he knew that he was nothing more than trash, Yoon-jung was afraid of being abandoned and did nothing.
If she changed her mind just a little, just a little bit, she too could have been loved by another man somewhere. What is it that she lacks? Appearance in terms of appearance, status in terms of social status. Although she has minor mental flaws, she says that no one is perfect. There were many men who would love her if she forgot all her passions related to her school and saw her face-to-face from the outside.
Her problem was that her ordeal and her unstable mental state had narrowed her vision. She was sold for money like a prostitute and repeatedly provided for her body. She abandoned her even though no one gave her hope that she would be able to have a normal relationship. She thought that Lee Yool was the only man who could at least keep her in her own hands after being defiled and abandoned over and over again. So, if he told me to, I would give myself to a guy like Lim Kyu-hang, receive money, and give it to him.
They are used for sex to vent their anger, and they don’t care about contraception, and they eagerly suck on the things of the interest rate that they wrap inside as they please. Her fella was as desperate as her spirit. That I am working so hard, that I am doing my best to serve you. So it seemed to be begging me not to throw it away.
And Lee Yul, who knew her state of mind better than anyone else, sat comfortably playing her game while dealing with her sexual desire through her. As she contemplates how to bake and boil more women in the future.
