Chapter 109 – 109. The Eyes of Others
“Winter, what are you doing?”
Winter Kim.
“House.”
“No, what are you doing?”
Same age as me. The first year of university.
Out of all my friends, she is the cutest, has fair skin, and no matter who sees her, she is likely to be popular with boys.
“⋯Resting at home.”
“Why is the kid who always sticks to my house chewing on my KakaoTalk all weekend? Are you mad at me?”
The first time I found out was when I was in high school.
He’s my high school friend.
The seat was nearby, and I didn’t know anyone, so I secretly pretended to be friendly, but he stayed still.
So, I quietly took the position of a friend.
There’s nothing wrong with being close to a girl who looks pretty, right?
He’s not a bad kid either.
I don’t have a good personality.
“I forgot because I was studying.”
“How focused are you on your studies so you don’t even look at your phone? Are you curious about D?”
“⋯Noisy.”
Winter is a very special friend to Nara and me.
I mean, I know a lot of things.
Although there is a downside that it often ticks,
After getting close, even that is a cute friend.
“I haven’t seen your face for over a week. Let’s eat together with Nara. I miss you, winter~”
“⋯I saw you almost every day last month? Aren’t you going to test soon?”
“Ah, there is still a long way to go. Don’t worry, I’ll take care of it.”
And,
“⋯My brother said that you can’t write dirty reports. Are you really okay?”
“Eh, really?”
⋯A friend who confessed that he had a crush on his real brother.
Oh, I didn’t like my friend’s real brother,
My real brother
“It’s bullshit. Even my brother won’t gossip about my friends.”
“⋯Do you want to keep doing that? You were surprised.”
Is it the secret of birth?
Not like an older brother born from remarriage, but a biological older brother.
When I first heard it, I almost fainted from surprise.
Still, when time passed…
“⋯ See you after the exam. Time… I’ll let you know later.”
“Aha, make an appointment with your boyfriend first, and we’re second in priority, right?”
“⋯What are you talking about, really.”
It seems to be well organized.
My boyfriend seems to be getting along well too.
At that time, it must have been a stroke of youth, or something like that.
Were you really surprised when you first went to his house?
I’m just touching my hair in my brother’s room, but the atmosphere is so strange.
And from the day after I was caught, I was openly depressed and depressed, so I have clear memories of being restless.
Even thinking about it again, I don’t want to recall the atmosphere at that time.
It’s not a particularly nice sight to see your friend nervous, is it?
“Ah, what is it? Kim Winter actually doesn’t have a boyfriend, did you make an appointment with your brother?”
“⋯Really don’t talk bullshit.”
” ‘That… I’m here… Actually, oppa⋯.'”
“Shut up, Imnael.”
Look, he’s terribly straight-faced just because he copied a few words.
It was really good to play around after watching the CSAT.
Still, compared to the time when I was depressed, I’m fine now.
“Oh, it’s fun. You should use this for the rest of your life.”
“⋯I’ll break up with you even if that’s five more years.”
How embarrassing would you have been?
Your first love is your older brother?
Tell a friend about it?
Oh, I didn’t get caught, but because they worried about me, I confessed because I couldn’t stand it anymore.
Ugh. A lifetime of black history.
Amman, even though I am an only child, I know very well that having such feelings for her biological brother is a memory that will forever kick the covers.
“Then can I use it until I graduate from college?”
“⋯I’ll block your number even if you use it for three more years.”
“Then I’ll spend two more years~”
Winter brother.
Ah, you are now a senior in autumn.
To be honest,
It’s not that I don’t understand it at all.
If you treat me generously, is it just below my boyfriend?
No My boyfriend has become a military brother with a thick hair, so he is rated a little higher and is on the same level.
Even if it’s not my taste, there are many styles of women that I just like.
Besides, if you look at how clean your mouth is, I think it could be used for a short time in a girl’s sensibility.
If you think about it, siblings shouldn’t date each other, isn’t it possible to get excited sometimes?
Is not it? Is it because I’m an only child?
How are you?
“Cut it up. I’m busy.”
“Yeah, then have a good love with your boyfriend~ See you next weekend~”
“⋯.”
Tiff.
The phone hung up without saying goodbye.
⋯Your anger is really cute.
He hides it from us, saying that it’s such a shame for a college student to date a boyfriend.
Well, if you talk about dating with us, you know that you will make fun of your brother, so you must be hiding it.
At that time, I was really tired, so I was honestly scared, but after I got better, I poked at him little by little, and the reaction was interesting.
Every time I teased him, he showed a cute reaction in a different way, so it felt like the teasing taste had doubled.
If I were a man, I would have seduced Winter and lived with him.
Um⋯,
Won’t come over
Come to think of it, isn’t he just an iron wall?
I want to see my boyfriend’s face
How the hell did you seduce our winter?
***
“Thank you for your hard work~”
After the rehearsal for the last presentation in a non-face-to-face manner, the group assignment was finally over.
It was quite a bit more doable than I thought.
All the seniors were only good people.
All I can say is that I am truly grateful to Haneul unnie, who put me in a heavenly group.
Is it good to have good friends?
Her friend’s older sister takes care of the freshman so diligently.
“Yeah, Heaven did a good job~”
“Yes. Sister.”
It’s all over… But it’s still because the announcement is tomorrow.
Since the presenter is Ha Neul, I’m done!
It was my first group assignment, but I worked really hard.
⋯Really!
“Good job… Good job. Everyone.”
This person who often mixes honorifics and casual words, perhaps because we’re still awkward, is Winter’s older brother and Autumn’s senior.
His position is data research, presentation script writer, PPT reviewer, report reviewer, and rehearsal questioner role.
I shared about half of it with Haneul, but I have to admit that I worked really hard.
Feeling sorry for getting on the bus and half thankful.
Still, I wrote all the reports…
⋯ You won’t miss the name, right?
“Good work, senior~”
What did you feel while doing the assignment together?
When I first saw him in high school, I thought, of course he must have a girlfriend.
When I actually met him in person, I changed my mind, saying that it wouldn’t be strange even if I didn’t have it.
It’s not that it’s unattractive or anything like that.
Shall we say that we are shy? Or should we say that we keep a distance?
He works hard on his assignments in silence, and usually doesn’t speak up first.
The feeling of hitting an iron wall⋯.
“⋯You worked hard.”
Ah.
It’s just like winter.
⋯Is there anyone else you like?
I don’t have a girlfriend as far as I know.
If there was, Kyeori would have brought up the story in some way.
Even if you pretend to hate it now, you already know everything.
Forbidden love right now… Even if it’s not the same thing.
You really like her brother, don’t you?
When I was young, I was just a little confused about my feelings.
“Hyung, you did a good job~”
“Okay. You worked hard too, Minseop.”
This is one year older than me.
The last name is different, but the name is similar to my boyfriend’s, so it’s strangely unlikable.
⋯Hey, it’s not that my personality is bad.
Do you feel lonely when you hear your name?
“Senior, you really worked hard.”
“⋯Uh.”
Anyway, Minji unnie is also a year older than me.
Two couples of the same age were making a PPT together.
Fighting every day
Thanks to that, the result came out plausible, so I didn’t just frown.
“It’s Minji. Won’t you say thanks to me?”
“⋯I’m not just talking to you right now? Be quiet.”
⋯ No. It’s a bit rude now.
You’d better fight like you normally do.
What are you doing, really?
Haa⋯, I miss you oppa.
When are you going to be discharged?
“Anyway, everyone did a good job, let’s do a good presentation tomorrow and wrap it up.”
“⋯Ah, yes.”
When Gae-gul finished the story, Ha-neul unnie reacted awkwardly, startled for a moment.
Hmmm⋯.
I often hear that I am quick-witted,
I’m honestly a bit suspicious.
You have a sister in the sky.
⋯Are you interested in senior Ga-eul?
Are you embarrassed or ashamed?
Suspicious.
“Please take good care of my sister~”
“Huh. Trust my sister I am confident to announce.”
The more I looked at it, the more suspicious it became.
Did the sister of this team collect it?
Are the two of them the same?
Are you the same age?
Minseop sunbae and Minji unnie are a couple, and I also have a boyfriend.
It’s very suspicious that only the two of us are single.
No way, this kind of group composition to fill the self-interest…
⋯That’s why the two of them haven’t had a private conversation at all.
It looked really awkward, but how and why did you bring it?
Maybe that’s it?
A fateful relationship between a younger sister, a friend, and an older sister.
⋯If that happens, the country will be killed by Winter.
“Ah, that’s what I mean. Didn’t we ever get together?”
“Even if we didn’t come together, it rolled well. Senior. No one fell in the middle.”
“So shouldn’t we have an after party? We got along really well. Let’s get together once on the weekend. I shoot because I’m the leader…”
While praying for the peace of the imaginary country, Haneul sister stopped talking to her.
End party⋯.
Get a meal from a senior…
The college life you dreamed of.
The reality is that he is in a pitiful situation where he only listens to classes every day in the corner of his room.
The result of looking back at the past month and looking at her sister with bright eyes.
“Crab. ⋯When is everyone free?”
In the end, I was able to get the answer to shoot.
Free meal⋯.
Free drink⋯.
Mmm⋯.
“I have a lot of free time this weekend! I’m coming!”
I don’t know if I made an appointment with Winter…
If not, of course!
Gotta eat!
“Me and Minji are fine on Saturday, not on Friday.”
“Hey, why do you decide my schedule the way you want?”
“You bought me food. Let’s eat, some.”
“⋯Autumn, what about you?”
Everyone gathered opinions that it was okay on Saturday, and only one answer remained, which was agonizing until the end.
Hmmm⋯.
Wouldn’t you like to leave it out here?
“⋯Wait. Wait a minute.”
It’s pointless to think that
Autumn senior opened the door and ran out, disappearing somewhere for a while.
⋯What is it?
Since you’re living with your parents, are you trying to get permission?
Wow, what a strict family.
The last time I went to play at that house, I didn’t see it that way, do I have to take permission for each of these things?
Indeed… Seeing how winter always took me during the college entrance exam, it seems like it could be that way.
I thought that there must be a reason why Kyeol-gyeol hit the wall like that~, and soon after, Ga-gul-senpai returned to his seat.
“⋯I think I’ll have time too, so I’ll go. Saturday is fine.”
“Uh… Then everyone is fine on Saturday, right?”
“Yes, senior!”
“Let’s decide the details after the announcement tomorrow. Where to go what to eat.”
“Yes, sister!”
“Then disband disband! Wake up and see you tomorrow!”
Dissolved like that.
Announced the next day.
Great results.
A pleasant after-party discussion.
And finally, just before the evening drinking party arrives,
Suddenly, I got a call from Winter.
“Ah, yes. Winter What happened?”
“⋯ Nael.”
“Uh, why?”
“Did you say you were having lunch with my brother today?”
“Huh. I told you. They say they’re having a team play.”
“My brother is very weak in alcohol, so if you get drunk, call me. I’ll drag you home If you leave him alone, he will crawl on the ground and fall asleep.”
“Uh… Okay?”
“Then will you hang up?”
“Uh, huh? Uh…”
Right away, I said, and the phone hung up.
⋯ Hmm.
Weak for that size?
I’m very surprised