Chapter 108 – 108. Mischief
“I’m home.”
“Ah, brother. Come on.”
“OK.”
After her honest talk with her mother, she returned to her house, put her mother up first, and parked her car.
When I open the front door with a shopping cart in both hands, Winter comes out barefoot to greet me.
Mom ⋯ went to wash up in her bedroom.
As she looked around her house and set her shopping cart down, her shoulders felt as comfortable as her heart.
“⋯What did you talk about with mom?”
“Your talk.”
“Me?”
It wasn’t that there was anything meaningful going on after that.
He said he wanted to live near the school after the end of the non-face-to-face winter.
I am a true older brother who is very, very worried about my younger brother, so I am anxious to leave him alone.
So I will go out and live with you.
This was the end.
All I said before was that I was just worried about him.
Mom too, take care of yourself, was the final conclusion in the end.
Well, what would a college student do if he wanted to go out and live?
⋯Because you still don’t know the impure intentions.
“Uh. He said he would live with you.”
“⋯ Huh?”
However,
No matter what we talked about, I couldn’t hide my desire to joke around.
Look
That restless look.
How can you not play around?
“The two of you said you would go out and live together.”
“Brother…?”
When I quietly teased Winter with words that were not mixed with a single lie, I was more embarrassed than I thought and began to blink my eyes.
⋯Oh, I can’t stop this.
It’s so much fun to tease.
“They told me to go out and live in the second semester.”
“⋯.”
“Well… It’s not a bad thing…”
As I continued teasing him with a steel plate on his face, Winter’s expression changed every moment, and he finally started to cry.
⋯You didn’t want me to react this violently, did you?
As soon as I tried to fix it,
Winter came to me.
“Hey.”
“⋯ Stupid.”
“It’s a joke, a joke.”
“⋯Oppa, your voice isn’t a lie.”
“No, I am not lying. It’s not like that…”
I was confused at the moment and was talking gibberish.
Winter, who was being held in my arms, suddenly relaxed from his arms.
He gently lifted his tiptoe and kissed my lips.
Then, quickly hiding the crying eyes,
He looked at me and smiled bashfully.
“I know. That much.”
“⋯ Hey.”
“My brother is a coward, so he would never say such a thing. Fool.”
“⋯Did you really do it?”
“I never would have said anything. ⋯Do you think I don’t know my brother?”
⋯I almost lost my heart.
Admit it.
The lie is that I’m better
As for acting, you are much better than me.
I was tricked
“Is it so much fun making fun of me?”
“Uh.”
“Isn’t that really too much? Just kidding about that.”
“I’m a teacher because you enjoy teasing me too.”
I brush my pounding chest and let out a deep sigh.
⋯I can’t control being teased or being teased.
Winter is also cute,
Even the winter that bothers me is cute.
“I’ll tell you more later tonight. Understand?”
“Yes.”
Hold the slender fingers in the palm of your hand and massage with your thumb.
⋯I have changed a lot too.
If it was like the old days, I would never have done it because I was afraid.
What now?
I wonder if it will turn out the way it should.
The world won’t perish
Wouldn’t it be better to perish?
If you fail, you might be able to love with confidence.
⋯ Let’s stop the bullshit.
I haven’t even had a drink, but are you already drunk?
***
After drinking and eating meat, I feel a bit more energetic.
I used a lot of energy yesterday and today, so I needed to supplement.
But no matter how full the stomach is, there is always something that is not filled.
Look, it’s calling me late at night.
But wouldn’t it be fun if we accepted it like this?
When I hang up the incoming call, the phone continues to ring in succession before I can put my phone down.
I hung up the phone three or four times before getting out of bed and heading to the next room.
As soon as I opened the door without knocking, Winter was sitting there clutching his phone with both hands.
“⋯Why aren’t you answering the phone, oppa?”
“Who is calling at this hour?”
“It was like that every day. ⋯And my brother asked me to talk at night.”
“Do I have to talk on the phone when there’s one wall across?”
As I confidently climbed onto the bed without even closing the door, Winter’s face suddenly became serious and he began to look at me strangely.
… No, looking at you like that hurts me a little.
“… Are you crazy?”
“What. I came to talk to my brother.”
“Still, the door is closed…”
“It’s not like I’m doing anything weird, but it doesn’t matter. Rather, it is more strange to close it.”
Now that I had come to you shamelessly, I answered even more shamelessly, and Winter was looking at me with a bewildered expression as if he had gone crazy.
… Why.
Maps often do.
“It’s cold, can I pull a blanket over you?”
“… Huh.”
After clearing my voice, I put on the blanket and laid down on my pillow that Winter had stolen.
… Something is missing
“… Aren’t you cold?”
“… It’s a little cold.”
As I implied something out to the still delirious winter, the bewildered expression gradually relaxed, and soon he hid into my arms.
… Also, the larger the pillow, the better.
It’s hot, too.
It smells good too.
Pinch your nose, inhale deeply, and exhale deeply.
Actually, it was true that I came because I had something to say, but surprisingly, no memories come to mind.
It feels like my head goes blank every time I feel my heartbeat.
It is relaxing like lighting a bonfire and staring blankly at it.
This time of hugging and exchanging breath sounds is so comfortable.
“… Are you sleeping?”
“Ah, yes. No no no sit down.”
⋯ Then I almost fell asleep.
No matter how much you drank two cans of beer, sleeping in your brother’s room is a bit like that.
No matter how much you are a mother…, What would you say?
Two bottles of soju instead of beer…
If you’ve had two bottles of vodka, you’ll see.
“My mom only took my brother. ⋯What did you say?”
“It’s not a big deal, but because you pretended to break up with her boyfriend, she was very worried that she wouldn’t be able to date in the future.”
“⋯Isn’t that unrelated to you?”
“They thought I scolded you and separated your boyfriend.”
“What is that.”
“You know that you like me a lot, right? My mother is upset that she doesn’t listen to her mother and only listens to her brother.”
Come to think of it, my brother, who was unfilial, was disgusted, and hugged Winterie’s soft body so hard that it made her suffer.
⋯ Ouch.
Winter pinched my calf with his toe.
I gently let go of my strength.
“Is that the end?”
“If you don’t get married, I said I would live with you, so he told me to go out and live by myself.”
“⋯Did you really mean it?”
“Of course you said it as a joke. ⋯Mom is fine, yet.”
I freed Gye-ryeol, who was almost crushed to death, from her arms, turned her body to look at the door, and let out a long sigh.
As expected, I felt a warm touch on my back.
⋯I like hugging,
I’m happy that you’re hugging me because it feels like healing.
Something that cannot be filled alone,
Filled.
“⋯Brother.”
“Uh.”
“⋯Maybe.”
“Can it be?”
“I haven’t told you yet.”
“Hey, even if Mom is kind to Cancer, she won’t understand that.”
“⋯I know, me too.”
They didn’t even say a word, but they knew what each other was talking about right away.
⋯You don’t understand.
Even if I were a mother, I don’t think you would understand.
“⋯ Shall we just sleep like this, oppa?”
“Are you crazy?”
“You’re crazy. ⋯I’m doing this without even closing the door.”
“If siblings are close, they can sleep together.”
“⋯ Then what about this?”
Gye-gyeol slightly lifts up my T-shirt, and as if he also rolled up his pajamas as well, he starts rubbing his soft belly against my back.
⋯It was almost dangerous.
If I hadn’t done it during the day, I might have hit it.
“⋯ Why is your belly so soft? I exercised it so much that I put on my muscles.”
“I ate a lot of meat earlier, so I can’t help it. Fool.”
“I ate a lot too, do you want to compare?”
I turn around and look at Winter.
A strange situation where only the top is slightly rolled up and the navel is touching.
⋯ I’m not doing anything dirty,
Since I am covered with a blanket, I can make excuses even if my mother comes.
“⋯ Hard.”
“What?”
“I mean abs. Pervert.”
“Who is changing?”
⋯ Actually, it is false.
Even the sound of the doorknob turning makes me want to get up and sit in a chair.
If you ask me what I’m doing, I’ll just say winter is consulting.
“Winter.”
“Yes.”
“⋯Winter.”
“⋯.”
It’s dark, but the expression itself is clearly visible.
It’s not a sad or depressed expression.
As always, the face that always thinks of making fun of me.
A little closer, a face contemplating whether to push it away or not.
As I got closer, my eyes fixed on my pupils.
Gently hold her ear and gently stroke it with your thumb.
Soon, the eyelids slowly close.
A little more.
More.
Get closer…
“Whoa…”
He catches his breath, blows, and giggles first.
The winter I’ve been waiting for gets hit by the wind, slaps my eyes, and starts kicking my legs.
“Hey, it hurts. It really hurts.”
“Real dog crap…”
He looked angry, but he wasn’t angry at all.
If I get really angry, I’ll be straight.
Hitting is an expression of affection.
The expression of affection was so excessive that I almost fell out of bed.
⋯Should I buy a queen size when I move?
But if mom shuts up her bedroom, she’ll see it and she’ll think it’s weird.
She just thinks she’ll have to stick around a bit more.
“Ha… Really…”
“Winter.”
“Why. Don’t call me.”
“I’ve said everything, so I’ll go.”
“⋯Do whatever you want.”
Oh, i’m pissed
But you can’t help it.
It’s strange for an older brother to sleep in his sister’s room.
Still, I have to release it…
“You also drank a lot of beer earlier, didn’t you?”
“Yes.”
“If you get drunk and get drunk, you might mistake the room for a drink of water… I won’t kick you out even if you lie down on my bed.”
“⋯.”
“It’s like you’re staying in your brother’s room for too long… I’m going back to my room?”
“Yes.”
“⋯Mom wakes up at 7, so I’ll set the alarm for 5:30.”
After I finished my words, I secretly kissed the mouth of Kyeol-gyeol, who was quickly relaxed and caught off guard, and quickly ran away to my bed.
I knew I would follow you right away, so I hid under the blanket and waited.
Surprisingly, it didn’t come until right before I fell asleep.
Around the time my consciousness became hazy and I fell into a dream, I sneaked into the blanket without my knowledge.
Thanks to that, I was able to see Winter in my dreams after a long time.
Normally, I don’t dream when I sleep with you.
I thought it wasn’t that bad because it was intrusive when I was dreaming.
⋯Maybe it wasn’t a dream.
When the alarm went off, I woke up, and the smell of saliva wafted from my fingers.
And the person suspected of being the culprit was sleeping in front of his eyes.
Before waking it up and sending it back, I stroked my lips with my index finger.
⋯ Ouch.
Apparently,
It seems that the dream demon bit off my hand while I was sleeping.
