Chapter 283 – Uncomfortable
Thinking that she had been played by Lee Jin-seok’s trick, she cried all day and then fell asleep and woke up exhausted. Han Ye-ryeong woke up when she heard someone knocking on the door.
‘Who is this at this hour?’
Someone who came at an ambiguous hour just to have dinner.
Preoccupied with what happened yesterday, she wondered who would come to her house without contacting her.
First of all, they’re not friends, because when I woke up, I heard everyone was busy today.
Secondly, not even my family, because they always contact me the day before they come home.
Thirdly, it’s not delivery or anything like that, because I haven’t ordered anything in the past week.
No matter how much she thought about it, she thought that no one would come home, but she came up with an idea.
‘Did my brother come to visit…?’
That is the anticipation that Lee Jin-seok might have come to her just as she had hoped.
She knew that Lee Jin-seok was cheating on her and doing her bad things, and she was very hurt in her heart due to the feeling of betrayal, but in a corner of her heart, she was expecting her.
It was the expectation that my brother would come to visit me and pray for my mistake and come to reconciliation.
However, it has only been a day since she found out about it, and the wounds left in her heart have not healed or improved.
She was worried that if she faced him now, she would be able to judge properly.
Thinking that maybe her brother had really come, she approached her door and asked in a trembling voice.
“Who are you?”
His own question uttered with a slight trembling voice.
And the person who heard the question announced his identity through the door.
– Yes, it’s me.
‘… !’
My name is heard along with a familiar voice from beyond the door.
She was confused when she found out that Lee Jin-seok really came.
‘My brother doesn’t know our house.’
Until now, she had never invited her to her own house, so Lee Jin-seok, who did not know her house, came to visit her.
Recalling that fact, she questioned, suspecting that maybe I had told him while I was doing something to him.
“Hey, how did you know this place?”
– I once secretly followed you home when I went home…
When she heard him say that she had secretly followed her before, Ye Ling felt a little goosebumps run through her body.
If I didn’t know what he did to me, I would have thought that my brother was worried and did it to protect me.
It was because he thought that he might have sneaked into his house and did something strange, since all his actions were suspicious now.
However, she did not hear what Lee Jin-seok had done properly, so she calmed her mind.
‘You can’t just think like that…’
I don’t know exactly, but I’m sure he did something to me, but I think we should talk.
I heard my brother’s voice worrying about me through the door.
– Yes, but what’s going on? There is no strength in the voice.
Han Ye-ryeong, who heard his voice saying that she was worried because she had no strength in her voice, was standing in front of the door, but her legs gave out and she almost fell.
He was sure that he was having a hard time because of his brother, but it was because his heart was torn apart when he heard a voice of concern from his mouth.
‘I can’t do this…’
He realized that all the love he had felt for this person was a lie, but that voice was unbearable.
No matter how mistaken he was, the feeling that he had loved that person remained in his heart.
Then, when asked if it would be okay for Lee Jin-seok to enter from the other side of the door, she seriously thought about it.
‘If we talk face-to-face now…’
Han Ye-ryeong thought about whether it was right for her to be angry with Jin-seok Lee or whether it was right for her to pretend not to know and see her.
If it had been before she met him, she would tremble at the betrayal and should definitely be angry, but
Since she was talking directly over the door like this, I thought it wouldn’t be bad to just pretend I didn’t know her.
It’s true that Lee Jin-seok used something strange, but he’s the first boyfriend I’ve ever dated in my life.
It’s a manipulated mind, but the feeling that he really loved him while meeting him caught his ankle.
‘I can’t avoid it forever…’
Continuing to think about it, she decided to meet and talk.
To put an end to this, whether you pretend you don’t know because you’re angry after seeing her face or you find out that you’re angry with him.
“For a moment.”
Hardening her thoughts in her mind, she opened the door and greeted him, clearing her face as calmly as possible.
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With Han Ye-ryeong’s words, “Just a moment,” The door opened and I saw her face, and I felt my breath suffocate.
It was because her eyes, which would normally greet me with a friendly smile and clear eyes, did not have the same vitality as before.
‘Because of me…’
Even if it was because of the wrong choice that happened due to sexual desire, my heart was torn to see the exhausted look of her who loved me so much.
However, I can’t show that kind of thing out of my face, and I pretended not to know that I was tired, having made up my mind to wish for fault no matter what happened today.
I didn’t know it when I didn’t see her face, but now that I did face her, I didn’t deserve to worry about her now because of her great wrongdoing.
“I’m sorry for coming to you without saying anything, Ye-ryeong.”
“No… It’s okay, come in now.”
I wanted to get down on my knees right away and say I’m sorry, but I held back that feeling and said I’m sorry in other words.
Whether she knows how I feel or not, she just told me to come in with the same expression.
‘Are you just trying to pretend you don’t know…’
Looking at Han Ye-ryung’s attitude and her face, I could tell that the umbilical cord that had been hanging in my mind had been released.
No matter how much he pretended to be okay, it was because all the emotions were buried in his actions and eyes, as if the wound he received was great.
I was troubled when I saw her pretending not to know even though she knew roughly what I had done to her because the vulva of her mind had been released.
Should I pretend not to know the same or should I ask for an apology first?
When you’re thinking hard about how to make her feel more at ease.
“So what did you come for?”
As if it was difficult to see me right in front of me, I answered the question in a trembling voice unlike usual.
“I want to see.”
Words that would normally be spoken with a smile and easily uttered.
However, perhaps because I was being stabbed right now, I stopped talking for a while and answered without realizing it.
And Han Ye-ryeong, who watched him come in from the door and now in front of the dining table in the living room, felt that he was different from usual.
‘Why is my brother like this…?’
Originally, Lee Jin-seok, who would have taken the natural step of hugging and kissing his body as soon as he entered.
But now he was restless, as if he had done something wrong.
Of course, Lee Jin-seok must have been thinking that he didn’t show off as much as possible, but she could tell that she had been mingling with him for a short time.
There are several reasons, but the biggest reason is his pupils that cleverly avoid his eyes whenever he speaks.
It was definitely different from the way he always stared into each other’s eyes when talking.
‘I wonder if my brother knows too?’
And while she didn’t say anything, Han Ye-ryeong, who was staring at Lee Jin-seok’s actions, came up with a plausible idea.
Unlike the way he always smiled happily whenever he met and poured out his affection to himself regardless of time and place,
Because the look he was showing now was like a puppy who had made a mistake and was restless.
She decided to take a look to see if he really thought he had caught me doing something.
“Brother, do you have anything to say to me?”
“Huh…? What to say?”
“Huh.”
Lee Jin-seok, who had only been thinking about how to apologize to her and reconcile with her and re-establish their relationship, flinched at Han Ye-ryeong’s sudden words.
‘Why are you asking such a question all of a sudden…?’
Normally, I would have told her that I loved her when she said something like that, but now I’ve been caught saying that I did something to her.
I played the old me a little awkwardly, adjusting my body, which was so disturbed that it couldn’t be calmed down even with the power of my evolved body.
“Love you.”
“Yes, I love you too.”
She asked if she had anything to say to see Lee Jin-seok, and when she heard the words from his mouth, Ye-ryung Han was sure.
That he now knows about the fact that I found out what he did.
‘I’m not good at lying.’
He was the one who always said that he loved her face-to-face, and she always heard it and knew it.
The fact that when he says these things to himself, he smiles and says he loves you with a happy face.
However, his appearance now was completely different from what he always said.
Obviously, the mouth is smiling and the eyes are smiling as before, but the eyes on the inside are different.
Contrary to the eyes that are always full of confidence, the eyes that look slightly shaken and lack energy, perhaps because they are anxious.
That look in his eyes, which he had never seen before, was evidence.
After confirming his unconventional appearance, which always shows only the perfect figure, Han Ye-ryeong was convinced that she decided to just push on.
‘I don’t like this anymore…’
Lee Jin-seok already knows that she noticed something about her.
She didn’t like this awkward atmosphere, so she decided to have a proper conversation.
Whether it’s the end of the relationship between the two or continuing again, in order to somehow bring it to an end.
By the time Han Ye-ryeong noticed Lee Jin-seok’s awkwardness, she was thinking about having a proper conversation.
No matter how much she promised, she couldn’t meet her eyes properly, and Lee Jin-seok kept avoiding her eyes.
‘Am I just going to move on like this?’
The first time she was asked if she had anything to say, she flinched, but she assumed she hadn’t noticed.
As soon as he thought that it might pass without incident, he relaxed a bit, but he desperately tried not to distort his facial expression with the sense of shame that was about to set in.
It’s like I’m relaxed when I think I’ve done the wrong thing and it’ll pass without incident.
Disgust filled him as he felt comfortable with the idea of playing with people’s minds and letting them pass without punishment.
‘Let’s just confess the truth…’
Thinking that he couldn’t be with the woman he really loves with such an uncomfortable mind, the moment Lee Jin-seok tries to confess her faults.
“Did you do something wrong to me?”
“…”
When Han Ye-ryeong, who was just quiet, jumped in first, I froze with my mouth slightly open.
