Chapter 171 – Episode 171
“My emotions are slowly sinking. “I feel like I’m slowly becoming less human.”
That was correct. Even without Junhyeon telling him, Rudel could sense that his humanity was disappearing. Human dignity is being degraded to a very serious level. Sometimes there were moments when the concept of morality became dull. Ideological brainwashing was such a scary thing.
At least when Rudel first joined Elanco, it was not an organization like this. This means that they were not a group that was plotting a conspiracy against the world or revealing money. A collection of poor orphans who are a bit special and can sometimes be called monsters.
Rudel and Jean entered Elanco at the same age and on the same date. The two very young people were of different nationalities and did not speak the same language, but they depended on each other. The two were so close that the word childhood friend is not enough to describe them. The reason why the other male members gave up on Rudel several times because of his beauty her his was because of Jin’s presence her her
First of all, Jin was very good at fighting. Whenever there was a threat to the organization, Jin would stand up and protect it single-handedly. Jin’s martial arts were not just at the level of martial arts, but were at the level of art. Thanks to his specialized technology for the majority, Elanco was able to grow into an organization that would not be defeated in any armed competition.
But that was the problem.
People have a thing called greed, and once they start falling for it, there is no end to it.
Once he had a murder weapon called Jin and gained power, Kaymer, who became the head of Elanco, became greedy to devour the world. They met scientists secretly from other members and built a market by expanding their network of talented people. In the past, treatment was done for the purpose of service, but now it is no longer done for charity.
Kaymer brainwashed his members into believing that they should always act for the good of the organization. Even though they knew it wasn’t true, Kaymer’s words made sense, so Jin and Rudel gradually became Neuzing.
Jin loved Rudel. Rudel also loved Jin. However, the two people have never confirmed their feelings for each other. Jin was very blunt when it came to her, her her love life her, and Rudel knew Jin’s current situation her her well, so she didn’t bother to bother her.
The two lived in a building across from a window. So at night, we would open the window and spend time talking to each other about what happened that day. That’s how close the two were, and they still relied on each other.
If anyone confesses their feelings, it must have been a moment for them to fall in love with each other, and it must have been a moment for them to exist for each other and live for each other.
The problem was that as Rudel’s body gradually matured, it gradually reached a point where it was difficult to tolerate. Rudel’s body was craving a man.
In fact, when Kaymer announced that Elanco’s operation was about to begin, Jin made up his mind to confess.
So just yesterday. Today, just 12 hours before Junhyun and Rudel spoke, Jin opened the window to make her confession. Without fail, Rudel opened the window on the other side and smiled and waved her hand.
“Jin!”
“Rudel.”
“Did you have a good day today?”
To them, even this trivial greeting was welcome and new. Every word we say to each other makes my heart flutter, but just thinking about confessing makes my heart pound and I go crazy.
Although Jin was good at fighting, she was extremely pure at heart. Since he had never lived the life of an ordinary person before, his boyish reactions were very monotonous.
“Oh, yes.”
“Kikik. I’m roughly packing my bags. I heard you’re going to China in a month. How are you, Jean? Aren’t you excited? “China.”
“Um… Are you excited? “I’m not sure.”
In fact, Jin’s feelings her she were complicated. And that would be the same for Rudel, who knew the outcome. He plans to bring the world to the brink of destruction. Just daring to laugh while having a trivial conversation could make you look like you have a personality problem.
A huge number of people will be harmed, and in some cases, many people will die, and the lives we have lived so far and our every move will change.
So Jin was scared. But he thought that he could overcome that fear with Rudel.
“True… Jin is not honest with his feelings.”
It was a knowing attempt to make fun of me. No, Rudel actually thought there was something strange about Jin today. This atmosphere was unfamiliar because there was not even a single word to prepare. So she blurted out what she wanted to say. She pretends not to know. She waved her hands as if she could not understand this atmosphere at all.
However, as I said before, Rudel’s body was already heated to the point of heat. Rudel even became dramatically interested in the new recruit, Junhyeon, and was worried about new possibilities. Maybe a new recruit can cure Rudel’s current mental absence his. I wonder if it could calm the body’s low struggles. Therapy. In the end, what Rudel wanted was treatment. I was old enough to miss a man’s heavy yet warm touch.
‘If Jean confesses… She wants to have sex so crazy that she might think tomorrow is the end of the world.’
Rudel had already made up his mind. She said that at any point when Jin confessed her feelings, she would be free to have the sex she had been longing for.
If possible, I wish she were Jin. She spent a lot of time together and the person she relied on the most was none other than Jin. Although she sometimes seems cold-blooded, she was always warm to Rudel. Rudel also appreciated that aspect of her her Jin her her her. She felt so nice and attractive. As it turned out, she decided to herself that Rudel might like bad men.
“Rudel.”
“Huh?”
“I… That… You know.”
Jin attempted to confess without asking her. From this point on, Rudel also felt like his left chest was pounding so hard that his chest was pounding. It was almost like a bell was ringing in her head. I listened to Jin’s words until the end with a heart full of excitement.
“You know… We… “
“We..?”
Rudel, whose eyes were already blooming sweetly, sang Jin’s words like her echo her.
But what Jin actually said was a strange sound.
“Shall I run away?”
“What?”
“Run… Should I escape this organization?”
“What are you talking about… If we leave this organization, we too will become slaves to the virus. “Did you forget?”
As long as Kaymer was the only one who knew about vaccine manufacturing, if I wanted to leave this organization, I had to report it. Otherwise, it would be like pointing a knife at his own throat.
In particular, if it were Kaymer’s personality, he would have been able to finish off both Jin and Rudel. Keimer, who had no blood or tears, must have raped Rudel several times in front of Jin. Kaymer had never used his abilities against Rudel before. Kay Mer was so crazy about her that she never even thought of her as her woman. If Hagisa Kaymer had her way, she could have taken on all the most beautiful women in Europe.
In fact, even now, Kay Mer was picking on the prettiest woman ever among the women who came to her hospital room. For the purpose of treating her, the only pleasure of her game was to knead her ass as if it were a rice cake and eat her as much as she wanted.
Anyway, it made no sense for her to run away from this organization.
So Rudel looked at her Jin with even more disappointment. I wonder if that’s why he took such a long time to talk about that.
“Ah… Actually, that’s not it…”
“Okay. Talk to me, Jin. I can listen to everything. “It’s okay as long as you don’t say you’re going to run away from here.”
“I think so too. It makes no sense to run away. Haha…”
‘So, quickly say what you want to say!’
Rudel felt a bit frustrated now. No matter how good Jin is, seeing her like this was a deductible point.
And in fact, Jin had this thought. The reason for her hesitation in confessing was, of course, because of this organized life. If she confessed and got it wrong, she would never have the confidence to see Rudel again. And what if she sees Rudel with another man? This was something that could not have happened as Sunaebo’s Jin, who only had eyes for the woman Ragon Rudel.
Because of that, she had to confess even faster. But Jin eventually hesitated and it got to the point where she gave up. She was so disgusted with herself at this moment, she couldn’t stand it.
“I like you…No…”
“What..?”
Rudel, lost in disappointment, eventually lowered his eyes to hers. Isn’t it? As expected, Jin’s heart wasn’t directed towards himself. Her sadness grew as her disappointment washed over her. However, as her sadness she grew, her body became hotter and hotter, which was due to the action of her hormones. Rudel became angry at even a simple algorithm of the human body. Why does it have to be like this? Why does she search for her masculinity so much even in this situation?
Rudel was now 26 years old. She had never had sex or masturbated before. Over the years she has treated many women who have had out-of-body experiences, she has heard many stories from her about sex. She was so far from Rudel that the word sex, which was really only rumored, was considered a legend from a fairy tale. That was also because he lived in such an organization and had Jin around him protecting him.
The problem was that she could easily spread her legs, but she was behaving like that.
She came back to reality.
Rudel may have been opening the bridge to her heart little by little as she received mental treatment from Junhyeon.
If Jin had made her confession yesterday, she wouldn’t have been in this situation with Junhyun.
Rudel did not answer Junhyeon’s question, but she spoke instead.
“Shall we go home?”
“Yes?”
Junhyeon looked a little embarrassed. It was past work time and it wasn’t strange at all for him to go home, but if something happened here, it would happen, and he had no intention of going all the way to Rudel’s house.
“I was thinking of having a drink. Why don’t you like it?”
However, the panacea-level solution in every situation was, of course, alcohol. When the word alcohol was added, Junhyun was able to accept the offer with ease.
‘Jin… I’m going to have sex with this man. It’s my first experience. I wanted to give you my first experience. And I could have been your woman forever. But it was too late. I’m getting tired now too. So I decided today to choose this man.’
