Chapter 51 – Lee Junseo (Son) – Human Withdrawal
* Lee Junseo (Son) – Human Withdrawal (2)
I spent a few minutes contemplating whether I could truly quit being human. Ha-eun noona, completely back to her senses, moved her hands and her pussy. She was still stimulating my hard-on with her pussy while playing a video of me being properly trained.
“Hee, hic, eek?! Ee-yah~! Aaaah~! Aaaahhhhh~!”
The screams I heard were thinner and weaker than before. It seemed to be a video from after the training had progressed quite a bit. Considering this and how I reacted to what noona had just said, it was clear that I had inherited that human’s blood quite strongly. It was naturally unpleasant, and some emotion I shouldn’t know was deeply writhing in my chest.
“……………”
Even so, there were still parts I didn’t understand. My mother and Seo-woo noona’s sexual walls were still being catered to, and they said they were happy as they were. But Ha-eun noona said that what we’d done so far wouldn’t be enough. Telling me to quit being human wasn’t just a request for her sake, but I didn’t know what that phrase meant. I could only assume that if I quit being human, the three perverts in our house would be happy.
So, what does that mean?
Did I have to make blood fountains like Ha-eun noona said?
No, that can’t be it.
Or did I have to make the play more hardcore?
That was somewhat right, but it couldn’t be the core.
Then…
“Ssssh, hoo…”
“Heuk, eugh, ek…”
The video switched to Seo-woo noona’s. My father was blankly smoking a cigarette, then he stubbed it out on her tongue and used her as an ashtray. He acted as if that treatment was natural, and Seo-woo noona in the video didn’t resist at all, as if she had been trained quite a bit like Ha-eun noona.
“………?”
Watching that, I felt like I was about to realize something. Maybe it was because I was twitching too obviously, but Ha-eun noona, who had been blankly watching the video, squeezed her pussy and looked back at me.
“Why?”
“Do you have a video of Mom too?”
“Yeah.”
“Play it.”
Click.
At my command, Ha-eun noona didn’t question anything. She could have at least asked why, but she obediently switched to a video of my mother doing outdoor exhibitionism with my father.
“Show, show it, Mr. Moon-san, my thing, it’s all showing… Hia, ah, eugh, ahhh…”
“Don’t hide it, spread your legs. So other people can see.”
“Uha, aaaaaah, aaaaaaahhhhh!!!!”
The content was standard. Just like Ha-eun noona said, it was a play that I could really watch. My mother, wearing a trench coat, was exposing herself to random people in a park and being shamed. But watching that video, I felt another emotion that I shouldn’t feel. My throat felt so tight that I didn’t even know why.
What do you call this? It’s like when you try to search for something on the internet, but you forget the search term at the point you enter the site? Was it because he was training my mother with a lighter attitude than he had with others? Was it because of the setting of the previous video? I felt like I knew the reason, but I couldn’t quite reach the answer, which made me frustrated.
“Are you going to keep watching? It’s about an hour of her showing her body.”
“To strangers?”
“Yeah.”
That made my chest tickle again. The phrase “quit being human” and this video were definitely deeply related, but I couldn’t find the answer. In the video, my mother wasn’t wearing a wig or sunglasses, or any disguise at all, and neither was my father. Using my sister as an ashtray was also in a public place…
“What’s the next video?”
“There are too many, it’s hard to recommend…”
“Play anything that’s outdoors.”
As soon as I chose an example, Ha-eun noona’s hand moved quickly. My mother’s exposure video turned off, and Ha-eun noona’s face appeared.
“Keheuk?! Ang, aaah, eu-kheut?!”
“This bitch is really annoying. Walk faster.”
“Keuheue… Yes… I understand…”
The screen was shaking, so it was hard to tell what was happening, but I belatedly realized that noona had been hit. The surroundings were outside, and noona was wearing short hot pants, fishnet stockings, and a short top that revealed her belly button, which was unlike her usual style. Her figure was already small, so her outfit alone was full of depravity, and her tattoos were exposed, making her look like a walking sex crime. That human was walking around the night streets with Ha-eun noona like it was nothing.
“Hee, hook, hee, hoo, eugh, haaa…”
Ha-eun noona’s face in the video was pale. She was not only exposing her body, which she thought she would never show to others, but she was also wearing shameful clothes. It was a place full of nightclubs and bars, so there were a lot of people, and people were staring at her, but that human was calmly grabbing Ha-eun noona’s butt and walking.
It seemed like they were taking pictures too, and there were even people who came closer and stared intently. There were several scenes where strangers, emboldened by alcohol, spoke to Ha-eun noona. Someone who was filming the video came forward and waved their hands to avoid trouble, but Ha-eun noona’s condition didn’t seem to improve.
“What happened after that?”
“The police didn’t come. I was worried because pictures were taken, but it wasn’t a movie or a drama, so no one got their identity exposed. In the first place, it wasn’t an outfit that could be posted on a normal portal site, so it was forgotten.”
“Then who’s filming this? It seems like one person has been filming since before.”
“I won’t say.”
“Tell me.”
“I can’t tell you now.”
I bit my lip at that. It was Ha-eun noona’s first refusal to my command, who would do anything I asked. Even though I knew I had a scary expression, Ha-eun noona shook her head twice while cowering.
“When can you tell me?”
“You haven’t met Grandma lately, have you?”
“Why are you suddenly talking about that?”
“You’ll know when you go.”
The itch that had been building up in my throat crawled to the front of my teeth. She had no intention of saying more, and she wouldn’t even give me a hint. Since the story of my grandmother came up, I knew that the human and my grandmother were somehow related, but I couldn’t figure anything out with just that. It was too incomplete to relieve the discomfort that had risen to my throat.
“More importantly, can you do it?”
“Do what?”
“You’re starting to realize what I’m saying, right?”
The meaning of quitting being human.
As she said, I was starting to get a sense of it.
“Normal play isn’t enough.”
Ha-eun noona blinked her eyes at my words and clung to my chest. She was shaking her hips back and forth, urging me to cum, and letting out a long, seductive breath. When I lightly tapped her plump butt, her pussy would tremble and convulse. She really was a good onahole.
“I’m satisfied with our current relationship. It hasn’t been that long since we revealed everything, but I’m not lying. But if you’re going to get more deeply involved, you have to go all the way. It’s not just about our lives, but also about your life, Junseo.”
“That human is already dead, so how is it related to me? Is he a ghost?”
“I want to tell you everything if you ask, but you have to answer me first so I can answer you. What are you going to do? Can you really quit being human? I’m a little hesitant to ask more than this. It’s not an anime, so I can’t say, ‘I’m going to quit being human!’ That line doesn’t suit me. I cringe just saying it.”
“Hmph…”
I took a short breath through my nostrils and coughed. I understood noona’s feelings, so I decided to do as she wanted. I understood what it meant to quit being human, so it was easy to answer.
I understood by watching what that human was doing in the video. That crazy bastard didn’t give a shit about the people around him. That was the difference between me and that human. Compared to me, who always kept a bottom line, their standards and common sense were different. As seen in the video, that human was the type of person who “wouldn’t bat an eye even if my mother or sisters were caught by the police.”
“Are we disposable?”
“That’s right, we’re disposable.”
Ha-eun noona accepted my words as they were. I had only cut off the beginning and said the end, but she seemed to understand what I meant and answered.
“Onaholes are disposable, after all. At first, Ten*do was surprised, right? That people were washing and using something that was originally made to be disposable. What you’re doing now is exactly that.”
“Are you comparing me to a teenager who buys an onahole behind his parents’ backs, cums in it, and then washes it in the bathroom?”
“From the perspective of that human who died first, wouldn’t it be like that? He’d look at his son with a pathetic face, wondering if he was still hung up on something like that, and then he’d say something like, ‘I’ll buy you a new one, so throw that one away.’”
“………………”
“That’s how it was for us, right?”
At Ha-eun noona’s words, I understood that that human would be capable of that. With a nonchalant face, a flat voice, and blank eyes, he would say those words as if he were buying a toy. If that human were still alive, he would never treat them like humans.
“Junseo, do you need a mom?”
Around the time I was in the second year of middle school.
I remembered the story of when a turning point came in my life.
If that human had continued to play family while still alive…
“Forget about them. I’ll buy you new ones.”
I felt like he would eventually abandon his role as my family and be found somewhere as a lump of meat. And I could easily imagine other women filling the void. It was such an unpleasant thing. Even if it was something that might have happened, it was an unpleasant delusion.
“From his point of view, it’s like he bought his son a toy. Ah, wait. No, maybe not a toy. It took some time, so it’s more like he bought a pet? You know, pets in kids’ houses go through a trainer. They teach them how to go to the bathroom and do tricks. That human probably brought us in with that kind of feeling?”
“I know, so shut up.”
“Hehe.”
However, now that I had made up my mind, there was nothing to be surprised about. I was in a bad mood, and my voice was low, but Ha-eun noona was happy. My voice and my father’s voice in the video were quite similar. It was the moment I realized that I had already forgotten that human’s voice, even though it hadn’t been long since he died.
“Do you think I can’t cross the line like that human?”
“Junseo, you’re keeping your common sense. Can you cross the line like that trash? You unconsciously don’t want to cause trouble for anyone, right? You’re trying to keep your common sense like it’s natural, so really?”
“What if I said I could? Then what? Can you tell me everything?”
“Actually, I didn’t want you to become like that…”
Ha-eun noona swallowed hard, her face turning red. She was the woman who tried to stab me to death if I became like that trash human, but her body was not. She had already become a masochist and still wanted to be trained. Something that had crossed the line.
“But, noona. I’m sorry for asking this so suddenly, but how’s school these days? And the club room. Are you having fun?”
“Yeah. I’m having fun. They’re all otaku, but I’m also into that kind of thing, so our hobbies match.”
Ha-eun noona smiled happily at my sudden, unrelated question.
But that face didn’t last long.
“Should I make it so you can never go there again?”
Twitch, twitch, twitch, brrr…
“Heh… hehe…”
Noona’s expression was more relaxed than I had ever seen before.
Her whole body was trembling, and she was about to make an ahegao face like in a manga.
“Junseo, you, you…?!
“Do you like it that much? Should I make you walk around the club building with your face exposed and wearing the same clothes as in that video? Yeah, that’s a good idea. Let’s show off your tattoos and whip marks too. I don’t know what kind of face you’re making in the club, but it would be good to reveal that you’re this kind of woman. Ah, can you invite me to your chat room now? I’ll post all the pictures.”
“T-there? Junseo?”
“Who’s Junseo? Don’t go to school smiling like an onahole. It’s disgusting.”
“Hit, heh, hee, eek, eugh…”
Noona’s face was pale, but her expression still looked happy. She was being forced to do something she absolutely didn’t want to do, but she was happy. Her pussy was writhing more violently than ever before, and her hand was naturally reaching for her phone. She knew that giving it to me would be a disaster, but she couldn’t help but give it to me. She knew that her entire college life, including the image she had built up, would be over, but her master was her priority. Noona told me to quit being human, but in reality, she wanted to go back to that kind of life.
A pet.
An onahole.
A toy.
A slave.
Or something less than that.
A woman who had lived that kind of life.
───Noona wanted me to order her to do the worst thing she couldn’t choose for herself.
“Eugh, aha, eugh…”
“Noona, I’ll ask you again. Do you like the club?”
“I do, I do…”
“And me?”
“Of course, I like you…”
“Which one do you like more?”
“Junseo, you…”
At those words, I smiled with just my lips, just like my father.
“Then you don’t need ‘this,’ right?”
“Yeah…”
I grabbed the phone with noona and touched it without a second thought.
That alone was enough.
My first step in quitting being human.
It started with completely ruining noona’s college life.
