Chapter 30 – Episode 30
I took vitamins.
I wore my new sportswear. It was extremely tight.
I bought it in a small size on purpose. If I lost weight, I would become baggy.
‘Let’s do our best today too.’
Let’s live hard.
You can do it.
She left the dormitory with her eyes fixed on her phone. She checked KakaoTalk. There were KakaoTalk messages from several people all night long.
First, I checked Park Ha-yeon’s KakaoTalk.
[Park Ha-yeon: If you work hard today, the exam will finally be over.]
[Park Ha-yeon: What are you doing? Are you doing something dirty while thinking about me?]
[Park Ha-yeon: Now?]
[Me: I hope you do well on the test.]
[Me: Do you mean something dirty?]
[Me: I was so tired that I passed out.]
[Me: I’m working out.]
[Me: Emoticon]
Jinseong replied and asked, ‘Hayeon, isn’t this just frustration?’
[Are you thinking dark thoughts?]
[You thought something dirty, right?]
[Aren’t you doing something dirty?]
[My body is hot]
This is because the words, actions, Kakao Talk, and inner thoughts had sexual nuances.
Why does Park Ha-yeon show sexual nuance to herself?
‘It’s because I feel more comfortable.’
Like a mother-in-law who doesn’t know how women feel.
Jinseong simply thought, ‘Because we got to know each other a lot,’ and passed it on.
I didn’t even think about the word ‘sex appeal’.
Then, I checked Lee Myung-ho’s KakaoTalk.
[Lee Myung-ho: Mr. Jinseong, have you read the book you recommended?]
[Myung-ho Lee: I recommend reading author Papya’s book Omnivorous multiple times. It is full of valuable cultural knowledge and will serve as a foundation for reading activities.]
[Lee Myung-ho: After Omnivorous, you can read author PP’s book on justice. A sense of justice will be established. You will vaguely realize what is just and what kind of person you are.]
[Lee Myung-ho: Next, you can read the book It’s Okay to Be Hated. You will be able to make choices entirely by yourself and for yourself, rather than choices made by others.]
I scratched my cheek with my index finger.
[Me: I bought all the books my brother recommended reading. I haven’t read it yet because I’m busy. I will read it slowly.]
[Me: Thank you so much for recommending a good book ^^]
Ha-yeon Park’s words that ^^ looks old came to mind.
[Me: Emoticon]
[Me: Emoticon]
^^ Was a habit.
When I wrote ^^, I felt embarrassed for no reason. I sent a series of cute emoticons that I received as a gift from Park Ha-yeon.
[Me: I went jogging. I just want to run for an hour.]
[Me: Myungho, have a fun and happy day ^^]
[Me: Emoticon]
[Me: Emoticon]
I think habits are terrifying.
Then, I saw Kim Gwang-woo’s Kakao Talk.
[Kim Gwang-woo: Jinseong-ah, Jinseong-ah, couldn’t you have trusted your brother just one more day?]
[Kim Gwang-woo: It’s 740,000 won! Today I ate a whopping 740,000 won through Toto!!!]
[Kim Gwang-woo: haha!! Haha740,000 won profit!! Haha,]
I shook my head left and right.
I stuck out my tongue.
“The dog stops pooping…” …”
Among the old sayings, not a single one was wrong.
“Gambling addiction is terrifying.”
It was Kim Gwang-woo who had firmly pledged to quit Toto.
In less than a day, I ate my resolution.
Rather than envy, the boasting of winning 740,000 won did not make me feel more pitiful or sad.
“He’s a legend. “I have to cut my losses.”
I completely closed my heart.
[Me: Congratulations ^^;;]
I responded politely. You can’t read it.
He closed the KakaoTalk window, thinking that he should stay away from gambling for the rest of his life.
Simple stretching helped relieve my stiff body from the night. He ran slowly. He started running in earnest.
‘Of course, morning jogging is my favorite. It’s the most healing.’
Jogging had a very high level of satisfaction.
‘Good for diet… I also gained stamina… Become healthy both physically and mentally… I feel refreshed… Hope rises…’
I smiled.
Did it run for about 40 minutes?
– What are you doing, brother?
A call came from Choi Ayoung.
It seems like it happened.
“Ha, ha, running.”
– You are truly sincere.
“Ha, this is the life I’m living. Whoa, I should live a good life sincerely.”
– That’s amazing.
– Should I try exercising too?
– Seeing my brother makes me want to exercise.
“Ha, exercise, hoo, good.”
– I like it. I need to exercise.
– Did you read the book yesterday?
“No? Ha, I didn’t read it. Phew, I got stretched out while on the phone with you.”
– Should I read general books instead of comic books?
– Can you tell me about the book your brother bought?
– I want to read it too.
“Uh, I’ll send it to you later via KakaoTalk.”
– Do you know that the sound of your breathing right now is very sexy?
– Why? Why do I want to see your face?
– I hope next weekend comes quickly.
– No. Would you like to meet again this Sunday?
I was on the phone while jogging.
‘I’m happy.’
The satisfaction of jogging + the pleasure of a phone call with the opposite sex = the happiness formula itself.
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‘Ha, I completely failed the test.’
Ha-yeon Park let out her sigh.
‘Ugh, I guess I’m really crazy.’
I was not good at studying.
‘It doesn’t really suit me and my studies.’
I studied hard, but the results were always disappointing.
The same goes for assignments.
Even though I worked hard on the assignment, I could not escape the harsh evaluation.
‘Why am I so ugly? I’m not very smart, my motor skills are mediocre, and I’m a bit picky, so I don’t have many friends…’
It was not true.
‘Ah, I’m upset. It’s annoying. I’m stressed. It won’t work. I need to exercise. ‘Exercise is the best when you’re depressed.’
There was nothing like exercise to change my mood.
It took my sweat away. Tightened her muscles. Washed in warm water. My low self-esteem and deep depression flew away like dust.
She drank ice water.
‘I feel refreshed.’
The complexion became brighter.
Grumbling.
Ha-yeon Park opened her drawer.
‘What underwear should I wear today?’
I decided to meet Jinseong in the evening.
‘Should I wear something standard? Or should I wear something sexy?’
She rummaged through the drawers.
She found underwear she liked.
‘Hmm, is this too erotic? Is this too provocative?’
Stop.
The action stopped. I narrowed my eyebrows.
‘Why am I choosing underwear? ‘Isn’t it just drinking with a pig?’
It was unconscious.
It was a woman’s instinct to look pretty to the man who was looking at her.
‘I could get into trouble while drinking,’ she thought unconsciously.
‘It’s annoying.’
I guess I should wear it casually.
I didn’t want to impress the pigs. I don’t want to wear underwear because I care about it.
But against her heart and against her pride, it took her more than 30 minutes to choose her underwear. I don’t know how many times she put it on and took it off.
Park Ha-yeon stood in front of the full-length mirror.
“Too… Is it sexy… ?”
It was thin black panties.
The panties stuck to her skin and clearly highlighted her buttocks.
Big buttocks compared to the body, strong thighs, and clear ax marks. It looked healthy, attractive and lewd.
‘Should I wear something else?’
I bit my lip.
‘No. Just wear it. I’m just going to drink anyway, and it’s nothing to show, so who cares if it’s sexy or not?’
Next, I chose her clothes.
Unfortunately(?), The clothes were not much different from the underwear. It took more than 30 minutes just to choose clothes.
I lay down on the bed.
‘Recently… Is it because of stress? ? Is it because that day is coming soon? ?’
My body feels strangely hot.
It feels like my skin is getting warmer.
The sexual desire that had been sleeping deep inside crept up and tickled his body.
I definitely masturbated yesterday, and my lower abdomen was itchy again. To be more precise, I started to feel itchy from the moment I picked out the panties.
Park Ha-yeon did not realize that from the moment her liking increased, she began to warm up very slowly.
Ha-yeon Park’s left hand went deep inside her panties.
Gently.
While rubbing.
She picked up her cell phone with her right hand.
[Me: Hey, what are you doing? Do you work?]
I sent a KakaoTalk message to Jinseong.
“…”
She waited, but there was no reply. It seemed like he was busy.
“Tooth…, Sincerity pig…”
I’m trying to put the phone down.
KakaoTalk has arrived.
But it wasn’t the KakaoTalk she wanted.
[Jang Min-jun: Hayeon-ah, the exam is over, right?]
[Minjun Jang: You really had a hard time]
[Jang Min-jun: Would you like to meet later?]
[Minjun Jang: Don’t you think you were stressed because of assignments and exams?]
[Jang Min-jun: Let’s meet and have fun and relieve stress. :)]
I didn’t even reply because it was annoying.
‘However… Pigs these days… I feel like I’m getting more handsome every day.’
In the past, the word ‘pig’ was often used.
Now I can’t even use the word ‘honmot’.
‘Will Mr. Sulky Pig do something dirty while thinking about me?’
Maybe you will? I’m sure it will. No, I had to do it.
“Hmm♡”
My breathing became rough.
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Park Ha-yeon left on time.
She came out 15 minutes early.
Jinseong was already at the appointed place and waiting.
“…”
She came closer.
Park Ha-yeon’s steps toward Jin-seong stopped for a moment.
She had no choice but to stop.
“Oh my… My waist…”
Her elderly grandmother was carrying her waste paper when she fell.
He grabbed her waist. Waste paper was scattered on the floor.
A glance.
Passersby glanced at her grandmother.
However, everyone just looked at them and did not hastily approach them.
“Elder, are you okay?”
Jinseong approached.
“Are you in a lot of pain?”
“Oh my, it’s okay.”
“Be careful. “It’s getting cold these days, so the floor is slippery.”
I helped her grandmother. She neatly gathered the waste paper lying on the floor and fastened it with her string.
“Thank you so much.”
“No. “Walk carefully to avoid falling.”
Ha-yeon Park had no choice but to look at the situation half-fazed.
Even though the situation was over, and her grandmother had completely disappeared from sight, she could only stare at her true nature.
‘Brother is… Really… Really… I think he’s a good person. He seems like a good person, just like my dad.’
In Park Ha-yeon’s opinion, her true nature was a diligent, upright, and warm person.
She cheered for his diligence without even realizing it.
I gained confidence in his upright moral sense.
His harsh personality melted into his warm heart.
‘Brother is…’
My thoughts were clouded. I woke up from my thoughts.
Our eyes met. Jinseong was momentarily entranced by her beauty. She then smiled brightly. I shook her hand.
“Hayeon.”
Jinseong has arrived.
“Why are you so pretty today?”
I was told that I was pretty dozens of times a day. Some days, I heard it over a hundred times.
You only feel good when you hear good words once or twice. After listening to it dozens of times a day, I couldn’t help but become calm.
Actually, it was annoying. I was bored. Even when I was told I was pretty, I wasn’t impressed at all.
By the way.
“You idiot. “Don’t call me pretty.”
I was excited.
I was shaking. I was excited. I didn’t know that the word pretty was such a sweet word. Furthermore, I found out about it for the first time today.
“Chii, from now on you can’t say you’re pretty. Absolutely prohibited.”
I couldn’t make eye contact.
[Likeability: max]
[Affection level: 1]
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Park Ha-yeon’s likeability.
It was 96 yesterday. It was just 98. The moment you say she’s pretty, it’s 100 at once.
I took max. Affection was created.
[Likeability: max]
[Affection level: 1]
Affection.
It was a feeling of like, a heart of affection, a heart of love, etc.
Increasing affection meant deepening feelings.
‘Affection is created? Hayeon is finally starting to see me as the opposite sex.’
I was dazed.
I certainly didn’t expect that affection would develop all at once.
But the dazed feeling was short-lived. The surprise was short-lived.
‘Park Ha-yeon of the world is starting to see me as a man?!’
I’m happy.
‘Goddess Park Ha-yeon considers me as a love interest despite my shortcomings?!’
Excited.
‘I, who was a loser, was trying to win over the arrogant Hayeon?!’
I was uplifted.
It felt like planting a flag on the top of a tall mountain.
“Hayeon.”
“Why?”
“It’s pretty.”
“Hey? “I told you not to tell me I’m pretty, right?”
[Affection level: 2]
“You look so pretty in my eyes.”
“…”
[Affection level: 3]
I carefully held her hand.
“Let’s go.”
“Let go of your hand.”
“You don’t like it?”
“It’s not that I don’t like it…”
[Affection level: 4]
“Look at your cold hands. Couldn’t you have worn gloves?”
“…”
“I think your hands are gorgeous. Pure white and thin.”
[Affection level: 5]
“Are you cold and hungry? Let’s go quickly. I’ll buy you something delicious.”
[Affection level: 6]
I held her hand and walked.
[Affection level: 7]
Pure white snow fell.
