Chapter 386 – 43. A Man Who Goes Alone, a Man Who Goes Together (8)
43. A man who goes alone, a man who goes together (8)
Some may criticize her for being too happy, but to be honest with her, when I receive Chae-gyeong’s fella these days, I feel the distance between her and me. Not the distance of the mind, but the distance of the body, to be precise, the distance of sex skills. Maybe I’m not aware of it because I’m myself, but my sex skills and sex skills, including caressing skills, don’t seem to have improved at all. She has changed to the point where I can’t recall the shy girl she was.
It’s not that I didn’t doubt it. As a human being, I also get anxious and have strange delusions. What if Chaekyung really has another partner and is good at it? If a middle-aged man I didn’t know taught her sex, saying it was to satisfy her boyfriend, as in a pornography or manga, Chae-gyeong, who was deceived by it and learned this and that at first, said it was for me, gradually became more and more tinged with pleasure and became sincere. What if you accepted vaginal cumshot?
And when the thought got to that point, I deliberately decided not to think about it anymore. If you imagine that Chae-kyung is cheating on her – whether she intends to do so or not – her chest feels like she’s going to vomit and her head is so dizzy that her vision is blurred. I deliberately stopped imagining it as it seemed to tempt me to cross the line of my heart that I should not cross. I stopped doubting and decided to just be a fool.
If you think logically, the possibility of Chae-kyung cheating is infinitely close to zero. She’s never the type to cheat and lie to others, especially never, never the woman who would betray me. Leaving aside the category of love, she thinks that someone deserves to be treated as she deserves because Chae-kyung is obsessed with ‘fairness’ – although she doesn’t seem to realize it herself. At least she was like Chae-kyung, whom I have known for over ten years. And with that fragile personality of hers, can you imagine that she would casually hook up with me while cheating with another guy, frankly?
Rather, I felt guilty every time I thought about it. It was painful to doubt Chae-gyeong, but at the same time, the thought of it was so exciting that I couldn’t help but feel guilty. The delusion she once had comes back to haunt me every time I lose my guard, and the content gets worse as the number of times increases. As I kept substituting Chae-gyeong for the actresses I saw in porn, I don’t think I’ll be able to anymore, so I don’t even watch porn anymore. All raunchy cartoons with even the slightest objectionable content were deleted. I masturbated less and less often, and except when I was with Chae-kyung, I could not satisfy her sexual desire… Ah! Was that why I was so weak to Junhee!
When I think about it, I am a little afraid of this road back home. It’s late, Jun-hee will be at home alone, so I have to go in quickly, but my steps keep slowing down. I wish Junhee would sleep alone. Even if it’s not, I hope you don’t seduce me for nothing. Fortunately, today, thanks to Chae-gyeong’s enthusiasm and sincerity, she has almost no sexual desire, so even if Jun-hee does something wrong, I will be able to stop it. Perhaps.
When we entered the house, the living room where we drank and played was tidy. There are some dishes or food on the table that haven’t been put away yet, so I put them in the sink and put them in the refrigerator, but I hear the sound of running water from the bathroom. Only then does he know that Jun-hee, who was invisible, is there.
Half relieved, half anxious. It’s fortunate that you don’t have to be uncomfortable with Junhee as soon as you enter the house, but the bathroom is like a landmine to us, and just thinking about it fuels anxiety. The best choice I can make is to organize everything here and go into my room. Go to sleep quickly and keep quiet until Grandpa and Mom arrive tomorrow so Junhee and I can secure each other’s safety. The expression safety feels a bit like that, but it’s true that each other’s chastity is safe.
I finish washing the dishes with a clatter, leave the kitchen, pass the living room, and go to my room, when the sound of the bathroom door slamming startles me. Did you wash everything out? I just pretended nothing was wrong and continued walking.
“Brother.”
“Uh? Huh?”
I was discovered. Jun-hee doesn’t seem to have any intention of letting go of her brother who tried to pass by secretly. Now that I’ve called, I can’t help but look back, so I turn my head toward the bathroom. There, through the crack in the slightly open door, was my younger sister, who was so cute that the word cute was not enough.
“My back itches.”
“…So?”
Junhee pursed his lips. It seems like you are blaming me for saying that when you know everything.
“I’m sleepy so I’m going to go in and cut it.”
“Can’t I just push my back?”
Back only? Go into the bathroom where naked Junhee is and push her white back? It’s fortunate that the initiative and choice are on my side, but it’s dangerous to be naked with my sister in the bathroom anyway.
“Push me once. Then I won’t bother you anymore.”
Said roundabout as a nuisance, but we know what that means. Junhee already noticed with that clear head that I was trying to avoid her, so it seems she’s taking her own steps to finish her job. Maybe it was a chance to hang out with her brother one last time and put an end to our infidelity in a moderate way.
“Are you going to just wear clothes?”
“Yeah, it doesn’t matter.”
I’m thinking of buying insurance just in case. Junhee answers as if it really doesn’t matter. Yeah, nothing like this is a big deal. Although our bodies may have grown a little, the fact that we are still ignorant children does not change. You just have to wash your little sister’s back and never see each other naked again. I entered the bathroom door that Junhee had opened and removed the clothes from my arms and legs. Like me before, this time Junhee is sitting in the bathtub.
Pure white body. Smooth back, arms and legs. Joon-hee’s damp skin looked cleaner, either because it was dark outside or because it was bright inside the bathroom. How many men in the world have tried to touch my sister’s skin once. I shouldn’t have thought like this, but I may have enjoyed a great privilege by receiving this and that from Junhee.
But now you have to give up that denial privilege. We are not beasts, nor are we thunderbolts who do not know the laws of heaven. Today, touching the smooth back of my little sister will be the last try, and the love that is not love will come to an end.
“How about a towel?”
“Don’t do that, wipe it with that. Use body cleanser.”
As Junhee ordered, I put on something luxurious and cute gloves and brought the body cleanser next to me. After receiving the shower head, he sprays warm water on his brother and starts rubbing his back. I can feel my little sister’s back through the glove. Looking at it now, my physique, which is small for a man, is slim and delicate. Junhee’s body is thinner and finer than Chaekyung’s fine lines. Is it because she is a brother or a man that makes her strangely jealous of her other man who might have her someday?
“Brother.”
“Huh?”
“I… Need to rest.”
“Uh? Uh, yes.. I’ll just spray this with water and leave.”
“No. Don’t go out It still itch.”
What is this again
“It just… Just needs a moment…”
If I don’t go out, Junhee won’t be able to go to the toilet. I don’t know what you’re thinking. But my doubts were answered, quickly, in less than a minute.
[Squirt]
The sound of water droplets splashing in the bathtub can be heard. The sound of the water hitting the bathtub filled with water that barely submerged my ankles echoed through the bathroom. I couldn’t say anything, I couldn’t do anything. There was nothing I could do other than sit quietly behind Junhee and quietly listen to him. Jun-hee put me, her brother, behind her and spread her legs slightly to urinate on her.
“…”
At first, the sound of the younger sister urinating, which was washing, gradually weakened, then cut off, and then a stream came out again, and then I could hear it coming to an end. I was at a loss for words and, unable to say anything, I tried to calm my confused mind, stiffening my whole body.
“Ha…”
It doesn’t even reach me, but I feel Junhee’s sigh warm. I almost asked if I was cool without knowing it. I can’t judge what is right or wrong in a situation that goes beyond my understanding. Can I just wipe Junhee’s back and leave as if nothing happened? Or should I just run out of the bathroom right now? Really, do you even joke like an empty-brained idiot? I don’t know. No one tells There was no such situation in training!
“Brother.”
“Uh! Huh? Uh!?”
Junhee’s calm and warm voice sounds frightening.
“I, wipe here.”
“What??”
My sister says nothing as if nothing is wrong.
“You peed. Wipe it off.”
Then he gets up from her seat, steps across her bathtub full of his own urine, then turns and sits on the other side of her body. I forgot to even turn my head or avoid looking away at the naked body of her younger sister who appeared in front of her.
“Here, wipe it.”
Junhee spreads her legs in front of me. In the middle of the slow opening, you can see the red, delicious, and delicious-looking small flesh. Junhee’s place was as small as her body, and the shape of her body was beautiful. The small pink lips are full of the charm of a girl. The beautiful shape, which can only be seen in pictures, seemed to symbolize Junhee’s innocence. How could a child with such a pretty, clean pussy spread her legs in front of a man? It is impossible. Even against my older brother!
