Chapter 358 – 41. First Cum, First Serve (1)
41. First cum, First serve (1)
Ga-hye, who had fallen to the bottom that day, was able to finally throw off all the chains and restraints that had bound her and move on to her new life. It would be difficult to say that she was right in her actions and attitude, but she had no fear in hiding her past. There was no such thing, she was happy about it, and she hypnotized herself that she didn’t exist. It would have been nice if she could forget about it comfortably, like a hypnosis controlling herself against her will, of course, but she tried anyway.
Although she is Gahye, she is not shy, so at first she couldn’t wash away the guilt. She hides her past and welcoming her new boyfriend is her deception about him and her self deception itself. However, when she sincerely thought about what she was doing for herself and what she was doing for her partner who had confessed to liking her, she realized that it would be more selfish for Ga-hye to tell someone about it. I thought it was work.
Why did she listen to Ki-young? Why did she last do that with an animal? All of those actions and history were sacrifices she made to make the things she went through not exist, to bury them. But if she ever comes and tells her truth, everything she endured will be reduced to ashes.
This too is a deception. No one in the world is true to everything. Hiding, well-coordinated, and showing others only what you want is a human relationship. After all, no one wants to know that Hye-ga enjoyed exposure and had sex with dogs at night. She doesn’t want to know or ask, but it’s no different than a nuisance for her to come out and say it.
She will never be able to move forward in her entire life if she continues to cling to the past. Seriously, forever. If you have to cut it off someday and live her life, why not now? Take off her bullhorn as well, cut it off sooner and forget it sooner, so she will have a future too. Of course, it’s painful to keep deceiving others, but it’s not something you can’t do if you think it’s never happened.
Yoon Joo-yul. A high school junior of hers who has been confessing to her. It is a bit ambiguous whether what I feel when I see him is really love. In the first place, she was Ga-hye, who had never felt passionate love before, so she wasn’t sure if this little pounding was what it was.
But she sure is pounding. I feel happy when I see him, and I feel ashamed when someone finds out how happy I am. Shame on you. He’s funny even when he thinks about it. I’ve lived my whole life without knowing that kind of feeling, but I never imagined that I would be thrilled to see a man. Even for a man younger than himself. Did he have such a taste for himself? I don’t know either.
They decided to date, but the feelings between Gahye and Juyul were not in a flat balance. Zhu Yul showed her crush on her honestly, without hiding her self and her heart. On the other hand, she did not love Gahye enough to say that if she was not this person, she would not be. There were things that unconsciously bothered him about the past so far, and he may have watched him, but he needed time to deepen his feelings because he hadn’t recognized him properly.
Still, it was true that when we were together, I was embarrassed, excited, and my heart raced. When I secretly crossed my arms, I wanted to bring my body closer to him, and when I held his hand, his hot body heat felt like the sunlight melting the snow on a cold winter day. Because of her strange nature, she was the first to wake up to her physical pleasures, but since she was new to dating and love, her mental stimulation was approaching intensely one by one.
And Ga-hye’s bashful appearance was not new to her alone. Even though she had known her for so long, Chae-kyung watched in amazement at her blushing and hesitating next to her man. Her friend, who was like her boss, bows her head in shame at the words of her junior. The strange sight beyond her freshness left her speechless.
On the other hand, her junior brother, who was sitting next to her, was intent on teasing her. Even to him, this kind of friend’s appearance was nothing new, but maybe it was a man’s instinct, Jun-hyung was teasing this new couple hard while not crossing the line. It seemed like they were enjoying a double date even though they met by chance.
Still, she was chatting well, so Chae-kyung, thinking that it would be okay to leave her alone with the men, asked Ga-hye to go to her bathroom. Neither of them had the style to put on makeup, but there was no reason for them to take time to catch their breath while checking their condition in the mirror, so Ga-hye followed her friend and got up.
“Let’s go to the bathroom.”
“What are you going to do with it?”
Junhyung smiles again and asks. In his playful face, he couldn’t see the helplessness he had felt days before. Did you even overcome it? But no one here will know what he went through.
“Women have things like that.”
“Look at you pretending to be a girl just because you have a boyfriend. A nobleman who would even boil a gorilla with his bare hands… Uuk!”
In the end, Ga-hye, who couldn’t stand Jun-hyung who was trying to make fun of herself, put her headlock. She’s not saying it for nothing, her strength is really amazing. Even if it’s not a gorilla, it seemed like she could boil Jun-hyung with her bare hands. Watching the two casually having such skinship(?), Joo-yul laughed awkwardly, and Ga-hye hurriedly untied her arms and went to the bathroom with her face blushing.
“Ugh… Stop it. What are you doing with your boyfriend, all the time.”
Chae-kyung pinches Jun-hyung’s forearm, who is barely breathing, and scolds him.
“Ouch. Sorry. How many times do you get a chance like this? I have to make fun of you now. I can’t tease you if you start not being shy anymore.”
Haha… I knew it, but you’re really close.”
At Joo-yul’s words, Jun-hyung felt sorry for showing off his friendship with Ga-hye in front of his boyfriend. When Chae-kyung left the place in pursuit of Ga-hye, he apologized to Ju-yul.
“Sorry. But it’s the first time I’ve ever seen something like that. You seem to really like it, you.”
“Ah.. So I’m ashamed too, hyung.”
“Don’t worry. I won’t tease you.”
There was quite a warm air between the smiling Joo-yul and him. He could feel that, though he was saying this and that, in fact, he genuinely cared for his friend. Ju-yul took a sip of water while reflecting on himself for being a little jealous of Jun-hyung. He vowed to become a confident boyfriend to his older senior.
“He-do you remember him?”
“Who?”
Chae-kyung asked Ga-hye in the mirror as she stood in front of the sink washing her hands.
“My motive for knowing a swimmer.”
“Ah, he. Huh. Why?”
“The swimmer has time on the weekend…He said he’d see you at his house.”
“House?”
After a brief pause, Chaekyung continued.
“They say that when they see you outside with a girl, the entertainment reporters and the paparazzi rush at you so much. That’s why, personally, when I meet someone, I tend to invite them over to my house.”
“And! House! You say you go to Jeon Young-mo’s house? It’s honey!”
“Uh? Are you okay?”
Ga-Hye answered while turning her head and looking at Chae-Kyung with a happy expression.
“Doesn’t it benefit? There is no chance in the world to go to a former players house!”
“Oh yeah? Isn’t it a bit But it’s the house of a man I don’t know…”
“Ah~ You’re a celebrity and an athlete. Not going anywhere pervert home. Jeon Young-mo must have a girlfriend.”
“Ah, yes. It was.”
Chaekyung looked a little embarrassed. However, Ga-hye understood why she reacted the way she did, but she couldn’t relate at all. Isn’t it a great opportunity for her to meet her own idol and see her even go into his personal space.
“If you’re worried, let’s go together~”
When Ga-hye crossed her arms around her friend’s, Chae-kyung was a little worried.
“Even so… Lee Yul-i, so my motivation is that the three of us go together. Because he’s awkward with you…”
“Hmm. I guess so. Then Lee Jun-hyung would rather…?”
“They say that it can’t be that much.. I think they said they would go over there with just the three of them.”
It’s a bit regrettable, so I won’t bite my appetite again. Chae-kyung felt her heart grow heavy and asked her.
“I’m going? If you’re going… Can’t you keep it a secret from Junhyung and your boyfriend?”
“Uh? Is it really necessary…?”
“Junhyung doesn’t like being involved with my classmates… But telling your boyfriend and hiding it from Junhyung…”
“Hmm…”
Two female college students seriously contemplating in front of the bathroom door. Ga-hye, however, did not know how heavy Chae-kyung’s heart was or what she was hiding, so she thought briefly and nodded her head.
“So what? I’m going to have a fan meeting for a while anyway, so what~”
“Yes.”
Chae-kyung knew that the affair with Yi-yul would not end so easily and simply. But unexpectedly, she could end up without incident, and she couldn’t tell Ga-hye her anxiety she was harboring, so she just nodded her head.
After leaving the bathroom, the two sat next to their boyfriends again. But they already had secrets they wouldn’t tell their lovers. There was a difference that someone took it lightly and someone took it more seriously, but the two shared the same secret and committed the same crime. However, the appointment had already been set, and the second hand continued to move towards that day.
