Chapter 240 – 33. Holy Night (2)
33. Holy Night (2)
On Christmas day, Chae-kyung and I came out on the street long after dinner. The original plan was to be together all the way from Christmas Eve to the day, but because of that day, the time with her was rather awkward. I even bought a gift for Chae-gyeong with my part-time job salary that I saved up by paying an advance, but it’s hard to find the timing to give it. After persuasion, she obtained Chae-gyeong’s consent, but after that, she only showed a cold side.
It’s not that I didn’t regret it. I thought many times that I was insane because I was mad with sexual desire. She has a pretty and lovely girlfriend like Chae-kyung, but what kind of wealth did she insist on having a threesome? In fact, it was because I fell for Lee Yul’s instigation. My goal was to maintain this relationship in a normal (?) Way.
Of course, I listened to him because I was afraid that if we didn’t listen to him, the twisted interest rates would really drive us to catastrophe. However, my true heart was telling me that I wanted to have sex with Chae-kyung and Yoon-jung at the same time. Like an idiot, the thought that Yi-yul had stolen half of Yoon-jeong disappeared from my head before I knew it, and I was just hoping that Christmas would come quickly.
Besides, Chae-kyung and Yoon-jung weren’t the only ones with a twisted relationship. Yesterday, Christmas Eve, Junhee came into the bathroom where I was washing. In fact, every time I washed my face after that day, I had expectations, no thoughts, that Junhee might come, and it wasn’t every day, but really Junhee came to wash my back again.
Yesterday, she rubbed my back slowly with her bare hands, saying that pushing with a towel hurts my skin. You can call me crazy. But no matter how young I am, how can I not get an erection when a pretty 20-year-old girl like Junhee touches my body with her bare hands? Even Junhee and I were naked no matter how much we covered our eyes with blindfolds. Maybe I am also the image of a woman in a novel like La Novel. If you talk harem things, some people will laugh at you, but her sister comes over to wash her body, and her girlfriend and lover agree to have sex together. It’s a bit difficult to tell if it’s a woman’s clothes or a woman’s clothes, but I’m sure I have something.
Another city a bit far from my town. Chae-kyung and I didn’t say anything until we got into the taxi together and got off. She didn’t have much to say. Perhaps she didn’t want to talk to Chae-gyeong either. We just stood quietly by the side of the road. Put your gaze on the air and be still, still, not moving.
Then, very slowly, Chae-kyung’s hand touched mine. As her warmth grew stronger, she gently held her hand in mine. Still we stood staring into the air, but a different air swirled around us. When Chae-kyung opens her mouth, her breath becomes white frost and disperses in the air.
“Are you really okay?”
“…I want to ask. Are you really okay, Chae Kyung?”
Chaekyung didn’t answer and closed his mouth again. As Lee Yul and Yoon Jeongi’s silhouette approached from afar, she spoke again.
“After today, it might not be the same as before. Are you okay though?”
“…”
I thought for a moment and opened my mouth.
“As long as it’s okay with you, my heart won’t change. I will always love you.”
“…”
Chaekyung thinks for quite a long time.
“Me too, I love you too. But I will never forget this day.”
Maybe I won’t forget either. Even if we get married and have children and live happily ever after, or even if we break up in discord, blaming each other, we will never forget this day. I don’t know yet if my choices were wrong, but this will definitely change everything. Before I knew it, Lee Yul came and stood in front of us.
“Merry Christmas. It will be awkward for each other, so I won’t talk too much. There is only one thing to keep. Junhyung Lee, don’t kiss Yoonjung.”
“…”
I haven’t heard of such a rule. But it doesn’t matter. Because I’m not stupid enough to kiss Yoon-jung in front of Chae-kyung.
“If you kiss me, I will get it back too. Then, the three of you, have a good time. Tomorrow is also a holiday, so let’s meet here again tomorrow morning. I am going home.”
Lee Yul turned his back and walked away from us without any regrets. It’s getting harder and harder to understand him. Judging from what he said at the time, it seems that he doesn’t really have a tendency to fall in love. Although Yoon-jung was originally mine, can he leave the woman he got his hands on to have sex with another man so easily? It’s like someone living in a different world than me.
As I was soaked in that feeling, Chae-kyung gave me strength in the hand that held me. When she turned her head, she was still glaring at Yoon-jeong with eyes that were colder than today’s weather. It was even a little regretful to see Yoon-jung, who was much older, shy away and avoid her gaze.
“I… Shall we go?”
I first talked to Yoon Jeong-i. Obviously, the most important thing to me is Chae-kyung, but now, for some reason, I felt like I had to look at Yoon-jung. Trying to ignore the cold chill I felt next to me, I took my steps while watching Yunjeongi nodding her head.
A restaurant with a nice atmosphere. Cozy lighting. Soft, soothing music and warm food. All of this could be said to be optimal for couples celebrating Christmas, but it was just uncomfortable for Yuri and Choi Hyuk. The fact that the European course meal that goes into your mouth can only feel the chewy taste of rubber tells you that the two are not feeling well enough to deceive their taste buds.
Recently, Yuri’s boyfriend came in late and left early every day. As an academy instructor, he used to go out around lunchtime, but these days, he left home at 8:00 am and returned at 11:00 pm, and sometimes after 2-3:00 pm. Yuri couldn’t understand Choi Hyuk’s changed routine. Why is an academy instructor who has just completed his college entrance exam been so busy?
Even when asked, Choi Hyuk did not give a proper answer. She keeps talking about academy work, academy job, and she also works at the same academy. You can tell that it is not because of school work in 5 seconds after going to work. Her boyfriend, who she lived with, was very blatantly lying to her.
Even if this happened when nothing happened, I would be offended. How is Yuri’s situation right now? She is a rape victim and continues to be threatened. Since that day, her authority has never violated her again, but instead he has consistently forced her Yuri to come to her gym. Fortunately, he was repeating only normal PT without physical contact, but he is a rapist and Yuri is a rape victim. Just being in the same space scared her and made it difficult for her to think normally.
In such an unstable state, even the boyfriend is hiding something from himself and lying. If Yuri said it wasn’t hard, she would be lying. The aftereffects of that night were not as strong as she thought, and because she had a strong mentality, she was able to be normal except for going to the gym while working straight.
So today, Christmas she was looking forward to. Perhaps Choi Hyuk was preparing something for her Christmas. It won’t be a solution to Kwon Dong’s problem, but if it relieves her anxiety and pleases her in another direction, at least her heart will be a little more at ease. But until now, he’s just acting the same as usual. No, he was more terrifying than usual.
All day long it seemed that his nerves were elsewhere. It’s to the point where I doubt it’s cheating now. The restaurant was also a boring place to go to every anniversary, and from the start of the outing to the entire meal, the conversation was in silence. In the end, Yuri, who couldn’t stand it, openly argued with him and listened.
“Brother, what are you doing these days?”
“What.”
He doesn’t even look at her, he just eats her rice.
“I come in late every day, and I leave 3 hours early in the morning even though it’s not the rush hour. Don’t you lie to me that you’re at school? What are you thinking about today? Are you listening to me properly?”
“Uh. It’s because it’s a school job.”
“What are you talking about, what the hell! Even if I ask the director, he says nothing is wrong. Do you think you wouldn’t know that I work at the same academy? Why are you lying to me so openly?”
“After…”
Choi Hyuk’s sigh made Yuri lose his temper.
“You! Do you know how I feel these days, how I live these days!? How miserable and difficult I am, but should you do the same!? Even oppa… Even oppa should make me miserable!!”
“Hey, hey, Yuri.. Calm down. Calm down and listen…”
“Listen? What do you hear! Did you listen to even a single word of mine these days!? I don’t need it all, I don’t need it all! Don’t contact me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
The restaurant’s attention was focused on them, but Yuri didn’t care. She lifted the small platter from the table and threw it forcefully back onto the table before she grabbed her bag and ran. As she opened the door to the restaurant and ran out, she bumped into another couple, but she immediately got back up and ran into the street. There was nothing like Choi Hyuk’s voice calling her from behind her. Because he is such a man. Because he’s a guy who doesn’t scream or shout in a crowded place like this. Yuri ran because she hated it to the point of shuddering. Damn it damn it
