Chapter 235 – 32. Cross (8)
32. Cross (8)
The start of a new week after the weekend with Junhee. Chaegyeong and I went to the motel all three days Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday. We had sex every day while doing nothing in the large room, which we had avoided because of the perception that we were only going for each other’s bodies. I don’t know if my skills have improved or Chae-kyung has become more perceptible, but Chae-kyung is very clearly and clearly delighted with sex with me. It’s something to brag about, but on Tuesday, I made Chae-gyeong go once with her hands and once with sex. Chae-gyeong nodded her head when I asked if she had gone even though she was shy, and her answer was proof of that.
I was happy. I was very happy. I was having sex with my girlfriend every day and my sex skills were definitely improving. I loved my girlfriend and my girlfriend loved me. The words, the attitude, the caress, the touch, all assured that she loved me with all her heart. But after three pleasant days, on Thursday, a terrible thing happened.
To be honest, I struggled a little bit, but Chae-gyeong suggested sex with me today as well, as if she had literally tasted the ‘taste of a man’. And I had no other options. Before dinner again, we went to a nearby motel and had a hot time.
However, my world was indelibly scarred by a couple I ran into while I, exhausted from doing my best, and Chae-kyung, who seemed a bit lacking this time, came out. Yi-yul and Yoon-jung were walking into the motel arm in arm.
The four eyes met and Chae-gyeong and I froze. We didn’t even breathe at the spot, we just stayed still and didn’t even move as we looked at the unexpected two people we never imagined we’d meet here. Now that I think about it, I don’t think Chae-gyeong had any reason to be so surprised, but she later said that she was very surprised that someone like the professor would meet Yi-yul.
As for me, she almost passed out on the spot. At the moment, so many thoughts swirled in her head that she felt like she was about to collapse. Why is Yoon Jung-i with that guy? How did that guy do Yunjeong? These days, I have been treating Yoon Jung-i too negligently. Is it my fault Yoon Jeong-i betrayed? Why? The girlfriend Lee Yul said was Yoon Jeong-i? She said that Yoon-jung loves me. Dozens of unorganized thoughts come to mind and then disappear, shaking my brain.
Yoon Jeong-i quickly ran away from Yi-yul, but the figure holding his arm did not disappear from his eyes. She didn’t look particularly happy with her expressionless expression, but her body was firmly attached to him. As the three of us didn’t say anything and just looked at each other, Lee Yul, the center of the incident, started talking to us with a smile.
“Hey, that’s hot. Are you already doing it? No matter how short the days are, they are fast~”
“…”
When no one answered, Yiyul grabbed Yunjeongi by the shoulder and pulled him toward him.
“I told you last time, my girlfriend. The love of teacher and disciple. Isn’t that dramatic?”
“Uh, how…?”
Chae-kyung asks first before me. It was so unexpected that her voice was full of doubt. However, instead of answering properly, Lee Yul dragged Yoon Jeong-i forward and blurted it out.
“Ai~ Let’s talk about something else in front of the motel. We’re busy people too, so I’ll talk about it next time, not today. We are also going to have fun~”
I wanted to grab his arm and stop right now, but I couldn’t do that in front of Chae-kyung, so I had to let Yoon-jung go. He couldn’t even make eye contact with Chae-gyeong, fearing that he might give Chae-gyeong a clue. I could feel their gaze on me, but I had no choice but to avoid it. In the current situation, I am not a man who has lost his lover, I am just an ordinary person who meets a couple of acquaintances by chance. I should never have expressed the agitation in my heart.
We couldn’t stay on the first floor of the motel blankly, so we walked outside. An awkward air flowed between me and Chae-kyung. I was afraid that I would look weird if I stayed like this, so I pretended to be nothing and started talking.
“What is it. It was a very unexpected… Couple.”
“…Huh.”
Chae-kyung, who answered, looked very upset. She was honestly amazing, but did she have any reason to make Chae-kyung feel bad?
“Are you okay? I don’t feel… I don’t look good.”
“Huh? No… Yes. Actually… That professor. I thought that professor, Junhyung, was flirting with you…”
In an instant, my heart skipped a beat.
“Me, to me? Why to me?”
“It’s just… A woman’s intuition. That’s why I didn’t like it very much, but I was just… Misunderstanding people…”
Maybe he felt guilty for the fact that the person he hated inside was actually innocent. Even if a stranger next to her breaks a plate, she is the one who feels sorry for her, so she must be uncomfortable with the fact that she put down a useless person. But what really bothered me was me. He wanted to escape and return to the motel, saying he had something urgent to do right away. But I can’t get my head around what to do. Should I find the two of them by knocking on each motel room? What if I find it Tell Lee Yul about my relationship with Yoon Jeong-i and take it away? If Lee Yul’s personality did that, he would tell Chae-gyeong everything right away.
There is no proper way. I didn’t want to let his hands dirty the woman who was mine, but there was no real way. But I couldn’t sit still. While thinking about the method, I suddenly realized that we entered the university without thinking. The first schedule was to come out of the motel and have dinner, but honestly, I wonder if I know what I’m eating now whether it goes into my mouth or nose.
“Hey, Chae Kyung. Are you going to eat dinner?”
“…Why.”
Oh, this doesn’t work It’s very cold. Her intuition is also incredibly powerful here.
“No, I am hungry too. What should we eat?”
I feel really sorry for Yoon-jung, but my relationship with Chae-kyung comes first. When I think of Yoon-jung being beaten by Lee-yul… I get really angry and want to chase her down and beat her to death right now, but above all else, Chae-kyung comes first. Even if I clenched my teeth and vomited blood, I couldn’t lose Chae-kyung. First of all, I finish the meal quickly while watching her notice, and she should send Chae-kyung first and go back with the excuse that she left something behind at school.
Obviously, as her relationship with Chae-kyung has stabilized recently, it is true that her feelings for Yoon-jung have weakened, and it is also true that she has neglected her. We didn’t contact each other properly and I can’t remember the last time we saw each other. But that didn’t deter her. Yoon Jeong-i is still my second woman who is beautiful and charming. Wasn’t she, in fact, the first person to abandon virginity? She was a lot older than me, she knew very well that she had her past and that she wasn’t the only woman for me, but she still didn’t break off her relationship with me, but she couldn’t stand being hugged by another man. Does not exist.
Especially if the other person was Yi-yul who had been teasing Chae-kyung and Yoon-jeong all along. It’s horrifying to imagine that the woman who was mine was taken away by such a bastard. But at the same time, thinking of Yoon-jung being raped under Lee Yul’s ugly face, I got an erection without even realizing it.
It’s not like I haven’t seen this kind of porn before. The porn folder on the computer, to the point where there are all the female office worker series on business trips. But I always moved into the person who took it away, never the person who took it away. But what is this reaction of my lower body?
My unholy delusion accelerates out of control. Yoon Jeong-i exposes the naked body she gave me in front of Lee Yul and is rubbing her entire body. It’s not as much as her Chae-kyung, but her big breasts are violated arbitrarily to the extent that their shape changes. Yoon-jeongi opens her mouth slightly and exhales a hot breath, and Lee-yul kisses her mouth…Just like I did…Strongly.
“Are you listening to me?”
“Uh. I am listening.”
“…”
Just got back to reality. What a relief to sit across from her. If she had found out that she had a sudden erection here, she would have been caught in Chae-gyeong’s tip and suffered immensely. I tried to stop her delusion and focus on Chae-gyeong’s words, but the image of Yoon-jung in the distance in her mind did not leave.
At least for me, I came to the bus stop after finishing the meal, which was extremely embarrassing for me. She was so impatient that she wanted to go back to the motel right away, but now Chae-gyeong is ready to shake her to the core if she makes a clumsy excuse. A calm flame that burns calmly. Chaekyung is scary. Very scary.
You have to change your thinking. Because I’m not the only man who had sex with Yoon-jung. Just as I had sex with Chae-kyung while dating Yoon-jung and had sex with Yoon-jung while dating Chae-kyung, how can it be that Yoon-jeong only had sex with another man while dating me? What bullshit is this my brain is weird I keep trying to think nonsense. Ever since I was delusional about Yoon-jung having sex with Lee-yul, I keep having strange thoughts. Yoon-jung having sex with Lee-yul. Later, having an orgy with fellow students from other departments. Having sex with men I don’t know, and finally eating Yoon-jung together with me. I watched too many porn and manga. A twisted sexual desire keeps wriggling inside me.
“…Today is strange.”
“Me? No… I kept thinking of Professor Kang and Yul Lee from earlier.”
I answered half true, half false. Because it was true that I remembered the two of them. Chaekyung still looks at me with cold eyes. What the heck should I do It was too late to stop Yoon-jung from having sex with Lee-yul. By this time, I would have already done everything and left the motel. If that’s the case, the correct answer would be to focus exclusively on her so that Chae-gyeong doesn’t find out, but that doesn’t work out. Of course not. Because my girl slept with another man.
“Honestly, I was a bit surprised. As you said, the two of you aren’t the type to do that, are you?”
Pretend that nothing is wrong as much as possible and spit it out indifferently. Will my acting really work for Chae-kyung?
“It was, it was. I was also very surprised, so I was strangely surprised…”
I guess it worked. Instead of her doubts about me, Chae-kyung started talking about herself. Now we have to chime in for a moment and think of other moves. Is it because the delusion I had earlier was too stimulating, or has my heart for Yoon-jung really cooled down?
