Chapter 109 – 20. Alcohol (5)
20. Alcohol (5)
In the end, Jun-hyung did not come to Yoon-jung’s house. Also, there was no contact until evening. He left himself alone and went out to drink with his girlfriend and said how much fun he had so much fun that he didn’t even go to school and woke up at sunset. Whether he really had her hangover or was deliberately ignoring her, Yoon-jung resented her beyond bad mood. Instead of despairing over his own miserable situation, he began to hate Jun-hyung.
The mindset that it was okay to be second was gone, and he hated Junhyung for prioritizing Chaekyung over himself. Of course, he still had blind love for him, but he made him forget that he had pushed himself into this situation because of the resentment that he shouldn’t have been treated like this. In the first place, she was a person who could not be satisfied with the second time.
Lack of affection, accepting that a person whose mind is stable only when someone gives me attention and love is the next best thing to others was absurd in itself. Either she poisoned her heart and took her Junhyung away, or she should have given up cleanly. However, Yoon-jung, who becomes servile in front of the object of her affection, made her a promise she could not keep.
Cunningly, she was angry at herself for being dissatisfied with her own promise, ignoring the root cause of her dissatisfaction. She, an adult old enough, could be content with a second. If only one thing had been met well. Of course, it was sexual desire.
At first, my love for Junhyung was bigger, so it didn’t matter if he didn’t do well. There was also a vain expectation that his skills would improve as time passed. However, he himself told Junhyung that his skills don’t improve that easily, but once or twice you’ll get a feel for it. He wonders if he is compatible with this person and whether this man is a male that can satisfy him.
Junhyung was small there and the shape was plain. I have almost no skills and my stamina is not very good. There wasn’t a single element I didn’t like. When the bean pods were used, it was enough just to hug each other, but now that affection is lacking, more things that can be said to be good are needed.
In addition, due to a series of recent events, repeated bans and neglect of her, she needed a way to relieve her accumulated stress. There may be many people who do not, but one of the representative ways adults relieve stress is alcohol. Yoon-jeong ordered a chicken at her house and sipped her beer while binge eating alone.
Bad things come in through the gaps in the mind’s weakened boundaries. It must be that she wants to receive a call on her ringing cell phone. Yoon Jung-eun, who was weakened by Myeong-jin’s temptation, took her phone call while muttering, “I don’t know, she doesn’t know.”
“Why.”
– Are you at home now?
“Uh.”
Yoon-Jung-Eun replied with a cold mind with the mindset that she should be. However, she must have mistaken it for a cold-hearted shot, but Myung-jin hesitated and finally brought her to the point.
– I’m on my way to your house after buying chicken right now… Can I go?
“What are you talking about, really?”
What the hell is Simbo asking if he can go when he has already bought it and is already coming? I wondered if he was a human with a sane way of thinking.
“I can’t, so turn it off.”
Yoon Jeong-eun said she was 40 times harsher than usual and hung up on her. Now she’s mad, not because the man is starving. Her masturbation doesn’t necessarily need Myeongjin, and if she wants sex, she really just goes out and grabs any nice guy. She wasn’t the kind of girl she was, but she was pretty damn good now.
But after a few minutes of watching TV while eating chicken again, her bell rings. When she checked her intercom just in case, Myung-jin was standing there with a servile expression. In her hand, she holds an envelope that appears to contain chicken. When I saw his smiling face, I was very angry. She turned off the intercom and didn’t open the door.
Then the bell rings again. This feeling, that familiar feeling. That feeling of never going back unless you open the door. Myung-jin has a tenacious side to people, so even when she rejects that she doesn’t like Yoon-jung, she continues to follow, pursue, and cling to her. In fact, it was rather surprising that she hadn’t come to see her since school broke up this time.
Yunjeong sighed deeply and took him home. Seeing that she was wearing her face, Myeong-jin glanced at her, saw the liquor and chicken in her living room, and started talking as if she knew everything while laughing at her.
“I understand that. All lonely people are the same.”
“What? Do you want to be kicked out?”
Looking at Yoon-jung fiercely shooting at her, Myung-jin, who became discouraged again, put the envelope on her table and took out chicken and beer from inside her.
“This is what you liked.”
“I already did it.”
Yunjeong pointed at the chicken in her living room with the tip of her chin. The chicken she ate often since her dating days. As long as he bought the same thing as hers, the value of her Myungjin would fall even further, but he didn’t look at all intimidated, rather confidently pointed his chicken at her and said.
“This is a combo.”
When Yoon-jeong laughed at the sight of two grown adults comparing chicken to each other, Myung-jin relaxed and brought her food to the living room, and she naturally brought her own tableware from her kitchen. In this appearance of Yun Jeong-eun, she sometimes feels the nostalgic feelings she once felt, but as much as she basically hates Myung-jin, she still decides to show a cold attitude.
The two quietly drank beer, ate chicken, and occasionally exchanged words while watching TV. The atmosphere was more comfortable than expected, and Myung-jin tried not to hurt her mood. When I got drunk to a certain extent, I slowly remembered what I had done with the man sitting next to me, but it wasn’t to the point where I was in heat like before.
Instead, Yoon-jung was fine, and her heart was a little heavy as she remembered her days when they were dating. Still, when this man next to him only looked at himself and loved only himself, every moment they were together was happy, but how did the two of them, and how did he end up in this situation? In fact, the root cause of her is that Myung-jin treated her badly, but as always, the feeling of longing goes beyond her logic and rationality.
As she put down her beer can while thinking about her, Myung-jin came a little closer to her side. Yoon Jeong-eun Even though she noticed his movements, she just pretended not to know. Even these days, this man is sending videos of himself masturbating. He must have come even today for a purpose that is obviously not pure. As soon as he was aware of that, Yoon-jung was a little shaken.
Although Myeong-jin was not a great relationship expert, she noticed from her many years of experience that her mood had changed as she kept quiet. But it’s clear that she still hates him, and this is her home ground, unlike the inside of her car, and he must move carefully. Yoon Jeong-eun She doesn’t say harsh words unless there’s something that makes her very angry. She’s polite and cold-hearted, she’s not the type to use abusive language or violence. If she tells you to get off the phone, she’ll tell you something happened that upsets her quite a bit.
“What happened today?”
“It doesn’t matter to you.”
But his judgment seems not to have been very good. Yoon-jung turned on her beer brewing again with a cold face, while Myung-jin had to quietly watch the TV.
After some time, Myung-jin decided to change her strategy. Before she could win her sympathy by digging into her affair with her, she decided that she had to flatter her with her flattery. However, if you openly flatter her, you will be caught by her sharp touch.
“It was like this often in the past… I was really happy when I thought about it, but I am a real asshole.”
“…I know.”
There is a reaction. A guy who doesn’t know the importance of this reaction is so important that he doesn’t deserve to be in a relationship. What’s scarier than malicious comments on the Internet is no replies, and what’s scarier than getting angry when talking to a woman is no response. At least if you get angry, you’ll answer, so there’s room for conversation. Myungjin glanced at her face, took a sip of her beer, and continued talking to her.
“It was really nice to meet you that day. Of course, I did that, but just meeting you was enough for me…”
“Noisy.”
But again, the judgment was wrong. No wonder she brought up a subject she was trying to avoid commenting on, and only got her glare. Myung-jin decided to eat chicken in silence and just quietly watched TV. However, as expected, Yoon-jung, who seemed angry at first glance, was thinking about that day again. Of course, the displeasure was still stronger than other emotions, but honestly, it would be a lie if I said that sex wasn’t one of the many thoughts I had from the time I brought Myung-jin into her house.
Two chickens in front of two men and women. Judging by her slender figure, Yoon-jung did not tend to eat a lot, and Myung-jin was still a fairly large eater, but half of them were the limit when eaten with beer, so there was quite a lot left over. Yoon Jeong-eun She was full, but she wanted to get a little more drunk, so she drank more beer. Seeing her continue to drink without complacency, Myeong-jin thought that another chance had come, but decided to be more cautious due to her series of failures.
“Do you want to drink wheat?”
“Did you buy soju?”
When he nodded, Yunjeong thought for a moment before ordering him to bring soju. Approaching her table, Myung-jin took out two bottles of soju from her bag, then took out something from her, put it in his pocket, and went back to the living room. The two of them rolled wheat the way they often drank, and when he handed over the glass, Yoon-jeong drank it at once.
“Drink slowly.”
“Noisy.”
After answering bluntly, Yunjeong held out an empty glass to him. Myeong-jin rolled her wheat again and gave it to her, pretending to be happy on the inside but worried about her on the outside. After drinking all three cups of wheat in a row, Yoon-jeong felt a little better at the rising drunkenness.
“According to.”
“Yeah~”
Myung-jin’s silly pranks are a little fun now. No matter what his intentions were, he was trying to lighten his mood now, and it didn’t look too bad. Maybe he can go back to the way he was before. He accepts his apology, begging for forgiveness eagerly, and although it will only be for a while, he may be able to become a lover with him again and enjoy a brief bliss. But after that, another inevitable catastrophe will befall them, and now they will be left alone with no hill to lean on. It was the worst case scenario for Yoon-jung.
However, if you change your way of thinking, you can say that Yoon-jung is actually in a pretty good situation. There is also a way to remain as Junhyung’s second, receive his affection and seek opportunities, and solve the lack of affection or desire in the meantime through Myungjin. It would be like crossing her legs, but since she doesn’t love Myung-jin, it’s enough to think of her as a human-shaped dildo. It’s a relationship where no one needs to blame anyone, but it’s stupid to only care about yourself and suffer from pain.
When she thinks so, Myeong-jin sitting next to her looks a little different. He went from being an unsightly ex to an opportunity to unleash his lust, to a man who will serve himself.
