Chapter 308 – Magical Girl (40)
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Silence—not.
Fainting—I don’t think so.
There is consciousness. It’s also not about bruising.
Eunbi Joo was clearly breathing with her eyes open.
His intelligence is no different from that of other people, or rather, he has an excellent brain that is far above the average level, and he continues to be active while retaining his intellectual ability.
Motor nerves and mental emotions are also good.
In other words, she is fine.
However, somehow, I felt a sense of discomfort when I saw Joo Eun-bi lying down.
How can I say that she has no presence?
It feels like it doesn’t exist even though it’s clearly there.
In a word, there is no pretense of popularity.
—Humans and objects are different.
When you’re in the same space with other people, you can’t help but feel that you’re a popular person.
Even if the person doesn’t say anything or move at all, a strange sense of touch that I don’t know what it is detects that there is a person nearby.
But Joo Eun-bi was not like that.
She assimilated into the surrounding scenery like an object, like a book or a piece of paper, and gave no pretense of popularity.
It was because her self was empty, like a very small candle about to go out.
Hoyoung Kim said, holding up her personality jelly.
The jelly was so big that even if she used both her hands, she couldn’t hold it all in.
“How are you feeling, Joo Eunbi?”
“? I don’t know what it means. No problem. Because nothing much happened.”
An answer that doesn’t feel vital at all.
It felt like I was talking to a machine.
“No, no. Nothing much happened. Don’t you remember? “Don’t you know what this jelly is?”
“It’s my personality.”
“Oh, right. The values, personality, dreams, honor, love, friendship, etc. That you have built up throughout your life so far. In the end, all the foundations of the person ‘you’ are condensed here.”
“I know.”
Eunbi Joo blurted out indifferently, like a student listening to her boring lecture.
“Actually, I told a lie earlier. You said you didn’t know how to put jelly inside your body, right? That’s false. Just swallow this with your mouth and your personality will return to its original state.”
“…”
An expression that shows no interest.
There is no response.
Hoyoung Kim brought the jelly to her mouth and tempted her.
“Do you want to eat this?”
“No.”
“Why?”
“Because there is no reason to eat it.”
“Why isn’t there a reason? You can get back what you lost.”
“… …”
As expected, it looks like he is not interested.
Joo Eun-bi became very calm after the jelly came out.
People are greedy for what they like and avoid what they dislike.
However, the current Joo Eun-bi had no sign at all.
For example, when Korean people live abroad for a long time, they naturally miss Korean food.
When I find kimchi in a foreign restaurant, I feel a sense of joy.
It is a natural preference formed while being born in Korea and growing up as a Korean.
However, if all the sensations and experiences of eating kimchi, as well as childhood memories and anecdotes related to kimchi, are washed away like vegetation swept away by a flood, the preference disappears and only indifference remains, just as foreigners are not impressed by the sight of kimchi.
Joo Eun-bi’s condition was exactly like that.
There is nothing I like or dislike, so I can only remain calm.
I was able to fully understand what the jelly that Hoyoung Kim was holding was.
I’ve heard it explained many times, so unless you’re an idiot, you can’t help but understand.
I know, I know, but that’s just it.
There is no emotional turmoil.
It’s like looking at your own hair cut off at a beauty salon and knowing ‘that was once a part of my body’ but not feeling much emotion.
Just as when a hairdresser sweeps up what was once a part of my body with a broom and throws it in the trash, there is no shock.
Even though her personality, which she could call “Herself,” Had fallen away, Joo Eun-bi remained calm and cool.
No, she was so detached that it would be better to say she was just indifferent.
Hoyoung Kim asked.
“How do you feel now? My personality has completely disappeared?”
“I don’t feel anything in particular.”
“Aren’t you angry, feel aggrieved, or want to get revenge on me?”
“… ? Like I said, I don’t feel much. “I don’t even know why you’re asking that question.”
“Hmm… I see. Then, would you like to receive this jelly?”
“Yes.”
Joo Eun-bi took over the personality jelly.
At that moment, surprisingly, she heard a voice that seemed to echo within her jelly, as if her original personality had come into contact with her body and resonated with it.
〈Hey!! Eat me now!! Eat me!! Didn’t you hear what I said? You can get her personality back by eating the jelly! 〉
“?”
Eunbi Joo tilted her head with an expressionless expression, as if she wasn’t particularly interested in her own voice.
The voice of her original personality was heartbroken and appealed even more earnestly.
〈Eat, you bastard! You are me! I am your personality! I am you! So listen to me! Right now you are no better than a puppet! You can’t live like that your whole life, right?! Come eat me!! Please!!〉
“… “
Joo Eun-bi did not react.
She just stood there holding the jelly.
Hoyoung Kim said, pointing outside her door.
“Is there a bathroom around the corner? “Do you want to throw the jelly down the drain there?”
“Of course.”
〈 No way!! Don’t do it! Don’t do it!!〉
Eunbi Joo walked out without paying attention to her screams of fear.
As she entered the hallway and lost sight of Kim Ho-young, she thought this was an opportunity and her original personality began to persuade him in a more friendly and gentle tone.
〈Eunbi… Eunbi? You are me We are the same person. So, you should listen to me, not Kim Ho-young, right? Huh? 〉
“… “
There is no answer.
The steps did not stop.
Joo Eun-bi quickly found the bathroom.
〈 Hey… No, right? No, right? Since Kim Ho-young isn’t here, there’s no need to pay attention to him, right? Why on earth are you doing this? Really… Hey! Please answer me! 〉
“….”
She still had no answer.
The drain cover was clogged.
Eunbi Joo kicked the lid with the top of her foot and opened her hole.
〈 Hey!! What are you doing! You really me… No, right? You are me, right? Yes? If you abandon me, you will never again… You can’t go back to the real you! Please… Let’s at least have a conversation. Huh? Say something back! 〉
“….”
Eunbi Joo bowed her body.
Her jelly started to fall down.
〈 You crazy bitch!! Please remember! You! You will never lose! I will never disappear! You swore you would never disappear! But why!! Seriously, all your memories have been erased? 〉
“No. “I remember.”
It was Joo Eun-bi who finally opened her mouth for the first time.
〈Well then! Then why? Is it because you’re scared of Kim Ho-young? Honestly, even if I secretly ate the jelly and reabsorbed her personality, how would Kim Ho-young know? She can just pretend to throw it away! Why do you honestly follow Kim Ho-young’s orders? 〉
“Just.”
〈… Ha?〉
“And you’re too loud.”
Joo Eun-bi dropped the jelly on the bathroom floor and turned on the shower.
〈aaaaa!!!! Such an idiot!! Fool!! Idiot!!! Why are you doing such a foolish thing with your own hands?! Why!! 〉
“As expected, it’s noisy.”
The mushy semi-solid substance let out a mournful scream and was sucked into the drain hole in a whirlwind shape.
After a while, the bathroom became very quiet.
After completing her mission, Joo Eun-bi returned with a calm expression.
Hoyoung Kim patted her on the shoulder and praised her, saying she did well.
“Wow, you really abandoned it? Now there is no way to get her real personality back. Your personality is probably mixed up with old junk and flowing somewhere. How do you feel?”
“? I don’t know how to answer. “I don’t think I can feel this kind of emotion.”
“You mean there is no feeling of victory or defeat?”
“Yes.”
Snap!
Kim Ho-young slapped Joo Eun-bi on the cheek for no reason.
Eunbi Joo fell to the ground with her lip broken, and her neck vertebrae sprained.
However, regardless of the actual extent of her injuries, her expression was extremely calm.
“Do you wonder why I hit you?”
“No.”
“Usually people are curious. It’s normal to react like, ‘Why are you hitting me all of a sudden?’ Or ‘It hurts!'”
“… “
Eunbi Joo just dusted herself off and got up again, but she wasn’t excited.
This time, Hoyoung Kim placed her hands on her left and right breasts.
As expected, there is no response.
She kneaded her breasts like kneading dough.
As expected, there is no response.
“I’m sexually harassing you right now, how do you feel?”
“Not really… If you want to do it, you can do it. Why do you keep asking me what I think?”
“Usually women don’t like being sexually harassed. When they receive training from me, they like it and ask to be touched more. “I guess you’re neither one nor the other.”
Kim Ho-young was amused by her fresh reaction and took her adult product, a nose hook, and hung it on Joo Eun-bi’s nose.
And with her hand mirror, she showed herself like a pig.
“What do you think?”
“It’s so ugly and ugly.”
“Right? How do you feel when you see yourself like this?”
“Nothing in particular.”
“Ah~ I’m embarrassed or embarrassed. “You probably feel like you hate me for tormenting you or something like that.”
“There is nothing like that.”
Kim Ho-young slapped Joo Eun-bi’s butt.
Although her buttocks were red and swollen, Joo Eun-bi remained calm.
“And… You, the guy who used to be a bundle of desires, have turned into a pure white blank page. No matter what I do, there is no response.”
After the training was over, it was the first time that she didn’t ask for sex.
I think I discovered something new again.
Even though I’ve fucked so many women, I’ve never had unresponsive sex.
