Chapter 144 – Deficiency
#144.
‘I think I’ll live now.’
After finishing her bath, Priscilla sighed quietly as she was attended to by her maids.
What she went through today was a great shock to her. It was because she never dreamed that Sergio would do such a thing.
To be loved is a joy.
Especially to her, who had not been loved by her countess for ten years.
But she knew exactly what would happen if that love went too far.
And I just saw with my own two eyes what the ideal form of love is.
‘I’m envious.’
I remembered how Gaon treated the two women in front of the graveyard and right in front of the room.
Ha-yeon, who was happy with her purring every time he rubbed her neck, and Cho-rin, who completely relied on her and regained stability as if he had put down all her worries and worries when he caressed her back.
She is a happiness she has never felt before.
I guess so. At this moment, the memory of being held by Gaon passes by.
‘It felt good…’
The unknown drug was obviously a drug that would kill people, but it had an effect similar to that of an aphrodisiac.
Maybe that’s why she climaxed with the simple stimulation of her rubbing her lower belly.
In making relations with her countess, she repeated the act without any personal feelings, only for the procreation of her heir.
So she was neither good nor happy.
It was just full of her unpleasant foreign body sensation and pain.
Compared to him, Gaon’s touch was soft and warm. She is so cozy that I want to fall asleep in her arms like this.
Fortunately, Gaon didn’t seem to notice, but she became an unforgettable memory for her for the rest of her life.
She wanted to feel that happiness again.
She wanted to be happy, truly loved and not just out of necessity.
However, this is a feeling that should not be hoped for.
Priscilla Barrymore. Wasn’t it clearly engraved in her own name? What kind of status did she have, and what kind of man did she marry.
But she shouldn’t be greedy for a man like Gaon. It’s such a shameless and shameless act.
Thinking of him still standing guard at the door, I naturally smiled.
Under the care of the maids, I changed my clothes and sat down on the bed when I heard a knock.
Smart.
-His Excellency has arrived.
My heart was beating loudly.
I thought that she was obviously possessed by Calidora and didn’t care about her, but it was a little late, but she came anyway.
That made it even more complicated.
It felt like reprimanding her for holding feelings in her heart that she shouldn’t have. An unknown feeling of guilt surged as it seemed to remind her once again of the circumstances of her already married life.
She swallowed her saliva with difficulty, as if a thorn had stuck in her throat, and she opened her mouth.
“… Take it in.”
As she gave permission, her count entered.
Beside him were two escort knights and a female wizard wearing a robe.
I was about to get up, wondering what was going on, but the count stopped me.
“Just sit down. I just wanted to check something.”
“Thank you for your consideration. But if you want to check…”
The Count looked at Priscilla with blurry eyes, then turned her head and gestured at the female wizard.
“A wizard secretly hired by the Mage Tower. … From now on, I will check whether you are pregnant or not.”
“… Are you pregnant?”
As she tilted her head in puzzlement, the Count said as if asking something obvious.
“Of course it wasn’t because of this incident. If you are pregnant with Sergio Lebreman’s child, you must act quickly.”
“Uh, what is that… ! I had no relations with Sir Sergio!”
“… Still, wouldn’t it be better to do a test first? In case you don’t know.”
Priscilla’s eyes trembled.
No matter how unloving she was, even though a woman with her husband’s relationship was about to be forcibly raped, she couldn’t help but come to see if she was pregnant.
Not to mention, she didn’t seem to believe it at all, even though she had given her explanation.
Priscilla wondered if her count’s trust in herself was only this much, and she bowed her head in her dejection.
“… Follow your heart.”
Any more time she has here will only raise unnecessary suspicions. So, it was good for her to just give up and get tested.
At her words, the count gave instructions to the wizard.
“Begin the examination.”
“Yes, Your Excellency Count.”
The test wasn’t too complicated. All you have to do is scan the womb through magic. Only the fact that there is no semen in it can prove her innocence.
Even if her name was cleared just like that, the wounds she received now would not heal at all.
‘What did I do for 10 years?’
That’s 10 years.
Even though so many years had passed since the Count and her married couple, the trust between them was only at the level of collapsing.
No, maybe she already knew.
However, in order not to realize her own misery, she simply turned away, saying that she had no choice but to do so because she had a good reason.
Priscilla desperately held back her tears.
After a moment of patience and pain, the wizard finished checking and opened his mouth.
“There is nothing wrong with her wife’s body.”
“Right. Good job.”
As the sorceress stepped back, the Count looked down at Priscilla for a moment, then she turned away.
“Good job. Please rest in peace. Let’s just go.”
“…”
How insensitive can we be to say that people should rest in peace after cutting their hearts like this?
Priscilla kept her head down until her Count left her room and she said nothing.
Clap-
The door closed, and only the ticking of the clock ticked quietly in the room.
She was in it, staring blankly down at her floor, when the door suddenly opened again.
Raising her head, she saw Gaon.
“I’m sorry for coming into your room on your own.”
“Gaonkyung…”
“Is there anything you want to ask of me? Anything is fine.”
The dam he had built up in Priscilla’s heart collapsed at the blunt, clumsy yet warm consolation.
“Black… Whoops!”
Tears rolled down his cheeks and wet the floor. As she cried as she watched the red carpet dyed even deeper, footsteps echoed.
Raising her head in the shade that stretched upward, Gaon, who had come right in front of her, stretched out her hand and wiped away her tears.
“There is nothing wrong with Priscilla. He must have been unlucky.”
“Ugh! Hehe… Am I unreliable even when Gaon-kyung sees it? Are you such a hard-to-believe person?”
“No. It’s not like that. I trust you.”
A word of trust. Those words that anyone can say touched her heart.
“Flaw… , Uhhhhh—!”
In the end, Priscilla could not stand it and wept bitterly and buried her face in Gaon’s chest.
She feels a tight embrace and wraps herself around her waist as she burrows into her arms like a child longing for her affection.
“I, I did my best. I did everything I could to make the Count like it, and in order not to be told that I was greedy, I gladly welcomed Calidora when she came to her mansion. I didn’t say a word I didn’t like after the accident in order not to cause unnecessary worry, and I didn’t show any extravagance unless it was absolutely necessary. By the way, but why do you hate me so much? I didn’t even ask for love! I just wish I could have treated you normally! But why…”
“Are you okay. Everything is fine Priscilla-sama isn’t bad.”
“Black… , Uhhhhh… Me too, I want to be loved too. I want to give you a warm hug me too… I want to be happy…”
For over an hour after that, she confided in her tears and regrets.
The emotions that had been locked up in the box in my heart for 10 years burst out at once due to the Count’s actions.
Priscilla, who continued to flow her words until her throat was hoarse, added to the aftermath of her incident in the morning and her current mental exhaustion, and she eventually fell asleep exhausted as if she fainted.
Gaon made her comfortable, put her on the bed and covered her with a blanket.
As she tossed and turned, wiping her red, swollen eyes with her handkerchief and tidying up her disheveled bangs, she soon sighed comfortably and fell asleep.
She thought as she gently stroked Priscilla’s cheek.
‘I’m greedy.’
She said she wanted to make this woman her own.
***
Late night.
Priscilla, who was fast asleep, woke up.
She rubbed her eyes and stood up, looking up at the brightly rising moon outside her window, then pulled herself up.
Memories of her before she fell asleep flashed by.
Count’s visit. Pregnancy test. Gaon’s appearance. Explosion of emotions. And warm consolation.
It was embarrassing to see her clinging and crying like a child for her age, but thanks to Priscilla, she realized what she wanted.
‘I want to be happy.’
No one wanted to be unhappy, but she wanted it more strongly than ever.
Even more so because she knew what it took to be happy.
Priscilla wasn’t sure if she was right about this, but she couldn’t stop, even if she was despised by someone, even if she was despised.
She summoned her maid through her call bell, and subsequently instructed Gaon to be brought.
Throbbing.
My heart started beating fast.
After an eternity of waiting, Priscilla saw Gaon open the door and come in. Priscilla got off the bed and approached her.
“Gaon-gyeong. I have a favor.”
“Yes, I will do any request.”
Her eyes, full of worries and concerns, give her courage. Putting aside her fears that she might be rejected, she finally opened her mouth.
“I… Please impregnate me.”
“… Yes?”
Priscilla looked at Gaon, startled, and undid her shoulder straps, along with her cardigan slung over her shoulders.
The light nightgown dress slid down—and before long, a beautiful female body was revealed.
Priscilla whispered, holding her body close to Gaon.
“Give me your seed.”
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