Chapter 203 – Nothing Works…
“Huh~”
Today, unlike other days, I took a taxi to school by myself and was preparing for the first class in the classroom.
It’s embarrassing to sit alone for the first time in a long time…
Han Chae-young and Shin Ah-young suffered from me until 3 a.M. With intense sex the day before, so now they are resting at home…
And I went to sleep hugging my younger sister with my tired body, and at the sound of the alarm, I had no choice but to go to school alone, and now I’m lying face down on my desk until the professor arrives, making up for my lack of sleep.
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“Brother… The professor is here…”
Ah···
I just closed my eyes for a moment… 15 minutes had already passed…
“Ugh…”
“You slept late yesterday…? Why do you want to die like this…”
“Somehow…, Anyway, good morning…”
“Hehe… Hello~ oppa…”
So Jung-yi, who always avoided Shin Ah-young and settled down far away, took her seat right next to me as soon as she confirmed that Shin Ah-young was not around.
“Can I sit down with my friends? “
“It’s okay… By the way, the two people who were always together don’t seem to be coming today…? “
“You must be very tired…”
Although it’s because of me…
“Ummm… Then you can stay with me all day today. Hehe…! “
Sojung-i glared at me disapprovingly for a moment, then quickly relaxed and opened her mouth with a smile like that.
That’s how the professor started calling attendance, and at the same time as class started, I lowered my head and started to doze off as soon as I saw the letters of the fellowship…
“Brother… Class is over… I have to go to the next classroom”
” Omg···! “
Crazy···
I guess I’m really tired
“I will rest at home today…”
“Uuuuueuuuuu can possible capable of seeing my brother can only be at school, and it is too much…]
“···I’ll make time for it somehow. “
After class on weekdays, she started working part-time at a cafe near her, so we could see each other only on weekends, except at school.
And even that, because I was spending time with her younger brother on the weekends, the time I spent with her was getting shorter…
“Shall I take you to work after class today? “
” Great···. Please wait there with me until I get off work…”
Ummm… There’s nothing to do anyway, so let’s settle down and sleep in a cafe
“Yes~”
” Uh···? Really···?! “
As if she hadn’t expected me to answer in this way, the surprised Sojung looks at me with her eyes wide open.
Then, she crosses her arms around me and clings to me… Sojungie, realizing that she is still in school, falls in a hurry…
It’s really cute…
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Ah… It’s a dream…
After finishing all the classes, I settled down in the corner of the cafe where Sojeongi worked, took a sip of the sweet chocolate frappuccino she brought, and slowly fell asleep.
“Hehe~ Jieun and Jiyeonie~ You know that mom loves you the most in the world, right? “
Still at this time, when her mother was giving me love as well as Jiyeon…
It was a very poor family, but I still think this time is the happiest memory…
This happy memory… I can’t say enough when I see that I still remember my distant childhood…
On the afternoon of the 20th of August, when I was 5 years old…
Yes, this is the right time…
From this point on, my mother starts to treat me coldly…
Of course, at first, I wondered if I had done something wrong, so it was at this time that I started helping my mother with the usual household chores such as laundry and cleaning…
I wanted you to see me like that and praise me…
And, to see if those actions had their own results, my mother started to teach me how to clean in earnest, and in the kitchen, from washing dishes and small dishes…
To me, it was still cold and like a mother, but I had hope in my mother who told me what to do one by one, and eagerly tried to understand and learned even at a young age.
When I think about it now, it helped my life, but in the end, it was an opportunity for me to do almost all the chores in the house in the past…
Another one···
Around that time, the frequency of quarrels between mother and father increased…
The reason was that I was the cause
“Aren’t you being too hard on the author these days…? “
“···If you are 5 years old, the author must have grown up enough, so you have to be strict~”
“At the age of 5, you’re still a kid, why are you like that…”
Even my father, who had taken care of me like this, started ignoring me and treating me coldly after about a year or two, just like my mother…
Ah… That’s right, seeing my younger sister relying on me, my parents treated me kindly once in a while, asking me to take better care of my younger sister.
And as time went by and my head got bigger little by little, I accidentally found out why even my father hated me…
“That’s our kid…?! Aren’t you cheating on someone else and raising that kid?! “
“What are you talking about… I’ve only had you from the beginning until now…”
I fell down while playing by the stream with my younger brother, so I went home to apply medicine for a while… But for some reason, the two of them were fighting with their voices raised.
So, frightened by the appearance of such two people, I stood in front of the front door and overheard their fighting conversation.
“But you and I don’t look alike at all…!! Does this make sense…?! “
“Huuuuu we might get angry too… We got drunk a lot you… I’m really only you…”
After that, my father’s ‘ぅ-! ぅ-!’ Cries were heard on the street, and I cautiously went outside and returned to my brother.
And within a few days…
I still can’t forget this terrible situation
At that time, our family was sleeping together on a futon in a large room…
At night when my father couldn’t come home because of work, I turned off the light to sleep next to his brother, and I slowly closed my eyes and tried to fall asleep.
Rustling… Rustling…
I opened my eyes by slowly moving my eyelids full of drowsiness at the sound of something disturbing.
My mother was looking down at me from above me, holding a cleaver.
“This is a fake created by God by mistake… It has to be destroyed…”
I didn’t even understand what my mother was saying, and she was terrified and couldn’t even open her mouth, only her body was shaking…
My mother looked straight into my eyes… The moment she raised her hand and tried to cut me down with a cleaver…
Prison
My brother who was sleeping next to me hugged me tight and talked to me in his sleep.
And my mother, who confirmed that, got up slowly and looked at me without taking her eyes off me, who was meeting her eyes, and then she opened the door to the big room and left.
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“ㅇ···ㅃ···? Oppa… Wake up now…”
Fortunately, Sojeong shook me up so I could wake up from my dream.
“Why are you sweating so much…? Did you even have a bad dream…? “
“Uh… A very unpleasant dream…”
“Heeing… If I had known it was this bad, I would have just sent him home…”
” No, that’s fine··· “
Sojung started worrying about me while wiping the sweat from my forehead with a tissue.
“It will be over soon, so please wait a little longer…”
“Take it slow~”
I had a fucking dream today, so I’m going to take Sojeong and go home right away.
I’m going to catch a taxi with Sojeong who is leaving work and head to her house…
” Ah···! I’ll pay half…”
“It’s okay, because I wanted to take you there.”
She seems to always use public transportation to go home, so today I’m going to take her by taxi comfortably, so the extraordinary Sojung recommends Dutch Pay…
“And it’s crowded at this time anyway. Go home comfortably today”
“Thank you, you will be tired.”
“I’m not that tired because I got a good night’s sleep”
She wants to wallow at home quickly, but… Time with her is also precious, so she decides to hold out a little longer.
“Let’s call a taxi first”
” Yes···! “
I arrived at the main road with Sojeongi and was manipulating my phone to book a taxi through the app…
Paang-!
…?
Suddenly, I looked up at the sound of a horn blaring right in front of me, and a foreign car was standing in front of us with the passenger side window rolled down.
“Did you find me? “
“Since I didn’t find it… Go on your way…! “
In the car, Adele lowers her sunglasses slightly, winks her eyes, looks up at me with a seductive face, and says something absurd…
Sojungi immediately answered with a straight face…
Sojeongi’s voice was quite high, so I was embarrassed too.
