The First Playthrough Heroine Remembers Her Assistant 41

Chapter 41 – Vivian Assistant’s Diary (6)

In a room full of flickering candles, a man wearing a white mask sat with one arm crossed and his legs crossed in an arrogant posture.

‘…Why aren’t you coming?’

I worked hard to set the mood, but Lucia is late.

You might think that people may be a little late in life, but Lucia was never late for me.

Still, he kept his stance, fearing that he might come in while he was changing his position, and his legs began to go numb.

‘…Something happened.’

Not even a sigh came out.

Did you get caught by a guard patrolling? Or was there another student who accidentally left something behind? Either that or…

Several possible scenarios popped into my mind.

Of course, I’ve never been caught while playing the game.

Because today is the day I chose and chose a day with no events and no people.

But haven’t you experienced it several times already?

That this world is full of unexpected events.

As far as I know, the main story has a high possibility of going that way, but it is not confirmed.

‘Fuck…’

Having concluded, I quickly got up from my chair.

Lucia listens well to orders, but her ability to improvise is lacking.

If I really met someone, if I didn’t go and mediate, something big could happen.

“Whoa, whoa.”

I extinguished all the candles that I had been trying to light in case there was a fire, and ran outside.

***

“Haha…”

It was hard.

It was uncomfortable to run because I wore a black suit for no reason.

“…I do not like it.”

Fortunately, Vivian’s voice was heard from upstairs.

Let me climb the stairs carefully.

—Jaak

Lucia slapped Vivian on the cheek.

I looked around and luckily I didn’t see anyone other than Lucia and Vivian.

‘Whoa…’

It wasn’t the worst situation that someone caught.

I hid in a corner and listened for a moment to assess the situation.

“…I can’t…I can’t…”

—Jaak

“… Sorry, sorry… “

—Jaak

“I’m sorry…”

—Jaak

Lucia is really mercilessly slapped on the cheek.

Every time I hear a sound, I’m surprised for no reason even though I’m not right.

‘Well…’

In the first playthrough before building up her affinity, Lucia often showed such an appearance.

She’s a fair but cool woman who is infinitely cold to anything that isn’t her own.

If the princess is described as a pure madwoman, wouldn’t Lucia in the first episode be a sociopath?

…If I had been reincarnated in the first world, I would have definitely avoided Lucia.

“Don’t get me wrong. She’s not just trying to ruin the family. That’s just the beginning. Will step on everything. I’ll step on it like that so that she can barely keep her life. But don’t even think about escaping to death. After you die, next your sister, then your father, then your cousin, and so on, until everyone with Beatrice’s name is dead.”

While recalling the past for a while, Lucia spat out a terrifying word.

‘…Isn’t that too harsh?’

Cold sweat broke out on the back of me as she listened.

It was true that Lucia was given the right to punish to some extent.

Because punishment cannot be overlooked in teaching assistants.

Still, the current Lucia was strangely hostile to Vivian.

‘This isn’t the first time…’

This isn’t the first time Lucia’s aggression has been shown.

Not only Vivian, but also the princess showed that kind of side.

‘…Why?’

It’s a problem that can be solved if it’s simple jealousy, but something bothered me to call it jealousy.

It’s not because I trained Lucia so that she wouldn’t be jealous.

Various situations exploded, but she expected that the assistant not to be jealous might be released.

However, I was avoiding her princess to be jealous of her, and I did not show any aggression toward her openly close friend, Yuri Ana, or her new target, the good maman.

‘What the hell is the standard?’

Let’s try to think about what the humans to whom Lucia is strangely hostile might have something in common.

“Yes, yes… Thank you… Sorry. Sorry. Sorry…”

Vivian’s condition became strange.

‘Uh…? Why is that line appearing now?’

In case he hadn’t heard, he poked his head out, and the light disappeared from Vivian’s eyes.

‘Fucked…’

Really fucked up.

That was the witch Vivian Awakening line.

To be precise, it was a moment when he was about to awaken, and he hadn’t awakened yet, but it was certain that he would run out of control soon.

‘Fuck…’

I can’t lose Vivian here.

The situation must be sorted out by any means necessary.

‘Whoa… Take a deep breath.’

I wanted to jump out right away and tell Vivian to wake up, but the prince on the bed didn’t say that was the best course of action.

If you rush out now, the weight will only drop.

As the saying goes, the faster you go, tidy up your clothes, brush your hair neatly back, and take a step forward with an elegant yet serious weight.

‘Let’s go.’

—Ttogak

The sound of footsteps echoed throughout the hallway, and the life-and-death attack on Vivian began.

***

“Lord… Master…”

Lucia-sama, who turned her head in the direction of the footsteps, was started and ran to the masked man.

“Lord… Why are you here… “
“…I’m disappointed in you. Lucia.”
“… I’m sorry. I’m sorry. Master…”

Lucia-sama, who always maintained a confident appearance, trembled in front of the man and bowed her head.

“Didn’t you say that the teaching assistantship was completely over?”
“That…That’s…”
“Tsk, I hate to hear excuses. I’ll let you punish me for this later. Stay away.”
“Yes…”

Lucia-sama, biting her lip, stepped aside and the masked man approached me.

—Ttogak

I didn’t know it well at first, but the closer the man got, the more I felt a sense of déjà vu.

—Ttogak

Familiar gait.

—Ttogak

Familiar body shape.

—Ttogak

Sweet scent.

—Ttogak

Above all, an unforgettable voice.

…Unbelievable, but all of this information led to a conclusion.

“…Eugene…?”

At that moment, the man stopped walking and took off his mask.

“Uh…How…You…”

I thought I would stop breathing.

I couldn’t believe it.

Because I didn’t even think that Eugene would appear here.

“…Vivian Beatrice.”

Then, Eugene spoke in a voice she had never seen before, with her cold face still intact.

It seemed that her heart, which she had barely patched up with just that, would collapse.

“I thought you were the new female Lucia said she had found.”

Eugene’s fingertips touched my lips and she slowly moved down.

“… Vivian, what is the value of your existence?”

Her hand her slid down her neck her and caressed her collarbone her.

“I… I…”

Instinctively, respectful words flow out.

The value of my existence…

Was there such a thing

From the time I was born until now, my existence has been nothing more than a substitute for my older sister.

“Yes, you are nothing better than your sister. Then, are you a substitute for your sister?”

Eugene’s words continued as if he had read his mind her.

Tuk, tuk tuk

At the same time, Eugene’s hand roughly ripped off the button and touched her chest.

“…Sobbing…”

I groaned involuntarily at the touch of a big, hot man who was clearly distinct from Lucia-sama.

Seeing me like that, Yujin lifted one corner of her mouth and laughed at her.

“… At least this much sexual intercourse, her body is properly trained as much as her body her… Ah, come to think of it, she masturbated while calling my name from the beginning.”

Blood is cold

Until now, Lucia-sama had never mentioned it, so she thought she hadn’t heard it, but Eugene already knew it.

“Ah, Vivian. I treated you as a ‘friend’, but I never thought you would look at me like this… I am very disappointed.”
“..Huh…Huh…Sir, I’m sorry.”
“Okay? What are you sorry for?”

Eugene’s voice whispered in my ear.

Even in such a hopeless situation, the lewd body is excited just by that.

“…Huh…I’m sorry for masturbating…When I think of Yujin-sama.
“Say it straight. Where and how did you masturbate?”
“In the river..Lecture room..I sat on Yu..Yujin-nim’s… Desk… And imagined being raped by Yujin-nim… And masturbated..”

Tears dripped from the shame of confessing to the person I loved that I masturbated while thinking of him.

“Ha, in the sacred classroom, you masturbated on top of my desk, where I considered you a friend…”
“..Huh… Huh… Yes.”

Eugene, who had been touching his chin for a while, came to me and whispered.

“…Vivian. You are a pervert who has no choice.”

Eugene’s small criticism breaks my heart at once.

An incomparable sense of despair.

I sat down on the spot and shed tears.

“.. Huh .. Huh … Sin … I’m sorry .. Huh … I’m sorry to be born.”

Let’s die

Let’s die

The moment I heard Eugene’s words, I realized.

That I don’t even have the right to reside the world.

It was unacceptable for an existence inferior to such garbage to resent anyone.

The moment I decided to die, Eugene hugged me and said,

“…But it’s okay. Vivian.”

It was poison

Poison so sweet.

“Vivian. No matter how useless you are, no matter how lewd you are, no matter how sinful you commit, I will spare you.”

Because the hand of salvation thrown at the end of despair is sweet.

“Huhhhhh”

It saw into my heart that I thought was completely broken.

It was scary.

This sweetness.

I didn’t want to believe any more.

I didn’t want to get hurt anymore.

…But I couldn’t let go.

I grabbed Eugene’s collar and hung on.

Because it was the only reason that I, who was denied everything, could remain in the world.

“… Instead of that, Vivian. Bring you to me.”

Now I know that if I am abandoned by Eugene, I will be completely ruined.

It didn’t matter.

If I was abandoned by Eugene, I was thinking of ending my life at that moment.

I slowly knelt down and bowed my head.

“Huh…Yes…Yes… Eugene-sama… Bar, I’ll give it to you…”

And kissing Eugene’s feet, I swore.

“I’ll dedicate my…Everything to you…”