Chapter 456 – Mom, Please Give Me a Hug
The sudden suicide commotion came to an end not long after.
If he really wanted to commit suicide, he could cut his own throat in Andalote’s absence.
In fact, there were many ways to do it, whether it was cutting open the stomach and pouring out the intestines, or sticking the head in a well.
Because what he did was just foolish.
They were just a bunch of foolish babies who wanted attention from their mother, and they were just complaining that they wanted to look at me – and only me.
However, like all mothers in this land, Andalote was a first-time mother.
She was too busy controlling her child, unable to scold or dissuade him.
She was an Andalote who had never heard of her child since she lost him when she was very young.
Did she live-. Was she hurt somewhere?
Or maybe she died altogether?
There was no way to know.
The fact that she searched everywhere to find her child was just an excuse.
She couldn’t deny the fact that she couldn’t find her child.
So, what kind of life did the child live and what kind of adults raised the child?
What kind of environment and how did she grow up?
Andalote had no idea.
But at some point, a child appeared before her eyes.
With a completely grown-up appearance.
However, despite her external appearance, can she be considered mature on the inside?
She was relieved to see that the child had grown up healthy and strong,
She was proud of the fact that she was so talented that she was knighted at a very young age.
She was proud.
But she started having children astray.
He kicked out the woman who had served her mother with all her heart for the longest time.
She must have known.
If she had told her mother about it first, she would never have been able to kick her woman out.
She must have known that, so she blurted it out at a gathering of her executives.
I was deeply resentful and skeptical about that.
What on earth made the child act like that?
Why did the child drive away the woman who stayed by her mother’s side and sacrifice herself to end up in this situation?
Large joint for what?
“Yes, say it! Stop doing this and tell me now…! What should I do? Huh…?”
Andal Lote put away her rude politeness
I feel frustrated and angry.
The mother does not even recognize her own child, and she is uncertain and suspicious of her child.
She couldn’t help but feel angry at herself for almost losing her child again.
Even if it wasn’t an act that really meant death-.
What kind of parent can just watch with open eyes their child jumping from a high place and harming themselves?
“···.”
Seojun remains silent in response to her shouting and glances down at her arms and legs.
When he tried to jump, she tied Seojun’s arms and legs to the bed and moved to her basement.
So, as if she was waiting, she bit her tongue and spit out her blood.
At that point, Andalote was on the verge of turning away.
So she was no longer tied up or locked up.
The stars and moon were visible beyond her window, and her child’s limbs were free again.
She realized that locking her up and locking her up somewhere wasn’t going to solve the problem.
Because she was not a child, she was on her own.
Whatever the child wanted, she was willing to do it.
That was the duty of a parent.
So, with that mindset, Andalote placed her chair in front of her child, sat down, and waited patiently.
She tries hard to hide her anxious heart -.
“···Please.”
“What?”
The guy says something in a cracked voice.
I thought she was asking for water, so I opened the canteen by her bed and brought it to her mouth, but she shook her head and spoke again in a low voice.
“Please hug me.”
“···.”
Andalote bit her lip.
The only thing that is causing this chaos is to ask for a hug.
I was so angry that my tears fell.
But there was no point in scolding him.
She never wanted to see a child jump again.
Andalote stretched out her arms and embraced him, her child.
She patted the child’s back gently.
Then she said in a somewhat stern voice (there was nothing I could do about being hung).
“Never again… “Promise me you won’t do anything like that again.”
The guy answers.
“···Yes. “Mom.”
A mother…
With that one word, why do I feel like I have my child back now?
The young man, whose face and atmosphere were unfamiliar to her, once again became the child she held in her arms a long time ago.
The child she lost that day when it rained.
She became the child she desperately searched for on the day when she cried, crying, digging into the dirt until her fingernails cracked.
Yes, Andalote acknowledged her own shortcomings.
She was her first-time mother.
Although she had grown up, Seo-jun was still a child, and she had not changed – she was still Seo-jun’s mother.
So she could do anything for him.
Because that’s my mom.
“Ugh…”
“W-what is it? “Tell me.”
Seojun, held in his arms, hesitates.
Is it okay to speak? I can see you are taking a pause.
The earlobes were red and the fingers hugging the waist were twitching.
Oh my gosh, look at your gaunt face.
Andalote stroked Seojun’s black hair and gently urged him to speak.
“Whoa… Oh, no.”
What on earth is that? Just tell me, and I’ll do anything…!
I can’t believe I once doubted this kid…
It was so absurd that Andalote laughed at her past self.
If I could at least write a letter and send it, I would want to swear at him so much.
“Uh huh, tell me.”
At those words, the hesitating child finally opened his mouth.
“···Breasts, I want to suck my mother’s breasts.”
Andalote’s face hardened.
[Mamma jjjujjueing haha]
[Fuck haha]
[It’s so funny haha]
[What does wood udder taste like?]
[A udder is just an udder haha]
[Isn’t breast milk different? I know it’s a bit sour]
[LOL I want to try it]
[Seojun-ah’s brother buys 100 kores of breast milk]
[Kkkkul and 100 noses? Seojun, hyung goes 200 degrees]
[Eunuch: Ah, monks haha, is the great monk, who I will call even higher, safe?]
[ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋYou bastard]
[It’s consistent, shit haha]
“`
How long did the silence last?
Andalote, who had been rolling her eyes while holding her breath, soon closed her eyelids tightly.
“···That’s not possible.”
The answer jumped out.
After saying that unconsciously, I was startled and quickly looked at Seojun’s complexion.
A collapsed brow. There are tears welling up in the corners of her eyes.
Andalote’s heart tingled at the sight of her face, which he had not expected to see in the first place.
This stupid bitch. What about breasts…!
How lonely she must have been to be separated from her mother at such a young age. How difficult it must have been for her.
Since she couldn’t give away even one of her breasts, what kind of mother could she have?
What reason is there to refuse? What bothers you?
Andalote shook her head and quickly grabbed Seojun’s cheeks.
Her tearful yellow eyes look straight at her.
She reflects herself in her eyes.
The image of a woman shaking off foolish hesitation and becoming a mother again.
“Would it be okay if it was breasts?”
The guy nodding his head.
Andalote looked up at her ceiling for a moment.
Whoo-
Just showing off her breasts to her child.
She only gave back the milk that she had given to her when she was young. That was it.
When she thought that, she felt very at ease.
Andalote slowly released the front part of her chest and struck her.
He unbuttoned her buttons one by one and even pulled down her breast coverings.
Tung-
I feel so heavy that I wonder how she can hold up with her thin waist-
Pure white breasts were revealed to the extent that blue veins were visible here and there.
Andalote gulped and glanced at Seojun, her eyes shining brightly, and for some reason she burst out laughing.
“···.”
The guy didn’t say anything.
I just slowly, very slowly moved my head closer to her breasts.
Lips open.
Her hot breath tickled her skin, and Andalote unconsciously closed her eyes and turned her head to the side.
It felt like all of her body’s senses were focused on the edge of her chest.
Haha-
Her breath continues
I can feel his gaze scanning all over my chest.
Andalote did not show any effort and waited quietly.
Chuup – Eventually, the child’s lips bit the edge of her breast.
Wow-
As her voice was about to burst out, Andal Lote blocked it with her palm.
Her breasts had not been shown even once since she had breastfed her child ten years ago.
Ten years have passed, and now I am being sucked into the mouth of a grown child again.
Jjuup- Jjub-
Although breast milk no longer comes out, the child gently sucks on her breast.
She looked like a child whose memories had become blurred and who desperately yearned for her mother’s love. Tears welled up in Andalote’s eyes.
As expected.
The guy was still the same as then.
Even though her body grew, she was still her child.
She was still like that when she was little, and she had the face of an angel as she was held in her arms.
Andalote ran her white, slender hands through the child’s black hair, which was exactly the same color as her own.
