Chapter 88 – Ah, I Want to Exercise
I will probably never forget it for the rest of my life.
Following the confession on the ridge where the meteor shower was pouring down,
This is my junior who gave me another unforgettable memory.
Under the bustle of the festival and the feast of fireworks that light up the dark sky,
With a junior who proudly says that he will make you love him,
I am provoking you to make me love you by telling you to do it if you can.
I love the scenery, nostalgia, and emotions of this moment.
I remembered everything I felt clearly, as if it were stuck in my brain.
I thought this memory would remain in my heart forever.
I, who remember today, will make it eternal so that it will not be worn away by the wind and waves one day.
… Would your juniors do the same?
“…”
I felt a little sad.
It was a resignation that something like that wouldn’t happen.
I’m a realist.
What I had all my life was taken away again and again,
Or because you don’t even have it in the first place,
Because I can’t have what I want,
I was someone who was quick to face reality, gauge the value of an item, and figure out whether it was something I could want.
Some people might look at me like this and say I’m quick to give up, but…
As someone who clearly knows that if I don’t make that kind of judgment and preparation, I will end up regretting and getting hurt, and that I can avoid getting hurt if I suppress my emotions and greed, I can’t help but think that way.
I glanced at my junior standing next to me and watching the fireworks.
He is so good.
I have to do my best to make even this small a blemish on my junior’s perfection,
Despite his efforts so far, he is still shining brightly,
My existence doesn’t have much meaning in his actions,
After I was no longer by his side,
In the future that has disappeared from this world,
As time goes by, in the distant future, today,
What I want you to remember about me now is,
Isn’t that too much greed?
“Senior. Look here.”
“Where?”
“My face. Quickly.”
Huh?
My junior suddenly wants to look at my face.
I lifted my gaze from near his chest and looked at his face,
Ah,
“Puhup, ah, ahahahaha… !”
My junior was making a very foolish expression.
He’s ruining my handsome face with both hands and looking at me with such a funny expression that I can’t help but laugh.
How can you be funny with a face?
And what is it, out of nowhere.
It’s strange to suddenly make a joke with your face after saying you’ll make me fall in love with you.
I love the confession I heard just now and the face my junior is showing right now.
The gap difference and this situation were so funny that I laughed for a long time.
I was so exhausted from laughing so hard that tears fell out of my eyes, and I was out of breath,
Only then did the junior smile and say hehe, as if he was satisfied.
“I don’t know what you were thinking, but whatever it is, don’t take it so seriously.”
“… Ah. I got caught… ?”
“If you look like you’re about to cry, even a fool would recognize me.”
“…”
“He’s sullen again, again. Eve. Make me laugh again?”
“Fu, fuhuhuhu… Oh, no. Nah. It’s funny. Yes, it’s funny, but please don’t do it.”
“What. “Why?”
“Because I want to see your handsome face…”
“…”
My junior couldn’t make eye contact with what I said and kept his mouth shut.
It’s like taking a punch.
That was so funny that I was laughing darkly,
My junior couldn’t control his anger and said something.
“Senior. “When she cries and then laughs, her butt grows hairy.”
“… Yes?”
“Hips. Hair. “I cry and then laugh.”
“Well, what is that… ?”
“Butt.”
“No, don’t keep talking about your butt…”
“I want to touch Eve’s butt.”
“Stop speaking in a stream of consciousness?!”
When I get home, I’ll give it to you as much as I want. Yes, I’ll be happy to touch you as much as I want, and even spank my ass hard when I’m excited.
I just wanted you to be patient for now.
However, as if the junior had caught the number of cases,
He keeps talking about my butt with a sly smile.
“Sir, since she just cried and then laughed, didn’t she already have hair on her ass?”
“No, why do you keep saying that? There’s no way it can fly… ?”
“Where, where, let’s check.”
“Wow, uh, where are you touching…?” !”
This, this, this, this,
This shameless guy,
There’s something like touching the butt openly on a very crowded festival street.
Even though I’m currently taking medication to make me forget about embarrassment,
This, yes, this was more embarrassing than that.
“There’s no hair there!”
“… Wait a minute, your voice is too loud.”
“…”
“Everyone passing by will hear it.”
“Who is it because of?”
At the very point where my junior grumbled,
I think I turned around and lost my mind.
“And it’s even more embarrassing to be rumored to have a hairy butt!”
“Oh, no, be quiet…” .”
“Whose fault is it!”
“It’s my fault?”
“Of course?!”
“… “Why?”
“My master touched my butt all the time, so he subtly poked me with his finger, even though I said I didn’t like it, and even though I told him not to touch it because it was a dirty place, he deliberately made me lose my senses and then very persistently, eup, eup… !!”
“Joe, be quiet!”
My junior was so embarrassed that he hurriedly covered my mouth.
It was only then that I realized that people around us were looking at us and whispering a lot.
Everyone is looking at my junior with a very trashy look, but at the same time, they are looking at me with some sympathy.
Uh, among them was the employee who paid the bill the last time I went to buy condoms.
Isn’t that dangerous? I feel sorry for that woman, as if I were watching a woman being sexually abused,
Ugh, uh, it’s not like that…
I tried to make an excuse, but no, in fact, I felt like I was going to die of embarrassment and wanted to hide in a mouse hole,
My face was caught in the strong grip of my junior, and I was unable to do anything.
That wasn’t the only problem.
I really say this all the time,
My junior was bigger than I in everything.
Except for the size of the breasts and buttocks, the height, weight, and body size themselves were clearly different, as if they were of different races.
Above all, his hands are incredibly large,
If I held it straight and still, it would be enough to cover my small face.
So now,
The act of my junior covering my mouth to stop me from making absurd remarks,
More than half of the face is covered, including not only the mouth, but also the nose, cheeks, and under the eyes,
Yes, I can’t breathe…
“Eup, eup, uuup, uuuuup… !”
My body, which was short of breath, struggled against my will with all its might.
But I think my junior took it in a slightly different meaning.
If you let go, I’ll expose his secrets in front of everyone.
I think he thinks he will be labeled as a pervert who likes butt holes.
“Uuuuup!”
“Stay still. Senior. Because your senior will be more embarrassed later…”
“Whoop, whoop!”
“Even if I stay still?”
He was a junior who even pretended to growl when I didn’t listen.
It must have meant that I would have to stop my actions until the fuss stopped, until I calmed down and figured out the situation.
I already have low lung capacity,
Since I was screaming right before, I was out of breath even faster,
No, there was already nothing left in my body to breathe.
No, that’s not it, junior, master, ah, breath, now it’s really the limit,
If I can’t breathe anymore, ah, ah…
Now my whole body was shaking.
I started a riot by clawing with both hands to remove what was blocking my mouth,
There was no way I could be a match for my strong junior.
Slowly,
I can hear my tinnitus beeping.
A chill that comes from a different path than the cold envelopes the entire body,
I overcome with a feeling of pricking my entire body like a barbed needle.
I can’t stop my pupil from loosening up and flipping upward,
My entire body, deprived of air, became limp and drooled at the same time.
Thanks to this, my junior’s palm quickly got wet with my saliva…
It seemed like he finally realized what state I was in.
“Eve?!”
“Kkeuk, keheek, keuk, keuhuk, kuuhuk, yaaaaa.”
“Are you okay?!”
“… Yes, yes…”
It wasn’t okay at all.
The worst thing among them is,
Even though I had suffered such a terrible thing, I was very excited.
…
Yes, sexually.
It’s a terrible body that replaces pain with pleasure,
Because I was made so that I couldn’t breathe, and because I was treated with something I liked almost as much as being strangled…
“Choi, the best…”
I ended up mumbling in a daze without realizing it.
As if that wasn’t enough, I rubbed my cheek against my junior’s hand, which was covered in a lot of my saliva. I knew it was far from hygienic, but the switch had already been turned on, so I begged one more time, one more time, in a charming voice.
“… “What is the best?”
“This. Yeah, this…”
“If you say that, I won’t understand.”
“Breathing, not being able to breathe. Ugh, huh? Keck, just one more time. It felt perfect, so just a little more, okay? Aang, Eve, I really like that, so please…”
“… “I can’t stop you.”
The way my junior looks at me,
Maybe it’s my mistake that it’s become a little cold… ?
In the end, I,
The memories of the fireworks display remain as my own precious memories,
It’s worthless that I became very sentimental, thinking that my juniors wouldn’t remember this day after I disappeared.
Since everything doesn’t matter, I started to think that I wanted to be made so that I couldn’t breathe.
Ah.
I want to exercise.
