Chapter 87 – Please Let Me Love You
As time passed, the sun set, and the sky became darker,
The festival fever radiating from the Academy has not yet died down.
There were red and yellow lights hanging up in every shopping mall.
My junior, and I decided not to go home right away, but to wander around the festival streets some more.
It was my suggestion.
“…”
As for why you didn’t go home, well,
… I don’t really feel ashamed, so I think…
As I smelled my junior’s flesh while hugging him in a back alley, I felt a little dazed and lost half of my senses.
Without realizing it, I let out a hot breath, my eyes opened, and I only looked at my junior, and even though I was already being hugged, I wanted to get closer, so yeah, I kept imagining dirty things,
I did it because I thought that if I went back home, I would definitely not be able to control myself and attack my junior.
The day before yesterday, yesterday, and until today, I really did a great job, but my junior had physical limitations… Well, just this morning, the image of my junior collapsing after being sucked into me couldn’t get out of my head, and I felt like if I exercised more just because I liked it, I would definitely end up in trouble,
If I do that, I feel like I won’t be able to do more exercise, and I’ll end up being hated after constantly being criticized for being so lewd…
“Eve. “Give me your hand.”
“Yes, yes…” .”
I’m not sure when I started thinking that I didn’t want to be hated by him.
I don’t want to be hated.
At this moment, I realized that there was a contradiction in my mindset.
I still remember the first moment I met him and the emotions I felt.
My decision to drag you down to where I am, even though you were so perfect and noble, to a junior who was arrogantly talking about how kind you were without knowing anything,
It’s still burning brightly in the deepest part of my heart.
So, I still hate my junior to death.
But I don’t want to be hated by him.
“Eve?”
There are degrees of selfishness.
I felt devastated as to what it meant to hate another person to the point of killing oneself and not want to be hated by that person.
Losing one’s mind in this situation is the worst.
So, I have a body that becomes hot from heat just by gently touching it, and a head that is in control because it cannot understand two contradictory commands.
Both sides needed to cool down.
So I didn’t ask to go home,
I want to go around the academy where the festival is in full swing with you,
I said something I didn’t mean to say.
“For a moment. “It’s too clingy.”
“If it sticks, no…” ?”
“It’s not like it can’t be done. People are staring.”
“Am I embarrassed?”
“No, I didn’t mean that… “Senior, you’re usually very shy about things like this.”
“I’m not embarrassed at all.”
“…”
This may be a drugged thought,
I was never ashamed of this moment with my junior.
Rather, I wanted to show off to people.
It wasn’t just a purple thing, I wanted to show off that this person was my master and that I was close with this cool and handsome man, yes, close enough to walk around the streets holding hands.
Some people might criticize me for being childish and petty.
But what if I want to do that?
This is just my opinion,
The junior seemed displeased.
They look at me with strange eyes and a flushed face.
I was a little offended by such a junior.
How much I am patient for him.
Does he know that even now, I just want to cling to him and suck him in, and I’m just barely holding back?
Ah.
It’s hot.
Really, it’s so hot…
I use the heat from inside my body to hide my blooming emotions as much as possible,
I said this while looking up at my junior with wet eyes that were painful because I had endured so much.
“Shall we cross our arms…?” .”
It was an obvious temptation.
I couldn’t help but admit that I was a dirty child.
Because I’m not satisfied with just holding hands,
What else can we say if we don’t call it insidious to push one’s vulgar body in the name of crossing one’s arms, to make plump breasts secretly touch each other, and to induce one to have such erotic thoughts?
I was worried that my juniors might discover my true feelings, but that didn’t happen.
This stupid guy didn’t even realize that he was being trapped, so he allowed me to slam my body against his hard body as much as I wanted.
I licked my dry lips once with my tongue to make them shine, then folded the corners of my eyes and smiled cutely.
Then the junior’s gaze doesn’t seem to leave my face, right?
It’s easy, it’s too easy.
My junior was an easy guy.
“Huh…”
“… It’s dirty.”
“… “What is it?”
“Wait a minute, Eve, take a break.”
“Ah? Is it difficult to walk?”
“It’s not that hard. Hmm. Should I say that it is difficult in another sense… Anyway, I need a decent place to sit.”
“Eh?”
I couldn’t understand what they were saying at first,
Due to the unique height difference, I felt dazed when I felt something jumping around my waist.
Since it was a festival, I was glad I wore loose, comfortable pants rather than school clothes, in front of everyone…
“Rice, pervert…” .”
“It’s because of my senior.”
“What did I do…”
“Are you asking because you really don’t know?”
Ah,
I guess you noticed.
Subtly seducing her by sticking out her breasts, yes, making her want to do that by smiling flirtatiously, and wanting to exercise were all definitely caught.
Ha, but,
I wasn’t embarrassed at all.
So, I proudly straightened my shoulders and, yes, I guess I unintentionally showed off my large chunk of flesh, but I spoke confidently anyway.
“I did it because I wanted to.”
“Yes?”
“Well, that’s it. Because I want to…”
“That?”
“You know…”
“Sex?”
“Ah, ah, ah, ah, not that, not that. Wait a minute, everyone is staring…”
“You said you weren’t embarrassed.”
Ah.
It was like that…
But why, ugh, does it get so hot around me, my face gets hot, and my body gets hot?
It’s not that I’m ashamed or embarrassed, it’s just that I heard nonsense.
It’s not like sex, it’s exercise.
Other people might be mistaken when they hear it.
No, it seemed like the juniors were already mistaken.
So I needed to correct his common sense.
After making him sit down on a nearby bench, I stood and looked down at him and spoke as if admonishing him.
“Three, three, … Anyway, it’s not that, it’s exercise.”
“My senior kept calling it exercise.”
“Because it’s exercise… ?”
But my junior was not an easy guy.
You keep insisting to me that you are right and that what we have been doing so far is sex, right?
In the end, I had no choice but to explain the difference between real sex and what we do, reciting the differences one by one.
“I know why you’re doing that… ?”
“I do it because I like it.”
“Yes, that’s true, but let’s go into a more fundamental story.”
“… Fundamental?”
“That kind of reproductive activity. They’re trying to make a baby. Master, yes, you know that too… ?”
“Well, if I had to put it that way, that’s true.”
It ended there.
I felt my victory, yes, I don’t know if I can call it a victory, but I felt that I won anyway.
“We’re doing this to make a baby, but we’re wearing condoms, right, every time, right?”
“Then should I eat it raw?”
“W-what are you talking about…”
Then, what if I really end up pregnant?
You probably don’t want to be responsible for a woman like me, but don’t you think that you might end your life by getting swept up in the pleasure of the moment?
“… “Ah!”
“What’s wrong?”
Yes, I realized it.
The junior was actually more trash than you could imagine.
This bastard,
It was clear that he planned to get me pregnant and run away without taking responsibility.
Otherwise, you couldn’t say it that way.
I couldn’t help but think that there was no possibility of such a perfect man taking me and living with me for the rest of my life.
“I will never have sex…”
“Yes?”
“… And, while always pounding so deeply inside, to the point of being damaged, yes, I understand the desire to go all the way in, but the master doesn’t even think about the uterus that gets beaten, so no, it may have already been damaged, and you won’t be able to get pregnant. Even if we do it raw now, it’s not sex.”
“… What do you mean?”
Ha.
My junior was a very smart person, but he was so stupid that I felt like an idiot when it came to these issues.
How should I make him understand?
How do I explain the promise of being together for the rest of our lives, making a baby as if it were fruitful, and pledging eternity to each other?
Ah.
I won’t be gone for long,
A good word came to mind and I just said it.
“That’s it. “I only do it with people I love.”
Yes.
Even if you are a junior who acts like a child and throws tantrums, there is no way you won’t understand the word love.
Was my explanation really excellent?
He was a junior who responded directly to those words.
“… So that means I don’t love you yet.”
It seems like his expression has darkened somehow,
I said it casually.
“You too, master?”
“…”
The junior seemed dumbfounded. Click your tongue.
I guess he was angry because his thoughts were completely refuted by me.
Acting like a child.
As I smiled triumphantly,
My junior made eye contact with me in the same sitting position.
I am, at this moment,
I noticed some kind of determination engraved in his eyes.
When that firm determination reaches its peak,
The junior said.
“Then, I’ll let you beg me to do it first.”
“… ?”
“It means making you love. My senior is me.”
“Yes?”
I asked back,
Perhaps because he was embarrassed to say the word love, he didn’t say anything more.
But there’s no way I can’t understand,
I still find it laughable and ridiculous that I confidently said that I would make this person, whom I hate and hate so much, fall in love with me.
I couldn’t help but laugh,
I laughed hysterically.
I continued to laugh my ass off, and when I got a little tired from laughing too much, I stopped laughing and tried to deny what he said…
At that time,
Fiyu Woo Woong-Wow,
My timing was taken away by the fireworks that decorated the night sky.
The fireworks display planned by the members of the Alchemy Department is about to begin.
“It’s pretty…”
I was momentarily distracted by the fireworks lighting up the sky,
I remembered how I tried to refute my junior’s words and tried to say something I couldn’t say…
In the flow of the conversation, I had already missed the right moment, and I wanted to keep watching the fireworks, so I ended up thinking that whatever happened would happen.
That’s right.
What.
Let everything happen.
I will never pass up, so just do whatever you want. And,
I had an intuition that if I uttered such thoughts in words, they would disappear like vapor and the original meaning would disappear.
Instead, I acted.
I walk away from where my junior is sitting.
One.
Two.
Three.
Let’s walk exactly three steps and then turn back,
The skirt I was wearing fluttered like a bouquet of flowers and sank down, covering my white thighs like snow.
Continuing, I said,
With my back turned and a bright smile on my face, with the prettiest expression I can make, with a face that has been red since before I knew it, no, from the very first moment I met my junior today,
Is it so. With the introduction,
It seems like if you can do it once, give it a try,
I kept talking to him.
“Please let me love you…”
