Chapter 54 – I Guess I Want to Kiss You
Because the junior guy was so extreme,
The marks left on my body were so thick and numerous that no one would believe an excuse like being bitten by an insect.
I had no choice but to take out the cosmetics…
Naturally, I remembered the day when I planned to become his maid, and I smiled softly.
In terms of timing, it’s been less than a month, but it feels like a very long time ago.
Come to think of it, not much has changed.
Received a gift for the first time in my life, had a first kiss that I thought I would never do in my life, and received a confession…
Of course, she refused the confession, but she couldn’t possibly refuse the third girlfriend offer, so she hesitated a little, but in the end, the two of them were extremely opposed to each other, hehe, ki, it felt good, oh oh…
“…”
No, why did my thoughts wander the other way?
Anyway, that’s what mattered.
It was the first mindset that I made up my mind on the first day I met him.
Let’s punish this ugly guy to death.
No, I’m not scolding you. Just like me, let’s make it.
Tormenting the shining man to death, grabbing him by the ankles and bringing him down to the same level as me, clearly telling me what kind of person I am and what you just dared to say,
That day when you said useless things to me out of vain
Let’s make you regret for the rest of your life.
That was my condemnation to him who, knowing nothing, dared to say that he was kind to me on a subject he knew nothing about.
I laughed like a bad boy and said, “Whoops,” And then the smell of food wafting from the living room made my face go numb.
Bah, hurry, we don’t have much time until school, so let’s finish our makeup quickly and go out to eat…
…
I had to put a little bit of effort into the makeup this time.
The bright red marks on the pale skin are so conspicuous that they barely cover up after several taps of powder.
After making all the marks on the outside of the school uniform, especially the neck, it felt like the neck and face were separated because of the skin tone and only the face was floating, so I had no choice but to paint the face as well. It was me who finished the lip and eye makeup in an instant.
It might not suit you well, but you’ll get better if you keep trying, because you want to look pretty…
My face, which was completed like that, looked a little healthier than usual thanks to the makeup.
And as soon as I left the living room, I heard that sound.
“You are pretty.”
I was about to ask how it was, but when I heard the praise from my junior that came half a beat faster than that, I felt better and laughed ehehe.
I’m sure I’ve said it like this before, yes, it’s pretty,
Heh, hehe, he’s a guy I hate to the point of death, but his speaking skills were excellent.
Besides, even though I prepared it simply, it was not enough to praise my junior’s cooking skills, so I, who hadn’t eaten anything except for the doctors who had visited for two days while I was asleep, started to eat away.
…
After eating like that,
We were heading to the academy.
“So, don’t get too attached…”
I trembled like a girl being molested.
The words I casually uttered are surprisingly delicate even to me,
If anyone looked at it, they would surely think that they were doing something bad.
But my junior didn’t care, and in the end, he forcibly took my hand and grabbed it, and even while giggling in surprise, his hand was firm and warm, so I let out a nasal sound.
Cha, embarrassing…
But there was something more embarrassing than embarrassing.
My junior is too close.
It’s closer than you think.
The arms from the shoulders are so close that they almost touch each other.
Let me stiffen my body at that sense of distance,
The junior spoke in a worried tone.
“And what if I fall?”
“Oh, don’t fall…”
“I thought you were about to fall when you came out?”
What my junior said was at the front door earlier.
After the meal, I was the one who nodded at the recommendation of a junior who asked me to go to the academy with him, saying he was worried about me.
I put on my shoes like that, but I suddenly tilted, and just like when I woke up, anemia came to me, and I almost fell.
No, if the junior hadn’t rushed and caught me, I would have fallen.
My junior was just saying that.
Those eyes full of only worries, I might have been a little scared.
My heart was pounding involuntarily, and I couldn’t make eye contact with it because I was so scared, so I had no choice but to nod my head.
Oh, and besides, I forgot,
My juniors are popular, so everywhere they go, people have no choice but to stare at me, so yeah, I, next to him, also became the center of attention.
When I passed through the front gate and entered the inside of the academy, people’s whispers became more intense, so I gave more strength to the hand holding my junior while breaking out in a cold sweat.
He’s a guy I hate to death, but he’s the only one I can rely on right now. I was thinking.
Maybe he didn’t know that he was in this situation because of him, but he smiled viciously and politely accepted my hand.
While you’re doing this and that,
A junior who walked me to the building where the first lecture was held today told me.
“I wish I could take a day off.”
“Ugh, no. Grades…”
“After. Is it so. If it’s even a little hard, I’ll come home.”
“Yes.”
“I will always be watching you.”
Is it my delusion?
The reason why the eyes of the junior who said that were wrapped in an insidious light.
I shuddered with a chill that I felt somehow incomprehensible.
But that was only for a short while, and the junior wore a smile that suited his handsome face as usual.
“Senior, you look really pretty today.”
“I-I really… ?”
“Yes. It’s to the point where I wonder if he gave me a hairpin for no reason.”
“… Why?”
I took a step back.
It was because the meaning of the junior’s words felt a little dangerous.
At the same time, I thought as I was fiddling with my ear where the hairpin he had gifted me was stuck.
No. It’s mine. No matter how much you are, no matter what you do, you can’t take this away. If there’s even a hint of that, I’ll get really angry…
It must have been funny to see me looking up, so the junior laughed again and said.
“Can’t you cover your face with your bangs like you normally do?”
“Why, why?”
“Everyone stares at you because you’re so pretty.”
“…”
What is it this annoying sound.
I felt like my limbs were all tingling.
Wait, everyone is listening. No, you must have heard
My junior must have meant to embarrass me and make me die.
This, you nasty bastard. Do you want to let it go your way? And I stuck out my mouth.
But this damn guy was really tough.
There is a smirk and something like that.
“Do you want to kiss me?”
“Yes?”
“No, I want you to stick out your lips.”
“… I absolutely hate it.”
“I’m not going to say never.”
Whoever sees it, they’ll just think it’s a couple who can’t wait to kiss.
Of course, I wasn’t anxious about kissing, and I wasn’t a couple with my junior.
We hate each other, but to put our lips together and mix our tongues, to share our saliva and chug, uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh, it’s obvious that I can never do it…
Judging from the nuances of this ignorant guy,
… I guess you want to
That’s huge too.
I was curious and had no choice but to ask.
“I want to kiss you… ?”
“…”
“Oh, no, I didn’t mean to. Yes, people are staring at me, so I absolutely can’t do it…”
“You mean it’s okay when you can’t see it?”
“Not like that!”
I tried screaming, but my junior did not let go of the expression on his face wrapped in desire.
It’s the first time I’ve seen such a face. Last night when I touched my whole body and sucked it, it didn’t show it, so I was a little surprised.
I almost fell in love with that, wondering if I wanted it that much, but it wasn’t okay.
As for kissing, it’s only with someone you really love.
If I stay as it is, I don’t think the gaze of my junior who persistently stays near my lips will end,
I almost forcibly withdrew my hand and quickly headed towards the entrance of the building.
“Hey, see you later…”
“… Senior. Don’t be late for introductory alchemy class.”
Like my junior said, today was also the day we had a lecture together.
When I heard that, it just came to my mind and I told my juniors.
“Oh. Right. Like last time, there are a lot of people in the plaza, so let’s meet in the lecture room.”
“Hmm. What is it?”
I made a promise to do so,
Without hesitation, I turned around and headed for the classroom.
The junior I saw at the last moment,
Inside that smirk,
I thought that it would be my mistake this time as well that I seemed to be wrapped in guilt for no reason.
