Chapter 25 – My Junior Was Disappointed, So I Apologized…
The bitterness felt in the lower abdomen,
I woke up.
My head was blank like the day after I was drunk, and my whole body was wet with cold sweat.
Oh wow, that’s very disappointing I want to wash right away.
I was about to head to the shower, but the moment I woke up, I got dizzy and stumbled over.
Heh, heh, my legs didn’t have enough strength, and for some reason, my stomach was so sore and hot, and I was begging me to touch it.
“…”
I knew why my body was doing this.
It was the medicine the professor gave me that was the problem.
I let go of the medicine for so long,
My body was very happy.
I was burned out, impatient, and I felt so good that I had to let him go, but he didn’t, so my body was bothering me and harassing me.
I put my hand on my belly,
Without realizing it, I rubbed it round and round as if drawing a circle, and suddenly,
I realized that I can’t remember what happened yesterday.
I remember being drugged by Professor Diaren and whining about how cold I was to a junior who was clearly hallucinating, but all of my memories after that were blown away like a cut film.
“What…”
This is the first time since I started taking the drug that I can’t remember anything like this.
Thanks to that, I was overcome with anxiety that I might have had an accident.
I was like, eh, it’s embarrassing, but when you’re on drugs, you become a little visceral.
I had no hesitation in casually revealing the sincerity I had hidden deep inside my heart, so I always regretted it the next day when I got rid of the drug.
What do we do. What do we do.
What would I do if my juniors came home and found out my true feelings?
What should I do if I say in anger that I really hate you, that I hate you, and that I wish you would disappear.
It was something I was determined to say one day, but at least not while I was high on drugs.
“…”
I’ll put all those thoughts aside,
I headed for the shower room.
It was because the discomfort of my body drenched in cold sweat was reaching its peak.
And just in time,
I ran into a junior who came out of the shower.
“Eve, are you awake already?”
“Uh, uh, lord, lord, hey…”
I obviously didn’t say anything.
However, my mouth was spewing out unintentional words without intention, as if it were being followed by incomprehensible inertia.
For me, what was a little more embarrassing than that was that the juniors looked extremely haggard.
His always blonde green eyes, handsome face and cool body are the same, but his dark circles are almost down to his cheeks, and he even looks very tired somewhere.
But what?
“… Eve?”
“… Ah. Senior. I’m a bit dazed. Sorry.”
I say it every time
I really never thought of calling someone I hate to death kindly by name.
And it was vice versa.
It was only natural that the person I hated to the point of death pretended to be close and called my name arbitrarily.
“Lord, please be careful…”
“…”
I feel bad about being called,
Heung Heung He did not hide his uncomfortable expression.
The expression on my junior’s face when he saw me changed to a somewhat bewildered one.
Er, why? Yes, you are wrong
Why the hell are you looking at me with a face that looks like you’re looking at a trouble maker?
I don’t know what it is, but I’ll think about that later…
First, I headed to the shower room.
I want to wash my body right away.
However, my juniors grabbed me with the expression that they were in great trouble.
“Ah, senior.”
“To?”
“Can’t we go in a little bit later?”
“Uh? Why?”
“…”
My junior was really in great trouble.
Without explaining why, he recklessly blocked me from entering the shower room with his body.
But I guess I knew the reason.
The junior must have seen something big.
Right after I entered, I smelled it and seemed worried that I might look at it.
The words of scolding, saying that I am not a child, rose to my throat,
I hid my true feelings and comforted my juniors.
“I don’t really care about that.”
“… It’s because I care.”
“Are you okay. I don’t think about anything, yes, I don’t, so it’s really okay.”
“…”
Still, my juniors didn’t get out of the way, as if this was absolutely not possible.
Around that time, I was gradually feeling uncomfortable with the discomfort of my body.
As if standing in a humid space after a severe rainy season would be extremely unpleasant, I couldn’t rest and I felt like I was going to get angry with my juniors out of annoyance.
Besides, besides, yes, it’s embarrassing to say,
I know a grown adult shouldn’t act like a child like this, but
Ah, this, that, a woman’s body has a short urethra and a small bladder, so that’s it,
… Oh, I need to pee…
“Rain, get out of the way…”
“… Sorry. No.”
Why are you torturing me like this?
In that short period of time, I was annoyed, hated, sad, wanted to pee, needed to pee, and needed to pee.
Almost as if pleading with the opposite sex, he talked about anything.
“It’s cheap, I think it’s cheap…”
“Yes?”
“Yeah, yeah, I can’t stand it. I want to buy right now, so please, please, get out of the way. Yes? Why, why are you torturing me like this…”
“…”
The junior was a really bad guy.
What the hell are you going to say to the girl?
I felt like I would lose myself to live at all if I were to get tired in front of someone I hated to the point of death.
You will want to die You really want to die.
I really, really desperately put up with it.
Trembling all over,
When I rubbed the area around my lower abdomen that I had touched since waking up to hold back urine,
I thought the junior’s gaze was going down, but soon it stopped falling as if a nail had been driven in.
Whoa, whoa, let out a rough breath, and something went wrong as if it was out of order.
Taking advantage of the moment when my junior was so dazed,
I almost had a seizure and pushed my juniors away and went into the shower room and locked the door.
And, oh, rest, I need to rest, but something smells good, eh, anyway, this isn’t it, oh, I really hate it. Sniffing, I know this is dirty and unclean even if I think about it, but like when I hit my junior’s pillow and covered it with saliva, I almost lost my mind and sniffed, really, really, I hate it so much, I’m weird, It’s so strange and dirty, it’s like a pervert, but it feels good to pee that I’ve been holding back, so I’m very shy about the pushy sound, it’s so big, I think I can hear it all outside, no, I’m sure I can hear it. Hehe, hehe, ah, I hate this, I hate it, but I really like it, heap…
I salivate over and over again like that,
Down below, yeah, anyway, anyway, everything is cheap,
I hated him to death and resented his juniors for being the worst scum.
…
…
…
In the end, after taking a shower to clean every part of my body, I,
I had no choice but to get out of the shower with a depressed expression on my face.
I felt like I had lost something, something incredibly valuable, no, I must have lost it, so I got a little depressed.
Oh why do I live
I want to die. Want to disappear I want to be a stone that can’t feel anything, or I’d rather be the dust of the universe…
“Senior, have breakfast.”
“Yes!”
I went to the table, unable to hide the corners of my mouth that naturally went up.
According to my taste, I was greeted by the mac and cheese made with half-cooked yolk, browned bacon, and macaroni mixed with cheese and cream.
Maybe it’s the difference in plating, but the juniors had a knack for making even simple dishes like this look incredibly delicious.
It’s a resentful opponent, but I couldn’t help but admit my cooking skills.
While I hurriedly ate the food, my juniors were busy looking at me.
The gaze as if observing a mysterious insect made me feel bad, but I didn’t show it and ate my meal.
Yes, since I cooked for you, I thought you would take care of that much.
And when I empty the bowl without leaving a single piece of cheese,
My juniors told me as if they were waiting for this moment.
“Senior, yesterday…”
“Yes?”
“I mean yesterday.”
“Ah. Yesterday.”
“That is.”
“… Sorry.”
“Yes?”
“Well, I don’t remember any of that…”
“…”
“Ugh, sorry. That’s true. Ah. What happened yesterday Can you tell me?”
“…”
“Well, by any chance, if I made a mistake. I have to apologize…”
OK,
“Mistake… La.”
My junior muttered that with a strange face.
It was the face of a person who couldn’t tell whether to call this a good thing or a bad thing.
Seeing that expression, I intuitively felt that I had made a huge mistake yesterday.
Saying that you don’t remember is something that can never be forgiven.
Oh my god. What should I do.
Should I get down on my knees and apologize?
While I was thinking for a moment, the junior had a very dark and gloomy face.
I’ve gotten used to it because I’ve seen it often, but my junior’s impression has a rather sharp edge, so I used to get very scared when I put on an impression.
I was momentarily frightened, so I went under the table thinking I should apologize quickly.
I knew how to make a sincere apology.
The moment I bent down like that and brought my limbs together like a chrysalis, my shins, knees, elbows, back of my arms, and finally my head was completely attached to the floor.
My junior yelled at me.
“Seo-senpai, what are you doing all of a sudden-?!”
“That’s an apology… It is.”
“Apology?”
“If this is not enough, could you please wait just a little bit, uh, I’ll take off my clothes right away, no, or putting them neatly next to me, yes, would you like it to be conveyed better…” .”
“Yes???”
“That’s it, that’s it. I’m sorry anyway… ?”
I was afraid of what happened last night that I can’t remember,
I felt that my juniors were really very disappointed in me, so
I was treated to a delicious meal just in time, and my hatred for him had softened a little, so
I apologized to my junior like that with my forehead on the ground.
So in the end, the junior was very embarrassed and accepted my apology.
As expected, a ‘sincere apology’ worked for everyone.
