Chapter 105 – They Say They Don’t Do Anything Dirty
He came home in the middle of the night and met another man,
I was the one who intentionally spit out words that anyone would misunderstand.
Of course, Ian kept glaring at me with such force that it felt like beams were coming out of his eyes.
“Tell me again.”
It’s not really because you don’t understand what I’m saying… It was a warning and meant that you should withdraw your statement because you were angry at my words.
But I also have pride, so I didn’t want to backtrack on what I said during this fight.
So I literally repeated what I just said.
“I came here after meeting another man… ?”
“…”
It was a clear provocation, and even though I was a clueless person, I knew very well what my words meant and how they would sound to him, but I was in a situation where I had to say something like that.
Well, it’s already been a few days since I haven’t touched you.
I couldn’t have sex, no, I couldn’t exercise, of course…
Even if it’s better to inflame his anger like this, yes, I still can’t believe it, but Ian said he likes me, so if the girl he likes tells me that she’s seeing another guy, no matter how iron-blooded he is, he can’t help but get angry. Yes, my plan was to give him a lot of slaps and butts.
However, Ian’s reaction was completely different from what I expected.
“Haaaaa…”
He sighed like that and held her forehead in his palm as if her whole bone was in pain… Come see me again with a complex and subtle face.
I didn’t feel the anger that should have been in those eyes at all.
“Senior.”
“… Yes.”
“I know what my senior is thinking.”
“Yes?”
“To begin with, there is no such thing as a man near my senior.”
“Oh, no… ?”
“What’s the point of doing it when the only people there are professors?”
“Kyeah.”
“It’s not like I’m having an affair with my professors. Right?”
“…”
Has this person completely forgotten that he made a serious mistake when he saw my relationship with the professors?
Well, those misunderstandings were resolved long ago…
“I’m glad I don’t have a man to meet.”
“… “Are you being sarcastic?”
“Really.”
“Kyeah.”
When I let out a sound stuck in my throat like a wildcat, Ian laughed as if it was funny.
Don’t look at me like I’m dying to see you so cute.
I spoke in anger.
“Well, I, really, have an affair, no, it’s not an affair between us, but if I start something even remotely similar to an affair, then what are you going to do…?” ?”
“Hmm. “You will be disappointed, right?”
“…”
Ian already knew how to handle me.
What if this relationship breaks? What if Ian doesn’t like me anymore? What if he gets disappointed and leaves me like he said? What should I do if I get abandoned? This was the best answer to stop me from worrying every time. Yes.
It may be a little ironic that I proudly declared that I was seeing another man on such a topic…
Anyway, I don’t want to disappoint him.
I want attention. I wish you would pay more attention to me and keep telling me you like me. Because I always have that thought in my heart, yeah…
In the end, I had no choice but to obediently tell the whole story.
“… It wasn’t a man, it was my brother. Now that you’re leaving the Academy, the story has become longer…”
“Really?”
“S-sorry. Coming in late without saying a word, trying to mislead people, speaking strangely…”
“I just need to know.”
“Eww…”
The conversion blow I had prepared was easily blocked, and I couldn’t help but become sullen.
It could also be said that something has become meaningless.
If the atmosphere continues like this, I don’t think anyone will get angry, let alone do something dirty… I thought I’d have dinner with my brother, but time was running out, so it was late to study together, and I really had nothing else to do, so I tried to go into the room with my itchy body filled with unquenched desires.
“Where are you going?”
“I’m going to sleep…”
“Shall we sleep together?”
“Yes?”
I wonder if the person who kicked me out of bed just yesterday had a change of heart today.
The exam is approaching, and if the two of us are together, we won’t notice the passage of time, and we won’t need a condom. Since we don’t go out and just do it all the time, I thought this would really ruin the exam, so I suggested it first, so let’s just hold off on touching, kissing, and exercising until the exam is over, like that. After not even a day had passed since what I had said was meaningless, I became impatient and ended up trying to attack him at night… That’s why I was kicked out. If you immediately ask me to sleep with you again, I…
“Not if you don’t like it.”
“Ah! Great! I want to sleep, I want to sleep with my master… !”
“I won’t do anything dirty.”
“Yes, I’ll just hug you, I’ll just sleep while you hug me, I won’t do anything…” .”
Hehe. And a smile naturally blooms on my face.
It’s pathetic. The best we can do is cuddle and sleep together…
But it was okay to look pathetic. At best, I don’t want to sleep alone again like I did last night because of my pride.
“Then, go wash up.”
“Yes… !”
…
…
…
It was then that I realized something was wrong.
After I washed up and changed into my usual maid uniform, I knocked on his door and said, “Excuse me,” And went up to him as if hugging him as he sat on the bed. I turned off the light and went to sleep, but…
“Uh, over there…”
“Yes?”
“Well, earlier, earlier.”
“Yes.”
“I made it clear earlier that I don’t do anything sexy…”
“It’s not dirty.”
“… Hehe.”
If you say that your body is being touched, and it is not erotic, then how on earth should I accept this…
“Oh, ah, wait a minute…” .”
“What’s wrong?”
I ended up not being able to figure out what was going on due to Ian’s natural speaking behavior.
We were lying in one direction, with our backs facing him, and Ian was pressing various parts of our skin like a feather was landing.
It wasn’t like touching or stroking, it was just literally touching… Since the lights were off, I couldn’t see anything, and as my vision was limited, my other senses expanded, and as someone who was already very anxious, my body, yes, just from that alone became heated…
“Ah, ah, uhm, hehe…”
I don’t take off any of my clothes at all, and the fingers pass by without knowing the important parts, and all I can do is let out a sigh of sorrow.
All Ian was doing was stroking my skin and breathing into my ear, so even as a sensitive person, I couldn’t climax.
“Master, master, do you want to do it? Shall we?”
“Huh? “No.”
“Yes? Then why… Hey, ha, you wanted to do it, didn’t you?”
“I want to do it, but they say I can’t because it’s exam period.”
“… “Is that still the sound?”
“I think I’ll do it all day. Isn’t that right?”
“That’s true, but…”
“They said test scores are important.”
“It’s important. Yes, to graduate…”
For some reason, I felt like the conversation was going in circles without reaching its destination.
Meanwhile, Ian’s hands kept touching my body.
I’m getting more and more dizzy.
Ah. This is why I thought I should not let them touch it…
“It was hard for Eve because I couldn’t do it at all, right? That’s why I said something like that earlier, about another man or something.”
“Hak, uh, yes…”
“Sorry. “Because you’re being so mean.”
“It’s even more ironic now… ?”
“I got angry without knowing because Eve didn’t let me do it.”
“Ugh…”
“He said that first, but then he couldn’t stand it anymore and tried to attack me, so I wanted to scold him…”
“Oh, I’m sorry… ?”
Ian chuckled and spoke again in a friendly tone.
“Anyway, it’s true that it’s exam period, so let’s be patient.”
“… “Is this something you are holding in?”
“This is okay, right?”
It certainly wasn’t like they were making out like usual, and it wasn’t like he was strangling or slapping my cheeks to make me feel good, and he wasn’t squeezing my tits or buttocks, just grazing my skin in various places.
But just that alone makes me feel dizzy, because I wonder what will happen to my head. I felt like I would soon be able to do nothing but let out soft moans like “Ah, ah.” No, it will definitely end up that way…
“I will be satisfied with this until the exam is over. Got it?”
“I’m not satisfied, I’ll never…” .”
“Instead, when it’s over, I’ll do whatever you want.”
“I really… ?”
“Of course.”
I think about it every time,
This person shines so brightly.
Know how to admit your own mistakes, know how to turn a blind eye to the mistakes of others, decide what to do in the future rather than deciding between faults and wrongs, and do not keep your emotions bottled up because of what happened in the process…
Some people may think it’s not a big deal, but it’s definitely difficult to put into practice, so for me, who was upset inside, it seemed so far away that I could only admire it.
That’s why I have no choice but to hate this person, and that’s why I have no choice but to like him.
“Ian, I like you…”
“Me too.”
“Ah, ah, there, just a little, just a little more, ah, just a little more, please touch me harder…” .”
“That’s not possible.”
“Then, at least a kiss…”
“Uh huh.”
“Huh… !”
But regardless of whether I like Ian or not,
This touch that didn’t even feel like it was like torture to me…
