Chapter 103 – They Say I Have to Study…
We decided to start studying in earnest for the exam before vacation.
After returning from the academy, we ate a meal, went to Ian’s room, and studied individually… As in the past, I took on the role of a tutor who taught him things he didn’t know.
Crunch, crunch, crunch, the sound of Ian solving equations with a pen is loud in my ears for some reason.
I was staring at the top of his head as he lowered his head to look at the problem. I was startled and averted my gaze when Ian suddenly lifted his neck to look at me, probably because he felt my gaze.
Ian said with a grin as if he knew that would happen.
“I have to study.”
The tone was kind, but
Why does it feel like they are scolding me?
“Yes, yes…” .”
It’s been two days since the declaration that I had to study.
I was already in a state where I couldn’t even see letters, let alone study.
I keep looking at Ian and sniffling for no reason.
As I was doing “Huh, huh, huh, huh,” I felt like I was calming down for a moment due to the smell of flesh coming from Ian, but in the end, I became even more anxious, and even when I was sitting, I ended up crossing my legs, and my soft breasts became hard, so I had to touch them quickly. It ends up being like that.
As I just looked at Ian with blank eyes,
He felt my gaze just as he had just moments ago, sighed, and spoke in a stern tone.
“I have to study, right?”
“…”
“Answer.”
“… Yes.”
I have to study. I don’t know how many times I’ve heard him subtly scold me in two days.
It’s clear that getting caught up in lusting after each other’s bodies will hinder your ability to take the exam, so let’s refrain from exercising or kissing until next week when the exam comes.
Obviously, I was the one who suggested that first.
I don’t know what I was thinking when I said that.
Now I just want to go back to two days ago.
Going back, when he was really disapproving, I told him I was joking, of course I have to study, but I don’t want studying to stop me from exercising, so if you want to do it, just tell me whenever you want, and I’ll tell you if I want to, so I should have said that…
I wonder if, if I do,
I spoke with a glimmer of hope that it might not be too late.
“Well, if you can’t stand it, you can do it a little bit.”
“What?”
“Ooh, exercise…” .”
“Sex?”
“…”
“It’s okay.”
I’m not okay.
I didn’t have the shame to say that.
I think what will happen to my hair.
No, it already happened.
I also felt pathetic for being hugged by a guy I hate to death and desperately wanting to whisper affection to him, but I can no longer make such a rational decision.
That was the next thought that came to mind.
Let’s tempt.
Let’s push his lowly body towards him, force him to get excited, and force him to do anything.
… To the point where I thought that, I was in the deepest corner mentally.
“Three, three, three… Exercise is okay, but yes, you should skip it. Master, since I am your maid, I have an obligation to serve you. Master, your cock produces a lot of semen. If you don’t let it out at least once in a while, it is bad for your health, if a lot of it flows back up. Ah, I’m worried, um, Ian, I’m worried, so I have to do it.”
“What do you mean?”
“Well, I’m the master’s, I’m the maid, so I can use it however I want…”
“I know.”
“Then, Aang-.”
“… “Why are you opening your mouth?”
“Arattagu, Haesuniaa…” .”
But I guess knowing didn’t mean writing.
Ian reached out to her and pinched her open upper and lower lips with his thumb and forefinger to close them.
Her fingers are hard. I want to get tingled. I want you to put it in whatever hole you want, either above or below.
“I have to study.”
“…”
“Study.”
“…”
“Study.”
“Huh, huh, huh… !”
I tried to pretend to cry, but he was a junior who didn’t pay any attention to me, as if he already knew everything…
I had that intuition.
Probably by the end of this exam, maybe before that,
I think I might be faint from neurosis at the word study.
“If I were to just suck it, it wouldn’t take more than ten minutes…”
“No.”
“You don’t have to touch me, so I’ll lick you with all my heart, so you can feel good, okay? Masturbating, I thought…”
“No.”
“… All you can do is say no?”
“I have to study.”
“Ugh… !”
Stubbornness is like an iron tendon.
Or maybe he just doesn’t want to do it with me.
There’s only one part of my body that I haven’t tasted, so I might be getting sick of it now.
“Eve. It’s needlessly obscene.”
“Suddenly? Ah, I like it…”
“That’s right.”
“Then…”
“Then let’s study.”
“…”
I know too.
I feel stupid.
Here was a fool who was desperate to do something dirty with a man he hated.
I’m depressed.
I’m depressed because I can’t be hugged.
I’m depressed because I feel like I’ll never be able to get his attention like this.
I feel depressed because I feel like I will be abandoned.
How much time have I been indulging in unnecessary self-torture?
At the moment right before I was completely eaten by something,
I could see Ian having a hard time over one of his major books.
Understanding magic.
“Ian. Is it very difficult?”
“Yes? Hmm. Magic itself is not difficult… “It’s because it’s a question that requires a lot of thought because the professor is giving it as a test.”
“What is it? Ah. “Maybe time travel?”
“Uh. How did you know?”
“I also took Professor Diaren’s lecture when I was a freshman…”
Professor Diaren was not called one of the ‘Academy’s three strict professors’ for nothing.
I could see his nasty temper just by looking at the fact that the first test questions given to fresh new students who had only been in the academy for a few months were complex questions that even the scholars and senators of the stern Magic Tower could not come up with an accurate answer to.
It is a problem for which the correct answer is not set in the first place, and therefore cannot be solved through memorization alone.
Come up with an answer that is creative and yet has the slightest possibility of being realized… There was a reason for providing test questions in advance.
Ah.
It’s an opportunity.
All I could think of was an opportunity.
I was sitting facing Ian,
I thought this was the right time, so naturally, as naturally as possible, I sat down next to him.
“Study, I need to teach you how to study…”
Ian sighed softly again, but I pretended not to notice.
That’s not the only thing you pretend not to know.
I pretended not to notice that we were sitting so close that our hipses were touching,
As if I was preoccupied with looking down at my major book, I subtly pushed my body closer and pretended not to notice that I was pressing my soft chest against Ian’s forearm.
I don’t know, I don’t know anything.
I have no choice but to stick close to them because I have to teach them about studying, and I don’t know anything about the rest.
“… Eve.”
“Poetry, time travel!”
“…”
“It is possible. “It’s only in theory!”
“Uh? Really?”
“That theory is a bit weird. It’s absurd, but…”
I thought about it myself, and thanks to that, I obediently told Ian the correct answer that got a perfect score from the professor.
“We have to talk about alchemy first.”
“It’s magic?”
“You know that the most basic principle of alchemy is equivalent exchange, right? Changing a substance into something of equal value. It is the basics of alchemy.”
“Yes.”
“In fact, it is the truth not only of alchemy but of the world. Magic too. “The principle of magic is to use mana to create phenomena.”
“My heart keeps touching.”
“If we consider the time to arrive as the result, it is the energy that can eliminate everything that has happened up to that result. In this case, it would be mana. If only I could handle that mana. Actually, I said it was time travel, but it doesn’t turn back time, it makes everything that happened up to that time disappear…”
“Eve. “The faces are too close.”
As I pushed myself forward little by little without realizing it, Ian’s face was already right in front of me.
The expression ‘right in front of our noses’ is not just a saying; we were so close that our noses were actually touching.
I realized I couldn’t distract him any further by talking about time travel and all, so I decided to just be honest.
“Because I want to kiss you.”
“Ball…”
“Ha, just once. I’ll just do it once. Yes?”
“Hmm.”
“Oh, if that doesn’t work, at least a kiss…”
“Okay.”
“Oh, ah?”
I was briefly taken aback by the unexpectedly obedient permission,
I was so scared that he might say it was a mistake and revoke my permission, so I quickly kissed him on the lips.
The next time I tried to naturally insert my tongue, I was immediately pulled away from my face and stopped.
“You said you only kiss me?”
“… “How can you do that?”
“I can’t use it if I lie.”
“I can’t stand it anymore, but after we kissed, I can’t stand it any longer…”
“I have to study.”
“Gyaaagh… !”
I lost my temper and tried to attack him,
He was an opponent I couldn’t defeat through force…
…
…
…
I don’t know how strong Ian’s patience is.
No matter how unattractive I am, this is beyond the limit.
So, I quietly waited for the right moment.
After studying, I take a shower, until it’s midnight, and it’s time to go to sleep.
I naturally snuggled into Ian’s arms in the same bed.
Even this was allowed on the first day.
I hugged him tightly and pretended to be asleep.
… Until Ian fell completely asleep.
I just can’t stand it.
Like I did once before, I was so cornered that I had no choice but to suck out Ian while he was asleep.
I whispered as quietly as possible.
“Ian.”
I wondered if he was still awake, but he wasn’t.
I sighed in relief and immediately realized that my heart was pounding hard.
I was going to do bad things from now on, so I was excited in a way because I thought that if I got caught, I would be in big trouble.
“Chu-eup, jjong, jjo-op…” .”
I kissed, licked, and sucked my entire body as if caressing it.
I tried to put my tongue between my lips, but I failed because my hard teeth were blocking it.
It was disappointing, but I thought there was nothing I could do and turned my gaze to his lower body.
The moment I take off my pants, I’m so excited that my mouth will be full of saliva, so I’m not satisfied with just sucking it off once, Ian, you’re dead… I’m thinking about it.
I heard a voice.
“Eve.”
“Ugh-?!”
“What are you doing?”
“Uh, huh? No, uh, when did you wake up?”
“Just now.”
“… Well, I tried to take it off because it looked hot, but I didn’t mean to do anything dirty… ?”
“Hmm.”
It was a lie that didn’t even work.
Ian pulled me to my feet with scary eyes.
Then he tapped me on the back, made me walk, and sent me out into the living room,
That’s what I said.
“Eve, go to your room and sleep.”
“Eh, huh?”
“Sleep well.”
“Hey, master… ?”
While not understanding the situation,
The visit was completely closed.
“Hey, ah, I was wrong! Ian, Ian! Well, I did it because I couldn’t stand it. Because they won’t do it! No, you don’t have to do it. Ah, ah, ah, just being held is enough… !”
It was only then that I realized that I had been kicked out, and I begged profusely through the door of the room, but
Ian didn’t even listen.
Angry, I guess I’m angry…
Because I was going to be stamping my feet for a while,
At some point, the closed door squeaks and opens again.
Ian, who began to see again, twitched the corner of her mouth and spoke while smiling.
“Ah. “Senior.”
“Huh! Yes Yo, forgive me. It was a mistake, I won’t do it again. You will, right? Yes… ?”
“If you masturbate, I’ll get furious.”
“… Yes?”
“No masturbation. Because I won’t do it either.”
“W-what are you talking about…”
That was the end.
The door that had been opened was closed again and locked tightly from the inside, as if it were a lie.
