Chapter 286 – Roll Your Head
After Lee Jin-seok left, Ye-ryeong Han, who was left alone in the living room, sat on the floor alone and could not do anything.
No, she didn’t want to do anything.
Happy.
She thought that no matter what she went through in her future life, she couldn’t be happier than she is now.
I went to school with my first boyfriend in college instead of the girlfriends I always went with in high school.
I also went on a date that everyone else is talking about with my favorite boyfriend.
Watching a movie, going out for a drive together, or having a meal together, I have done all the things I feel envious of whenever I hear about my friends.
And all my first experiences were with my first boyfriend, even the sex my friends always made fun of.
I was really, really happy to be able to do everything with him from now on and be with him.
‘However…’
I realized that all the feelings I had with my first boyfriend were lies.
At first I was angry. I was so angry that I couldn’t understand the person’s circumstances.
No, I didn’t even want to think about understanding. Because he was playing with me.
The emotion that came after being angry was sadness. Painful sorrow that breaks the heart.
All the emotions I felt at that time were made up, I was acting as I wanted like that person’s doll.
Every first time in my life was happy to be with him, but it was all like a dream.
Something that cannot be grasped by hand in real life. I thought the word dream fit really well.
When he thought so, Han Ye-ryeong was unable to do anything because of extreme despondency.
All I can do is sit back and cry in a daze.
Beyond that, nothing could be done. No, I didn’t want to.
After sitting on the floor for a while, doing nothing but shedding tears, she realized that her tears weren’t coming out as profusely as before.
The tears that had come out so much that they formed little puddles on the floor started to come out little by little, and now I was about to get up from my seat.
“Ugh!”
She cried so much that she collapsed on the floor with severe dehydration and a feeling of total collapse.
“Haha…”
Other people may ask why you are so sad about just breaking up.
But for her, who was bullied by her boys for her looks and her body during her school days, having her boyfriend meant something.
“Shouldn’t I be happy…?”
It was only now that she finally realized that it was happiness, but she floated in the sky and went underground in an instant. She fell asleep exhausted with such thoughts.
After that, she lay in her bed for three days, crying and repeating her self.
What I did for three days was simple, drink water when I was thirsty and eat roughly anything when I was hungry.
After that, all I had to do was lie in bed and do nothing.
Originally, if this had happened, she would have confided in her friends and put her at ease, but she couldn’t.
No matter how mind-controlled she was, it was because it bothered her that she had sex with her boyfriend in one sitting with them.
“Lonely…”
She broke up with her first boyfriend since birth and has no one she can contact. That fact made her feel acutely a feeling of loneliness that she had never felt before.
On the fourth day, she finally got out of bed.
Thinking that nothing would change if she stayed like this, she gathered up her courage and started cleaning her house first.
I cleaned up all the food I ate that roughly extended my life and tidied the floor.
The night she broke up with Lee Jin-seok, she sat and cried and cleaned up the salt grains in the puddle.
Watching the moisture in her tears evaporate and turn into grains of salt, she seemed to recall her memories of that day vividly for a moment.
“Ha…”
The pain of a broken heart I felt for the first time, the betrayal of being deceived by the person I love. Etc
Recalling her many memories, she paused her cleaning and sat on her sofa to gather her mind.
Now she tried to come to her senses a bit, but realized that the person named Lee Jin-seok was still deeply embedded in her heart.
The fifth day.
Han Ye-ryeong began to regret. If I hadn’t known that fact, I wouldn’t have lived happily differently than I do now.
Why did I bring back memories of that time? If I hadn’t thought of it, I wouldn’t have to go through this pain.
While thinking about that, she gradually recalled her memories, and she began to hate herself.
Even if you knew the fact, wouldn’t it have been okay if you pretended not to know?
Her mind was weakened and she was thinking useless thoughts, but she realized that saying this would not change her.
“It’s already happened…”
No matter what, I can’t undo what happened then. Even if I pretended not to know, it was only for a moment.
She goes on and on, she knows that her heart will become sick and crumbly.
Although she knew it, as time passed, she wanted to meet Lee Jin-seok again and have a proper conversation.
It is not a conversation that is emotionally angry and screaming, but a conversation that communicates with each other properly.
The 6th day since I broke up with Lee Jin-seok.
Unlike her first day, Han Ye-ryeong, who now cooks herself, received a message saying that she is restricted from displaying caller ID.
For a moment, she expected that it might be a contact from Lee Jin-seok, but soon gave up that expectation.
She won’t be contacting him who has already broken up badly.
Thinking it must be spam, she tries to pass it on, but the moment she enters and exits to erase the number ‘1’ that appears on her phone.
When she glanced at what was written in the message, she was momentarily stunned and unable to act.
It was because the message said it was an ability that Lee Jin-seok had and even explained the ability.
“Who sent it…?”
It was a message she would have passed on before she heard that Lee Jin-seok had a mysterious ability, but she knew. She says that Lee Jin-seok has a strange ability.
Besides, how many people who know his ability know her phone number?
Han Ye-ryeong, who thought so, mistakenly thought that this text message was sent by Lee Jin-seok.
“Why did you do this to me…”
The relationship between the two has already been completely sorted out.
He said that he would accept anything so that she could get her revenge if she didn’t get offended, but she had no intention of getting revenge.
She wanted to see him again, but she didn’t know what she would do if she did.
I want to see it, but I’m afraid to see it. Han Ye-ryeong, who had such thoughts, became a little curious.
It could be that everything written in messages right now and there is a lie, but what if it’s true?
Out of curiosity, she read all the skills written in her message and even the abilities of those skills.
And as she read the message, the more she read, the more Han Ye-ryeong felt her mouth open by itself.
Because every single ability he had was fraudulent to the point of making no sense.
After reading all of her messages, she thought about what he might have been thinking when he sent this message.
After we broke up, we didn’t contact each other or see each other.
I thought it was all over, but he suddenly sends a message with all his abilities written down?
No matter how much she thought about it, she couldn’t find a reason at all, so she decided to visit him in the end.
I’m still not quite sure of my mind, so I can’t get my head right, but I’m sure I want to meet him and have a conversation.
And what kind of appearance will he live after the person he dated with his ability left the words that he really loved him and broke up with him?
Even if we break up, will he meet other women with the ability he has?
“Ah!”
The moment she thought about meeting another woman with her ability, a good idea popped up in her head.
If I could go to his house and see him, I might get a little revenge for cheating on me.
One courtesy said she intended to tell him not to use his ability from now on.
I don’t know if he’ll listen, but she hopes that Lee Jin-seok will never use her powers again.
It was also to give the pressure that you would continue to use your abilities even though you created such a victim.
Of course, it would be useless if the other person had no thoughts and no guilt, but it didn’t matter. Because that was just what I wanted to say.
So, this is what happened now.
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Taking advantage of the opportunity given by the system to speak up, I worked hard on what to say to Han Ye-ryeong, who asked why.
‘It’s useless if I don’t talk well.’
This opportunity I had now was an opportunity that I will never have again. Last chance created by the system.
In the past week, if I had a chance to catch her again, I wanted to take this opportunity now.
Han Ye-lyeong hurt her because of me, but I don’t want to part with her.
After concluding for the past week, I tried to read her condition using the ‘Eye of Sexual Desire’.
Because no matter how much I felt sorry for her, I couldn’t give up on her.
That’s why the moment I try to change her mind using skills with my terrible selfishness.
“Don’t use your abilities.”
“?!”
I flinched when she suddenly told me not to use my abilities.
“Did you mean to write?”
Han Ye-ryeong, who had read all about Lee Jin-seok’s abilities, thought he was good at speaking when he flinched at the words he brought out just in case.
“I told you to come back and take revenge if my anger doesn’t go away, right? That’s my revenge, don’t use your abilities from now on.”
“…”
After Han Ye-ryeong told me not to use my abilities in the future, I couldn’t say anything.
Ya sellado ese wey jajaja