Chapter 46 – Assistant Teacher Day 2 (14)
“Honey, if it’s okay, can we talk?”
“Yeah…”
As Hyunwoo spoke with a serious expression, Hyeji stood up and watched him.
“I’m sorry you feel that way. But… If I ask how it happened, I’d be even more embarrassed.”
He throws her words away and looks at her calmly. She would have to change her strategy if she ever rebelled against these words, but her love that supported her still seemed solid. And bound by her love, she cannot defy her own will.
“He was the one who said he would do anything, and he was the one who knelt down saying he could do anything… But if you do this now, it seems like I’m the only one who’s a bad person. I just believed in myself… What became of me for believing in myself…”
It cleverly distorts the facts. Confusing words encourage confusion. She stimulates her tender heart and stimulates her sense of compassion and responsibility.
As if that wasn’t enough, he created an expression that would guide her emotional judgment. Hyunwoo’s face, muttering with a despondent look on his face, is extremely pitiful.
It’s rare for a man to be able to ignore a beautiful woman in her sorrow, and that’s true even if her gender is changed.
Hyunwoo also knew very well that damned lookism was now on his side.
“Ah, brother. No. I’m not really like that. Just… Just…”
“Just what? Why on earth are you doing that…”
“It’s just that I had no energy. Never… I don’t think it’s weird, so don’t do that, okay? Am I the kind of person who suddenly changes his mind? “You know how good I am at keeping my promises.”
Of course I know it well. Her strange sense of debt and obsession with promises served her well.
Hye-ji urgently waves her hand and claims her innocence on her behalf. She puts aside her own confusion and is only focused on appeasing Hyunwoo.
“Are you sure? Can I really believe that? Then tell me you love me. “I’m so anxious right now, Hyeji.”
“Buy… “
Hyeji reflexively tried to say her love but stopped.
She said she could do anything… But she even drank urine without any reason.
It’s a lie if you don’t feel a sense of shame. If you don’t feel any sense of humiliation, that is also a lie. However, the fact that she loves her brother is self-evident.
Actually, if you think about it, isn’t that ultimately something you did because you wanted to? Her brother didn’t ask her to drink urine either, so she decided to do it herself for the sake of her beloved brother.
A split second to blink an eye. Her subconscious finished rationalizing. She, who hesitated due to her conflicting feelings, ended the conflict.
Since she couldn’t deny her love, it was the only way to calm her confusion.
“… Come on, brother. I… Will be yours forever. So don’t be anxious. “I… I’m sorry.”
“Phew… Thank you for being honest. I’m sorry too, and I love you.”
Yes, she loves her brother. While I was smiling and reflecting on that fact, the pizza I had been waiting for arrived.
“Thank you.”
Hyunwoo took the pizza from the delivery man and closed the door. Her menu of the day is her favorite potato pizza. While she was at it, she also added cheese and toppings.
Now that I think about it, I heard that her pizza is quite a precious food to her.
Food filled with memories she often enjoyed with her late grandmother. For a family whose financial circumstances were limited, a pizza must have been a great luxury and joy.
As Hyunwoo put the pizza down on her floor, a pretty good idea occurred to him. Better than what she had just said, but words that would make her still bewildered and cry. Words that will devour her soul with her love.
Rather than spewing out unnecessary rhetoric, it would be better to tell a story. Now she needed a shot to put an end to her doubts. In terms of a play, it could be considered the climax or highlight.
“Babe. You said you think of her grandmother every time you eat pizza, right? “She said she was happiest when eating pizza with her grandmother.”
I didn’t know that she would say something like this, but… Hyunwoo looked at her as if he was sitting on her bed, and opened her mouth.
Hyunwoo suddenly brings up the story of his grandmother who passed away. It touches her emotions by mentioning her grandmother, who was the most important person in her life. He paralyzes her reason and tempts her to wallow in her emotions.
Her worn-out reason couldn’t stop the obvious trick in the slightest.
“Ah… Grandma. Huh. “I ate it with her grandmother.”
Memories of her time with her grandmother appeared in Hyeji’s mind. Her grandmother used to occasionally order pizza for her with the money she earned through hard-earned money working at a restaurant. It was one of the few happy memories in her life.
“Were you that happy back then?”
“Yeah… I was happy. Really… I was happy. What on earth is pizza? “I was always begging you to buy it for me…”
Hyunwoo sensed a slight tremor in her voice. She is originally a woman with many tears. It was a given that if you mentioned her grandmother in this situation, she would burst into tears.
It doesn’t matter how absurd it is. A good-looking face naturally gives persuasive power. Whether it was her bright bullshit or her random bullshit, we needed her puns to really shake her up.
“Hmm… Honey, I like grandma too…”
Hyunwoo deliberately paused, dragging the conversation aside. He chooses his blows carefully.
“From now on, can you think of me instead of your grandmother? I will take your grandmother’s place… She will stay by her side for the rest of her life. I will make her as happy as her grandmother, no, even more happy than her grandmother.”
A mesmerizing performance that even makes you cry a little. If there is an award for Best Actor, it would probably be a special award.
“From now on… Let’s just be happy with me for the rest of our lives. I love you, really. “I hope you understand my feelings.”
Hyunwoo picked out only the words that would make her cry like a ghost. I recited her love in each and every word so that she, who was feeling her complicated feelings, could become very emotional.
And the obvious words that Hyeon-woo sings become a poem written in Hye-ji’s soul. Hyunwoo’s words are written down in a somewhat confused mind.
In this way, Hyeon-woo tied himself and Hye-ji again with a strong bond of bond. There was no place for her to run to in the first place.
“Brother… Brother…”
When Hye-ji listens to Hyeon-woo’s words, all kinds of emotions flow back even though she is dazed from fatigue. Her slightly downcast face changes every moment.
Her reason eventually gave up on her confrontation with Hyunwoo and kept her mouth shut. It seemed like she was functioning properly for a while, but then she couldn’t even utter a final word and disappeared.
Numerous words of rationalization that fill the empty space.
Because I was born with an unfortunate fate, my life was all about hardship. The twists and turns so far are endless.
A precious person who came into such a life. She knows very well that there is no perfect man in the world, and Hyunwoo is a good person that will never be found in her life.
Hyeji nods her head to herself in her own thoughts. Only then did she burst into tears that she had been holding back. Like a paranoid person, the words “I love you” Kept flowing out.
“I love you… Ugh… I love you too, oppa. I… Furthermore, I really, really love you. Furthermore, I really love you… Furthermore, I love you…”
Her words contain a sincerity that is incomparable to what she said before. If the confession of love in the bathroom was just a muttering to oneself while in a state of insanity, the confession of love now was full of earnestness.
She now finds herself wondering about the situation just now. Yes, it was a game between lovers. A bit extreme and special entertainment. There was nothing she could do because of her brother’s trauma.
And the fact that her brother loves her is an unquestionable truth.
The cruelly crushed soul blooms with love again. No matter how much his spirit was broken, his single-mindedness toward Hyunwoo did not break easily.
Because Hyeji knows that the only thing left to her is love. She had lost everything and won her love, so if she denied that too, she had no reason to live.
Yes, even her brother… Without her brother, there is no one to know that she exists. He is afraid of being left alone in a world with no one to rely on.
She desperately needs someone as precious as her grandmother, or even more precious than her grandmother.
And as much as her heart desires, she loves her brother.
Tears welled up in her eyes.
“Uuuuu…”
As her emotions, which she had been holding back for so long, exploded in earnest, Hye-ji mournfully threw her body away like a mother who had lost her child.
Her love for her grandmother and her love for Hyeon-woo mix little by little, and her emotional state reaches its peak at once.
When she thinks of her grandmother, she feels like her heart will drop. Then, when I think of Hyunwoo, my heart comes back to its proper place. Tears flowed non-stop as the emotions fluctuated between extremes.
Eventually, Hyeji sobbed so hard that she felt like she was going to faint.
The corners of her mouth were strangely raised.
The abnormal phenomenon that surprised Hyunwoo last night has come again.
And that was also a signal that Hyunwoo did not expect.
Leaving her pizza alone, he climbs into her bed and hugs her. The corner of Hyunwoo’s mouth gradually twisted upward as he patted Hyeji.
“Yes, Hyeji… I’m always on your side. If you want to cry, you can cry as much as you want. I’m not going anywhere, I’ll always be by your side. Because I’m her boyfriend.”
I feel like today’s teaching assistantship is finally coming to an end. Her cries feel like applause celebrating a successful teaching assistant. In some ways, it might have been the last scream she let out before her soul sank.
In any case, it seemed clear that she had overcome the crisis… Hyunwoo freely ridiculed her for her foolish and naive nature.
Anyway, human psychology is fascinating, so I only hear what I want and see only what I want. Even if he behaves as viciously as possible, I end up thinking that if he treats me well like now, he must be a good person.
As Hyunwoo comforted her as she cried like a crazy person, he remembered her love gel. As for anal training… It’s unfortunate, but it can’t be helped. Pushing further here is clearly counterproductive.
Did you know that menstruation usually lasts about 5 days? Since I had a good day today, even if I dedicate tomorrow to accumulating positive emotions… There are still three days left.
Three days is plenty of time to start training her back hole.
So for now, let go of all your thoughts and just focus on being a loving boyfriend. It was worth much more than persecuting her even more right away.
“I love you as much as you love me. No, I love you much more than that. Let us understand each other more and love each other more. “Let’s not just talk, let’s be together for the rest of our lives.”
After all, the moment her love completely consumes her, she will naturally become her true master. Hyunwoo smiled eerily as he thought of the future.
The eventful second teaching assistantship ended successfully.
