Chapter 36 – Teaching Assistant Day 2 (4)
I nodded my head several times, pledging to look around the community starting tomorrow.
Hyeji’s elbows and knees were numb because she had been lying down for a long time.
In addition, she felt a little dizzy, perhaps because she hurriedly stood up when Hyunwoo ordered her to stand up.
But she had no time to take care of herself now. No, she didn’t even think about it.
My brother… My brother rarely smiles. She said she definitely forgives mistakes, but instead of smiling like usual, she just stares indifferently.
In some ways, it’s a cold face that still looks angry. Hyeji’s body trembled from the coldness emanating from his face.
The anxiety that had not yet completely subsided came over her entire body once again. It’s like a heavy stone has been placed on her chest.
She was desperate for something to break her current silence, but her once frozen tongue did not move.
Only her fingers on her knees wiggle. She flexed her facial muscles and barely managed to make a faint smile while looking at Hyunwoo.
As neither of them said anything, silence fell in the room. The commotion from earlier disappeared like a mirage and an unexpected silence engulfed the space.
And the silence that permeated the room became a sharper knife than anything else and cut into Hyeji’s heart.
Why doesn’t she say anything after saying she forgives?
She promised to visit the community, but is that not enough?
Then what else should I say?
No, before that… Is it okay to open my mouth without a command?
Hyeji’s head instantly became clouded with distracting thoughts. A strong headache, incomparable to the dizziness she felt earlier, shook her head.
In the end, even the faint smile that remained was soon broken. Her initial bright smile is gone, and her face looks as if she will burst into tears at any moment.
A face that fits perfectly with words such as no blood at all or poor complexion.
Hyunwoo chuckled to himself as he watched her complexion turn pale in real time.
I just looked coldly at him without saying anything, but that created magic. The word ‘magic’ seemed quite appropriate as I watched the vitality wither away in an instant before her eyes.
Actually, at first, I was planning to end it with a smile and move on to the next step, just like I always did. As if all her disappointment had been relieved, she smiled, gave a pat, promised to do well, and ended by saying that she would look forward to it.
Since reconciliation has always been like that up until now, Hyun-woo’s laughter became a kind of absolution for Hye-ji’s sins, and all conflicts ended only after that laughter.
There was no particular reason why he had been like this. The day she first met Hye-ji, she noticed that she reacted particularly sensitively to her cold expression, and she took advantage of it appropriately.
The same goes for the day I taught him to lick up semen. When he responded to her apology with a cold, hard face, she could not overcome her anxiety and gave up her taboo first. Of course, Hyunwoo smiled brightly only then.
He probably grew up watching his violent father and becoming anxious even at the slightest irritation. For Hyunwoo, he was thankful as he had put to good use in the past month as a teaching assistant.
In any case, since she had always been a restless woman with a cold expression, Hyunwoo was just curious.
The symptoms of her anxiety disorder were created after a lot of effort. How will she react to her expressionless expression now?
Will I feel crazy anxious? Or I don’t know what to do, and I try to make her cry.
My excitement soared at the prospect that she might entrust me with her body, begging for corporal punishment.
That’s why, leaving behind the satisfaction in her heart, she hardened her expression and maintained her silence.
Of course, I almost burst out laughing at first. No matter how you think about a woman who wants to study a community filled with all kinds of pervert sexual desires for her boyfriend, whom she has been dating for two days, she is funny.
Still, thanks to her patience, we were able to get something to see.
Her vitality was drained from her young face, and even the shadow of a smile disappeared. And she was filled with an unfathomable anxiety.
Eyes that look like they will burst into tears if you touch them. The pitch-black pupil within it loses focus and drifts.
Anxiety that cannot be contained on the face overflows from beneath the chewing lower lip and quivering cheeks.
Perhaps that anxiety seems to have soaked her hands as well, as she twists her tiny fingers distractedly, unable to keep them still for a moment.
The few words she just said had driven her crazy, but now even her silence was driving her crazy.
Is this the way of inaction that Lao Tzu spoke of? She cut the smile that couldn’t be erased even with dozens of words without saying a word. And it was clear that her mind was as broken as her broken smile.
Hyunwoo couldn’t understand her reaction this time either. If you show a cold attitude to a sincere apology, isn’t it a relatively common sense reaction for the person making the apology to get angry?
No, before that, is it possible for a person’s mood to change so quickly?
The face that had been filled with sweet dreams until I arrived home had now changed into a face suffering from a terrible nightmare.
As expected, it seemed unreasonable to apply the standards of common sense to a mentally ill person. Well, it was fun to play with because it showed such an unusual reaction.
Hyunwoo savored the way her own silence was tightening her grip, and gauged the timing for her to open her mouth.
It seems to have matured moderately, so should I take a bite of it now, or should I wait a little longer?
Of course, he didn’t know how far her anxiety would escalate if left like this. But she knew that the more Hyeji struggled with her anxiety, the more fun she would have tonight.
That’s why I only think about how I can make her more anxious.
There are two options. One is to continue the current silence, and the other is to punish them by scolding them for not being able to resolve their disappointment.
However, since she had already said that she forgave the wrongdoing, it was not smooth to continue with corporal punishment.
There was nothing I couldn’t do if I wanted to, but I learned in my major class that corporal punishment is most effective when it is consistent.
However, if you think about whether the silence so far has been meaningless, it is not true. All you have to do is keep the anxiety stack that you have steadily built up, and combine it with the next stack to make it bigger.
At the moment when Hyunwoo was trying to convince himself that he should continue his current silence, the words that Hyeji had just mentioned being a prostitute crossed his mind.
Although it wasn’t as much as corporal punishment, a prank that seemed quite fun still popped into Hyunwoo’s mind.
I didn’t say much since she came down on her body first, but it was quite interesting to say that she was a prostitute.
“Whore.”
Hyunwoo’s low voice broke the long silence. Hyeji’s shaking eyes returned to focus. This is because the low muttering voice hit my ears like the sound of thunder.
“Yes?”
“Did you just call me a whore with your mouth?”
“Yes, a prostitute. That’s right, a prostitute.”
Hyeji nodded her head as if she had wandered through the desert and found an oasis.
Her brother’s face was still cold, but the mere fact that his tightly shut mouth was opening made him feel much calmer.
“It’s fun.”
Contrary to what he said, Hyunwoo did not show the slightest smile. Only Hye-ji, who heard those words, let out an extremely awkward smile and nodded her head awkwardly.
“Then how much are you worth? If you’re a prostitute, there’s a price.”
“Ah…”
Hyeji was at a loss for words to answer the sudden question. How much should I say?
Since she had never put a price on her own body, she couldn’t immediately think of an answer.
Hyunwoo lightly grabbed her right nipple and twisted it upward.
“Ugh…”
“Come to your senses. When a customer asks the price, you don’t have to answer. He’s a prostitute.”
Hyeji let out a small moan through her teeth at the stinging pain rising from her nipples. One hundred thousand won? Twenty thousand won? There was no way she knew the appropriate way to talk to her prostitute.
“I don’t know… I don’t know.”
“Ha… Do you really think I asked the price? Please think about it. Think about what you say that will make me happy, and what you do that will make me excited.”
Hyunwoo scolded her as he extended his hand to her other empty nipple. It seemed that her brain, which had become stiff from fear, had limitations in being flexible, so I hinted at the correct answer.
“Ah… It’s free! If the master wants… I’m a prostitute who can use it for free. Hmm…”
Still, he doesn’t seem to be a fool at all, and he takes the hints given well.
Hyunwoo thought that her moans were sweet, so while she was talking, he twisted her other nipple and then released it.
The sight of her plump breasts rising, hanging from nipples smaller than her little fingernails, made me think she must be in quite a bit of pain, even if she didn’t moan.
“That’s good. But if you say it with such an expression, the customer who hears it will feel bad. You have to smile and say it nicely.”
And then a cruel spell follows calmly. Hyeji immediately opened her mouth to say those words, but hesitated in her words due to her instinctive resistance.
Just now, I was pinching her nipples and calling her a prostitute, but it was something I didn’t feel comfortable saying with her smile on.
She clearly started the role play to please her brother… But she couldn’t figure out why she had suddenly become a prostitute.
“Why? Can’t you do it? A whore is still a person. She’s a cum potty, Niona Hall, so she’s doing fine, but why are you doing this all of a sudden?”
“Oh… Uh, I can… Um…”
Hye-ji hurriedly opened her mouth at Hyun-woo’s chastisement, but she couldn’t hide her discomfort and blurted out her words.
I didn’t have much objection to comments like semen coming out of the toilet or hall because I thought it was just her brother’s taste. To begin with, it wasn’t a particularly realistic statement.
But prostitutes were a little different. It is definitely a job that actually exists. When I tried to call myself a prostitute, the small amount of self-esteem that was curled up in a corner of my subconscious desperately tried to dissuade me.
Even though her self-esteem was shattered, she fought hard to overcome her fear to prevent her from crossing her last bastion.
Perhaps she unconsciously felt that the moment she gave up her last conviction, she crossed a river from which she could not return.
However, Hyunwoo was not the type to just sit there and ignore that. If her unconscious resists, she presses one more time.
She was confident that she would turn such a clumsy resistance into a miserable death, not even a fierce warrior.
“Why is the person who told me that words are just words being so sensitive? It’s just an act. Saying a few words doesn’t make you a real prostitute, so why are you like this?”
Hyunwoo first persuaded her conscious mind. She makes us immediately dismiss the violent resistance of the unconscious as sensitivity.
He whispers that it is nothing special and cleverly incites people to ignore the earnest appeal of the unconscious.
Looking at her expression, it was clear that she was already halfway through.
If she resisted until the end, she would apologize for her mischief and end it appropriately, but if she was willing to put herself on top of the track she had created like now…
“When you say that, even I feel embarrassed.”
All she had to do was fire one shot to make her run down the track.
When Hyunwoo muttered with a straight face and an accusatory tone, Hyeji put aside all her concerns and hurriedly opened her mouth.
“Oh, master, I didn’t mean that… I said I was thinking of a message… I’m sorry. Furthermore, I’ll do it again.”
Hyeji raises the corners of her mouth as she apologizes hastily to Hyunwoo. The bright smile she had shown at first returned to her pale face.
The hollow cheek dimples and fresh eye smile attract attention.
It no longer looks like an innocent girl’s smile.
In an instant, her bright smile was reduced to the smile of a courtesan serving her guests.
In that state, she put extremely cruel words into her mouth.
“I, no… The semen toilet bitch… Is a prostitute that the master can use for free at any time. A prostitute that the master can use as he pleases… For exclusive use.”
That’s how her faith collapsed like a sand castle.
