Chapter 117 – Atonement (1)
If only Hyeji had family or friends she could rely on other than Hyunwoo.
If only she had her own home and job where she could live her life away from Hyunwoo for a while.
At least, if Heeju had been aware of her completely socially isolated situation and given her advice more carefully.
Unfortunately, the reality was completely opposite to the assumption.
Now, Hyunwoo was the only one who knew that she existed in this world.
She had no connection left between her and her world, and her Hyunwoo was the only world she had access to.
In this isolated environment where Hyeon-woo’s words become truth and law, Hee-ju’s advice became an excuse for Hyun-woo to bite her.
Hyunwoo goes in to take a shower, and she is left alone in the empty living room.
Hyeji curled up on the floor and cried bitterly.
“Huhhh… Grandma… Huh…”
She missed her grandmother who passed away. I wanted to cry so loudly in my grandmother’s arms and make her laugh.
But her grandmother was no longer here. The inevitable separation that death separated her took her grandmother to her distant place, leaving her alone in her world.
Now, she only had Hyunwoo. She couldn’t lose even Hyunwoo.
It must have been so difficult for her to break up according to the laws of nature, and if she broke up because of her own mistake, she had no confidence in living her life any longer.
‘From now on, can you think of me instead of your grandmother? I’ll take her grandmother’s place… She’ll be by her side for the rest of her life. I will make her as happy as her grandmother, no, even more happy than her grandmother.’
The promises her brother had told her came to mind.
‘… Oppa, you love me, right? If I… Do better, will you really marry me? ‘I’m going to make you happy forever, right?’
I also remembered how foolish I was for not believing that promise and doubting her brother.
Fool. Fool. You’re stupid. To be deceived by a bad person’s trick and to doubt the only person who cared for you.
It was so foolish and foolish that it cannot be explained simply by the word stupid. It was a shameless and shameless act.
If my brother believed the words of a person he met for the first time and suspected that he was a flower snake, if he didn’t recognize all his efforts and thought that he was playing with him for money…
Hyeji’s crying grew louder as she pondered Hyunwoo’s words.
“Huhhh… Hmm…”
I committed a terrible betrayal. I caused harm that I shouldn’t have done to someone I love.
Ugly bitch. A foul-mouthed bitch who revealed all of her brother’s secrets to someone she met for the first time. On top of that, she was an unbelievable bitch who even doubted her brother.
That’s all.
‘It seems like you are falling behind in class. If you want to continue playing together in the future, it would be best to sort things out first.’
‘He told me to abandon you because he was going to introduce me to a much prettier girl. Looking at her face, I thought we met just to have fun anyway.’
She was a bitch who had nothing and didn’t know how to use fractions. Being loved by someone who shines just by being, but instead of being grateful, they ask themselves if it’s right for them to love me.
Just today, I saw countless looks of interest and envy showered upon her brother. Standing next to his older brother, he also became an object of envy.
But… And yet… How dare you tell my brother…
If I was going back and forth like this, I thought maybe I really was mentally ill.
Yes, I originally suffered from depression, and although it got better after meeting my brother, it wasn’t completely cured.
I’ve heard that people with depression have wild emotions. I didn’t know if my symptoms were like that.
“Huh! “Huh… Huh!”
With louder cries, Hyeji fell into even greater self-deprecation.
Even though my brother spent hundreds of thousands of won to decorate it, I was told that it wasn’t up to par.
Normal breasts that barely exceed a B cup but can never be called large.
Is it depression or something else? A sick mind that doubts and hurts the people it loves.
There was no way her self-esteem could withstand it, as she had thrown away her understanding and consideration, which were her only pride, and was told she was disappointed.
Hyeji, exhausted from crying, gasped as if she was going to faint. She couldn’t breathe due to her despair and sadness.
“Ugh! Black, boop!”
My heart ached. It felt like my heart, broken into dozens or hundreds of pieces, was being torn apart.
She wanted to be forgiven. It felt like she would die like this if she wasn’t forgiven.
She wanted to regain the happiness of the morning. If I can’t get it back, it would be better to die.
That’s why she couldn’t just cry. As her brother said, she had to take full responsibility somehow, not just try to get away with it.
Her brother’s love should not be doubted.
She should not doubt her own happiness.
Her brother’s love should not be doubted.
She should not doubt her own happiness.
You shouldn’t doubt your brother’s love.
She should not doubt her own happiness.
Only then could she survive. It was the only way she could survive.
Hyeji, who was mesmerized, took off her top clothes one by one.
She had to pay for her sin before it was too late. She had to prove her sincerity and her beliefs at any cost.
A strange longing appeared on her tear-soaked face.
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“Hmm.”
After taking a leisurely shower, Hyunwoo looked in the mirror and hummed a little.
Since the sound of her crying that had been heard until now had suddenly stopped, it seems that she was tired from crying and fell asleep.
I felt refreshed because I had broken her heart and left her crying and came in to wash.
Hyunwoo made eye contact with himself in the mirror and looked back on his day.
He was overcome by the excitement of meeting his idol, so he acted uncharacteristically hastily, but looking at the results, it was the right choice.
Now that you have bitten her with ‘her clear cause’, let’s just wait and see what she has to offer and continue her Cold War for a few more days.
Phew, you snake… It’s not even funny…
That woman was mistaken for a long time.
I thought he was just a lowly bully who rips off women with just his face…
I wanted to clearly show that that judgment was wrong and that I was not a snake but a dragon.
Hyunwoo looked in a mirror and repeated the manual for the future to himself.
First, don’t smile.
Second, do not hug.
Third, I don’t say I love you.
Fourth, only smile, hug her, and tell her that you love her when she begs for harsher treatment and begs you to abuse her mercilessly.
“What the fuck?”
Even he thought it was an amazing idea.
He completely robs her of her independence so that she cannot live without his own recognition and love, and takes away recognition and love by seizing a ‘sure cause’ for which he is not responsible.
Just imagining how desperate a woman who thirsts for recognition and love would become made her heart pound. In an instant, blood rushed to her groin and her dick swelled.
Level up. This was definitely a heaven-sent opportunity to level up.
An opportunity to make selling and abuse completely synonymous with acceptance and love.
What if your brother, who doesn’t smile, hug you, or tell you that he loves you, finally slaps you in the face, saying he’ll try to trust you one more time?
And if you smile, hug me, and whisper that I love you.
Selling and abuse could definitely be reborn as proof of faith and love. Rather, the more severe the criticism and abuse, the happier she became. This absurd thing could become a reality.
The moment is not far when Hyeji sheds tears of joy at the indescribable cruelty and begs for further destruction.
Squeak –
Hyunwoo opened the bathroom door and came out, thinking about a few days later.
A whitish human figure appears as soon as the door is opened. Hyeji, who had been quiet before, was lying down naked, wearing her dog collar.
She was a little surprised, but didn’t show any signs of embarrassment.
He didn’t even smile. Didn’t even hug me. He just blurted out the words in a cold voice.
“What?”
“Okay, master. Please forgive me. Because Mingming is mentally ill, well, because he’s depressed. I guess I went crazy for a moment. I won’t do that again. Please forgive me.”
“… Ha, mental illness? Mental illness… Is that an excuse you just made up? They turned a person into trash and said he was mentally ill… I wish I could feel at peace.”
It was fun. Her reaction was to tremble as she continued speaking. Driving a woman crazy just by playing with words, without worrying about the repercussions.
The already refreshing feeling became even more refreshing.
Hyunwoo knew full well that she did not have the courage or ability to quit her current relationship, so he increased the level of pressure on her.
