Chapter 87 – 87. New Year’s Day
“⋯I rinsed my mouth.”
After rinsing my mouth, my younger brother approached me with a smile on his eyes.
The awkwardness hasn’t completely disappeared yet, but it seems that the shyness has decreased a lot.
As promised, we kissed and went back to the bathroom.
After warming up my wet and cooled body again, I kissed and barely painted my hair with shampoo.
Seeing Gye-gyeol clinging to me while washing my hair made me want to play a joke.
“Yap.”
“⋯Brother?”
I poke my nose with my foamy hand and lightly play with it.
Then, with a slightly angry expression, Winter stretched out his arm and touched my hair, then smeared shampoo foam on his hand and began to rub my face.
“Hey, don’t do it, I can’t see it…”
“Your brother started first. Eight!”
In order to fight back while I couldn’t open my eyes, I put another foam on my face, pretending to kiss.
“Ah! You put shampoo in your mouth, oppa!”
“Why, you were like this too.”
“Don’t do it, really!”
Then, in a fright, Kyeol-gyeol turned on the shower and washed off all the shampoo.
When they opened their eyes again and looked at each other, they both looked like drowning mice with their hair clinging to their faces.
“⋯ Puff.”
“Puhehehe…”
It was so childish and absurd that I couldn’t stop laughing.
I laughed so hard that I slipped on the bathroom floor, thinking.
⋯Good thing.
You are my sister,
I was very fortunate.
***
This time, after really washing myself and thoroughly wiping off the water, when I came out, the state of the living room was beyond words.
The floor is dripping with water, and the sofa is all wet, so it’s a piece of shit.
It wouldn’t have been possible if it was just water, but the condition was serious because gel or semen were all over the place.
“⋯Well, brother. What to do?”
“What the heck? I have to clean it up.”
“Oh, not the living room. ⋯Beds.”
⋯ Come to think of it, the bed must be a piece of shit.
I forgot it in my head because I laid a blanket in the middle.
When I went back to my brother’s room holding hands with Winter and removed the blanket, the situation here was also shit.
⋯ Still, the sheets are not wet, right?
“Isn’t it really too much for you?”
“Hey. It’s not all my fault ⋯Your ones are a bit mixed too.”
It’s not just mine.
⋯If you think about it, wouldn’t you actually have more shares than me?
The amount of semen is not as much as I thought.
I don’t think the blanket will get that wet because of the sweat.
No matter how hard I try, I can’t do that alone.
“Because my brother did that to me… It’s true that my brother is too much. ⋯Isn’t it?”
“⋯Well, that’s the case.”
⋯Yes,
One of my brother’s self-esteem is his younger sister who takes care of him amazingly well.
***
First of all, borrowing knowledge from the Internet, I wiped it off in a way that leaves no stains as much as possible, and put it in the washing machine.
Thanks to this, Winter, who lost his room blanket, lost his place to sleep and came to my room.
Not naked, of course, but in pajamas.
Although I was only wearing one pair of panties.
“Brother, do you normally wear that when you sleep?”
“⋯I usually wear this when sleeping with you.”
“⋯Perversion.”
⋯ I didn’t know you would come wearing clothes.
Originally, most of them slept while feeling their body temperature.
It was like that when I took a short nap in a motel these days.
“You wear clothes too. You never know.”
“What.”
“⋯If you oversleep a bit and come back early… It’s difficult.”
“I am not you. I will sleep late.”
“What would a person who has been sleeping all day lately say?”
“At that time, it was because my mentality wasn’t perfect, but I’m fine now. ⋯Thanks to you.”
I don’t know how I accepted it, but with a disapproving expression, Winter dug into my blanket.
Then, wriggling inside, he took my hand and placed it on his thigh.
⋯ It was bare skin.
“A real pervert. Is it not enough to do that today?”
“⋯I have no intention of doing more. I told you not to wash up.”
“⋯Really?”
“Really.”
I stroked the skin with the palm of my hand and slowly moved my position towards my buttocks.
After squeezing his strangely voluptuous ass once, he moved his remaining hand near his neck and untied his front.
⋯ If this is enough,
I think I can sleep soundly without dreaming.
“If you say no, why do you take off your clothes one by one?”
“It seemed frustrating, so I only let it go in front of me. ⋯And you took off your pants.”
“I’m not going to do it, bro? Aren’t you doing more today?”
“Because I don’t.”
After lightly kissing as a greeting before going to sleep, I hugged my younger brother who was looking at me with slightly closed eyes.
It’s the skin that I bumped into several times today, but it’s even warmer after washing it.
⋯And happy.
There is a scene in front of you that you could not even dream of.
Must be kept
You have to think realistically, not just verbally.
Because it’s not a dream
What would it take to protect this sight?
Money?
Hour?
Friend?
Family?
I don’t know the answer yet, but I have to find it.
Because no one will know but us.
“⋯ Winter, haven’t you met your friends lately?”
“Huh.”
“Let’s meet some on the weekend. I will also take care of some friends from now on.”
“⋯Because of me?”
“Then who is it for?”
Just in case, when we pretend to be kicked out of the house,
At least, the two of them must have a place to live, even for a while.
‘I was kicked out of my house, let me sleep for a day’
‘I’m really sorry, but can’t you just let me live for a month? I’ll pay you back money or whatever.’
How many friends do I have that I can talk to like this without hesitation?
⋯ It is true that there is no one right now, except for those who have left the army.
Without hearing the reason
Or, even if you gloss over it, you have to make someone who can understand it.
Unless you’re going to live with just the two of you for the rest of your life.
“And, ..Will you pretend to have a boyfriend?”
“⋯A lover?”
“Both pretend to be boyfriend and girlfriend. We went out on dates separately, met in the middle, then came back separately. How is it?”
“Why? I’m still doing well after part-time job.”
“⋯I have to stop working part-time. I ask my motive. ⋯It’s a bit dangerous there now.”
Part-time jobs should be beaten.
I don’t have any ill feelings towards the boss or my classmates, but there are people who already know each other.
It is too dangerous to stay there.
To be honest, it’s a miracle that I didn’t get caught having a tryst in the back alley all the time.
⋯Maybe it has already been caught by other people.
“Let’s stop working part-time. Instead, pretending to have a boyfriend, we both get along well for a while… But we won’t be having a hard time again someday anyway. ⋯Obviously.”
“⋯.”
“Well, something like this. Or… Maybe something worse. I don’t think we’re going to fight among ourselves, but just in case we don’t know.”
“⋯So?”
“If we’re depressed and in a bad mood… Mom won’t notice unconditionally. She ⋯ Then she says it’s because she got into a fight with her lover, or she says it’s because she broke up.”
“⋯Are you going to lie to your mother again?”
“When did you not? ⋯It’s not even a lie after all.”
I know it’s a really crappy idea.
However, as a child whose brain hadn’t even dried blood yet, this was the only thing she could think of.
Show her happy face a lot to her mother,
She will blame it all on her relationship even if it gets tough someday.
If I don’t get caught, I’ll live with her because of her relationship trauma.
If you get caught… You’ve seen me happy and struggling a lot, mom.
I don’t want to imagine the latter case if possible, but I’m going to have to bang her head while messing around.
If you get kicked out, go back and apologize whenever you have time,
Crying with her mother,
You just need to be beaten until your cheeks burst.
I don’t know if you’ll forgive me, but I’ve decided to do it.
She couldn’t throw the happiness she had in her hands to the ground.
Giving up and making bad choices is also
You will never tolerate
⋯ Then I thought I was really going to get pregnant.
“And if you quit your part-time job, you have a lot of time left. ⋯Exercise together, take care of your body. ⋯ Let’s prepare together. Ready to live in the future.”
“⋯Ready to live?”
“Honestly, am I a little scared? I’m very worried that you’ll get tired of me when I grow old and become an old man with a belly.”
Thirty, forty, fifty.
The age at which you will lose your attractiveness in a rational way has passed,
A wrinkled face and body.
Living together for the rest of our lives, if the day comes when we know each other so well and there is nothing more to do,
Will I get tired of you
Will the day come when you get tired of me?
“It can’t be. Fool. ⋯If it’s the other way around, I don’t know.”
“I will never get tired of you. ⋯Do you think there is anything more exciting for me than having sex with my sister?”
“Wow. Those words were really disgusting, oppa.”
“⋯ Why? When you always make fun of me, you keep emphasizing that you’re my older brother.”
⋯ If you get tired, well, you get tired.
After all, we are siblings.
Even if the day comes when she no longer feels attracted to her as a man and woman, she just needs to live with her for the rest of her life as her brother and sister.
Even married couples who are so close to each other, when they grow old and become grandparents, they become a family that is no different than brother and sister, with things like that.
Compared to that, even though we are already family, we feel attracted to each other enough to make our brains burn, so it’s not too bad.
The inherited genes are fine, so if you manage hard, you will be able to love for a long time.
Even if you get old and ugly, if you have the memories you’ve built up over the years, you’ll be able to cherish and love each other for the rest of your days.
“⋯And, brother. If you’re that worried, you can just leave a lot of photos.”
“⋯Photo?”
“Now is the time for us to be the prettiest and coolest… So if you leave a lot of evidence with me… Wouldn’t it be okay to look at it later even when you’re older? ⋯Then it’s not cheating. Both.”
“⋯Isn’t it a bit dangerous?”
“What are you thinking, brother? ⋯Not like that.”
It was so cute to see him say it in that obvious sense and pretend not to.
⋯Something like a photo.
I don’t know about photography, but things like photography are really dangerous.
If you have something like that, you can’t stand it even when you’re alone.
Dying, really.
“⋯What’s important right now is something a little closer later, so let’s think about things far later. You should start thinking about going to college.”
“Huh.”
“Go to college, get a job. I’ll have to move somewhere else later. It’s expensive here, but the house won’t be old by then.”
“Can we save enough money to move?”
“My mom won’t be living here forever, so she’ll just move out.”
“⋯Actually, I want to live with my brother.”
⋯I also want to live together.
Of course.
How hard is it to live while hiding?
I also want to live an honest life without hiding anything.
But,
Even if I hide it, I want to live with you.
Even if you hide and lie all your life,
I don’t want to abandon my mother.
“Me too, but then someone will take care of Mom.”
“If you attend, of course we attend… But still. ⋯Because I like sleeping together like this. Oh, my brother lives independently by himself. I live with my mom How about I go to my brother’s house every weekend?”
“Then you need two houses. Aren’t you in need of too much money?”
“That’s what my brother can do if he earns a lot of money. While you’re successful, raise a dog or cat, and even if it’s difficult to have a swimming pool at home, let’s put a large screen in your room to make it look like a movie theater. Laying down together and watching⋯, sometimes ⋯, um⋯. ⋯How is it?”
“⋯Are you still fine today? Isn’t it true that it’s difficult?”
“⋯The words were in vain. Ah, oppa, which do you prefer, dogs or cats?”
“Are you going to talk?”
“Anyway! So, which do you prefer, a dog or a cat, oppa?”
My body was so tired that I wanted to sleep right now, but
As much as my heart, I was brisk without any fatigue at all.
The story continued without falling asleep.
It seemed absurd, but he laughed as he talked about a future that might be possible.
I decided to dream a little bigger.
It was like that when I took the CSAT, and even if I fail, I have something left over when I set my goal high.
I’ll probably cry… I guess, but
I hope for more smiling days.
The way you smile,
I want to see more.
