Chapter 275 – IF Abduction. Older Sister Kim Winter, Younger Brother Kim Ga-Eul (18)
I thought it was a bad dream,
A surprisingly calm and warm morning.
When I opened my eyes, my sister was in my arms just as she was when she fell asleep.
“…”
… I’ll die if I leave you alone
Yesterday I was anxious enough to worry so sincerely.
I don’t think I’ve ever worried so much about my older sister.
More than just seeing her clinging to her brother that much,
I couldn’t let it go.
“Yes…”
Looking at my older sister, who was breathing heavily with a slight smile, it seems that yesterday’s older sister, who was having such a hard time, was struggling for no reason.
Even though I toss and turn over her body, my sister does not separate from mine.
Rather, she rubs her soft cheek against my forearm and smiles comfortably.
During the three weeks I lived apart for a while, I don’t know what the hell happened to my sister,
I don’t know if I can understand even if I know
What is certain is that he was very anxious while I was gone.
“…”
Since she is still young, she doesn’t know how to take care of her biological sister when she is having a hard time.
When you ask me to stay by your side because I’m lonely, is it okay if I just keep your seat?
Or should I tell her to go out with a lover who is more dependable and cooler than her sister and live like a college student?
If I were an older brother and not a younger brother,
If I had a little more experience, I might have told you that.
But I couldn’t have said that without knowing it.
Does your sister like or dislike men?
If you like, who do you like?
Without knowing it, she spat out such words like that, which is what a child would do.
As much as bringing up a needless slip of the tongue to someone who is having a hard time,
Because you won’t have any regrets.
“… Sister.”
“Yes…”
She hugs her older sister, who still has no sign of waking up, like yesterday.
She wasn’t forced to hug her sister because she wanted to,
So that my sister’s soft skin was pressed against my clothes.
To my sister, I don’t know what I am,
I don’t even want to know
If she was comfortable with a meaningless hug, she could do it again and again.
“… Ugh… , Fall… ?”
“Ah, … Are you awake?”
“Huh…”
Perhaps it was because they hugged her too tightly, her sister suddenly opened her eyes.
Those languid eyes that couldn’t even see a fragment of the uneasiness I saw yesterday.
That alone is enough to put my mind at ease.
“But, I’m a little out of breath…”
“… Oh sorry.”
Even if I let go of my sister and release her power, I don’t think I’ll run anywhere right away,
Let it sit for an hour
“What time is it… ?”
“Roughly… , Six o’clock. You can sleep more.”
“Huh… Then I should sleep more…”
“Oh, sleep more. I’ll sleep better too.”
“Yes…”
My sister, who naturally clings to me after asking to be released,
I don’t know how long I will have to take care of her.
I’m not sure if taking care is the right expression.
There is far too little to know.
Just,
Except for the fact that if we close our eyes like this, we can sleep soundly.
I don’t want to know.
Let’s find out
I don’t think anything good will happen.
***
Ambiguous memories of whether it was a dream or reality linger in my head.
It remains too clear to be a dream,
Too hazy to be real, hard to believe,
Such memory.
But the face you see as soon as you open your eyes,
It simply explains that the memory is not a dream but a reality.
“… Good night, my brother.”
Better than when I fell asleep yesterday.
I can feel Gaeul’s face hanging in front of my nose as she hugs me to the point of suffocating.
The warm, but never hot breath gently shakes my hair.
It’s ticklish and warm,
It wasn’t particularly creepy.
“Really, I love you so much, you…”
I had no intention of getting out until I woke up, but I couldn’t get out even if I wanted to.
Because he completely embraced my body and bound me so that I could not escape.
At most, autumn caressing the back is all.
I wanted to stroke her hair, but her arms were so heavy that it was difficult to clean them up.
“Ha…”
In order to give a small gift to my little brother who longs for me even in his sleep, I also hug Ga-eul tightly.
Buried in the arms of such a cozy, firm younger brother, he lets out a slightly heavy breath.
The smell is a bit thicker than when I went to sleep yesterday, but it still smells clean.
Even though I was worried that I might stink a little, my body would be soft anyway, so it wouldn’t matter much, and I made excuses to myself.
… Anyway, as long as the pillow doesn’t stink too much, the softer the better.
It was autumn when I loved my sister’s pillow, which I tasted for the first time on a trip, so it would be okay if it smelled a little.
“Kim Winter…”
“Ah, autumn… ?”
Maybe it was because I hugged her too tightly, but the surprised Gaeul turned around and started calling me in short words.
I was taken aback and immediately asked, but strangely, no answer came back.
… Fuck you, are you sleeping?
What are you dreaming of, calling your sister by her first name?
Cheeky…
“Um… , Talk to me…”
“… What. Really…”
… Guy.
Talk, talk talk, what talk talk?
… Even though my sister is a little soft,
It’s soft and soft with a lot of fat on it,
Right now, I don’t have any fat on my stomach or waist with my hands on it.
“… Hey, Ga-eul Kim. Wake up.”
“Ugh…”
After that, I secretly bite Ga-eul’s neck, who continues to talk incomprehensibly and has a habit of sleeping.
It will hurt if your teeth touch it, so just lightly with your lips.
Just like playing while biting your ears.
Repeatedly asking and releasing, he carefully wakes up his brother.
“It tickles…”
“… So get up. Stop sleeping.”
“Hmm… Umm…”
But Autumn, who seemed to show no signs of waking up, kept stroking my hair and making noises of pain.
At the same time, she puts her feet on my waist and tries to ride on top of me using her sleeping as an excuse.
It didn’t feel too bad to be stroked by her oversized brother’s hand, but it was a little uncomfortable to be pressed down by her brother until it suffocated her.
No matter how close you are, there is such a thing as goodness.
Because a younger brother who doesn’t follow the hierarchy needs to be punished.
Turning over the autumn that tried to crush me,
I fall on top of it
“Get up. Autumn Kim. … Before you bite it off.”
“… Oh, sister…”
It wasn’t until after she pressed down on her younger sister in the correct posture that Gae-gae-eul rubbed her eyes and looked at me.
It didn’t match his age, and his expression, which looked quite mature, seemed to let me know that he was my younger brother, so I was very happy.
I express that joy by stroking her shoulder with my chin, and I put her lost sister’s hand around my waist.
“… Did you sleep well?”
“Uh, uh. I slept well, but…”
“You slept well too. … Thanks to autumn.”
After I moved in, the feeling of being so anxious and lonely disappeared without a trace, because it was all thanks to him.
I thought I would be able to pay off the debt if I lent my older sister a pillow that I liked enough to spit out nonsense about being soft in my sleep.
… I also like the hard and warm brother’s pillow.
Because there is nothing bad about each other.
Nothing bad will ever happen.
“I’m sorry my sister said something strange yesterday. … The original woman was… When you get close to me, you get depressed. I guess it was because of that, maybe.”
“… Ah, menstruation.”
“Hey, what if I put that in my mouth, you idiot! Eight… “
She told her back at best for her little brother, but she bites the neck of her brother who openly puts it in her mouth.
She didn’t care about the pain because she broke it anyway.
Just don’t leave any tooth marks behind.
You might think it’s dirty because it’s slightly drenched in saliva, but Ga-eul didn’t let go or push me away even when she was bitten by her vampire-like sister.
… Instead, I hugged her tighter.
“… Fruh. Hehe. Autumn is bloody delicious.”
“My sister’s fangs are blunt, so they don’t stick well.”
“Should I go to the dentist and change? Get stuck in your neck?”
“No. Then it hurts.”
Weird bullshit.
Weird sleepover.
I didn’t know that the morning of siblings giggling while committing strange things was so sweet.
Not me,
How many people other than autumn know this sweetness?
I can give it to you without any cost,
As long as you can receive affection without any burden,
There are only parents and children.
Blood relatives of the same age would be lucky if they didn’t fight.
Because sometimes you are more mature than your mom and dad.
I keep wanting to lean on it.
“Hi-Hi… , Anyway. Let’s get up I have to eat breakfast. My sister will prepare it for you.”
“Breakfast was originally prepared by me. Everyday.”
“It’s meaningless to talk about last year now, right? … Lie down quietly Because Ga-gae just needs to get her noona’s food for the rest of her life.”
“What a lifetime, a lifetime.”
“It’s a lifetime, a lifetime. … Even if you turn 80, you’ll never change that you’re my younger brother. My sister will be eighty-three at the time.”
When it’s hard, I want to lean on you
I want you to take care of me
When it’s hard, I want to be your support,
I want you to take care of me
I want you to eat the rice I prepared,
When I have time, I want to go play with you,
At night, I want to hold on tight and fall asleep,
A person who cannot stand being lonely even if they are separated for a short time,
I decided to call him brother.
“Well, at least once, act like an older sister and say things like that…”
“Because you’re not like a younger sister, you’re not like a sister, you idiot. … When you’re having a hard time too, your sister will take care of you like a sister, so don’t worry. This old man.”
“… Yes yes.”
That’s right, because he was my brother from the start.
Even if not since I was born,
You’ve been like that since you were born.
No matter how much I love you
No matter how much you love me
We are siblings
… So good.
Never,
Because this relationship can’t change.
