Chapter 215 – Extraversion. Writer Kim Winter, Editor Kim Ga-Eul (4)
I was worried about the high-level scenes that would frighten me with the really terrifying and terrible story, but I skipped all the high-level scenes of the mysterious winter and just recited to me the contents that made me curious about the back story.
He talked about it until halfway through, but he stopped talking and started tapping on the keyboard, saying that he should write it down before he forgot it.
It’s questionable why even the plot is dialogue, but anyway, it seems like you’re asking me to review it, so I’ll have to read it carefully.
When I put together the exciting contents I had heard earlier and read them with my eyes, I could feel the goosebumps running through my body at the fact that it was more terrifying than I thought.
A shady, mysterious document made by Winter Kim, roughly the size of an A4 page.
Here’s what it says.
“Even after that, I was raped by my brother whenever I had free time, but I wanted to protect the group and the youngest member of the group, so I devoted myself to him without resistance.
But the youngest, whom I wanted to protect so much, suddenly causes a scandal with Mr. Tsai, who is the same age as him.
Because of that, the popular and friendly group collapsed in an instant, and all of their schedules were canceled, so I fell into a deep depression.
Besides, there was a variety show that I filmed in advance, and there was a production where I had a flirtation with a male performer, so my brother was nasty for no reason.
Because he bullied me even more tenaciously than usual when my mental state was already in tatters, I completely collapsed and thought it was okay.
So I got angry at my brother, asking if I could just do what he wanted, and taking advantage of my brother’s embarrassment because of my first confrontation, I stole his cell phone and posted the erotic pictures of me that I had taken for blackmail anywhere.
I posted it somewhere, so it was all deleted, but people who saw it before it was deleted could tell that it was me who was naked without looking closely.
Besides, the fans knew that I had an older brother, and if they knew that my erotic photos were posted on my real brother’s social media, they would have been upset, right?
At least it didn’t go viral because my brother’s face didn’t show up, but it’s true that he’s going around with erotic pictures, so it goes into the ears of the agency.
I was afraid of that, so I tried to ignore incoming calls and locked myself in my brother’s room.
I only accept and eat what my brother gives me, communicate only with him, and do lewd things in my brother’s room all day long.
My older brother also had a completely ruined social life due to the fact that articles on what I bought and bought had gone out, so he took a leave of absence from school and stayed by my side all the time.
Even so, my brother, who had a temper, scolded me for what I was doing because of you, and then my name came up on the TV that was on.
Even on the airwaves.
It didn’t even come out that I was going around with erotic pictures, but the news that I had disappeared.
I suddenly got scared and shivered and turned on my phone to see that there were hundreds of absences piled up, and even if I searched the Internet for a bit, the pictures I uploaded in anger were floating around.
After seeing that, I hyperventilated and was shaking, but my brother hugged me tight and kissed me kindly for the first time.
As soon as I received the kiss, my breathing stabilized and my head exploded so hot that I unknowingly pounced on my brother.
Until then, I had been using birth control, but that day, I just didn’t have anything like that.
After several weeks of pounced on each other, after noticing that menstruation wasn’t coming, I checked the tester… Well, what. Do you know a little bit about your brother?”
It’s not that it’s not interesting.
It just feels like watching a horror movie and having fun while breaking out in a cold sweat.
It didn’t contain much harder content than I thought, but the fact that the ending itself was narrowly within the range I guessed was strangely terrifying.
How can I get the ending I expected from that development?
The pure love story that pops out at an unexpected timing surprises people like a ghost that pops out without warning.
Of course, since I know very well that winter is my tendency, I expected that there would be an ending where I fall in love like this.
But, of course, I thought it would be a story that ends after the older brother repents of his mistakes and exchanges forgiveness and reconciliation.
I didn’t know that it would turn out to be a completely mental breakdown and gaslighting each other like that.
“⋯ Not so good?”
“No. I have fun.”
“You looked at me with a very serious expression for something like that.”
“Because it is serious.”
“Why? Isn’t that a happy ending?”
“Uh…”
⋯ This, this?
From the point of view of the fruition of love, it would be a happy ending, but…
I would be socially buried and even pay a penalty to the agency, should I call this a happy ending?
Maybe it’s because the motive is winter with me, but I feel empathy for the two of them for no reason.
Even if the content is too far from reality, if you actually think like that, it seems plausible that it will happen that way, right?
If I seriously think about what I would think if I were to face that situation, I couldn’t help but use it even if I didn’t want to make an impression.
Actually, it’s not once or twice that I thought it would be fucked up if I was caught.
Of course,
I feel like I’m going to freak out if I have sex with that concept.
Of course, slaps are over the line, so long as you compromise with just enough spanking.
“That…Winter. What do you plan to write after this?”
“⋯I have no intention of writing after that.”
“Why?”
“Uh… Is it heavy? Wouldn’t it be okay to put in the setting that my brother hit the jackpot on things like stocks, and give an ending where he runs away?”
“⋯Mmmm.”
Unlike me, who took it seriously, it seems that, contrary to expectations, Gye-ryeol wrote down what he wanted to write without much thought.
I didn’t notice it because it seemed plausible, but when I saw him banging on the keyboard saying he was going to forget it while talking, it seems like it was spontaneous.
It’s hard to decide whether the development that came out of careful calculation is scary, or whether it’s more scary to write down one’s thoughts as they are.
“Honestly, I don’t even want to see the back story.”
“No matter what, since the two of you love each other, you will live happily ever after. I, the writer, will vouch for it.”
“Uhm…But I don’t think oppa is the kind of person who would be okay with being happy, right?”
“That’s the case… But according to the setting, he’s only a bad person to me. Wouldn’t it be okay if I went and forgive you later?”
“Then Kim Winter… No. Are you a fan of Hannah?”
“You said it before. Fans will be delighted too. ⋯Maybe.”
“Is that so…?”
“Huh. Well then.”
At some point, Winter, who simply calls the heroine ‘me’, started to look more and more frightening and alluring.
Something… There are times when you feel emotional when you live together for a long time, don’t you?
It feels like something is being sucked into that guy’s plan.
For some reason, I feel like I’m going to wear a loose outfit like an idol’s stage outfit tonight.
It feels like pointing to a stand-type phone holder and insisting that it’s a camera tripod.
It feels like he’ll put on an appropriate idol song and proudly say that he sang it.
⋯I feel like they’ll tease me that I’m a rapist when I wake up tomorrow morning.
For some reason, even the emotional feeling that I can’t refute it, it’s lined up in my head and plays like a movie.
“Anyway, how do you feel after reading it? Do you think it will be okay to use it as it is?”
“Uh… Won’t you be scolded for being too unrealistic?”
“Huh? It’s a novel, right?”
“Wasn’t it meant to be used as a rumor? Originally, you said you wanted to show off between us…”
“I was going to, but my brother told me not to say he didn’t know. ⋯Just to write it as a novel.”
“Before, it was quite realistic…”
“My brother stopped that too. ⋯ Write whatever I want to write. Very stimulating.”
“Uh… I did.”
What’s even more terrifying is
It’s just that I’m looking forward to it.
In fact, it’s not that far, but it’s true that I wanted to write unreasonably provocative content.
Then, on the pretext of researching data, I was looking forward to acting out a role play out of necessity.
Wanting to play the role of blackmailing and raping her sister.
Can this be called a real older brother?
Of course, the younger sister who recites such content cannot be called her younger sister, so she is a teacher.
Should it be said that it is a kind of relationship, or should it be said that it is a natural match.
Really.
“Do you want to see more realistic content?”
“⋯I’ll think about that, so you use it. ⋯If you think about the realistic content, one or two characters will die.”
“What do you see me as, oppa?”
“You can feel the pure malice in that article. In order to cut off the bitches who flirt with my brother, I dared to paste the uncle’s boyfriend into the youngest character…”
“It’s only when I feel betrayed that it collapses, so I can’t help it…”
“You can say that my mentality collapsed because I was raped by my older brother. The sense of betrayal is jealous when the youngest clings to her older brother… Evil! It hurts!”
“Don’t talk about other girls in front of me, fool!”
Just looking at the lines, the words are bloody enough to make the eyes glow, but seeing the smile on the mouth and the painless slap on the back, I could tell that it was half a joke.
In other words, half sincere.
⋯In the novel this guy writes, all the supporting female characters flirting with the male lead will have an unfortunate ending.
Just as I always feel a sense of superiority whenever I hold Winter, I think Winter is similar.
Usually, several men cling to the female lead and like to pick one of them, but this guy is the type who prefers to pick just one female lead and cut off the other side branches.
I don’t know if I should call it selfish or altruistic.
Well, either way.
I always feel fortunate that the male and female protagonists are you and me.
If he shared a deep and deep love with another person,
⋯Really, I might have become like a trashy oppa.
As much as you want to be fucked like a dog by your real brother,
I can’t say there wasn’t a day when I wished I could fuck her little sister like a dog.
From the first day I bit you.
To be honest,
I didn’t say anything, but I forcibly ate it hundreds of times in my imagination.
I tried not to, but it wasn’t easy.
I always wear dolphin pants, how can I stand it?
