Chapter 191 – Extraversion. First Experience With Older Brother (1)
“Turn off the light.”
“⋯What?”
“Please turn off the lights. Sleep.”
The exam is over.
I changed the suppressed stress into tension and exploded with a bang.
There are no restrictions.
I can’t hide my feelings any longer.
“Why did you turn it on while you were sleeping?”
“Brother.”
“Why.”
“Can you come over here for a second?”
“Oh, why?”
“Because it will take a while.”
The embrace of my brother, who hugged me tight without paying attention to my surroundings, was warmer than a hot pack.
My brother’s ‘I love you’, which I forced myself to accept, was sweeter than chocolate, and the fever did not disappear from my body throughout the exam.
The first kiss we shared in an alleyway, which we will never forget, was sweet and not bitter at all, despite the fact that no syrup was added.
More.
More.
I want to connect with the person I like.
“What.”
“⋯Can I ask you one more thing?”
“Stop moxibustion.”
“Only until Monday.”
“Uh.”
My heart feels like it’s about to explode.
You can get it back now.
Can stop
Can keep the good
But…
I don’t want to stop.
Can’t stop.
Whether it’s fate, coincidence, or inevitability, it doesn’t matter.
The restriction of siblings has no meaning anymore.
Even before we kissed, the line had already been crossed.
I like my older brother
My older brother likes me
That’s enough.
“⋯Brother and sister, do you want to quit?”
“⋯What?”
Cut out the word brother and sister with a knife.
I take out the blanket I was covering and reveal myself to my brother.
An outfit prepared for my brother.
There was no need to cover up much.
Anyway,
Because my brother will take it off.
A brother is a pervert lusting after his sister.
“⋯Kim Winter.”
“I’ve been thinking about it in many ways too…”
I got out of bed and took one step at a time to my brother.
The night light on the bed frame was too weak, so I couldn’t see my brother’s expression very well.
But I couldn’t help but notice that I was very shy.
The whole top of the neck is red.
“I also wanted to be with my brother… As a brother and sister.”
“But why.”
“Still, I’m afraid that someday these feelings will disappear…”
There’s no way the day will come when I’ll forget this pounding heart.
The day when this warmth disappears will never come.
Every time I promise that, I brainwash myself.
But I know.
As long as I don’t leave a stigma on this person, someday I’ll go back to being my older brother.
I stole my brother’s first kiss, but I know that someday I’ll remember even that as a mistake from my childhood.
I hate that.
A scarier thing than my brother not loving me.
That,
My brother loving someone other than me.
“⋯Even if it disappears, I didn’t want to make it something that never happened.”
“Kim Winter.”
“I was a little… Embarrassed to know that my brother felt that way toward him… Me.”
“⋯.”
“I didn’t like it. ⋯Because I liked it. Continue.”
I was embarrassed at first, but as time passed, I got used to it.
Out of simple curiosity, as I gradually became able to read my brother’s mind, the little devil in my heart kept whispering to me.
Didn’t you grow your hair for your brother?
Didn’t you put up with sweet snacks for your brother?
Isn’t it because of my brother that I wear thin clothes even when it’s cold?
“My brother did that every day in the army. If you don’t get caught, it’s not a problem…”
“⋯.”
“⋯Until Mom comes back, just until then.”
Hey, does your brother like you too?
My older brother is also a man.
You are pretty, and you have big breasts.
Oppa, I have to attack when things get awkward after coming back from the army.
If you hang around like this, your brother only sees you as your sister?
Seduce
To seduce
Constantly pushes me
“Do you think that makes sense?”
“No.”
“⋯Then why are you doing that?”
“⋯Because I can’t express it in words.”
Falling for the devil’s whisper, I dashed at my brother.
I’ve lived my life without knowing a single man, but I knew that I was an attractive woman unless I was an idiot.
The gazes I felt every day after my height exceeded 155.
Because I remember the gazes on my chest every day since the cup size of my bra changed twice.
As long as I was an attractive woman to the opposite sex, I didn’t have to practice.
Awkward, clumsy, clumsy.
If you have a lot of gaps, you can appeal as much, and if you have few, you can appeal as little.
Let me reveal my true self to my brother.
If my brother wants to keep the line.
“You have no choice but to express it in something else.”
“⋯Winter.”
“Brother.”
It’s enough if I break it down.
Yes you are just like me
My brother is also a person who has already crossed over here.
A pervert older brother who is sexually attracted to her younger sister.
Nasty, dirty, distorted like you.
There is no one else to accept but me.
“I’ve been thinking about it.”
“⋯What.”
“⋯The first and the last⋯I want you to be my brother.”
“Hey.”
Likewise,
Like me, who felt love for my older brother,
There was no one else who would accept it except you.
“⋯Can you leave the evidence?”
My older brother’s hand, who had been foolishly possessed by my chest and didn’t know what to do, gripped my shoulder tightly.
Then I felt like my body was floating, and I threw myself into bed.
Oh, I guess I can’t resist anymore.
I can’t resist my brother’s touch,
My brother can no longer resist my temptation.
The word taboo has a seductive scent.
Once you taste it, you can’t forget it anymore.
While you take away my beginnings and carve your own brand on my body,
My brother will also be branded for the crime of attacking his younger brother.
The thin promise of ‘until mom comes back’
From the moment I saw my brother’s blood-soaked eyes staring at me terribly, it was as good as broken.
My brother gulped and moved his arm to my chest.
I don’t know why men get excited about this lump of fat, but I understand that it’s instinct, not reason.
My older brother, who had been fiddling with his sister’s breasts and bra until it hurt, untied the hook on the front and exposed my bare breasts.
⋯I think wearing a front hook was the answer.
Because taking off the bra was very clumsy.
As if massaging, he gripped my unnecessarily heavy chest tightly.
He then pressed the protruding nipple with his thumb.
She makes foreplay by spinning the nipples buried in her chest.
I’ve been touched a few times before, but today is a little different.
Today, as if to assert that he has no intention of ending it like this, he harasses me roughly.
I knew that nipples were an erogenous zone, but it was the first time I was so nervous.
When I was stepping on the line, this was the last step,
Because this is only the beginning.
My brother, who had been treating my nipples as if he were his own, came down from me for a moment.
Then she threw off my t-shirt, picked me up like a princess, and laid me flat on the bed.
It’s like putting food on the table before a meal.
Will soon be caught
Pervert lusts after his sister, and is eaten without even resisting.
My brother, who had no choice but to eat me, got on top of me.
He glared at me with his frightening yet sorrowful eyes.
I want to kiss you
I want to entangle my tongue.
I want to take off all of your underwear and make it my own.
I want to take away your first.
I didn’t even say it, but those feelings were naturally read.
I don’t even know if I answered that question.
I just stared at my excited brother.
Interpretation is up to my brother.
Well, it must have been an answer that didn’t require interpretation.
Lips at first,
Even the tongue.
They craved each other’s lips as if they were covetous.
It tasted like alcohol.
It must taste like gargle to my brother.
How is it?
I rinsed my mouth clean and waited for my brother.
Do you think it’s unique?
Or do you think it’s cruel?
Either way is fine.
Dismal at school,
Shy away,
Not cheap,
I try to do everything by myself, but it’s different with my brother.
Because I am a sister to my brother.
Less sullen than my brother,
Less shy,
Be a little sweeter,
It’s okay to be silly with your brother.
I cling to my older brother while being spoiled.
An older brother who is in heat with such a younger brother and keeps groping his body.
When her brother pinched his ear, his body tingled, and the tip of his tongue bent on its own.
My lips quivered when my brother stroked my side.
My brother chewed my lips carefully while tickling my hardened nipples.
Every single act of acting cute to my brother,
I was a little resentful because all of them were reactions that had absolutely nothing to do with my reason.
I thought I could control it, but I was wrong.
I couldn’t look at the face of my brother who coveted and dirty me to his heart’s content.
Because I was pickled in the pleasure of being loved by someone I like, and I couldn’t open my eyes properly as if I had taken drugs.
You know, brother.
How are you feeling now brother?
I’ve been waiting for the first kiss and the first experience for the relationship that will appear someday.
But the oppa I was with all along stole my first kiss.
Last time you hugged me and did naughty things.
Because of you, I’ve already been tainted.
That’s why, as long as you’ve touched the negligence of being a younger sister, please eat until the very end.
The entire life of a woman named Kim Winter.
From start to finish.
I will only give it to my brother.
Brother for life.
Hug me only
