Chapter 184 – 184. The Holy Winter
Christmas Eve.
Not suitable for a holy day, a tight thong and dolphin pants with severe exposure.
Instead, I wrapped the apron tightly to cover some of my flesh, but since it also covers my clothes, I think I’ll look like I’m wearing only the apron when looking at me from the front.
Especially if you take a picture at the correct angle.
But to my surprise, that person never attacked me while watching this.
⋯One during the day and one at night That’s it, stupid.
“Is the rice ready? What can I help you with?”
“Um… My arm hurts, so can’t you give me a back hug and cook instead?”
“Is that so?”
“You’re kidding, stupid.”
“I’m kidding too, stupid.”
She giggles and smiles briefly while chatting with her brother.
When I think of how we lived alone for half a year or just the two of us and never fought, I automatically think that we are so happy.
Well, even though we’ve lived together since we were born, we’ve never had a big fight, so in a way, it might be natural.
Life patterns, tastes, and thresholds for cleanliness.
In addition, their way of thinking is similar, and considering the fact that they are both housewives, there is nothing to fight about unless they have to criticize each other.
“Whatever is good, do you want to help me?”
“Uh.”
“⋯Then make me a salad. Vegetables are soaked in water.”
“Okay.”
⋯ It fits very well at night.
According to the data I secretly researched, I don’t want to believe it, but I seem to have quite the masochist tendencies.
That said, if you ask him if he has sadistic tendencies, it’s a bit ambiguous.
Rather than liking suppressing, dominating, and crushing me, should I say superiority?
He talks a lot about how we shouldn’t become famous or if we don’t get caught by others, but he’s also the one who persistently expresses affection outside.
I don’t know if all men are like that because I only have one brother who I’m close to and like, but there’s something like that in novels, cartoons, and movies, right?
When you walk around holding hands with a pretty girlfriend, her boyfriend’s shoulder goes up by itself.
Of course, there are cases where it is the other way around, but it seems that my brother especially has a lot of such desires.
“You put chicken breast in your salad?”
“Do whatever you like. Brother.”
“The dressing is mayonnaise.”
“That’s not allowed. Fatten up.”
“You can gain some weight.”
“Do you know how much weight I gained because of you?”
“You lost a lot because of me. By exercising.”
I am better than others, I am happier than others.
I can ⋯ ⋯ hug her cute little sister at will.
Because they tend to get very excited about the fact that they are better than others.
It must have been for that reason that I was crazy about the CSAT when I was a student.
It must have been for a similar reason that she never skipped taking care of her body even though she died.
It’s clear when you see that I visibly like it when I’m out in the open.
Someone who likes to brag like that, somehow laid her hand on her sister, oh.
⋯I’m a person who shouldn’t brag to others.
“Oh, winter. Give me a cleaver Cut the chicken breast and put it in.”
“Do you want me to stab your brother in the chest?”
“Do you want to poke me? I think you can bounce it if you give it strength.”
“Yes.”
“I’m going to stab you, so what if I bite you?”
“You also break my heart every day. Mr. Pervert.”
I make dinner with her hum, fiddling with the cross-shaped pattern on her collarbone.
I could erase it if I wanted to, but I didn’t intentionally erase it because I didn’t have to go out for a while.
Thinking that my brother left a mark for me made me feel sad.
At first, Nael was worried that he was crazy, but looking back at what her brother did to me, it wasn’t that strange.
Since he’s an older brother who scribbles on my body when he’s bored, it’s not like he’s carving it, it’s just a sticker, isn’t it within the normal range?
“If you say uncle, you leave teeth marks.”
“To the subject that has already left other countries.”
“You seduced me, dude.”
“Ah, I had no choice but to do it because Mr. Ga-eul Kim of my family kept asking me to try it, but I don’t think I can get married anymore~”
“You should buy it as an unmarried person.”
“You mean that?”
In the past, when I saw people walking around with tattoos, I looked at them strangely, wondering why they were like that.
However, since I have someone who loves me enough to risk my life, I understand why, leaving the realm of good and bad.
If my brother had been a very bad man and had persisted in wanting to engrave those vulgar words he scribbled on me on my body… I think he would have listened to me.
Of course, if it were me, I would have done something that would have appeared on the news the moment I abandoned myself, leaving a stigma on my body as a slave.
My older brother is a bit overly sexual, but it’s fortunate that he’s usually a good older brother.
At the gym, the frequency of rubbing my ass has increased these days, but you have to understand that much.
“So, is the food ready, Mr. Kim Winter?”
“It’s done~ Please take a seat, Mr. Gaeul Kim.”
“Yes, yes.”
“Oh, don’t you check if you forgot anything before you sit down?”
“⋯Ah.”
“⋯I’ll close my eyes?”
While sharing a pre-dinner kiss that became a routine, he was delighted with his brother’s desire for exclusiveness.
How hard would that be
Yesterday and the day before yesterday, after loving me so overflowing.
You kiss me so painfully
***
I served the night with an idol concept for two days, so what concept can I make my brother happy today?
When I put it into words, I wondered if this would be a line that would appear in modern times, but now it’s okay.
Why?
⋯I’m a woman too.
It is impossible not to have dirty thoughts while living with the man you like.
In short, it piled up.
It’s not the right question to ask if you’re already in heat after doing that yesterday.
I woke up late two days in a row, so I couldn’t hug morning sex!
How happy it is to have my brother whisper in my ear while washing together.
“Why are you beating yourself up like this today?”
“Oh, ⋯just time.”
“⋯Do you want to kiss me until the alarm goes off?”
“No, I’ll go in and change my clothes. ⋯Knock and come in.”
I have no intention of refuting the comments about relationship addiction or nymphomaniac.
It’s not that I like relationships, it’s because I like to connect with my brother.
If it was because of sexual desire, I would have done something alone.
But I’ve never been satisfied with my hands.
⋯My brother’s pillow, um.
Sometimes.
Not these days.
In the past, in the past
It was a time when I was not free, so I hope you understand.
“Ha…”
When I got back to my room and looked through my closet, there were so many different kinds of clothes, but not a single one I hadn’t tried on.
Santa suit. You wore it yesterday pass.
Maid outfit. I’ve been wearing it too often lately. Pass.
Uniform. If you wear this often, your brother will turn into a criminal, so pass.
Bikini. Pass because this is for the bathroom.
OL-style suit. I can’t tear my stockings again. Pass.
Brother’s uniform. I don’t wear this, but my brother wears it, so I pass.
In the end, no matter how much I thought about what to wear, I couldn’t find an answer.
“It all seems like that, really…”
Maybe I should have bought a nurse or police uniform.
It would have been better if I had bought clothes with the money I bought for home appliances.
She hugged her pillow and buried her head, depressed that she didn’t have clothes to make her brother excited like yesterday and the other day.
“What can I do?”
Oppa sometimes sees me as a slutty girl with a knack for flirting with herself, but that’s all a product of hard work.
Sex, I don’t deliberately look for relationships, I just accept what my brother does without refusal, but I’m practicing dirty words, photo composition, clothes, and provocative ways in my own way.
However, I had no idea what to do today, whether that effort was exhausted or not.
Wouldn’t it be better to do what you did yesterday?
Wouldn’t it be nice to have an idol concept and serve hard?
But isn’t that boring?
Feeling a little different today…
“Winter?”
Oops.
Perhaps her worried sighs had leaked out the door, and her brother hadn’t even knocked, but he opened the door and came in.
“Brother…”
“What, are you okay?”
“Ah, yes.”
“You don’t look okay.”
Seeing my uneasy face, my brother climbed onto the bed.
And even bittersweet.
He cares for me with a serious face while stroking me hugging a pillow.
⋯Oh, it’s ruined.
When that person goes into good brother mode, the love for him grows bigger than the excitement.
“Are you sick?”
“⋯.”
Dory dory.
“⋯ Shall we just rest and sleep today?”
“⋯.”
I shake my head once more.
⋯What am I doing, really.
I’m not a girlfriend who ticks and ticks because I’m in a bad mood.
Just shaking my head, I thought that my brother would be more concerned about me, so I threw a pillow and clung to my brother’s arms.
“Is there anything difficult? Tell me if you have They are family.”
“⋯Brother.”
“Uh.”
“Brother, do you have any clothes you want to put on me?”
Because I didn’t want to be seen as a younger sister complaining to her brother.
Just be honest.
⋯ Even if you say it’s a concern, you confess what you’re doing.
“Uh…Well?”
“Play what you want⋯, is there anything like it?”
“It’s me, because no matter what you do, it’s all bad.”
“⋯Really?”
“Did I ever get mad at you?”
My brother who responds so coolly immediately.
It’s embarrassing that the sound of my heart leaked through the shirt.
⋯You speak really well, fool.
Fool to fool
Say stupid things to your brother.
“⋯Well then, brother.”
“Uh.”
“Is it Christmas Eve today? ⋯ It’s Christmas tomorrow.”
“Yes?”
“⋯Can you fuck me until Christmas is over?”
⋯I wanted to suffer all the time after vacation.
