Chapter 164 – 164. The First Night
The first piece of furniture I ordered before I started living was a bathtub.
I wanted to slowly cool off the heat that had risen from the sharing of bodily fluids by drastically overlapping my body so that beads of sweat formed all over my body.
It was nice to warm up in a hotel or motel bathtub, but the mindset of being at home and outside is bound to be different.
Comfy.
In warm water,
Hugging the warm winter,
This moment when we are locked together without any worries.
“I should have lived in a bathtub earlier, oppa.”
“Even if we were at home, we could have gone in by ourselves.”
“Sometimes I sneak in when mom isn’t around.”
“Then what if I get caught?”
“I’ve already been caught, what? ⋯Is everything going well?”
“Even my mother forcibly understood it, and when I saw it with my own eyes, I was shocked.”
My younger brother sits between my thighs and slaps the waves with his palm.
Just looking at what he’s doing now, he looks like a kid, but earlier he was really like a dog.
I didn’t intend to do it from the first night to the fourth time, but today I feel so good, so I feel excited as well.
Maybe if I didn’t stop, I wouldn’t have done it twice more?
“Haa… That’s good…”
“Why do you sound like an old man, you?”
“What are you talking about, really? Where is this cute old man?”
“I was trembling earlier, but I really enjoyed it.”
“Why. Aren’t I cute?”
It’s hard to say no when I see him tilt his head all the way and look up at me upside down and smile single single.
⋯ It’s cute, of course it’s cute.
It’s pretty, and it’s also naughty.
But since he said it with his own mouth, does he say he wants to punish something?
It’s not that I hate it or hate it, but the desire to hit me with a bean on the head slowly grows.
“Why don’t you answer me, brother? Brother? Brother!”
“Why are you so self-loving?”
“Well, am I a girl who is attractive enough to seduce my older brother? Isn’t it okay to be a bit narcissistic?”
It’s amazing how he’s not being sarcastic even though he’s saying things like that confidently.
Gyeoreum definitely wasn’t this kind of personality, but he said how it happened.
“What kind of girl are you in college? A lady.”
“I am still a girl at heart.”
I thought I would become more arrogant if left alone, so I tousled my wet hair.
The younger sister who was punished by her brother, kyaaaaah she tried to avoid by shaking her head, but she was in my arms in the first place.
In the end, she gave up and quietly accepted my touch, tidying her disheveled hair one by one and passing it to her collarbone.
Of course, as soon as she did that, she casually placed her hand on her chest.
Half of the reason I bought a bathtub is because of this.
“You can’t put your hand on a girl’s chest like that without permission, oppa.”
“Then allow me.”
“I won’t listen if you ask so rudely. Please do it properly.”
“⋯Let me touch your chest, brother.”
“Hmm…”
She let out an ambiguous snort, neither agreeing nor denying, and correcting her posture, the younger sister took my left hand away and placed it on her stomach.
It’s her free hand. What ⋯, left it alone.
“Because it’s ambiguous, will you allow half of it?”
“You know I can make you pant like before, if you want, right?”
“That… Doesn’t matter.”
When he went out strong again, the change in attitude of winter, who nodded and swallowed saliva with a voice that became a jjuguri, was raising his cock again, which had spit out all the sexual desire.
Oh no no no
She said twice a day, but at one point in the fourth she was way past Imido.
If it doesn’t work, you can ask for something else, but no sex.
Me too, but he’s tired so he can’t wake up tomorrow.
It’s luxurious to say that it’s a substitute, but as I lay quietly in the bathtub with one hand rubbing my chest, I felt various emotions that had heated up for a while calmly sink to the bottom of the surface.
The first night passes.
Tomorrow is the morning of the second day.
Ah, since today is the first time I’ve slept here, it’s also the first morning.
Actually, I’m talking slickly, but I tried to indulge in emotional thoughts simply to suppress wanting to have sex, and it worked quite well.
The inside of the bathtub is also a safe place.
I’m not used to it, but it’s our house now.
You should be comfortable at home.
In the meantime, I felt like I was going crazy because of the discomfort.
“Brother.”
“Why.”
“You can touch it with both hands.”
“⋯Yes.”
The silence, which was not short but not awkward, was briefly cut off by the younger brother.
I’m not the type to refuse when asked, so I lightly gripped my chest with both hands and exhaled a long breath as you asked.
As I put my hands against the buoyancy and then against the water pressure in sync with my heartbeat, my chest sank surprisingly.
It’s really amazing.
I was so excited about this in bed earlier.
“Winter.”
“⋯.”
“⋯Are you sleeping?”
“Huh? Yes. No no no sit down.”
“I was a little sleepy.”
“Yes.”
As if my younger sister was the same as me, even though her real brother touched her breasts, I wondered what was so comfortable about it.
Tickling or harassing her to wake her up is another way to do it, but I don’t really want to do that.
The sound of lapping water echoes loudly, but I like the air now, which is absolutely not noisy.
“How was your day?”
“⋯Good. It was great.”
“But. You feel very good today.”
“It’s the first night. ⋯Because I think it is the starting point of living together with my brother for the rest of my life, my heart is pounding.”
Perhaps there will never be a day in the future when I feel the sense of reality in the word “Lifetime.”
A ring was not put on the ring finger of the left hand, and it was not possible to submit a marriage report to the ward office.
It was only because of the overlapping circumstances that he chose his own path.
Just because some of my friends or my mom understands me, I don’t think everyone else will understand.
Although we are very close to our dreams, we still have a long way to go.
“Apart from that, he was very good at talking dirty today. How long have you been practicing?”
“⋯Dream.”
“Dream?”
“That, you know? I haven’t had a chance to kiss or anything like that for a while. My brother sometimes appears in my dreams.”
“⋯Did you dream of me?”
“⋯Yes. As soon as you wake up, write down your dreams and remember them. It should be like this, I just thought.”
Looking back though, I’ve come a long way.
The road ahead will have to be longer than the road we have walked, but it will not be more difficult and arduous than before.
There are people who understand, and there are people you can trust and rely on for the rest of your life.
It should be enough to walk.
“It must be because of how erotic the dream was.”
“It’s not too naughty! ⋯Just. It was something that made my brother scold me.”
“What were you doing?”
“Uh… Oppa is my junior. I was harassing my brother and then came home and got scolded. Ah. If you do this, you will not understand.”
“⋯What are you talking about?”
It’s okay even if the road is a bit winding and there are rocks in the middle.
It’s downhill from now on.
I managed to climb up by tearing off my thighs to take a picture of the summit, so I just have to carefully go down one step at a time.
“Maybe in my dream, my older brother failed the exam and went to the army, and then he entered the army after being in his third or fourth year, so he joined my junior class?”
“⋯Uh.”
⋯ Boy, really.
People are at best in sentimental, but don’t you even give them time to think about it?
“That’s why I keep pretending to be proud to tell my younger brother who is smarter and cuter than my older brother to be good. ⋯My brother was angry.”
“That, of course, upsets me.”
Of course I get angry when my younger sister treats me as a junior with a three-year age difference.
⋯Have you ever had a dream similar to that before?
I think I woke up in a cold sweat then.
Just imagining it is terrifying.
The situation itself in which I call Gye-gyeol-i a senior at Gye-gyeol.
“That, while being angry… Forcibly stopped, so.”
“⋯It’s a dirty dream, dude.”
“No no, I didn’t do anything naughty! Um, I woke up when I was forcibly attacked! Do you know how scared I was?”
“Your brother, a kid who knows you’re scared is frantic to be raped like that.”
“⋯I don’t know, really. Fool.”
It was the point at which the question of why he acted so proudly today and why he had a lot of aegyo during sex was solved.
Oh, winter is also a naughty child by nature.
Even though I taught him, he has quite a few masochist tendencies.
First of all, it’s not normal to like creampies that much.
⋯Ah, it’s not normal from the point of falling for your older brother.
I almost forgot the most important thing.
“Anyway, take responsibility. Really, it’s my brother’s fault.”
“How am I responsible for my dreams?”
“Stop talking about dreams! ⋯I became a naughty kid because of my brother, so take responsibility.”
“You are in charge now.”
As if asking how to take more responsibility here, I patted my chest, and Wintery shook his shoulders and splashed around.
⋯ But no matter how much I think about it, I have nothing more to take responsibility for.
It’s all mine already
I gave all of mine to you
“It’s not about sex, it’s because of my brother that my brain has gone crazy.”
“Can you stroke my hair?”
“So don’t do that! ⋯I wasn’t like this before, but I’ve changed a lot.”
“People change when they take the CSAT and go to college.”
“It’s a bit harsh though. Very… Yes.”
“Which one?”
I want to hear exactly what you’re talking about, but unfortunately I let go of my chest and turned Winter’s body to face me.
Winter, who was drooping with pensive eyes,
Just before answering, his eyes suddenly regained vitality, and he brought his lips to my ear and whispered deeply.
“⋯Since my brother keeps loving me, I wonder if I’m really that naughty.”
“⋯You know when you look in the mirror. You are naughty.”
“So, my ego keeps skyrocketing needlessly.”
Then he fell off again, touching his chest and showing it to me as if showing off.
“Am I really that pretty? ⋯ Anyway, I am not an idol or a celebrity, am I? But my brother likes me that much, so to be honest, I’m confused.”
To be honest.
Honestly, speaking from the perspective of an objective older brother, not Kim Ga-eul…
Modeling is difficult because of the chest.
Idols are difficult because of their personalities.
It’s just a visual fit for an actor.
Even if you’re not popular with women, it’s because your appearance is enough to be popular with men.
“It is good to be confident. Nothing bad, right?”
“I don’t care if I’m full of confidence. But, that, that’s a bit… So.”
“Tell me straight.”
“⋯Don’t laugh because I’m going to tell you?”
“Don’t laugh.”
Winter, who had been deeply troubled enough to show through his beautiful face, wiggled his fingers for a moment and then began to spit embarrassing words to me as if he had made up his mind.
“Yeah, you’re full of confidence. Oppa… You’re just, forcibly, having sex, aren’t you?”
“⋯Uh.”
“I don’t know what to say… But it’s so pretty. Damn, cute naughty me Because I think I’m forced to be beaten by my very scary-looking older brother. A little, my back was tingling.”
“⋯Are you crazy, are you?”
⋯Ah,
Driving me crazy.
“I’m not crazy! I’m just, I’m just saying yes, why…”
“Wake up. Right now.”
I had no intention of doing more today.
“Put your hand over the end of the bathtub.”
“Brother…?”
If you were a person who could bear to listen to that,
I couldn’t have been happier until now.
“Put your ass out.”
“Yes.”
How did they become such a well-matched pair?
Maybe it’s because our tastes matched so well that we became a pair, but
The order doesn’t matter now.
Because both are happy
That’s it.
⋯ Still, I need to take care of my body.
It seems that her sister will eat her if she is over 30 and is beyond her strength.
You have to exercise hard.