Chapter 113 – 113. Fake Liar
My head is pounding,
I feel sick to my stomach and feel like I’m going to vomit,
My heart is so stuffy that I can’t even breathe comfortably…
I didn’t.
My head is just a little bit drunk, but it’s brisk,
My stomach was greasy because I ate a lot of delicious food.
The air in the Hope House was clear and pleasant without a single particle of fine dust.
Just⋯,
I’m just tired.
“⋯Winter.”
I’ve been telling a lot of lies lately, haven’t I?
Lying to mom is normal,
When I was a selfish asshole, I didn’t say one or two things to the guys who ate my friends.
Even after watching the siblings go into motels, I told the juniors who believed in me that there was no way I could do that dozens of times.
I know for sure that he is a disgusting bastard who is incestuous with his sister, but he openly insulted his colleague who was a friend of the same department and put him in the team.
“Let’s not lie in the future. ⋯ I can’t, I.”
Ah, he is roughly like this, and since he knows me, he should just lie like this.
This person has a heavy mouth, so there will be no problem no matter what.
That person looks quick-witted, so if possible, don’t get close to him.
⋯Fuck.
What the hell are you doing?
“⋯Brother.”
Did I get drunk
It looks like he’s drunk when he sees what he’s doing.
Are you intoxicated by alcohol?
Are you drinking because you want to get drunk?
Does drinking cause accidents?
Are you drinking because you want to buy something?
⋯ What is important?
I won’t be drinking with anyone from now on.
“Juniors.”
“⋯Ah, yes. Brother…”
I feel that the world is so small,
I realized that the lies I told my friends were different from the lies I told them.
No matter how much I try not to be noticed,
In the meantime, I can’t suppress the desire to be together again, making love at the risk of it.
“I asked you if you would believe me if I told you.”
Hide,
Lying,
Pretend not to,
Be bold,
Postpone,
How many fucking times do I have to do this?
I can’t, fuck.
“⋯ Do you think you will believe it now?”
Would you believe me in this?
⋯Okay.
I don’t believe me either.
“I fuck⋯, ⋯ha⋯.”
Take a deep breath in and out before speaking.
The smell of shampoo always calms me down.
“⋯I’m not doing this because I want to lie⋯.”
As if a complicatedly tangled ball of thread was cut in two with a knife,
My head is refreshed.
“No, fuck…”
“Hey, senior…”
“⋯Thank you for all the team members doing well.”
Speed cools
I just wanted to say it once
“Of course I thought it would spread, but I was grateful that I didn’t tell anyone.”
A close friend suddenly confesses that he likes his older brother, but instead of breaking the relationship, he comforts her.
You said you had an appointment with your lover, but you saw crazy idiots going to a motel with their brother and sister, but they didn’t tell anyone?
Even when a brother and sister who went to a convenience store after drinking alcohol hugged her on the street and kissed her, somehow they pretended not to know.
I didn’t know anything, but I didn’t say anything I didn’t like once even though I was unfairly angry.
Honestly, thank you so much.
There are only so many nice people around me.
Thanks to you, I lasted for a long time.
“⋯Winter. I have a wallet in my coat pocket. Can you take it out?”
“⋯Brother.”
“Let’s go out. ⋯Let’s go.”
So…
I didn’t want to be among those nice people.
I didn’t even want to come here
I didn’t want to stay long
I didn’t want to ruin the atmosphere by ruining the meeting.
With someone I can be comfortable with without lying…
I wanted to be with you.
Now there is only one.
If one person⋯,
Suffice.
“Brother.”
“Uh.”
“⋯Sit down.”
“⋯What?”
Winter, who had been hugging me and smelling alcohol, pushed me away.
Then wave your wrist, show me the bracelet that fills you in when you come in,
He pulled me over and put me back in the seat next to my junior.
“Anyway, I know everyone here, right? Can’t we join?”
“⋯ Huh?”
“Seeing my friends after a long time, I want to talk.”
“⋯What?”
“Is this your brother off? I’ll drink some too. Because I am thirsty.”
And Winter sat next to me, the last remaining seat.
I took a sip of the beer that was half left,
They trampled my feet so I couldn’t escape.
⋯It’s ruined.
What do you do now
***
Almost no absolute time has passed, but it feels like an hour has passed.
My head is pounding,
I feel sick to my stomach and feel like I’m going to vomit,
My chest is so tight that I can’t even breathe comfortably.
⋯ He held me so confidently, I wondered if there was something he wanted to do.
Winter was also sitting next to me, silently sipping beer with his mouth shut.
“Ah… I need to get you a drink.”
Winter, who stole and drank all of my beer, stood up from his seat with all eyes on him.
The foot that had been stepped on was freed, and I couldn’t keep sitting here, so I followed Winter.
Winter, who was about to pull out a new cup and take a beer, stepped back and whispered softly.
“⋯Why did you do that?”
“Why did your brother do that?”
“Drunk.”
“You drank in moderation. While going to buy.”
“⋯I drank because I wanted to have an accident.”
“⋯Prohibited from now on.”
Frustrating, exhausting, and exhausting.
I want to sever everything that is meant to be.
Because people can’t understand
I didn’t want to be taken care of anymore.
“⋯I feel like I’m going to throw up. What should I do?”
“Even if we went out anyway, the atmosphere would have been strange.”
“That’s right.”
What did you say to the kids who drank normally?
Winter hugged me in front of everyone.
All⋯,
I did it because I wanted to explode everything and do something that hadn’t been done.
“⋯You know, brother.”
“Uh.”
“I felt like if I left there, something would really… End…, And I didn’t know it…”
In fact, even now…
It’s enough to convince Gye-ryeol somehow, pay the money, and take her out.
“Hey… There’s a friend of mine too. Nael.”
“⋯Ah, that’s right.”
“He is… A really good friend… Because I don’t like breaking relationships…”
The more people you meet, the more you have to lie.
I thought that no one would see it in the future.
I was thinking of giving up on this and that, but…
“⋯Brother, do something for me.”
“⋯.”
“Because I trust you.”
As long as you hold tight to my collar asking me to do something,
I⋯,
I couldn’t go against my brother’s words.
I don’t know what to do…
I had to do it somehow.
⋯ But what do you really do?
***
“⋯Everyone is quiet.”
I came back with beer, but it’s still so quiet that it’s frighteningly silent.
I don’t know how to rectify this.
I had no intention of making amends or making excuses.
Lies no longer had meaning or value.
The secrets that should have been hidden have already been revealed, so what is the reason to lie?
“Uh… Imnael.”
“⋯ Oh, yes? Me, me?”
“Didn’t you know?”
“Uh… Which one…?”
“⋯That’s how we are.”
“Ah ⋯, ⋯ yes, yes.”
First of all, I tried to pick the person who seemed to be the best listener, but…
I can’t do this either.
I’m not bullying people, fuck…
There’s no answer.
It’s because they’re people you won’t see in the future anyway…
Let’s just try my dick.
“Ha… I can’t. Let’s play, game.”
“⋯What?”
“It’s a drinking party. Let’s play a drinking game, a drinking game. ⋯You can leave if you don’t like it. Don’t worry, I’ll shoot you when they’re all out.”
Real fuck⋯.
I never thought I’d say something like this at a bar.
Talking nonsense with concrete on your face…
I didn’t know it was this difficult.
“If you’re not going out, hold out your hand. Let’s play the image game.”
Everyone is hesitant and doesn’t know what to do.
It is the first time in my life that I have felt this gaze.
What is this person doing?
The eyes that look at a human who is off the rails.
⋯ No wonder.
It’s been a while since I left, but now I’m getting that kind of attention.
“I… You all know, but I can’t lie now, can I?”
“⋯.”
“Let’s have each loser pass a drink. No lies.”
I wouldn’t have been so nervous even when I was presenting in front of people for the first time.
Only five people are watching,
I feel like I’m going to vomit and I’m going crazy.
“Let’s go clockwise from me. ⋯For now, quit people who have a lover.”
The people who were still rolling their eyes rolled their eyes, when I folded my fingers first, they reached out their hands and folded their fingers together.
The only person who didn’t fold was Shin Ha-neul.
⋯This is a position with a high proportion of couples.
Even if we are a bit vague.
“Winter, it’s you.”
“⋯If you think our brothers and sisters are stupid, quit.”
Everyone twitched their fingers at the stupid question, but didn’t fold it until the end.
Of course we folded.
Siblings compete for last place in pairs.
Just fold three more and you’ll lose.
“Sister Sky. It’s your turn.”
“⋯Fold people with the surname Kim.”
“⋯Why are you doing this to us?”
“Because of you, I… Ha… No.”
⋯ I have nothing to say.
Because he’s the real victim.
He’s a leader of his own, and he worked hard to successfully finish the team…
At the end, as long as I threw away the catfish to the extent that there would be no shit like this,
I’m just grateful that I didn’t take pictures of my head.
“Nael. It’s you.”
“⋯Ah, me. It’s me…”
“Do anything.”
“Uh… That…”
Miss Imnael, who has not yet come to her senses.
The most pitiful of these people.
As for the rest, I would have noticed at least a little bit.
He really doesn’t know
I just know that Winter liked me.
“Anyone who is not an only child⋯, fold it.”
“⋯It’s a big deal.”
Now, the siblings are left as a pair.
Others…, Still three or four.
Won’t come back to me
Wouldn’t it end with the last woman over there?
“That’s it… Now?”
“⋯Yes.”
“I⋯, fold those who want to go out.”
Five people folded their fingers at the same time.
Oh, I lost with winter.
⋯Why did he hold me back when he wanted to go out?
“⋯Kim Fall, Kim Winter.”
The only thing that didn’t fold…
Again, chief.
Really⋯,
Ojilap is really as wide as the Pacific Ocean.
“Because you lost, get a drink. Everyone put out their cups. Let’s get some more chicken. I’m hungry.”
“⋯Ah, yes. Yes. Sister.”
At the command of the captain, the brother and sister rose from their seats, each holding a glass in each hand.
To get through this fucking atmosphere…
Killing other people with alcohol, well.
If you clean your brain, won’t the witness disappear?
⋯The fact that this absurd idea is the most plausible,
It was so funny I couldn’t even laugh.
