Chapter 262 – Chapter 12 – Hero
“Ha. Ha…”
[Don’t misunderstand, warrior! I wasn’t watching! I heard the warrior sobbing, so I came for a moment and saw that the warrior was calling to me.]
“Okay, that’s…”
When I broke up with the saint, I spoke a bit harshly.
Still… It’s hard to forgive myself for putting my teacher at risk of death, but in the end, I somehow managed to save him.
Crucially, the contract between her and me was now broken.
Because of none other than Cheonma.
“… It somehow ended up like this.”
It had a big impact on her that her feelings for him had become dull.
Her contract, which had been causing her tremendous stress until then, was unexpectedly broken.
As a result, she cheated me out of her contract, and it was strange that I kept getting angry.
I received everything I received and didn’t return anything, so honestly, looking at the situation, I must be a bad person.
… And then, thinking about finding it again while crying, my face got hot.
[Hey, what? I’m just happy that the warrior found me like this.]
“…”
Other than the fact that her purpose was impure, she was a truly devoted woman.
I wonder if he’s trying to get me to go over there because he’s really feeling sorry for me.
… Still, it was still important not to let down your guard.
The reason this woman is so devoted is only to me.
If you think about the contract that took Dang A-young’s life hostage…
[Well, is that really because the situation was urgent and I had no choice? As time goes by, it seems like the warrior has no intention of coming over… From my perspective, it was a moment that the warrior couldn’t refuse, and I didn’t know when it would come again…]
“… Ugh.”
Well, since the contract was actually canceled, I couldn’t say anything more.
“… But now that I think about it, you seem quite calm.”
[What is it?]
“I thought you were going to make an uproar because you couldn’t take me because the contract was broken.”
[Oh, it’s okay. That problem was already resolved by destroying 5 rooms in the temple in about 3 days.]
‘You solved it with violence?!’
How come I’m getting further and further away from being a saint…
[Why do you really believe it! Do you think I’m such a violent woman?!]
“Hmm.”
[You should also know how to take a joke as a joke! I’ve felt this for a long time, but you’re too trusting of people’s words?!]
“… It’s something I’ve heard often.”
But even putting that aside, I don’t know if the saint is far from violent.
He was a war hero to begin with.
Sometimes, when I look at her, her scary side comes out a little bit, and when I think about that…
[Am I just going to leave?!]
“I’m sorry, I won’t make fun of you.”
In any case, this was what she needed right now, so she immediately fucked her dogeja.
[What. It’s not like a day or two that the warrior is like this. Then what you want now is the advice you need in this situation, right?]
“… That’s the same…”
… I wanted to have a conversation.
With someone I can communicate with.
[Hmm… I knew she was a strange woman, but… She’s worse than I thought. Since he has reached a state close to transcendence in a mortal body, it is natural that it is difficult for ordinary people to understand with common sense.]
“…”
I know this is really rude, but
It’s scary.
She hasn’t harmed me yet, and she’s actually been nice to me, but when I’m with her, my body starts shaking
-Rattle
Above all, I don’t think I’ll ever forget those eyes of hers that I saw back then.
In some ways, today is a wedding
In the future, she was not confident in meeting her eyes.
“Am I. Bad.”
[…
“No… When I think about it, I’ve always been like this, including the saint. I just take something and never give anything back.”
There are countless things I have received from other women
What I returned to them was a favor that was more than enough compared to the heart they gave me. And if I wanted to covet it, this body was the only thing I could covet at any time.
“Why do I exist?”
I know.
If I hadn’t come to Murim in the first place, I was destined to go to the world of a saint and live as a stallion
If I were to consider the value of my existence… It would be closer to that end.
Didn’t that actually happen at the coronation ceremony?
The sight of not just one or two, but countless eyes instantly colored with lust.
That is absolutely not a normal situation.
Pretty. Handsome. Wouldn’t you know if it was cute
The fact that it is all unified by an overtly insidious type of emotion called lust cannot be explained no matter how much this appearance is said to be the type that appeals to women.
“Please tell me? What on earth am I doing with this body?”
Now I need to know.
I’m tired of living without knowing what’s wrong with me that I’m suffering like this.
Even if I live, I won’t know anything.
I have to live knowing why I live like this.
[… You are quite firm this time.]
“… I didn’t have the courage to ask questions until now.”
I had a vague guess.
I… Probably don’t have an ordinary role in this world.
The world around me, including the fact that I came from another world, was very far from normal
According to my guess, the weight was quite heavy, so there was a part that I was intentionally ignoring.
Because people sometimes want to run away from heavy truths.
[Then… Can I say you are ready now?]
“… Yes.”
[Are you confident that you won’t regret asking after finding out?]
… To be honest, there was none.
Still.
“… Still, I want to know.”
Even if I regret it, I wanted to know.
So please tell me.
“… What kind of person was I in that world?”
I can’t remember my past anymore.
* * *
It’s been a while since the world changed so much.
Our world was a world close to what is commonly called fantasy in the world of heroes.
The advanced scientific civilization that the warrior speaks of was not universally spread… It was a world full of swords and magic.
Although wars occurred a little too often to be called peaceful, it wasn’t at a level where we had to wage war without a break for tens or hundreds of years.
Yes. That day came suddenly.
Really suddenly. Death has begun to come to life in this world.
The countless deaths in this world that had been accumulating for so long began to arise from deep underground and strangle the living.
To our shame, we were not able to identify the cause so quickly.
It becomes a living death only after foolishly biting the living who should be cooperating together. I learned that it was caused by the birth of the transcendent of death.
Although a lot of time had already passed, those who were alive belatedly began to band together and fight back.
Even though it was belated, we gathered all the power we could and began a resistance to survive.
And then the warrior came.
I heard that the gods made a deal.
I will send you a useful hero from Earth, and I will take some things you need from our world.
Our goddess accepted the offer, and not long after, the warrior came to us.
And that’s when I found out.
This contract was a fraud.
It was true that they would send someone, but the hero at the time… Was far from the hero we expected.
Rather, it was closer to the situation where the warrior was sold without knowing much.
Since it was a deal between gods, we couldn’t know what was being said… Still, the hero at the time was too weak to let him get involved in our war.
Since we couldn’t send him back and our situation wasn’t good right now, we were thinking about what to do with the hero.
The warrior reached out to us first.
Although he was almost half-deceived, the hero said he was willing to fight because he had made a contract with the God of Earth.
And… Given our circumstances at the time, each person was truly precious
Even though I felt really sorry, I couldn’t refuse that touch.
However, at the time, driving that weak warrior into the battlefield was no different from simply driving him to death.
I shared my life with the warrior that day.
I give half of my power to the hero to raise his level at once, but if one of them dies, both of them die.
There was a sacred contract that was not used under any circumstances.
Everyone tried to stop me, but I couldn’t send the warrior to the battlefield unprepared.
This was atonement for letting the hero get caught up in our situation, and it was also my responsibility as a saint of the goddess.
And the warrior seemed to have an unexpectedly good compatibility with my strength, so he succeeded in emerging as the main axis of the alliance in an instant.
What happens after that is an obvious story.
The warrior eventually succeeded in driving the holy sword into the non-beating heart of the transcendent of death, but suffered a fatal wound in return.
The hero, who was worried that I would die due to his death, declared the completion of the contract at that moment and returned to the original world. He returned to Earth.
Although he died the moment he returned to Earth, considering the hero’s accomplishments, reincarnation on Earth would not have been difficult.
And the problem the warrior thought about began after that.
