Chapter 252 – Chapter 12-Emotions
My current physical condition was at a level where I couldn’t say it was okay, no matter how good I said it was.
How can I express that I am okay when I have to struggle to even open my mouth properly and have no strength to pull out the cock that is stuck right now.
It’s not a joke, if you’re going to fall down now, you could easily fall down.
The problem is that there are too many reasons why you shouldn’t pass out right now.
In order for my future self to survive, I have to treat Cheonma as best as I can, but in my first experience, Cheonma wasn’t satisfied, and if she fainted, my married life started in hard mode.
Of course, other than that, the fact that this girl who knew nothing didn’t know what to do with my unconscious body was also one of the reasons why I shouldn’t faint.
‘… Sex where you shouldn’t pass out.’
I can’t even remember the last time I had sex like that.
For me, sex mostly meant lying underneath a woman, struggling with pleasure, and then collapsing into sleep.
It was far from the ordinary sex we commonly know, but it was too far.
Sometimes, I have crazy thoughts that my knowledge is wrong and that everyone else lives this way.
No matter how much I know, normal sex isn’t like this, but all the sex I have is like this, so it wasn’t strange even if I went crazy.
Anyway, this is what happened in the end.
In this situation where I am on the verge of collapsing, I have to somehow safely satisfy the first experience of the Heavenly Demon.
If you ask me if I am confident, of course I am not.
‘In the first place, how many times have I personally satisfied a woman?’
My role has always been to just stand up and do outrageous things that don’t work.
I feel like I won’t be able to do even the bare minimum if I pass out here, so I’m trying to keep my sanity somehow.
Anyway, the problem right now was my cock, which was already losing some of its strength.
Even when the owner begs him to please die, the fact that he is always standing up straight means that he is in terrible condition, but there was nothing we could do this time.
‘… Please, let’s do something just this once.’
I had inserted the first button incorrectly in the first place.
Even if I started in the best condition, I’m not sure if I can satisfy the Heavenly Demon, but after being overworked like that, I started without even being able to rest properly.
It’s like entering the final boss battle with 10% HP in a game where saving is impossible.
There are only two possibilities for me to survive now.
One is that I must somehow satisfy the Heavenly Demon with my life or death
The other is to bet on the hope that Cheonma may have a surprisingly low sex drive.
‘Huh. I’m bored.’
Either way, these are just hopeless stories.
“Is there any problem? You look like you’re worried.”
“Oh, no.”
“Now that I think about it, it seems like my strength has become a little softer than before. What should I do in times like this?”
“That… When that happens…”
… How did you do it?
No, I really don’t remember.
As I said, I did it if I fainted first, but I haven’t experienced many cases where the dick dies first.
“…”
I don’t remember anything, but there is one thing that seems like it.
“. Would you like to hug me once?”
“Sure.”
Although he might have been taken aback by the sudden request, the Heavenly Demon didn’t show any signs of embarrassment and just obediently bent down and hugged me.
The posture that Cheonma was taking was that of a woman.
If she bends down and hugs me…
-Mulkeong
“Okay.”
“Can I do it like this?”
“Yeah.”
… What can I say?
Immediately, the posture I had done earlier, where I was buried in her Heavenly Demon’s chest, was completed.
I’m embarrassed to admit it, but I can’t deny that I like breasts.
“Okay.”
The soft flesh was pressing down on my face, and as the sensation spread throughout my face, I felt the energy that had never been there rise again.
In the end, the creature called man is this simple.
-Stiff
… No matter what, I’m scared as to what happened to this body that regained its strength after being abused to such an extent, but isn’t a good thing a good thing?
I tried it with the belief that if I had this body, anything would work out, so I didn’t know it would really work.
… But
-Todak pat
“… Why are you stroking my head?”
“For some reason, I wanted to pet it.”
“…”
“Are you in a bad mood?”
“That’s not true, but.”
Is it like an instinct as a woman
There were quite a few cases where other women, like Master and Dang A-young, would stroke the back of my head when I had my face buried like this.
At first, I didn’t like it because it seemed like I was being treated like a baby, but now it’s one of my favorite behaviors due to the satisfaction that a gentle touch gives.
… Of course, I’m not saying it’s good to be treated like a baby.
This posture is okay.
“It looks like you’ve regained your energy. Then again…”
The Cheonma tried to raise his lowered body as if he felt my erect cock again, but
-Kkook
“…?”
“… Please stay like this.”
I hugged the Cheonma’s waist and stopped her actions.
“Then can we move on like this?”
“… Yes.”
“It doesn’t matter if you’re the real girl, but… I think you’ll be uncomfortable.”
I was worried because the posture we were currently in was like the Heavenly Demon attacking me and crushing me.
My body should look appropriately soft.
“If it’s heaven, it’s okay.”
At first glance, if it’s about the size of a thousand horses, you can feel a bit of weight, but it’s not difficult.
How heavy would a woman be if she had no fat except for her chest or buttocks?
And I know because I’ve already been through it many times, but it’s not as difficult as I thought.
I have already instinctively learned how to distribute the weight on me as much as possible no matter who climbs on me.
‘. Something is strange.’
The thought that something was strange crossed my mind, but I couldn’t afford to think about what it was.
“… Really. A man’s logo that makes you unable to let down your guard.”
“… Yes?”
“Even though I thought she had already had enough, the feeling of being drawn in keeps dragging me in. If this continues, I’m going to end up eating her ass.”
“Oh, no. How dare I destroy the Protestant heavens.”
“Do you think I’m saying this for no reason?”
-Sreuk
As Cheonma said that, she moved her body slightly and made eye contact with me.
“It’s difficult to think in empty words. The main woman is really a little afraid of you.”
-Shocked
When we met her eyes like that, it was like looking into the deep sea.
It’s so deep that you can’t even tell what’s inside
Although it is clearly finite, it is something that can only be described as infinite beyond the scope of perception.
“Is the real girl falling for you? Are you falling for her real girl? I can’t tell if she is yours or if you are her real girl.”
“…”
“What do you think?”
I tried to say something, but only moved my mouth awkwardly and had no choice but to close my mouth again.
Before she knew it, she felt the tangible obsession she had felt earlier blooming around her.
-Gulp
Have I ever felt this much obsession since coming to this martial arts world?
I’ve been involved with many women. It wasn’t so intense that I never felt obsession.
The charm that even I couldn’t recognize was what kept attracting women around me, and women were basically obsessed with their lovers.
I’ve never felt obsession to the point of danger, but I was definitely aware of its existence.
And that of the Heavenly Demon was completely different from anything I had ever felt.
Did you say yandere?
I remember that’s what they call the type of women who love the person in Earth’s memory so much that they want to own it as their own and won’t even make eye contact with other women.
At first glance, she looks similar to Cheonma, but this woman is a little different.
“… I belong to the Protestant Heaven.”
From her perspective, she is just in love normally.
Rather, from her perspective, she was just doing her best to love me.
And that’s what it feels like to me.
It seems like too much love that I can’t handle has been lumped into obsession.
The closest thing I know to expressing something that looks similar to that is obsession.
“She really loves you. I can’t be sure because I don’t know exactly what this kind of feeling is for the first time, but there is no one in her life who has been as deeply inside her as you.”
“Is that so?”
“Yeah. Maybe.”
“If I lose you now, I don’t have the confidence to endure this boring life again.”
“…”
“It’s as if meeting you and being together like this can be said to be the reason why she has continued this boring life. She is feeling the greatest satisfaction right now.”
What does this woman want from me?
Will I really be able to withstand this woman’s love?
Even if I give her as much love as I can, as she said, will it be enough to fill that ocean-like woman?
There was nothing I could be sure of yet.
Just
-Kkook
“… Then please come.”
I just come to this martial arts world and do what I do best.
“It’s still your first time, so there are a lot of things you don’t know, but if you do whatever you want, I’ll accept everything.”
This is how I lived as a fortune-teller in Moorim until now.
If you just go with the flow, the future will come someday.
Even if a fortune-teller cannot see his or her future.
