Chapter 94 – Chapter 94
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Episode 94
The morning was bright. Naturally, there was no Guts in my arms. There was only Carl, who had always been with me. It really felt like my heart was being torn apart. But I couldn’t just sit there like this. He had to completely make the power Guts gave him his own. To do that, I had to get up.
“Knife. Stop sleeping and wake up.”
“Ugh~ I’m sleepy… I want to sleep more.”
“Cook. Really~ Haa… When Guts was around, he always woke me up by kissing me…”
I thought of Guts again. But it wasn’t like this. So he hurriedly lifted her up and began to stretch his body to loosen the tension. Then, somehow, her mind seemed to come back. However, Guts still had no strength in his thoughts.
“No! Haa… If you keep thinking like this… Yeah. If we can find Guts’ corpse, we can resurrect him with the power of Coperne. So let’s do our best!”
“Haam~ Mia. Did you sleep well?”
“Okay. Knife.”
I really felt like I had a good night’s sleep. After all, making love with Carl seemed to be the best thing. If it wasn’t for that, I would have stayed up all night with my eyes open.
“Knife. I have to make the power Guts gave me my own. So you can catch something edible.”
“Huh! Missing child.”
I had Carl catch the beast and checked the power Guts had left me. Really… Powerful mana. And some organized memories came to mind. It would be possible to know by experiencing it yourself, but it seemed like it would be possible to acquire an understanding of swordsmanship and the level of skill. However, it seemed that it would take a long time to sort it out because it was such a vast memory. Among those memories, of course… There was also a memory of the time when I was making love. The memories I felt while looking at me from Guts’ point of view… They were memories that really showed me the fullness of love.
“Ah… Guts loved me so much. But I… I couldn’t love you that much… Black.”
Tears came out again. I shouldn’t cry… I had to wake up and save mana, but that didn’t work out. I really felt like I was going to spend the day crying again. Fortunately, the knife caught the beast at that time, and I was able to stop thinking at least.
“Missing child. Don’t cry.”
“Yes. I’m sorry… I shouldn’t cry, but I keep thinking of Guts… More because of Guts’ memories…”
I stopped thinking about Guts as much as I could while eating the beast that Carl had caught. But the more he did, the more thoughts of Guts came to his mind, and his emotions began to rise. And again, tears… It was a series of repetitions.
“Haa… After all, I don’t have strength without Guts… But… I have to hurry up and make the power Guts gave me mine.”
So I made a promise again and worked hard to manage mana. Fortunately, Guts’ powerful mana flood had paralyzed the function of the mana restraining sphere. Really… Guts seemed to help me in many ways. If the function of the mana binding sphere had not been paralyzed, she would have had to go through another difficult journey.
“I’m so glad. I think this has made the path of revenge a little faster. But… I guess I’ll have to go to Kopern. Revenge on them is impossible with this much power…”
All I could think of was revenge. He intended to resurrect Guts once he had completed his revenge and enter the forest and not come out. Now the human world is fed up. I didn’t like the power struggle, and I didn’t want to see the shady appearance of humans anymore. But Millia was worried.
“Come to think of it, she left Millia behind. Ugh I should have brought her… But she couldn’t believe something happened to her… Didn’t she? With Emilia unnie… It will be fine.”
It was difficult to even call her Emilia unnie now. Wasn’t she the one who betrayed me and separated me from Gatsu? But deep down… I also understood her sister’s feelings. She is the princess of an empire. Her sister’s status must have been the problem. I’d rather she had run away then… But she couldn’t be deterred from revenge.
“Yeah…She won’t kill her sister. Instead… She’ll make sure you listen to me forever. Ho ho ho~”
She felt refreshed just thinking about it. Her sister’s humiliated expression. She enjoyed the expression and fantasized that she was making love with Guts. Then I felt really, really good.
“And humiliate her sister with Guts. Then her older sister’s expression would be more pleasing to see, wouldn’t it? Cook Cook. That would be really fun…”
He still wanted to see Guts. She seemed to have to exert more force. So she was engulfed in thoughts of this and that, and managed her mana. Even so, she was able to capture some of her power that Gazzum had given her. Of course, I wasn’t able to use all my strength right away… But it seemed that one of my body was healthy enough.
“Haa… Was becoming Master Knight this easy?”
It was so easy that I wondered if it was really this easy. It was also because of Guts’ help. Wasn’t Guts capable of dealing with a master knight or two? There was no way I, who inherited those memories, would not become Master Knight. In the end, he quickly became Master Knight.
“But that’s all. Guts’ power wasn’t this much. But it might be difficult…”
It went up so easily that it was difficult to progress further. In the end, this was the limit of my ability. At least, Emilia seemed to be able to deal with her. However, if he fought Leon, well… After all, it seemed that the difference in experience could not be ignored. If you think about Balzar… It was even harder.
“This isn’t enough. As expected, I need the power of Coperne…”
The power I wanted… Was nothing else. It was enough to have the power to deal with the monsters of Coperne. If I could deal with those monsters… I thought I would be able to overthrow the principality. However, if you were dealing with a kingdom or an empire, you needed more power than that. It would be nice if it was in Copern… But it didn’t matter if it wasn’t there.
“If it’s for revenge… I’d rather die.”
It seemed that if I tried to live or die, I could do anything.
“I’ll help the knife too.”
“Yes. Thanks Carl.”
With the knife by my side, I felt more powerful. Seriously… What would have happened if I hadn’t even had a knife? He probably just sat there and was immersed in sorrow without end.
“Then… Let’s do our best. Let’s do our best and defeat Emilia-san, as well as Leon and Balzar.”
“Huh. Guts. I miss you.”
Carl also said that he missed Guts as if he had bad luck. Well, considering the agreement between the two, it was worth it. I felt grateful for such a knife. Carl could have taken over me by himself, but I was more grateful that he didn’t.
“Karl… Thank you so much… For always being by my side…”
It seemed that he had infinite affection for Carl. I felt like I would fall in love with Carl again. It seemed like this was because there was no Guts around. But it was a problem because I loved Guts too much to love Carl that much. After all, Carl was always number two. Kats is always followed by a knife. It was.
“I’m a little more relaxed now. Let’s make some more of this power mine and go to Kopern. I think a week would be enough. So, until then, take care of my meals. Will you?”
“Huh! Mia~!”
It was a knife that said that as if it were natural. It seemed that he relied too much on the sword… But he couldn’t help it in order to quickly gather his strength. It was because I wanted to go to Kopern by shortening the time as much as possible.
“Let’s hurry. A little faster… I need to make the power mine. That way, we can get Guts back safely.”
It had to be brought back when Guts’ corpse was intact. Otherwise, wouldn’t she be all in vain? So I had no choice but to be impatience… However, impatience was like poison to me. In the end, I had no choice but to let go of my impatience and gradually made my strength mine.
“Whew~ I think this is enough for today. Next is tomorrow. Yes, I will do it tomorrow.”
“Mia Bob!”
“Ah. Thanks Carl. It’s just a knife after all.”
It was as if Carl had brought me food to eat. We ate the food Carl had brought and promised tomorrow. Of course… Making love to Carl again in the evening has become a necessity. Not having the confidence to spend a night without Guts, I fell more and more into pleasure.
“Haha~ Okay… Guts!! Kats~~!!”
“Ah. Mia~!!”
Guts no answer. Only Carl answered me. Really… Can I do this? But it had to be like this. Otherwise, I couldn’t sleep at all.
“Really… I’m glad I have a knife. The only thing that makes me so happy… Is the knife.”
“Me too. I like Mia.”
It was Carl’s clumsy words. But that’s why I liked the knife better. The more direct and simple words seemed to give me stability. The only thing that was a little dissatisfying was that the knife was too small. If Carl grew up to look like Guts… He would have had a hotter love with me…
“Karl… So grow up.”
“Huh!! When I grow up, I will make Mia happy!!”
Carl also knew what I was talking about. He really covets my body, but it was even weirder not knowing that. Carl knew enough about whether I was satisfied or not.
“Karl… Will you always… Be by my side?”
“Huh. Always by Mia’s side…”
That’s how I got a promise from Carl every day. Otherwise, it was because I was so anxious that I couldn’t sleep. It was because now that Guts had disappeared, the only thing left for me was the sword. If the knife disappears… I’ll be really frustrated and won’t be able to get up.
“Thank you so much… For always being by my side…”
“I’m glad Mia is by my side too.”
There really was nothing more comforting to me than the knife. So, hugging Carl, they began to make love again, full of pleasure. Although the knife was small… Still, this lasting love gave me stability. Besides, wasn’t the sword also excellent in stamina?
“Haaaaah~ knife~~!!!”
Now I have been crying out for a knife. It was because I was gradually able to focus on my actions with Carl instead of thinking about Guts. It started with Guts, but ended with a sword. As if Carl was also satisfied with my appearance, he worked hard to satisfy me even more.
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Mia slowly captures the power that Guts gave her as her own! And her relationship with Carl gradually develops… Will Mia be able to carry out her revenge properly? Will she be able to bring Guts back to life? Attention is drawn.