Survival TS [Complete] 87

Chapter 87 – Chapter 87

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Episode 87

It felt really good to greet the morning in Guts’ arms. I especially liked the time when we held each other in our arms and felt each other’s body temperature naked. So she used to feel like she didn’t want to open her eyes to enjoy the feeling a little longer.

“Missing child. Should I get up now?”

“Ugh~ Just a little longer… I want to stay like this~”

“Whoops. It’s really lovely.”

I was ashamed. Come to think of it, yesterday’s evening really… Seemed like I had a very hot night. To want me to do that first… As expected, the woman’s heart seemed to be a reed. I mixed my body and even gave up my heart, but I still felt something was missing. I guess it was because I felt like giving more.

“Gatsu… You said you would be with me forever, right?”

“Ah. It did. But suddenly why? Are you insecure?”

“Little bit. I’m mixed blood and Guts is pure blood. If that’s the case… Lifespans are different… Ooh~ I’m sure I’ll die first, right? Then Guts…”

“Are you worried about that? Hehe~ Mia is really cute? Well, lifespan is different, but Mia doesn’t have to worry about that. She’ll always love me until Mia dies. After that, she doesn’t have to think about Mia.”

“Really? But… After I died, Guts and another woman… Woo~”

It was jealousy. It was just really nasty jealousy. Still, I couldn’t help but worry. I did it because I wanted to die in love with Guts at the same time. Mixing her body like this made her heart more desperate.

“Well… It’s not that there’s no way… Mia, are you really going to be okay? Humans are different from elves, so they won’t be able to endure that long lifespan…”

“Is there a way? Then it doesn’t matter!! Because… I want to be with Guts. Until the death…”

Guts seemed delighted with my words and spoke again.

“Good. It’s a way to share life with each other. Of course, sharing the longer lifespan. So, if you follow this method, Mia can live as long as I do. Of course, not everyone can do this. Elves… Even if Mia is of mixed blood, it is possible because she inherited elven blood.”

“Okay. Ah~ I really like it. Because she can always make love with Guts~”

“You say you like Mia… I like you too? So do you want to do it right now? This method… It’s a way to continue the relationship with Mia… So it’ll take a little longer because there’s a lot to share besides lifespan.”

“It’s morning… Again?”

“Wouldn’t it be nice to do it while thinking of it? I’m not going to do it as violently as last night. Let’s have fun and share each other.”

“Ooh~ yes. I’ll do that. Guts… I want to feel it more.”

The mating of the morning that started like that. Of course, this mating was to perform something similar to elven magic. It was a spell to share each other’s lifespan, mana, and emotions. I didn’t know that Guts and I would do the same thing that elves who love each other sometimes do. Thinking about that made me feel like Guts really loved me too. Now, without my permission, it was clear that Guts would find it difficult to be with another woman.

“It’s okay~ I like it. Ah… I feel something. Is this… Guts’ feelings?”

“Yes. I feel it too. Mia’s feelings… You really love me.”

“Now… We don’t have any secrets from each other. Hoho~ If Guts is with another woman… I’m sure you’ll feel it.”

“Haha. Does it happen? So when you do, do you have to talk?”

“Uuu~ Is there no option to say no?”

Guts was still the same. To mention that he was doing it with another woman while he was with me… Well, considering Guts’ energy, it seemed like he should basically have at least one or two more women. It was difficult to handle doing this every time.

“Hayeot~ Now… I think the sharing of mana has begun. Ah~ It’s filling up. Such a huge amount of mana… Is it because you’re an elf?”

“Yes. How long does an elf live… This is medicine. You’ll share more mana now. Then Mia’s power will become stronger.”

It was really good. With this, it seemed that they were one step closer to master night. It seemed like he was good at sharing life, mana, and emotions with Guts. I was a little bit proud of myself because my weak abilities weren’t helpful to Guts… But I liked the fact that we were able to share each other like this.

“Whoa~ It was really good.”

“Ah. I feel it too. Mia feels mine too, right?”

“Yes. Yes~ I can really feel it. Ahhhhh, it’s such an intense feeling.”

Is this what it means to love each other? It was a feeling that made me think. I felt like I was about to be swept away by the current of emotions.

“Then shall we get up and wash?”

“Yeah… That…But I… Lift me up a little bit. Because I was with Guts too much… I think my back broke. Ooh~”

Really… I thought it was because I played so intensely until morning. I didn’t mean to be so violent… Well, but it was good. I really liked that Guts’ love was so strong.

“Haha. Okay. I’ll do that. Let’s go out right away, wash up, rest for a bit, and then train. Since we shared each other’s mana, we also need to know how to use it.”

“Yes, I like it.”

Guts hugged me, who was embarrassed, and jumped up. Then the blanket came down, revealing each other’s naked bodies. It’s really embarrassing to see this… But the open-minded Guts didn’t mind, and went towards the lakeside with her naked body.

“It’s embarrassing. Ah… I’m naked…”

“Haha. Mia is almost an elf now, right? So try to relax a little more.”

“Yeah, but I’m still a little shy. Everyone seems to be staring…”

After living as a human, it was embarrassing to be naked in front of everyone. It was Gatsu who washed me by putting me down on the shore of the lake when I was so shy. What a gentle touch! It was really, really good.

“It’s so ticklish. Kats~”

“You have to wash it clean~ Come on. Be patient. Missing child”

“But~ oh~ There… I can wash it myself. Ah yes~”

“Whoops. Okay? Then do it. I need to wash up too.”

A little regret arose. I should have just let Guts wash it… But it was already Guts who went off and washed himself. In the end, I washed my body alone, soothing my emptiness. But Guts must know how I feel… It seemed like he was joking around a little.

“Oooh~ Because you know everything? Strangely, I’m the only one who can’t feel Guts’ feelings.”

“Haha. I played around a bit. Now then, I’ll wash you off~”

“What?! That…That’s not it…Ahhh~ it’s really too much!!”

In the end, it was Guts who washed me again. He patted Guts’ chest as if he was slightly complaining. Then he felt Guts’ strong chest. Really… Maybe it’s because she’s an elf, but she’s slim and has a strong chest. I felt a little ashamed to be embraced by this heart and to share love…

“After~ oops~”

“I really don’t know what Mia is so shy about. I can feel the emotions, but I can’t understand the thoughts.”

“If you can even think about it, it’s hard to do personal things, right? Oh, and I don’t feel emotions well… Why? Stop talking and let me know!”

“Haha. That’s because I’m an elf. I’ve lived that long, but it must be hard to control my emotions?”

“Ugh! Then I just can’t control my emotions…? Is that it? Woo~”

It was just embarrassing if that was true. Then every time my feelings get caught, aren’t I not aware of Guts’ feelings?! That’s a little… I might not like it. Do I have to learn to control my emotions?

“Haha. There’s nothing to be so ashamed of. Mia is the prettiest just being like that.”

“Huh~ Is that because it’s come now? Really… How can you say such sweet things… You flirt~”

I knew it… But it was too sweet. At this rate, he might really want to listen to everything Guts said.

“That’s a racial trait. It is an unavoidable part.”

“Oooh, give me a kiss!”

“Ah. Okay. Missing child…”

Kiss me again like that. Guts and Kiss were good too. Really… My heart seemed to melt. This is why I wanted to kiss Guts.

“Um~ I really love you.”

“Okay. I love you too.”

After all, there was nothing sweeter than whispering love. So we washed each other’s bodies and greeted the morning. Of course, it was about early afternoon in terms of time… But that part didn’t matter to me.

“Karl~ Good morning… Not lunch. Ho ho~”

“Oooh mia gatsu smell. No.”

“Ugh~ I’m just about to wash my clothes… After all, a beast is a beast. Ugh~”

It was Carl who noticed at once that I was with Guts. And again the jealous glances. But the look was just really cute. Also, the little knife was cute. I’m not even Shota, but I feel so cute…

“Ahh~ I mean it’s really cute~ Even the jealous knife is so cute~”

“Ooh~ It’s frustrating~ Stop it. Mia~!”

“Hoho~ what? You don’t want to be held in my arms?”

“Ugh. But… I want to hug you!!”

“Huh~ Are you hurting your pride? After all, the sword is a man even though it is this small? Ho Ho”

It was Carl who asked me to treat him as a man… But now, the only man for me was Guts. Carl is just… Pet and partner? That was it. Of course, that didn’t mean he broke his promise. Didn’t Guts allow it too? So today, I was going to spend time with Carl to relieve Carl’s mood.

“Carl, I’m sorry. So let go of your anger. Because today I will be next to Carl, not next to Guts. Huh?”

“Really? Okay then! I hate breaking promises. Missing child!”

“Huh. I will. Promise… You have to keep it.”

To do it with a small knife… I thought it would have a special feeling. It was just a simple response. Besides, I promised the first time, but couldn’t I keep it? Thinking about that, it seemed a little late to do it today.

“Mia~ Then let’s go to the forest! I like running in the woods!”

“Yeah~ It’s been a while since I want to play with Carl in the woods! Shall we go then?”

“Huh!!”

So I headed into the woods with the knife. Now there was no Lizardman village around, so there was no danger. So just have fun running! Carl wanted something like that, so I also matched his mood. This is different from love. Just friendship? It was like that. I don’t know how Carl felt… But mine did.

“Carl… So I hope you find a better mate than me…”

“Yes? Mia, let’s run!”

“Yes! Yes~”

Fortunately, he didn’t seem to hear me muttering like that. If I had heard such a thing again, it was clear that he would have been angry and complained to me. If you’re really lucky, you’re lucky. I couldn’t make Carl feel bad anymore.

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