Chapter 124 – Chapter 124
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Chapter 124
“Kyong kong~!”
“Ah. Yes. I’m here to get some food…”
When Carl barked, it was only then that he remembered being hungry again. So I dived into the water and caught the fish easily. As expected, the second life in the forest was easier because I caught it once. Although the water was cold… It seemed to calm me down a bit, so I felt fine.
“Look at this knife, did you catch a lot? Come on, eat the knife too.”
“Keong kwon~”
It seemed like a very precious time. In the past, this kind of act was just annoying and difficult… Looking back, it was a very precious time. I wish I could live like this forever… But when I remembered Guts, I felt that way too.
“Umm… But it would be better to make basic life possible and explore the forest. After all, the base is important. It would be fine if I lived with Carl where he lived… But even if it’s winter, it’ll be hard.”
Thinking of winter made me feel a little chilly. I thought it was already time for the weather to change like that. But it’s not that time yet… Wasn’t it late summer close to fall? It took a while to come back to the Elf Village, but I remembered that it hadn’t passed autumn yet. So it was possible to travel long distances naked.
“Yes. Not yet… Huh? It’s strange… Somehow the weather has become cooler again.”
It was a very strange forest. Doesn’t it suddenly become early winter weather or does it change to fall weather again… Besides, the nest with the ogre’s cave knife… It’s starting to get closer to life in the dark forest.
“The Forest of Illusion… Is that why? As the name says..?”
Maybe it’s really like that. Looking at the old Carl next to me like this… Maybe he showed me a fantasy because he missed that time… But the feeling was so vivid that I couldn’t think of it as a fantasy. It seemed that this was due to some force in the middle of the forest.
“Okay. With this much power…”
It seemed to make me stronger. It felt like we should head to the center of the forest once we could make a minimum living. I thought there must be some power there. The power that seduced me… If I had that power… I thought that everything would work out.
“Knife. Do you think so too?”
“Kreung?”
It was a knife that I did not know the English language. Well… I didn’t even explain it properly, so it was worth it.
“Hohoho~ Really~ Why are you so cute~ Ah. It is also my sword~”
The way he tilted his head was really cute. So I hugged her tightly and rubbed her face. I really… I feel like I want to spend the rest of my life with a knife like this. But I had to go back. For Guts and the real Carl, I was also worried.
“I’m sorry… But the current life doesn’t suit me… It’s really good… But I’m really happy, but it’s not like this.”
After clearing up my thoughts for a bit, my mind seemed clear. That’s how I prepared for a basic life with Carl. They killed animals, made fur clothes for them to wear, prepared food, and decorated their nests. Then, quite like the old days, a hiding place was prepared.
“Good. Now you’re exploring Will Carl help you?”
“Keong kwon~”
It was a knife that promised to do my request as if it were natural. Really… I was so grateful for a knife like that. It felt like seeing an old knife. As I explored the forest, I met a gorilla again and saw an orc. Really… They were almost identical to the dark forest in my memory. However, my armed forces became stronger, and even they were no big deal.
“It used to be really hard…But now it’s nothing. Have I become a little stronger?”
“Keong kwon~”
It was a knife that looked up to me when I got stronger. However, those eyes were those of a strong female. As expected, it seemed that what she wanted was to make love with me and give birth to her child.
“But…I can’t have children. So give up…”
It seemed like it shouldn’t be for me or for Carl. But I couldn’t help but feel closer. Gradually, I fell in love with this knife and felt affection for it. After all, am I… Selfish? To feel love again… It’s not even a real sword, it’s a substitute for it…
“Ugh… No. You can’t live here for the rest of your life, can you?”
I shook my head and tried to get rid of the futile thoughts. But I couldn’t help my heart sinking. Is it because of my anxiety? The situation changed dramatically. Some events were left out and things unfolded the way I wanted them to. As if the forest recognized my heart for wanting everyone to love me, so many men began to approach me.
“Ah… Everyone…”
Perhaps they were the many men I had passed… And the elves who had been with me. This was probably because my desires were getting more and more overflowing. It seemed like the result of maximizing the affection flowing to Carl. In particular, it seemed that the desire to share love flowed and changed as a result.
“Ugh~ No… I have knives and katsu… But I want to enjoy…”
I felt strange. They were the ones I thought were welcome anyway. Having a little fun with them wouldn’t change anything. So even if I enjoyed it a little, I didn’t feel it was wrong with Carl or Guts.
“Yeah just a little bit… Besides, mana fills up, doesn’t it? So it’s okay to enjoy a little…”
Strangely, they felt the reverberation of mana even from those who thought they were illusions rather than real ones. So it seemed to fall more into temptation. Where can I fill my mana? But can you enjoy it? It seemed like a really good opportunity.
“Ah… I really like it. Heh~ Hur me a little more~! Love me~!!”
Me longing for love And the number of men who satisfy me… It was really a very enjoyable life. Besides, being able to change it to suit my taste… This place was like heaven to me.
“It’s good…But I wish I had a sword or Guts…”
But for some reason, the men I truly love never appeared. The old look of the knife I loved was not enough to share love with me. I’ve been thinking about it before, but it seems like I’m thinking about it again.
“Haa~ I wish I could make you a beast again…”
I was really desperate… But for some reason, what I really wanted didn’t come true at all. It was a forest that showed me only memories and good memories. I didn’t want this kind of life… But I could see me gradually adapting to the act.
“Hey~ Ahh… Is this why… Is it called a place for elves to study? Sorry~”
They were the men who gradually drowned me in the swamp of lust. It seemed to be gradually being encroached upon by the power of the forest. It really didn’t take long before I was making love to handsome, wonderful men all day long. I thought it shouldn’t be like this… But I couldn’t stop falling more and more into it. In the end, it became more and more open in the way of the elves. It’s been a long time since I took off the cumbersome leather clothes. I ended up living naked in the beginning. It was unavoidable. It was because I didn’t need clothes because I made love every day.
Haha… So good~ ah. This is why elven women… Uhhhhh.”
It was so good. It was so good to seek love from men… Since I fell in love like this, I couldn’t be satisfied with just one or two people. However, I sometimes wondered if it would be okay to do something like this. Did the forest know my heart?
“Ah? I’m feeling the power again… The power…!”
All illusions disappeared and power began to be felt in the center of the forest again. He quickly erased his joyous expression and headed towards the center of the forest. It was because if it wasn’t now, it seemed that he would fall into the swamp of lust again and struggle.
“Ugh~ It was really nice, but… After all, this is not what I want. All I want is… Yes. Strong power. I need the power to get Guts back. We need to find the power of the high elves, the legends of the forest.”
Obviously, this power must have been that of a high elf. The power to seduce the opponent and make them fall into lust. It was a really strong force. Didn’t I also fall into that power? Wasn’t he able to come to his senses when the power gathered in the center of the forest? If you’re really lucky, you’re lucky. Because of this, the elves might have become open-minded female elves as they wished.
“I don’t like that… Not being able to get Guts back…”
If I had Guts, I would have liked that kind of life… But I didn’t like living without Guts. In the middle of the forest that arrived like that. In the center there was a powerful force. It was such a powerful force that it was difficult to approach. For some reason, the power I could see… It felt like it was only for me.
“I’m sure other mixed races would have entered…”
Of course, most of them were mixed bloods of elves and beasts. I thought it would be rare for a mixed human and elf like me to go to the elf village. I didn’t even know there was something special about humans.
“Good. If I can take that power… It will definitely be of great help to me.”
Even though it’s just the power of seduction… Where is it? Who could disobey me if he made me indulge in lust? If it was insignificant, it was insignificant… But if used well, it could not be a really great power. It was an indispensable force for me.
“Ugh… I can’t get closer. After all, wouldn’t it be easy to give up that power?”
It was hard to even get close to the power that was so intense. After some time passed, the strength began to wane again.
“Oh, no!! The power… Ugh is disappearing!!”
Periodically, the strength seemed to disappear and then reappear. I didn’t even know that the forest was going through a change because of that. With such a change, men began to appear around her again.
“Ah… Again…? I shouldn’t be like this…”
I felt lust again. I feel like I want to hang out with men. I felt that way. Eventually, I gave up on that feeling again. I had to do something out of pleasure. I should have power… I felt dejected at the power that had disappeared and seemed to fall more into this kind of act.
“Ah~ so… Black~ I feel good…”
I really shouldn’t have been like this… I couldn’t come to my senses. So again, I spent my days making love with men every day. If you enjoy it like this anyway, isn’t there no doubt that the power will gather in the center again? It felt good to wait and enjoy the day.
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